So it's weird being here. Turning the age 20 and releasing how much has gone on so far. I'm not a big fan of my birthday but here at college everyone is making it feel like a big deal. I don't know how to react. Obviously everyone is saying to enjoy it and I will just feels off. Anyway haven't made a journal in awhile so how is everyone?

so yus I'm graduating tonight. It is and isn't a big deal. Just cant wait for it to be over :p

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01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
nope
02) What was your dream growing up?
Become an animator or a graphic designer
03) What talent do you wish you had?
To relax more lol
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Dr. Pepper or water
05) Favorite vegetable?
Potatoes
06) What was the last book you read?
Lost Symbol by Dan Brown....go read it. He wrote Davinci Code and Angels & Demons.
07) What zodiac sign are you?
Sagittarius
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
Nope. Want a tattoo on my arm of a Yin-Yang only colored and different shaped.
09) Worst habit?
I over worry about dumb things.
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
If I knew you sure.
11) What is your favorite sport?
Soccer yay Foot-fairies.
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
pessimistic lol
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Talk
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Parent Divorce like two days from my birthday
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
I am oddly flexible for a bigger guy.
16) Do you have any pets?
Have currently just two cats. Had three other cats and two other dogs but we had to put them down :,(
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
Invite you in if I knew you well enough
18) What was your first impression of me?
A cool blood werewolf who is a good artist ^^
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Depends who their on....
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
Meh I'm on the bigger side I wish I lost the weight in a healthy way.
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
partner in crime muauahauauhauahauhauaha
22) What eye colour do you have?
It is a greenish blue that goes from light to dark side wise..oh and has yellow zigzags in it
23) Ever been arrested?
nopez
24) Bottle or can soda?
canned.
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
put it toward my college stuff its in the fall
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
Movies. Love going to the movies.
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
Kinda sorta but not like I would talk to them...........
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Listen to new music artists.
29) Do you swear a lot?
FUCK YES hehehe
30) Biggest pet peeve?
When people lie.
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Caring.
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
Yes
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
Favorite is either Sushi (lawls) least is anything with hot sauce >_< I has sensitive taste buds lol
34) Do you believe in God?
Kinda
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
sure

Ok so I have a request for any of those that look at my journal. I am in a very very very sad mood we are going to have to put down our last dog around 4:15. She fought cancer twice and is just having a hard time. She refuses to eat, drink, and move much. So I know its time. I am completely heartbroken and I know I have people to turn to but I'm stubborn and still think I can handle this. (I can't but oh well). So anyway back to what I meant to ask. I can't draw well but I want to, in photoshop, color images and try making it better. So if anyone has some line art or sketches I can practice on to get this out of my mind. I would love it. Thanks for reading and sorry if you think this is a waste :(

Hate being sick. Finally gets nice out and BAM sick. Damn germs and your infecting >_<

So I wanted to try this. I'm basically an open book. Ask me anything if dirty or none lol. I will answer honestly ^^
http://www.formspring.me/Rolley

Ok so I lost all 1000 songs on my ipod which sucked so I was downloading some more to make up what I lost. I found this song and I have been listening to it all day during class since well no one cares if I do haha. You have to check out this song :3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqbS.....eature=related. It's by Blood on the Dance Floor and Jeffree Star. Watch, laugh, enjoy ^^

I just got back from my week without my laptop. Lost everything. Which sucked but its alright. I should be back for good hopefully. I was making a picture and erotic story 2 damn but oh well. Might make it again. Just wanted to say im back. Hope everyone is well.

RULE 1: ONLY answer Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2: You are not supposed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
RULE 3: Once you have finished answering all the questions, you must add one of your own at the bottom. AND ANSWER IT!!!


1. Asked someone to marry you?
innocent

2. Kissed one of your FurAffinity friends?
innocent

3. Danced on a table in a bar?
innocent

4. Ever told a lie?
guilty

5. Had feelings for someone who you can't have back?
guilty

6. Kissed a picture?
guilty

7. Slept in until 5 PM?
guilty hehe

8. Fallen asleep at work/school?
guilty

9. Been suspended from school?
innocent

10. Worked at a fast food restaurant?
innocent

11. Stolen from a store?
guilty :o sorry store

12. Been fired from a job?
innocent

13. Done something you regret?
guilty

14. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
guilty

15. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
guilty

16. Kissed in the rain?
innocent

17. Sat on a roof top?
guilty

18. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
innocent

19. Sang in the shower?
guilty XD

20. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
guilty

21. Shaved your head?
innocent

22. Had a boxing membership?
innocent

23. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
guilty it was the cheating gf i told her i don't want her back

24. Been in a band?
guilty

25. Shot a gun?
guilty

26. Donated blood?
innocent

27. Eaten alligator meat?
innocent

28. Eaten cheesecake?
guilty

29. Have/had a tattoo?
innocent i want at least 1 though

30. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
guilty

31. Been too honest?
gulity

32. Ruined a surprise?
guilty

33. Ate in a restaurant and got so bloated that you cant walk afterward?
innocent

34. Erased someone in your friends list?
guilty

35. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
innocent

36. Joined a pageant?
innocent

37. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
guilty

38. Had communication w/ your ex?
guilty

39. DATING Someone, now or in the past?
guilty

40. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
innocent

41. Had a total stranger pay for your meal or drink?
innocent

42. Got so totally angry that you cried hard?
guilty

43. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
innocent

44. Thought about suicide?
guilty :\

45. How about mass murder?
innocent

46. Tried illegal drugs and then liked them?
innocent

47. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
innocent

48. Stalked someone?
innocent

49. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
guilty

50. Danced around in your underwear?
guilty hehe

51. Jumped off a house?
guilty and it ended badly

52. Ever missed someone so much you felt like crying everyday?
guilty

53. Actually want to get married one day?
guilty

54. Smoked a cigar?
innocent

55. Sang really loud when nobody was home just making up words as you go?
guilty hehe

56. Had dreams of your best friends bf/gf?
guilty her bf was bi

57. Fallen for your best friend?
guilty

58. Ever tripped on flat ground?
guilty muahahauahuaha i feel on my face

59. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?
innocent

60. Ever gone to school under the influence of drugs or alcohol?
innocent

61. Had a crush on someone who was younger than you by 2 years or more?
guilty

62. Wanted to tell someone's secret for their own good?
guilty

63. Ever felt so confused you wanted to cry?
guilty

64. Ever broke the rules on a quiz like this for fun because you over-explain things and it's annoying to answer vaguely and you're just like that?
guilty

65. Ever spent the night over at a person of the opposite sex that isnt family?
guilty

66. Put so much food in your mouth you almost choked on it and had to spit it out?
innocent i forces myself to swallow........

67. Poured glue on the wings of a bird?
innocent

68. Freaked out in the middle of the night because you thought somebody was in your room, but it was just clothes?
HAHA guilty i still do it now...im weird

69. Lied to someone to protect them from something that would hurt them worse?
guilty

70. Tried to hide yourself from everyone because you felt stupid?
guilty

71. Hate your job?
innocent

72. Car surfed on an SUV at 40 mph?
innocent

73. Ever ran full speed into a closed sliding glass door?
hahahhahahahahahahaha guilty

Smoked weed -- $10
Did acid or pills -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in public -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

Total: 235.......

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[x] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers. (Sometimes)

15 points.

Your woman side:

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink. LOL DUH
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] You wear girl underwear. HELLS YEAH
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

4 points.

Hell yeah I'm all man. Who doesn't like all man teehee *wags tail*

p.s. I totally stole this from lace http://www.furaffinity.net/user/lace/.
dude is really cool so if your reading this go clicky his link XD