My boyfriend has Corona
Posted 5 years agoHey everyone, just a quick update.
things might slow down for a little bit but (I hope) not too long.
My partner came down with Covid; he's been sick for almost 2 weeks now with a constant fever of 102 that only goes down with constant fever medication. He recently developed a cough and the feeling of heavy lungs.
He's not getting any worse but he's also not getting any better and every day that passes that way is more and more stress on me.
i'm trying really hard to be strong and tell him he's going to be alright and be supportive and positive but it just
mentally tears me down because i'm terrified of losing him especially when we did everything right
Updates on this as it goes; i hope with all my heart its only good news.
Our town is quarentined and i'm also very bored
Posted 5 years agoi just wanna get fat at a resteraunt u.u
also i'm sick but basically with anything that isn't the Big Spooky VirusTM
Which is massively inconvenient cus that means i gotta chose between going to the local doctors and taking the risk or just
sufferin at home
haha--
also there's no cheese left at the store :c
anyways i'm rambling because i am
CONSUMED with boredom from having to stay inside
please send help--
Back From Jersey :D
Posted 5 years agoI had a fun time but now i'm ready to get back to the grind >:3
One day I'll be able to be there every day in our own place but until then
I gotta get this bread folks OwO
I hope ya'll had a good february/ Valentines / Singles Awareness day! or at least got yourself some tasty half off chocolate B)
Been Sick: Productivity Slow
Posted 5 years agoHello everyone! I've been sick for hte last... four days??? so i haven't been able to work on much.
I'm really sorry about that, and i promise I'll get back into the swing of things just as soon as I get better ^w^
Thank you for your patience <3
I'm really sorry about that, and i promise I'll get back into the swing of things just as soon as I get better ^w^
Thank you for your patience <3
Car Problems
Posted 6 years agoI dont know man.
Life is wack
I saved up and bought a car from a rich guy who always kept his car up to date on work cus it was his baby
and I have it like, half a year before the o-rings start leaking (which this type of car is notorious for. we checked it out at a dealer first; it did not have these problems when it was sold so i dont blame the previous owner.)
and then the hood latch broke so i took it in today, owning it a year in a half, to get an estimate on that one other small thing and the o-ring fix and it turns out, from the dealerships mouth, the cheapest way to fix that would be to just buy a used engine and replace mine with it.
and, as i said, these engines are notorious for doing this sort of thing, so it'd really just be a matter of time.
anyways i dont have 5k to fucking do that so i'm on the save-grind for another car that hopefully will actually last.
I dont know man.
Im just so frustrated and tired of doing this dance. u.u
Life is wack
I saved up and bought a car from a rich guy who always kept his car up to date on work cus it was his baby
and I have it like, half a year before the o-rings start leaking (which this type of car is notorious for. we checked it out at a dealer first; it did not have these problems when it was sold so i dont blame the previous owner.)
and then the hood latch broke so i took it in today, owning it a year in a half, to get an estimate on that one other small thing and the o-ring fix and it turns out, from the dealerships mouth, the cheapest way to fix that would be to just buy a used engine and replace mine with it.
and, as i said, these engines are notorious for doing this sort of thing, so it'd really just be a matter of time.
anyways i dont have 5k to fucking do that so i'm on the save-grind for another car that hopefully will actually last.
I dont know man.
Im just so frustrated and tired of doing this dance. u.u
Cats
Posted 6 years agoyou ever just chillin and your cat is sleeping beside you on your desk and
all of a sudden, in their sleep, they reach their dumb little paw out and press on the mouse buttons
and drawing is now impossible without disturbing them
because same
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!
Posted 6 years agoI hope you had a good one!
and if you dont celebrate thanksgiving i hope you had a great day in general <3
Quick Vacation
Posted 6 years agoHello everyone! I left state for my friends birthday for the weekend, thats why work has been halted. I'll be back home monday and i'll be back to drawing on tuesday! thank you for your patience, and I hope ya'll have a happy halloween!
Got Logged out On My Main PC
Posted 6 years agoso i got art to post but i cant yet >:c
FA plz let me log in ;-;
I lived bitch B)
My Cat has Diabetes
Posted 6 years agoI took her to the vet because I thought she had a UTI.
