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Rogar is dead, long live Rogar.
Posted 8 years agoTL:DR, I quit the fandom, i've lost interest. and am no longer who i was.
I am leaving the fandom. not with sour feelings, and not with ill will. I've learned a lot about myself since i made my last journal where i decided to forever add a to long didn't read to the top of my journals. I've never really felt a part of the furry fandom. i was introduced to it from the white wolf chats. where i played as a mage... I met many fantastic people. and enjoyed many friendships, most of which are actually over. But I never had much in common with the furry fandom. and while i continue to be myself. I am not the monster i was. But a newer, shinier more self aware monster. i've told most of my closer friends that i no longer felt apart of the fandom, and stopped considering myself furry, none of them were surprised. i've redesigned my outlook, and renewed my personal avatar. as i have done several times while in the fandom. and. while i might step in to the skin of an anthropomorphic animal for some RP from time to time. It's just not me any more. This account has been growing stale, and over the past few years, i have literally only kept it around to see links that the few furry friends i have show me that are a little on the more mature side. during the great purge i almost let the account die. i will no longer be posting here. This is my last entry, and farewell. For all effect, I am dead, moved on to newer pastures, and grander lives. It was nice knowing you.
i will probably still check the account for notes. but as i have been living my life outside the fandom for years now. It's going to be with no more diligence and dedication than i have been (so don't expect fast responses, if any.
I am leaving the fandom. not with sour feelings, and not with ill will. I've learned a lot about myself since i made my last journal where i decided to forever add a to long didn't read to the top of my journals. I've never really felt a part of the furry fandom. i was introduced to it from the white wolf chats. where i played as a mage... I met many fantastic people. and enjoyed many friendships, most of which are actually over. But I never had much in common with the furry fandom. and while i continue to be myself. I am not the monster i was. But a newer, shinier more self aware monster. i've told most of my closer friends that i no longer felt apart of the fandom, and stopped considering myself furry, none of them were surprised. i've redesigned my outlook, and renewed my personal avatar. as i have done several times while in the fandom. and. while i might step in to the skin of an anthropomorphic animal for some RP from time to time. It's just not me any more. This account has been growing stale, and over the past few years, i have literally only kept it around to see links that the few furry friends i have show me that are a little on the more mature side. during the great purge i almost let the account die. i will no longer be posting here. This is my last entry, and farewell. For all effect, I am dead, moved on to newer pastures, and grander lives. It was nice knowing you.
i will probably still check the account for notes. but as i have been living my life outside the fandom for years now. It's going to be with no more diligence and dedication than i have been (so don't expect fast responses, if any.
TL:DR
Posted 14 years agotl:dr - Adding summaries to my Journal, and my thoughts on a common phrase, And a note on my life/commission status.
Okay, this is a little different for me, for one, i am actually posting a journal, for two, it's in a new format for me. I've been doing a lot since my last journal. and at the moment am currently looking around on FA, (i know i go back and forth on this a lot) I have 33620 submissions listed for me to look at, some of which have already been deleted, I've contacted a few artists and am getting more work done on some bunnies. you'll be seeing them soon, You might also note that i added at the top of my journal a blurb titled TL:DR, It's basically supposed to be a summary of what i am talking about in the journal so that i can go on and on and let my journal be "To long" If you at least read that you get the jist. maybe the desire to read the whole thing (no spoilers sorry) You see i see a -lot- of people use the phrase "tl:dr" to indicate displeasure or well i really didn't know what it was, so i looked it up, and the urban dictionary said it was an internet phrase that means "Too long: Didn't read" Now interestingly enough, i see people using it in Long winded explanations about this or that, and well if it means "too long: didn't read" then wouldn't using it during a long winded explanation be somewhat hypocritical? Please, i would like to hear your thoughts. either that. or just say "TL:DR"
Okay, this is a little different for me, for one, i am actually posting a journal, for two, it's in a new format for me. I've been doing a lot since my last journal. and at the moment am currently looking around on FA, (i know i go back and forth on this a lot) I have 33620 submissions listed for me to look at, some of which have already been deleted, I've contacted a few artists and am getting more work done on some bunnies. you'll be seeing them soon, You might also note that i added at the top of my journal a blurb titled TL:DR, It's basically supposed to be a summary of what i am talking about in the journal so that i can go on and on and let my journal be "To long" If you at least read that you get the jist. maybe the desire to read the whole thing (no spoilers sorry) You see i see a -lot- of people use the phrase "tl:dr" to indicate displeasure or well i really didn't know what it was, so i looked it up, and the urban dictionary said it was an internet phrase that means "Too long: Didn't read" Now interestingly enough, i see people using it in Long winded explanations about this or that, and well if it means "too long: didn't read" then wouldn't using it during a long winded explanation be somewhat hypocritical? Please, i would like to hear your thoughts. either that. or just say "TL:DR"
To my new Watchers
Posted 15 years agoI've gotten a bucket of new watchers recently. To that i say thank you and this is your warning.
