Yes that time of year again, time to make another Birthday Journal, getting close to the big 4 - 0 D:

So Im not sure when they was put in but I saw that FA, now allows you to look at past shouts? Mine go back like 19 years... damn. I got curious and decided to look through some. I see lots of old memories, lots of people I love,d lots of people who betrayed me. And most sad of all, I see names of people who lost

Names like
 angelkitt Who i miss so much...
 submissiverabbit I never got to know her too well, but i wish i did so i could of helped...
 erica A lovely, artist for sure

its both upsetting but also nice. I hope these lost souls have peace where ever they are.

Hello everyone been awhile since I chatted with you all, felt like making this journal to explain some things so lets begin.

Many many years ago I made my character Ruby and over the years she was grown and changed for sure, Ive gotten many many pictures of her, all of which i treasure and value alot, and the artists who worked on them did a great job. Then over the years I added Crystal and then Aquamarine to the roaster, as well as Expand on Rubys lore and make a special history for her (still looking for an artist for that Floor design)

I say all this to bring onto my current points.

The first being This:
I love when people tell me they like the design of my characters or love how they look and even message me to tell me this. Over the past few years, I have even had some artists message me asking if they could draw me. Now i don't mind fan art but Ive had some interactions with some artist who say they want to draw me, and then give me a price sheet. Now I was very naive at the time, and I went through with this, saying "Sure you can draw me and ill commission you for it" This artist then asked for money up front and has since Ghosted me, making me lose $200

So that is my first point, im not going to just accept, these requests anymore, or at least ask for a sketch first before any money is sent. Unless its a artist i can trust of course. because Ive had this happen three times to me now, Luckily i only sent money to one artist, since FA flagged the other two as Spam bots, and "AI art" users. If you want some recommendations of artists Then I suggest these. These are ones I trust and have worked with

 LiloLi
 Stumpeg
 Alna
 SagittaScuti
 Youth_Roses
 babayana
 Sofntazixsfn
 kotik_rin
 otorize

Most of these only asking for payment, after a sketch has been made/Approved.

Now onto my second point. As I said I enjoy when people say they like my character and would love to be in artwork with me, This i am fine with just find a artist and we can talk ideas. How ever when it comes to this i expect a even split. In the past I have had 2 situations which stick in my mind. One person being like "Ill pay you back" or "Ill pay for the next one" only for me to pay full price for artwork, and these promises never get fulfilled. Which ended up costing me around $300 all together. The second incident, was the same thing "Ill pay you back/Ill pay for the next one" only for this person to not only ghost me but also spread misinformation about me to friends telling them how i was "Using them for artwork" or "Abusing there trust" and even going so far as to say I was using the commissions as black mail to get them to break up with there boyfriend so they can be with me. So TLDR for this If you want art with me great, just don't expect me to pay for it all.

Thirdly, I love Ruby alot so much so that I RP with her often, this has lead to situations of Dom/Sub roles. This has lead to some people getting really pissy with me because : A, i don't include the Collar they gave Ruby, or B i don't include the Brand/Mark/etc On Ruby.
The simple reason for this is. I pay for my artwork, so the artwork will reflect what I want. Sorry to be so blunt about this. But its the truth and leads back to my previous point. If someone wants to have Ruby wearing a collar on a leash they I expect some payment for it. But if im spending $100+ on a picture then it will be WHAT I WANT. Again sorry to be so blunt but some people need to be told this.

Fourthly, ties into the above point. Ruby art and Ruby rp tend to be there own entities i feel. As such what happens in RP world, stays in Rp world. Rubys story will remain a constant. Some of her backstory can be read https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47134118/ here. I might tweak it, here and there but the TLDR of all this is Ruby's story is what I MAKE IT, no one else can influence this. Sure i will enjoy rping with someone and love getting art with them. But only I have control over her story don't feel like you can just insert what you want into it. Ive had people in the past try to do this but as i said Ruby, Crystal and Aquamarine are all owned by me, and only I control there stories.

I think that's all my points, sorry for the long winded speech but a lot of this has weighed on my mind for abit, so i wanted to Vent. I'm a easy to approach person who again doesn't mind people talking to me, saying they like my designs, or worlds i built or anything like that. But these points needs to be followed.

