Things are better and I give no fucks. I own all three consoles, a PC, and I can buy all the other ones I missed. Also, I've gotten so many commissions from people that I made Me-From-Ten-Years-Ago super jealous.

(This is a journal to clear out the negativity I had on here before. I'm pretty awesome.)

Also, I buy the gourmet expensive stuff 'cause when I drink it I want to taste it.

Been having a lot of those days lately where it just doesn't seem to matter if I get out of bed. And on the most part, people don't notice. It's almost my 26th birthday and I haven't had a girlfriend, been with a girl, and now take of kids and get stressed out because of them. Not even my kids, bullshit much.

I love helping people, but I'm slowly starting to get tired of it.

My best freind just made this awesome tribute song for Pinkie Pie and My Little Pony. It is truly great and all and everyone should listen.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cz7ijor1j18

Terranariko is doing another Orgy pic for anyone who has the willingness to type and ask. Just do it and be happy that someone is so awesome to draw this for us.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2539701/

terranariko terranariko is putting together an orgy picture, details below

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2525769/

I'm terrible at putting in the profile pics.

What the kiss means...
+Kiss on the stomach = "You have the most wonderful body, my Love."
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I will always protect you."
+Kiss on the Ear = "You give me so many shivers."
+Kiss on the Cheek = "You're adorable."
+Kiss on the Hand = "Be my only."
+Kiss on the Neck = "I want to share this feeling with you."
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "Strip, boy."
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you... so much."

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "Never leave my side."
+Slap on the Butt = "Oo, nice and soft. Just testing!"
+Holding on tight = "Don't let go of me."
+Looking into each others Eyes = "My Darling... I'm in love with you."
+Playing with Hair = "I can't get enough of you, baby."
+Arms around the Waist = "Come a little closer, Sweetness."
+Laughing while Kissing = "How did I ever live before without you?"
+picking someone up off their feet = "We're going to make love. NOW."

--Advice--
+ Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "What a kiss means."

Have you ever had one of those days where you have an alright time. Not everything went right, as a matter of fact, some of it went in the shitter, but good things happened that made it seem... ok. And just when you seem to relax after that long hard day of work, disappointment, fun times and memories... something that was on the back of your head last night, comes straight back to destroy whatever good thoughts were settling you down.

It just drops a huge sack of bricks onto the scale of 'happiness and depression', that everyone has, which they try to adjust. It makes it so you cant sleep, keeps your eye-lids close, but then you are chased by memories of whatever it is. It could be money, close friends, family issues, or just some small little thing that fucks with everything. So you lay in bed, awake, thinking that you can will it away. It doesn't work, it hasn't worked, never worked in the first place. Then you think that exhaustion will make it leave. It works, but then it floods back the next morning or evening.

Finally you decide to get outta bed and type it into a journal, online, in hopes that someone else has the answer. But even if 'they' have the answer, it is hard to take in because it was so obvious in the beginning, you just didn't want to face it.

Well... the answer is there... Is it for me, is it for you? I dont know, it was never really clear.

Who wrote this journal again? I forget.

I took this from  SecreT, just saw it and thought it would be fun to do.

1.Are you single or taken?
I guess, technically single, but I feel focused on someone

2. Chocolate or flowers?
I'd go for both. I'm sappy like that. Go all out or nothing at all.

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Don't know yet, maybe find my nearest beer, talk to few people then play games like I normally do.

4.Do you like anyone?
Umm... suuuuure, but I r not telling, da hur =P

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope, I was dating a bottle of Jager and drank that sucker dry. I did buy my best friend's sister a sandwich at Subway(Eat Fresh!) to be nice, though.

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Remember that bottle of Jager,... maybe if I shared it with 'that special someone'.

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
It always comes to mind, but it doesn't kill me like other more important holidays, (y'know, like groundhog's day, it was really special and all).

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
No, but isn't that the point of being a secret, that I wouldn't know

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Ooooh, yeah, big mistake, because women in high have a about as much maturity as baby throwing mud pies at the cat. The idiot read it to her friends, part of me still wants to slap her for that.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
@_@ Must... Kill... Mutant... Baby!

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
That would be... odd.

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Not to random people, no. But some are so funny and corny that I share them with others.

13. Do you like candy hearts?
What, those chalky things that can last longer than a cockroach? I claim I don't like them, but, gosh, do I like candy.

14. Flowers or chocolate?
Who, me? Well, you can't eat flowers, unless thy're chocolate flowers, then we're in buiseness.

15. Is Valentines day depressing?
If you make it so, then yeah, it could be.

16. How do you feel about PDA?
We needz more of thems! =3

17. How is your love life?
Love? Ha! me manly Man, me no need love! Me need meat! *gives big puppy eyes, begging for more head pats*

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Oh yeah! Was also the first time I ever got really drunk. Advice: Don't eat only chocolate then drink a bottle of whiskey by yourself. Makes for a really hard, repeated trip upstairs. :(

19. How many roses would you want?
Fine, if you insist on giving me roses that aren't edible, I would say just one, no seven. Better yet, go for a dozen, they would make a lovely center-piece. ^_^

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next year?
Only time will tell if I drag my feet long enough through the world of dating and weminz to feel truly predisposed to locate a partner of any sort. *bags head on wall* I mean, yeah sure, maybe. XP