The reason i say it is a warning is because of this... I don't upload, update, or even check my page often, I do try, but its not frequent, and often rare.
But For those that are new, and for those that have stuck with me for as long as you have. I thank you all. The fact that you see me worthy enough to watch is... Refreshing. enjoyable. and... well inspiring.
So to -ALL- my watchers. -thank you- I don't say it often, but this is for you.
The reason i say it is a warning is because of this... I don't upload, update, or even check my page often, I do try, but its not frequent, and often rare.
But For those that are new, and for those that have stuck with me for as long as you have. I thank you all. The fact that you see me worthy enough to watch is... Refreshing. enjoyable. and... well inspiring.
So to -ALL- my watchers. -thank you- I don't say it often, but this is for you.
Friend in trouble
Posted 15 years agoI have a friend, 
she is having troubles and offering commissions to fix this... She is a pretty good writer, and not bad at art. You should go check her out.
she is having troubles and offering commissions to fix this... She is a pretty good writer, and not bad at art. You should go check her out.Journal deleted!
Posted 15 years agoBy the poster....
Seriously, why do you post it if you are going to delete it a few minutes or even a few -seconds- later?
Seriously, why do you post it if you are going to delete it a few minutes or even a few -seconds- later?
I need something to write a journal about
Posted 15 years agoSo that i can get the meme off my page...
that is all.
that is all.
This is your Meme warning
Posted 15 years agoYou have been warned.
I stole this from
because he asked these questions there... i thought i would let him answer them too
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
I stole this from
because he asked these questions there... i thought i would let him answer them too1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
*blink blink*
Posted 15 years agoall of a sudden, after weeks of digging and looking and comment on old work... all of a sudden... nothing...
I feel so empty, i don't have my pile of incomeing submissions to curl up on.
I feel so empty, i don't have my pile of incomeing submissions to curl up on.
proud of myself
Posted 15 years agoI been working hard on looking at the well over 10k of submissions i had gotten in the months i have been... idle... and have finally gotten myself back down to three digits. I am proud.
That is all.
That is all.
Rawr!
Posted 15 years agoI am upset. I found out a bit ago that an artist that i had asked to make me some art (
if you need to know) Has stiffed me, and has -NO- intention of paying me what she owes me.. she is also keeping the money... I found this out because she changed accounts, and has me blocked on the new account. Not good. not good at all.
Though
is doing well, and had finished my commission from her. Also i have gotten much further still in digging clear my submissions.
The lucky people getting comissions for me are
and 
sorry everyone else. its what i can pay for.
if you need to know) Has stiffed me, and has -NO- intention of paying me what she owes me.. she is also keeping the money... I found this out because she changed accounts, and has me blocked on the new account. Not good. not good at all.Though
is doing well, and had finished my commission from her. Also i have gotten much further still in digging clear my submissions. The lucky people getting comissions for me are
and 
sorry everyone else. its what i can pay for.Makeing progress
Posted 15 years agoOkay, Been back in FA and circulation for a while now... a couple people got random notes about "OMFG i want ARTZ!" Not all of those people sadly will get full commissions out of it. I am finally under 4k of submissions left to go through, hopefully i won't disappear for a month and have the progress lost...
