I've moved to  rogueshadowangel and i'm primarily on DA these days.

ALRIGHT....

i've been poked and prodded a bit to be more active on here... i don't think i'll come back completely (if ever) but i'll try to actually make some posts here that are more recent...

also remember i'm more active on deviant art now so if you're curious about where i am... that's where i'm at.

just look up roguesadowangel :p

it's obvious by no i'm not really active on this site anymore so where have i gone? i've pretty much moved over to DA and have been there for a good part of two years now.

i've also started doing comissions for mlp related things. please go to my deviantart page for more information on that.

http://rogueshadowangel.deviantart......ices-381188569 here is the information on the comission info.

i DON'T look here that often so if you contact me on here i'll never see it probably. i don't look at journals, submissions, etc on here anymore.

the only reason i still keep this account active is i MAY post here on the off chance so if you want to get a hold of me DA's your best chance.

http://www.livestream.com/rogueshadow

i'm about 45 mins in if you guys want to watch.

Go here to find out how to enter: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4077397/

So every year we have birthdays we get older we get shit. etc etc.

have you ever had a birthday or a few that you don't look forward to or just stopped expecting things to go how you would like? have you ever spent them alone?

just curious.

Hey it’s been awhile!
As you can see I’m back to drawing… well kinda, I have other projects and such. This really isn’t a contest or anything like that it’s more of a curious matter honestly.

1. If you could have any commission in the world, what would it be?

2. what persona would you have if so would you have several in there (you other ocs or other peoples)?

3. Who would you commission artist wise for it?

4. What would your character(s) be doing?

oh i've been around.... i've been drawing, writing, and what not. i've been dealing with bullshit from family members and online.

but OMG ROGUE WE NEED CHUUUU.

honestly.... not really feeling FA anymore that much. i'll still be around occasionally maybe even post something.

no i'm not leaving XP i'm just gonna be very inactive. there's a difference.

i've moved on to other stuff.... i'm a brony not so much a furry anymore.

okay now that i have your attentions :3

any requests i had going on (i know who you are i do have a list you know) they are going to be delayed because of medical stuff and the fact i need to do something for a friend's birthday that's coming up soon.

so yeah... i haven't updated in awhile so yeah i thought i would. this is what's going on and stuff.. i'm not gonna say more if you know then you know.

also i have changed my skype due to the old account being a twat. those who had the previous one please let me know in a note here thanks :3

that's all for now.

Making this journal because occasionally i have to mention this apparently because people forget.

so here are they FYI:
- i draw/write things i want to do. If you don't like it, don't watch me. If you cause shit you WILL BE BLOCKED!

- don't demand requests from me. if i wanna include you what project i'm doing i will. :3

- don't use my characters without my permission in ANY manor.

more may be added later as i see fit.

I hope everyone's new year and holidays were good. Moving on to this year if it's true last year or not. 2012 is a new for change good or bad. Which is leaving thinking about the past and what has lead to now. Who you are and who you will be. What you've done. What you have yet to accomplish. I'm nOt the first to think and wonder what the new year, day or even hour will bring them. I know I won't be the last one to say something like this. I'm this modern day and age. Where everything is digital even this which being typed on an iPod touch fourth generation right now I can't help but wonder if people have oat touch with reality or what I mean is the neighbor. SO many people are on their phones or what have you talking or texting now with firenze from across the world it's weird.

Has technology made it easier for us to communicate with others or has it left us disconnected from our kcal scene whatever it may be. Or is it a bit of both? I can't help but notice that the online world is working as neighborhood community among many groups and the nondigital world seems disconnected from its online counterpart. Politicians and such still seem to think that the internet isn't a valid place. But I've seen some of the greatest things come from the net sometimes saving lives.

What are your thoughts on this? It's been awhile ivecposted something that is mind provoking. Thought that this would be a good time.

Edit: on a less serious note I typed this whole thing on my iPod touch and no glasses on. I'm a dork. Lol

happy new years everyone.

also http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3054746/ art raffle

if you don't want me around just say so.

ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffss

my friend  shukie on SL got me addicted to MLP.. >.> i blame her. XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&a.....;v=5WP09vmcTHo <- but who could resist that? D:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&a.....;v=rfW6ym1QDvw <- or this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsNH.....eature=related <- last one i promise.

also my little sister in RL didn't help because she's addicted too. XD

seriously though <3s you shukiebutt. >.> even if you are a turd and got me addicted to MLP. XP

sometimes... you just need help with stuff... and let friends help you up when your down. >.>;

its getting closer and closer to the holidays.... and for those who are single (especially around v-day) sucks ASS!

usually being single doesn't bother me that much if at all... but thanksgiving, christmas, and v-day... FFFFFs i wanna kill things.

XP yeah couples are nice and shit... but meeeeh XP

yay for family togetherness. happiness for all and blah blah blah...

*flops and gets her popcorn ready for the couples in the movie theaters to throw at them when they start making out..*

did i mention i hate holidays? :3

/end rant

I hate being single sometimes... this is why... commercial BULLSHIT holidays (well that's what most of them have turned into so don't even start)

/officially ends rant.

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/4nsdi.....-Cat-257852702

OMFG ITS CUUUUTE... and interactive!

i'm just wondering if i'm the only one that gets mentally worn down after so long of just.... everything?

i mean its a cycle, something keeps repeating and you can't do anything about it because its not you its someone you know. it can be anything, a bad relatiosnhip, abuse, immature friend etc.
/,
am i the only one that gets mentally worn from that after awhile or am i not alone? i'm starting to wonder anymore...

A teacher in New York was teaching her class about bullying and gave them the following exercise to perform. She had the children take out a piece of paper and told them to crumple it up, stomp on it and really mess it up, not to rip it.
Then she had them unfold the paper, smooth it out and look at how scarred and dirty it was. She then told them to tell it they're sorry. Now, even though they said they were sorry and tried to fix the paper, she pointed out all the scars they left behind. And that those scars will never go away no matter how hard they tried to fix it.
That is what happens when a child bullies another child, they may say they're sorry, but the scars are there forever. The looks on the faces of the children in the classroom told her the message hit home. Copy and paste this if you are against bullying.


Re post if you want, don't if you don't want to.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2813125/

so so go check her out! she's pretty good.