It turns out that wasn't what was wrong with her at all. I wish it was.
I'm stressing out. I dont know how much this is going to cost of if its going to make her die sooner
I'm just crying
sorry, i'm just trying to process this
It turns out that wasn't what was wrong with her at all. I wish it was.
I'm stressing out. I dont know how much this is going to cost of if its going to make her die sooner
I'm just crying
sorry, i'm just trying to process this
FA please let me upload images??
Posted 6 years agoplz
i'm beggin you
I just wanna post tiddy
edit: My tiddy license has been reinstated. carry on
Its my birthday eue
Posted 6 years agoI hope you all have a great day too! <3
Shinies :3c
Posted 6 years agoI think its neat that FA implimented their own tipping system
obligatory "mine are enabled" journal post owo
obligatory "mine are enabled" journal post owo
Update: illness and issues
Posted 6 years agoSorry for being slow, friends. I went to Tennessee last weekend and I got really sick; high fever and all that fun stuff.also someone has called into our internet service pretending to be us and shut off our internet twice in the last three days. >:C
BIG Update! (Please read)
Posted 6 years agoHello everyone! I hope you're all doing well <3
So, I need to talk about something and I should have a while ago.
I'm not happy with my art. I dont think i'm giving myself the opportunities i need to grow and expand as an artist and while I genuinely appreciate the love and support I get from you guys (and the commissioners for helping support me all these years) I feel like the general genre I get for work here is just ... pretty much the same. NSFW, or pinups. And I dont get excited about doing those things anymore.
So I've decided that i'm going to close down commissions. I dont know for how long, maybe forever, maybe until i get out of this funk.
WHAT THAT MEANS FOR YOU:
I will not be closing down EVERY form of commission. I'll still keep butts open (those are easy to do), i'll post the occassional YCH and, whenever i'm feeling whimsical i'll open up Wing-It commissions (as these will let me wiggle my art brain much more than pre-chosen poses from the commissioner :3 )
Everything currently in my queue will be finished of course, but that's that until i feel better about where my art is going.
I Hope you all understand. I love you <3
Question about Video Editing Software
Posted 6 years agohello everyone! I have a quick question for those of you who know more about this stuff than me--
i'm looking for a simple editing software that does basically what windows movie maker used to do.
you know, add pictures, music, video clips, and most importantly of all is the speed up feature for the video clips.
I want to post more speedpaints but i've moved computers and this one doesn't have WMM on it (since Microsoft doesn't support it anymore) :c
So if any of you know a program that can do that and is free or under 20$, please let me know! Thank you <3
Commissioners Please Read: Slight Delay
Posted 7 years agoHello! Unfortunately on Friday I left my moms house and left my tablet pen there as well. I would have turned around for it but the winter storm was coming and I didn't want to be stuck in it! So I have to wait for her to send it in the mail; she'll (maybe, if she can get out of hte house) ship it out tomorrow but until then I'm using my dads surface pro because it has a pen that comes with it.
This is an entirely new medium for me (drawing on a screen, that is) so things are going... slowly. Hence the delays ;u;
Thank you for being so patient with me, I promise I'll work as fast as I can and hopefully my pen will return from the war soon---
Thank you <3
Quick Update! (delays, travels)
Posted 7 years agoI forgot to post this before I left but I'll be in New Jersey with the BoyTM until at least next thursday
work will be slow during that time.
I apologize for the delay, I hope you all have a wonderful thanksgiving <3
work will be slow during that time.
I apologize for the delay, I hope you all have a wonderful thanksgiving <3
I'm back!
Posted 7 years agoHello all! I'm back safely from New Jersey~ Finally met my boy and we clicked very well and we're official now so i'm really happy about that. Also his family loves me (first time thats ever happened u//w//u) and the entire visit was just wonderful. I got to replace that ring with a new one bought out of love and I'm slowly erasing bitter memories with warm, soft ones.