I did find something that troubled me...
An artist i have a commission out with, has removed -EVERYTHING- from their gallery, and all their journal entries. And still has my $45 for the rather sizable commission i had her doing. It was originally a $90 job, but she told me i didn't have to pay the other half since she missed the deadline she gave herself. However if she isn't going to do it at all. I want the money back.
On brighter news had her baby! and she is the only other one i have a commission out with. Which by the way, looks -Fabulous- and i can't wait to get it and put it in to good use.
Stay cool to each other, And don't forget to be awesome everyone. For now, Rogar out.
I did find something that troubled me...
An artist i have a commission out with, has removed -EVERYTHING- from their gallery, and all their journal entries. And still has my $45 for the rather sizable commission i had her doing. It was originally a $90 job, but she told me i didn't have to pay the other half since she missed the deadline she gave herself. However if she isn't going to do it at all. I want the money back.On brighter news
had her baby! and she is the only other one i have a commission out with. Which by the way, looks -Fabulous- and i can't wait to get it and put it in to good use. Stay cool to each other, And don't forget to be awesome everyone. For now, Rogar out.
reminders
Posted 15 years agoOkay.. I got a few commissions out, Like (can 't think of others off hand) but i need to write myself a note that i want one from 
(can 't think of others off hand) but i need to write myself a note that i want one from 
Bunnies
Posted 15 years agoI love em
(stolen from
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(stolen from
)Still alive
Posted 16 years agoRecently acquired portal... and have been feeling better, Got to see 
on his Ustream... now without the U.
Some of you might have noticed a fresh round of watches... I am digging through old submissions that everyone put up in my absence... i still keep my policy of looking at every single one... no matter if i am not in the mood to see it. (sometimes holding off till i am in the mood) And i have again nuked journals...
I'm a bad kitty.
oh well... Looking for a new commission again... back to the drawing board on my main avatar as i am finally dissatisfied enough with the current look to do something about changing it.
on his Ustream... now without the U. Some of you might have noticed a fresh round of watches... I am digging through old submissions that everyone put up in my absence... i still keep my policy of looking at every single one... no matter if i am not in the mood to see it. (sometimes holding off till i am in the mood) And i have again nuked journals...
I'm a bad kitty.
oh well... Looking for a new commission again... back to the drawing board on my main avatar as i am finally dissatisfied enough with the current look to do something about changing it.
return of a dream
Posted 16 years agocomeing back i noticed something about all the piled up messages... There is a nuke watchers, Nuke favorites, nuke shouts, nuke comments, nuke journals... But i am wondering where the "Nuke FRom orbit" is... That is all.
Deep Blue Funk
Posted 16 years agorecently i have been on -yet another- Hiatus. I am still alive, And still poking around the net. Unfortunately i don't know for sure if i can actually keep up with all the journals... I read the "important" journals i saw on the first page, and then nuked the lot of them. I did however look at -every- submission. I pride myself on looking at all submissions.
I've also been debating adding my commission that is -a year old- to the list of current commissions. I paid for it, but the artist isn't coming through... they failed to come through on most of it... but i guess that is what i get for getting 6 artwork pieces, and 3 furcadian portraits. But since i paid with a furcadian digo item. I am not surprised its taking so long. The artist said they came on hard times, and had a wacom malfunction. so they have been continually putting cash commissions ahead of mine.
WEll that is my update. so ill just shush.
Thanks for reading.
(small comic, details undisclosed publicly - PAID working on script)
(4 pages, tf comic as soon as i can work out what the result will be - PAID Seen sketches.)
(two pieces of my bunny like thing Quint - RECEIVED! and uploaded.)
(two pieces, colour, with my first poke-trainer character. - Artist Ill)
(waiting on artist to open commissions.)
I've also been debating adding my commission that is -a year old- to the list of current commissions. I paid for it, but the artist isn't coming through... they failed to come through on most of it... but i guess that is what i get for getting 6 artwork pieces, and 3 furcadian portraits. But since i paid with a furcadian digo item. I am not surprised its taking so long. The artist said they came on hard times, and had a wacom malfunction. so they have been continually putting cash commissions ahead of mine.
