So I've been thinking and a discussion with a friend friend about the fanfic I'm writing. I don't know if they want to be mentioned or not but out of respect for them i will keep them anonymous unless told otherwise. I do respect their input as it did give me another perspective of the kind of story I'm writing and whether or not i should keep it in the Spyro area which will eventually break away from the original world and story or make it it's own story stepping away from Spyro. So heres my question and polling:

Should i:

1) Continue doing what I'm doing and what i already have planned. (Keep working where i left off)

2) make it it's own story stepping away from Spyro. (Rewrite certain parts involving Spyro and Spyro's world and characters before continuing. A lot of work involved in this one)

3) stop writing this fanfic or story altogether. (it's dishearting to think about but this is an option i thought of last minute as i started writing this journal)

As much as i want to keep doing this i do value opinions but I've only gotten very few feedback and partially this is mostly coming from me who tries too hard to be a perfectionist. This polling is more of just an opinionated polling so please let me know what you all think.

So just got done with surgery and feel like someone literally took a boot to my rear multiple times. Gonna be hurting for a while.

Got some contractors coming to my apartment tomorrow moring since my bathroom ceiling leaked fecal water. Apparently, neighbor upstairs cracked their toilet in half, had water constantly running and didnt tell management. Was trying to catch all that waste water in buckets. Plumber came and cut open my drywall ceiling and it was bad. Black and white cottonie mold with toiletpaper hanging in the ceiling. So its been rough this past week.

Story-wise for VtH, im still working out the next scene for part 15. Its easy to daydream and come up with good scenes but the transitions to those are a lot harder to come up with.

Refsheet for MC is still in the works.

Hope everyone's New Years was good. I was busy with family so was preoccupied for a while. But i go back to work tomorrow along with my regular life.

Part 14: its still in the works atm. Again haven't had much time to focus on it but its mostly written up. I just need to finish it up and polish it a little. My story writing skills may be novice but im trying my best.

Art: i do have a character to post so will be posting that soon. Also still have the Story's MC ref in the works too so that's still coming up. Cant wait to see it because i do plan on doing it for the important characters of the story, ones that will get slightly altered, and ones that might need introducing.

So with the Upload of Villain to Heroine Part 7 I have taken steps to start adding hyperlinks to each part for easier movement when reading. I have also added a hyperlink in purple text on my profile page so users can go straight to part 1 to start their reading. Hopefully this makes it easier for users while i get around to work on Part 8. I really hope you're enjoying this story. I've learned a lot of interesting things researching for this, recalling memories, and been going through a lot of emotions just writing these first parts. I'm in talks with a good artist friend at the moment to hopefully commission them for character ref-sheets. IRL will make things a bit more difficult due to work starting to ramp up so will try my best to push out more parts as I can! Again thank you for giving this a look!

So im willing to share the Roadmap for the comic. Its literally just a list of names that are the timeline of events. Might spoil some stuff but i feel like it'll help with showing my vision.

Villain turned Heroine timeline of events

The Cultivation Period (Currently at)
Corrupted Will
Hero's Journey
Purification
From Where it Began
The slumber
Quarreling Regrets
Sinner's Trial
Amends
Darkness within
Underworld rescue

This is all just a draft and subject to chang but here it is. All just daydreaming thoughts. Hardest part id putting it down on paper. Im hoping to get art of the custom characters specific from this fanfic world of Legend of Spyro so be on the lookout for that~

So i know i didn't expect much from making the Comic Script of the Villain Turned Heroine but ended up having a lot of ideas from my daydreaming lately so felt like i had to make it physical. I even have a bit of a roadmap for the story made. The issue im running into now is finding an artist that's available that does good feral dragon art. I wont go into details as to what it is but its specific to the story itself. Mix of IRL and just letting my ideas come together has put a pause on the writing at the moment. At some point I'll attempt to continue the other FanFic but the Comic Script is the one screaming the loudest in my head. Once i start getting art made and get the script farther along it might get more people interested.

Anyways, these are just my thoughts on the matter. If you've read some of what i wrote sofar, i hope youre all enjoying it.

Welp im now 31y/o. Know i dont post much on here due to financial reasons and building my own gaming desktop but im still here, alive, and kicking

so made this journal looking for artists that are good at making anatomically correct characters. I've been meaning to get refs made of my sonas and other characters but finding a good artist for this half of the battle. the other half I seem to always have issues with is how to get a hold of an artist as some moved to places like Twitter and Patreon or only take commissions via journal or live stream which due to my job makes that impossible to keep track of and try to get a slot. So far almost every artist I've commissioned in the past has either stopped taking commissions altogether or has dropped from the face of the earth. so, does anyone have any artists for recommendations? would greatly appreciate the help!