Thanks for Reading, much love.

Another year aroudn the sun And another year older, but not wiser!

Another year older, and man am I starting to feel it. And to my shock I actually got a birthday card from my family, which is like the first time in like 10 years xD

Anyway Im showing off latest pictures

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54207026/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54207081/
These was actually done like a month ago, but I saved them for my birthday!

Thank you for all the well wishers and such I do appreicate each and everyone of them and I hope you all have a wonderful day <3

Could it be a jak and daxter remaster getting the crash treatment?

Maybe a uncharted collection for ps5?

Or maybe it's a remaster of math jam?

Nope it's not other then......... the last of us part 2 remastered for the ps5 like What the hell the game came out 3 years ago and its being remastered and you better believe it willbe charged as a full price game not even working on tlou p3 just slap remaster on 2 and update graphics which don't need it just like they did with part 1... twice.....

This company is a joke but with Neil in charge now the last of us remaster is all we will get now in 4 years time expect a thr later of us collection remaster to be released for 90 bucks

Gone abit overboard this month since its my birthday on the 27th so have around 4 pictures in the works I hope you all are excited for them

I hope you all, liked the Dress to Impress series. It came about with a simple, idea, about Ruby being put into a pretty little dress, and it soon grew to its own series! Im proud of it for sure. And I went back through each one to add a "Scroll feature" so you can view them in order. Starting with prelude.

Which one is your fave of the series?

I been alittle lazy with uploads lately due to bad stuff irl but I'll be uploading around 3 soon 2 are gifts and one is a long awaited commission so expect them soon

Got some pictures still coming soon I believe there is 2 long term ones I've waited a long time for but the artist had some personal troubles so I understand

That said 2 more pictures are in bound one is a ych of Ruby and the other is a part 2 of my dress to impress picture https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52206714/
And this too will have a part 3 soon which I have a sketch for already bit that will be a long wait yet

In reply to my teaser image https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51579186/

Tomorrow will hold the answer.... So be prepared....

Teaser has been revealed
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51666914/

So In Celebration of a coming surprise, I thought id open up a Q&A so feel free to ask what ever you want (within reason) and i will try to answer best I can

So,

You can ask me personally!

You can ask Ruby. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46453258/
You can ask Crystal https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41936789/
You can ask Aquamarine https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51666914/

So feel free to go nuts

Hello all my watchers and fans out there, just thought id say hello to you all and ask a few questions and post some updates

Currently, I have 3 pictures in the works
I have one picture with a Cannon character which is a gift to a friend who plays said character over on Flist for me.
Another picture is part of a YCH I won and i look mighty thick in it
And the third is a secret project you will have to wait and see!

I have a few more, from a friend of mine but she is currently, having medical issues so I told her to focus on getting better first.

Secondly, I thought about asking what people like to see? As I look through my gallery I see these are my top 5 in terms of faves (and not counting my animations)
1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13511937/
2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30196719/
3. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19488744/
4. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13173389/
5. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/7147239/

So what would people like to see im kinda curious?

Im kinda tempted to do another cosplay picture from a game i play https://imgur.com/a/fCzltu0 Since I already have one https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42321299/

thanks for your time!

So Ive been offline for a Week now, all because last week my Graphics card Died. And I had to have it replaced. And the computer shop I took it too, and a huge backlog, so despite handing it in on friday it didnt get looked at till the tuesday!


Anyway going back to https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10456610/ This Journal to explain that was me being a tease because. Something big is coming ;p

Hmm do you hear that strange sound in the forest? Sounds like something is moving through the undergrow, And whats with all these giggles?

Hmm something is coming i feel and it sounds big... I guess we wll have to wait and see what happens...

So based on a few pictures ive got recently, Ive thought about maybe putting them all together, to create a sort of "Ruby kingdom" and I wondered if anyone has any surgestions/Ideas of either a good "Architecture" Programme, or a artist who can help me draw up some ideas

As a Idea, Im basing alot of my ideas around Overlord's the great tomb of nazarick So there would be a "Ruin like" structure on top, with most of the kingdom being underground.