WEll that is my update. so ill just shush.
Thanks for reading.
(small comic, details undisclosed publicly - PAID working on script)
(4 pages, tf comic as soon as i can work out what the result will be - PAID Seen sketches.)
(two pieces of my bunny like thing Quint - RECEIVED! and uploaded.)
(two pieces, colour, with my first poke-trainer character. - Artist Ill)
(waiting on artist to open commissions.)added a new comission
Posted 16 years ago said that anyone that bought her one of 
's panty icons she would draw -ANYTHING- for.They were so good i got two, and since of course i was the first to get one. i got the comission
So this is an updated list of people i am waiting on/getting art from
(small comic, details undisclosed publicly - PAID waiting on candy-waffle to get done with current outgoing before pileing a big project on her.) (4 pages, tf comic as soon as i can work out what the result will be - PAID) (two pieces of my bunny like thing Quint - PAID) (two pieces, colour, with my first poke-trainer character.) (going to be getting a Plush bento box if i have anything to say about it. waiting for them to reopen custom commissions at the moment.)Tag, i guess i am it.
Posted 16 years agookay, Seems like i am being swallowed up in to doing this... I have been tagged, it's a meme
1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
and for my comission watch,
(4 pages, tf comic as soon as i can work out what the result will be - PAID)
(two pieces, colour, with my first poke-trainer character.)
(two pieces of my bunny like thing Quint - PAID)
(going to be getting a Plush bento box if i have anything to say about it. waiting for them to reopen custom commissions at the moment.)
1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
and for my comission watch,
(4 pages, tf comic as soon as i can work out what the result will be - PAID) (two pieces, colour, with my first poke-trainer character.) (two pieces of my bunny like thing Quint - PAID) (going to be getting a Plush bento box if i have anything to say about it. waiting for them to reopen custom commissions at the moment.)Comissions
Posted 16 years agoI just reciently got work from Oni, ill be uploading that soon, but i have 4 others currently i am working on right now....
(4 pages, tf comic as soon as i can work out what the result will be)
and (two pieces, colour, with my forst poketrainer character.
(working on the piece, its probably going to be NSFW, still deciding.)
(going to be getting a Plush bento box if i have anything to say about it. waiting for them to reopen custom comissions at the moment.
That is my -entire- commission fund used up.
Oh well i -Will- enjoy this.
(4 pages, tf comic as soon as i can work out what the result will be) and (two pieces, colour, with my forst poketrainer character. (working on the piece, its probably going to be NSFW, still deciding.) (going to be getting a Plush bento box if i have anything to say about it. waiting for them to reopen custom comissions at the moment.That is my -entire- commission fund used up.
Oh well i -Will- enjoy this.
BRAINS!!!!!
Posted 16 years agoIf anyone been watching me i haven't been around... Um... Real life sucks... Just so you guys know. I am looking for people to commission. (if anyone reads this)
Anyone that cares this Journal will be about things that have been happening to me... Kientrae and I are back together, I have Made some major changes in my life, and gotten on disability.
i don't think i want to talk much about it really, but i am back as a lot of people Just recently found out... Nuked my 10k plus of unread journals. I love you all, that is why i watched you, but i can't read through that much back log, i'm sorry.
good to see you all again, And Welcome a -LOT- of people to my watch list.
Um... The big thing... I need to get a Newer picture done of -myself- You know the big white thing with four arms over there? <
Its kinda wrong with things that have happened to me... a stroll through my gallery (i think it is the most recent submission with rogar in it) gives a clue....
Well Enough is enough. Ill talk at you guys later. let me know how you all feel.
Anyone that cares this Journal will be about things that have been happening to me... Kientrae and I are back together, I have Made some major changes in my life, and gotten on disability.
i don't think i want to talk much about it really, but i am back as a lot of people Just recently found out... Nuked my 10k plus of unread journals. I love you all, that is why i watched you, but i can't read through that much back log, i'm sorry.
good to see you all again, And Welcome a -LOT- of people to my watch list.