So my hotmail email got hacked today. They really screwed my sense of security. Why do these people try to ruin other people's lives like this? I just lost my older hotmail to Microsoft and was about to lose this one months later. Luckily i got it fixed due to some sheer luck.

so as of today i have officially deleted all my dating accounts, apps, and subscriptions. this comes after having been on them for many years, time and money spent, and no results. as for the friendships, most have just fizzled out where i will get no response from others without reason. this isnt because of 1 or 2 people, this is many i have met over the years. so i have accepted the fact i may be cursed to be a social outcast and never form any relationships. this is a depressing journal, but this is something ive been fighting with from the very beginning of my life. i cant fight it anymore. I'll still be on chat apps like Discord, Telegram, and Skype as well as on here. But as for dating, im done as its obviously something that isnt ment for me.

welp im 28 now, still single, no kids, and stuck with work but atleast im doing ok so far. anways plan on trying my first drink of Soju tomorrow. if its anything like Sake i should enjoy it. hope everyone has a good day

i know i dont normally post journals and all that due to the overwhelming mount i see in my notifications but i'm not one for the holiday spirit. i usually spend it either working or by myself. being an introvert is rough and no one special to really spend the holidays with makes it even harder. but anyways i do hope everyone else has a good Holiday.

P.S. before anyone says theres always something you can do...there isnt. not in Kansas.

I do habe my other account  shadowofross so if youre watchimg this account be sure to watch my other one as i have just made a new submission post onto the account.

That is all~

so due to reasons im not on IMVU any more. a lot of drama and a lot of issues with the thing itself. kinda glad that's one less thing i have to worry about. anyways, the only other virtual chat site i still have is SecondLife. if you ever want to play or chat there just send me a note and ill give you my contact info for there

Would like to thank all the birthday wishes from yesterday. Wasnt the best birthday seeing as how i was working till midnight but may do something for the 4day weekend. But again thankyou all!

Welp im now 27y/o officially. Hard to believe seeing as i still look like im 20. But it's just going to be another day as i dont have any plans and am busy all day with what the Army wants me to do so story of my life lol.

Haven't written a journal or as active on here for a hot minute so i thought i'd write something for a change. my new job has kept me busy and all so sorry if i haven't replied to any messages, shouts or comments much. if any of you all has any questions or just wana chat a little just comment here. or if you'd like to chat in private send me a note ^^ i dont bite....much :P

to all my watchers, last night i was blackmailed so because of this i have made a backup skype account should anything happen to me

this all took place at a military education and started when she said i could get a college degree and i had said i already had one. she had told her husband i was glorifying my rank which came across to her as rude when all i said was "at basic training they considered me the college specialist instead of a Combat Specialist."

Rank facts: you can earn E-4 (specialist) 2 ways: 1) work your way up from the bottom through years of service or 2) start out as a Specialist by having a 4yr degree.

My Situation: in basic they considered my rank a joke with the explanation of "you're a College Specialist" so even though i had the rank officially i was never seen as one because of how i got it. it's been very hard trying to fit in because of what i have and how i got it making me a rare case, officers' say i made a good choice of going enlisted starting off while enlisted say i made a dumb choice and look down upon me

All'n'All: i wasn't trying and didn't mean to come across as rude or offensive because being considered a "College Specialist" my Basic training Company was frowned upon for not having earned it through experience.

What's next?: i have to talk to the Sergeant who's wife i offended tomorrow and he happens to be in my unit. so because of the situation he thinks i was being rude in boasting my rank when it was actually a belittlement...being both new to the unit and their culture is very hard...

in Wiesbaden Germany! in my unit barracks at the moment and will start in-processing for the next 3-5 weeks

the day i fly out is coming up so fast and still packing x.x

hey everyone! 2weeks ago I got news that after I finish my military training I'm going to Germany for my first duty station. so very excited about it

hi all! I'm on pass today just letting you all know I'm still alive doing well. got 12 weeks till I'm done with training. got over 22k submissions to go through too when I get back. so hope you're all doing ok cause I am. miss everything and everyone and let you know what's up later.!

As of tomorrow i'll be off to bootcamp for the Army. i will have no access to phones, PCs, Internet and even TVs for 5 months. hopefully this will all seem to go by quickly.

so i went to MEPS to start the process of joining the Active Duty Enlistment in the Army and my ASVAB scores qualified me for almost every job available. I'm looking down the list and all their Reception dates start in late February this year which doesn't give me a lot of time to try and get into better physical shape but i dont know. so they're forcing me to go back to MEPS this Tuesday since i didnt sign for anything yet. all i can say is if i sign anything on that day then everyone wont hear from me for about 7months. so...im gonna miss being on here.