For a General idea for anyone interested it would be

Top floor The Ruins
Second floor The sort of "Throne room" https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42692906/
Which has a stair case https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41069064/ leading down into a Garden area https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50555092/
The next floor down would be rooms Dedicated to Relaxsation and "Meeting room" https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48302483/ With a few dining rooms https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48530406/ and kitchens
The floor below that would be Training rooms https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49786253/ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47505140/ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49023374/ As well as bathing rooms and possible a hot springs.
Then the floor below would be Bedrooms For guests with the final floor being Bedroom for Ruby and Rubys staff, as well as a Treasurer

Its only a simple "Work in progress" idea for now but wondered if there was anyone who could help with the idea

What are peoples thoughts about it? Beause i both like and dislike it.

I like that we can make our own banners now, but Wished they would do it as a Pick which part of the picture you wish to display" Instead of badly, cropping the picture you upload.

II also noticed that the new banner and "Site news" bits, seem to cut off the top of pictures and the only way to see the whole thing is to open it up fully, which is slightly annoying.

Also it seemsPicture rattings have gone missing? As have other information For example if i click on my latest picture https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49786253/ In the top right I see a "

Views

Comments

Favorites

Rating

Tab but no information.

Its only when i "Copied pasted it" here that the info was shown to me
Views
6
Comments
26
Favorites
General
Rating

But even that seems broken as i know this picture has been faved more then that.
because of what it says on my stats screen

219
Views
26
Favorites
6
Comments
General
Rating


I guess there is still teething problems i just hope it gets looked into...

Edit : I found you can "Delete the site news" bit, so it helped with the gallery problem at least
Edit 2: It seems the sight news was the cause of information going missing it seems to "Delete" or block information till its deleted which is REALLY silly.

Hi all, im sure some people have become aware, of this whole "Ai Generate Art thing" thats been blowing up for the past few weeks

Well it turns out Deviantart have decides to allow this sort of thing now

https://64.media.tumblr.com/4eb976fe848d51b4e68aca333cf60e01/284ad5c9bb75d647-86/s1280x1920/5d283286930552949d034ddeb91f0357cfd06f13.jpg

So any artwork you have on DA is "Free use" for the AI to pick up and use because what DA dont tell you.

Is that you are "Opt in" on default, you have to Physically disable this option otherwise all your artwork is free use by the AI. Its a Scummy thing to do, since it should be disabled by default.

https://64.media.tumblr.com/05e9d4adf86a0487cb42855c319eef73/284ad5c9bb75d647-03/s540x810/625a9906cf7d1f07db49243c1ed80a79b4ca8edf.jpg

Edit: Seems they might of fixed it now but id still check!

Once again thank for all the lovely wishes its nice to see people who actually care compared to my own family, who couldnt be bothered to get me a card, or even a birthday cake which I had to get myself.

2 friends bought me some games,

I got These two pictures
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49561547/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49561583/

And today on halloween the gift i bought myself, came all the way from japan alittle late, but im so HAPPY to get it!

https://imgur.com/a89Z8aW

Also turns out that she was the last in stock so i got super lucky!

Thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday. More then my own family does.

Goot a few lovely gifts from friends.

These two pictures
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49561547/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49561583/

A game on steam, and still waiting for two more, that will come next week

But thank you all for giving me some love, much more then my own family ever did.

As promised the new ref is done, and I hope you all love it as much as I do, Its utterly beautiful!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46453258/ here it is, Lots of thanks to my awesome friend.

 LiloLi

I decided to get a new Ref sheet! And based on sketches it looks Hella nice im getting my good friend  LiloLi Making it, and its her first time doing a Ref sheet design but she out did herself!

So look forward to seeing it soon!

Sadly, due to her being in Russia, Paypal doesnt work anymore, so had to use Paysend, and it seems like a good alternative for now. So I recommand it if you need to pay for Russian Commisions

Yep today is my birthday another day rotating around the world 35 years i been on this ball of dirt now x3 And as per usual family doesnt even care,not even a birthday card

So what do you all think of the updated form of my latest picture I did think the form needed a update

Because damn this was my childhood, I remember playing this alot on the Snes



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