Um... The big thing... I need to get a Newer picture done of -myself- You know the big white thing with four arms over there? <
Its kinda wrong with things that have happened to me... a stroll through my gallery (i think it is the most recent submission with rogar in it) gives a clue....
Well Enough is enough. Ill talk at you guys later. let me know how you all feel.
What's in a Name?
Posted 17 years agoStolen from 
madshroomer
Take the letters from your name and put them together accordingly -
A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
Here's mine.
R : Fucking crazy.
O : Crazy
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
A : Easy to fall in love with.
R : Fucking crazy.
Sad part... It says i am crazy three times... and the other two are pretty much 100% true.
madshroomerTake the letters from your name and put them together accordingly -
A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
Here's mine.
R : Fucking crazy.
O : Crazy
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
A : Easy to fall in love with.
R : Fucking crazy.
Sad part... It says i am crazy three times... and the other two are pretty much 100% true.
Back? what happened to the front?
Posted 17 years agoYes yes, after a long hiatus i decided to return... I nuked most of the journals i had to read and concentrated solely on the pictures... because i would have felt bad not at least looking at the wonderful artwork you all did in my absence. but i did it anyways... i looked at everone of the 9000+ pictures waiting for me to look at (its over 9000)
I guess you want to know what has been going on in my life... well i had a job for about a month... I am at a pivital point in therapy... I had a three week long nervous break down, discovered cave story and Second life has again consumed my soul (just tonight reaching the 11000 mark) all of that not necessarily in that order.
But even with all of that i think i am back... maybe... we'll see.
AS far as art goes i will have to clear my pallet, nobody was paying me for it anyways... I will however be looking to
asphyxiation to finish the work i paid her for, and possibly to 
aquacoon to finish what he promised me...
thanks all for listening, tune in next week for another installment of... well likely nothing, we'll see
I guess you want to know what has been going on in my life... well i had a job for about a month... I am at a pivital point in therapy... I had a three week long nervous break down, discovered cave story and Second life has again consumed my soul (just tonight reaching the 11000 mark) all of that not necessarily in that order.
But even with all of that i think i am back... maybe... we'll see.
AS far as art goes i will have to clear my pallet, nobody was paying me for it anyways... I will however be looking to
asphyxiation to finish the work i paid her for, and possibly to 
aquacoon to finish what he promised me...thanks all for listening, tune in next week for another installment of... well likely nothing, we'll see
Sometimes I can just be stupid
Posted 18 years agoBest to do this anew...
I was an ass the other day. I was playing with
foshu and got a little out of hand. Enough so that she blocked me.
I posted a Journal about how I made the mistake and wanted people to tell her I was sorry.
It seems to have worked. I am no longer blocked. though i still feel bad for what i did. i have deleted the journal asking people to tell her. and thank whatever happened that got me unblocked.
I was an ass the other day. I was playing with
foshu and got a little out of hand. Enough so that she blocked me.I posted a Journal about how I made the mistake and wanted people to tell her I was sorry.
It seems to have worked. I am no longer blocked. though i still feel bad for what i did. i have deleted the journal asking people to tell her. and thank whatever happened that got me unblocked.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Posted 18 years agoYes, everyone, it is my birthday. i don't care, i am really happy. and i am going to a party tonight (on the 27th)
Here is some candy for you all
Just listen to the song... not the animation
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Edit: I really would like to know he animations used in the one that includes Kozo, Crazy frog, dolly, and the clips from Matagascar and shrek
Here is some candy for you all
Just listen to the song... not the animation
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Edit: I really would like to know he animations used in the one that includes Kozo, Crazy frog, dolly, and the clips from Matagascar and shrek
House of Jack
Posted 18 years agoI have this new comic that i am reading 
HouseOfJack and well I think its about time to start telling people about it. Its going to be creepy from what i heard and the artist is releasing it starting on haloween.
Yes i know its not out yet but i am anticipating it. You should too.
HouseOfJack and well I think its about time to start telling people about it. Its going to be creepy from what i heard and the artist is releasing it starting on haloween. Yes i know its not out yet but i am anticipating it. You should too.