I'm finally understanding what its like to love someone who's utterly in love with me and it feels great u//w//u
anyways yes, I made it back safely from my trip and after Matsuri-con this weekend my art output should be more consistent again :)
Just a general update, thanks for sticking around ya'll <3
I'm finally understanding what its like to love someone who's utterly in love with me and it feels great u//w//u
anyways yes, I made it back safely from my trip and after Matsuri-con this weekend my art output should be more consistent again :)
Just a general update, thanks for sticking around ya'll <3
Closed
Posted 7 years agoHey y'all! I've been in Jersey for a week with my boy but now it's time to go home and I find that I'm just a bit shower in gas money to do so ;u;
So I'm offering up 2 singles commissions (or 1 couple for 40$)
Any gender, any species. First come first serve <3
Comment to claim a slot!
So I'm offering up 2 singles commissions (or 1 couple for 40$)
Any gender, any species. First come first serve <3
Comment to claim a slot!
Updated TOS
Posted 7 years agoJust letting everyone know :)
Here's a copy-paste of the updated section; it should have been in my TOS from the beginning but I guess it was just not a situation I ever thought about occuring uwu
-If the character is not yours, please make sure you have permission to use them. Revenge porn is an automatic bannable offense from any future commissions and if I find out you've made an order where you did not get permission from the other party I have the right to cancel the order and hold your money for directly violating my TOS.
have a nice day!
Ya Girl Got A Car
Posted 7 years agoB) awwwww shit boys
I'll be doing the raffle drawings as soon as finish up the current queue!
Sorry for running behind; i was out of town for a week in a place where it wasn't safe to draw the NSFW stuff ;u;
I'll be doing the raffle drawings as soon as finish up the current queue!
Sorry for running behind; i was out of town for a week in a place where it wasn't safe to draw the NSFW stuff ;u;
I Found Someone
Posted 7 years agoI wasn't even looking.
He's so soft and gentle with me
and tells me things i've never heard before
I dont have to beg for his attention
He just gives it to me because he wants to
and he says i love you unprompted
and he says he misses me while he's at work
God I'm so happy I could cry
I never thought I'd feel like this again
Its been 8 years.
Just Came Out To My Entire Facebook
Posted 7 years agobeen a long time coming but I no longer care about the shitstorm its going to cause for my more conservative family members xD
"To Clarify:
My "I'm gay" status about the parade wasn't me being sarcastic or funny. I'm actually asexual pan-romantic. That means I can romantically love anyone regardless of gender but I don't experience sexual attraction.
To clarify! I do not want to bang anyone. But I would (and have) smooched a woman or a man, cuddling, holding hands, sleeping in the same bed, marrying.
I'm done being in the closet about this. Women are beautiful and men are beautiful and so is everyone in between.
Happy Pride Month and shout-out to the people in my life who I was comfortable enough sharing this info with before now, I love you guys and you mean the world to me (i'm also tagging you) <3 <3"
I'm reposting here so ya'll know how i identify and such, not that I think many of you care.
Love you guys, thanks for your continued support <3
"To Clarify:
My "I'm gay" status about the parade wasn't me being sarcastic or funny. I'm actually asexual pan-romantic. That means I can romantically love anyone regardless of gender but I don't experience sexual attraction.
To clarify! I do not want to bang anyone. But I would (and have) smooched a woman or a man, cuddling, holding hands, sleeping in the same bed, marrying.
I'm done being in the closet about this. Women are beautiful and men are beautiful and so is everyone in between.
Happy Pride Month and shout-out to the people in my life who I was comfortable enough sharing this info with before now, I love you guys and you mean the world to me (i'm also tagging you) <3 <3"
I'm reposting here so ya'll know how i identify and such, not that I think many of you care.
Love you guys, thanks for your continued support <3
No car for me :)
Posted 7 years agoWe went and test drove it and everything was great except for a sound my dad said he heard
so he told the mechanic and the dude said it wasn't good if thats what he heard and that he wasn't going to let us buy it until he checked it out
and so he did and apparently something in the car is like, really really fucked. Like... a little problem now but it wont stay that way long and it'll be thousands of dollars to repair. He said he couldn't in good conscious sell it to us.
I'm relieved i didn't waste the money but i'm fucking sad
I just
want a fucking car man...
idk.
i shouldn't even try.