While on Hiatus, I've been thinking a lot about Avery, and it seems I might be changing his species. It's not that I hate being a bird, on the contrary it's very fun to draw birds! But I don't feel compelled enough to keep Avery as a corvid. You may think "why change his species when he's already a raven?", but Avery IS me, and he should be a specie that I feel compelled to draw, no?

So with that I had a list of possible species he could turn into, some included was a marten, thylacine, raccoon, otter, and opossum. But, alas, in the end my option was pretty cool and actually make me excited to draw Avery again.

So from now on, Avery will be a Bat. I'll be doodling him as a bat soon, and I'll be moving anything birb-Avery related to my scraps, and I'll be changing accounts, from Rooster Papa to a new one called Batty Bastard, so if you want to continue keeping up with me, join me over there!

As much as I absolutely love drawing my loveable furries, I'll be taking a break from them as I focus on my series I've been trying to put together since 2009, which doesn't really include furries... It DOES have werewolves though, so I guess that counts?

I will be putting out YCH's and stuff at the very least, because I need to make money. I may start posting character head busts and doodles though to help me actually make the story since I don't have a co-writer (I almost had a co-writer but then drama happened lol).

Anyway, not popular enough for this to affect anybody, but like to keep anyone curious updated.

So back in October a street cam caught me in a California Roll (where you don't slow down entirely at a stop), and I've had a $480 fine just hanging above my head ever since. Well today I went down to the courthouse to try and plea for a smaller fine, since I'm attempting to get into the Navy and it IS a first offense; but I guess that leniency doesn't exist because the judge didn't let me say one word besides "Guilty" and "Traffic School".

The reason why this is such a problem is because A) if I do my ASVAB testing and do good but still have this fine over my head, my paperwork can't proceed and I can't join. You may be thinking, "Why not just PAY the fine"? Well that leads to B) I'd left my job before I even realized there would be a ticket heading my way. Now I'm sitting around, jobless after searching since the beginning of November with a $541 fine punching the back of my sanity. But it's even worse because my dad is so understanding: our insurance went up dramatically and he's so willing to help me, I had to fight not to cry right then and there...

And then to top everything off, my iPod, which held all my music, emails, drawing references, and pretty much anything I need to calm me down, is broken: so add that up to what I need to get and that's about $620 in all. I CAN'T EVEN AFFORD A HAIRCUT RIGHT NOW! "Money can't buy everything" is such a bullshit statement: in our lifetime, money is a bloodline for everything. You need it to eat, to feel comfortable, hell sometimes even to find love (but that's a different story that isn't really bugging me atm lol). And when you don't have it, you're nothing in the eyes of everyone else.

But, I am lucky enough that I made $18 in commissions recently. And it actually felt really good to have gotten that from doing what I loved; yeah I'm not very good, but I know I'm not terrible either. It actually felt like I was having control of something, finally... And then my tablet took a nice wonky shit. I was drawing a vent comic when the sensitivity suddenly just nose dived. And I legitimately started crying. And someone I've been able to go to and talk with--
and I clarify I do have friends in my life that care about me, and I'm so eternally grateful to have them around, but I just don't feel worthy to be around them; I feel like I've forgotten how to be happy with them. It's not their fault, I just have so much happening and tearing me down that I'm forgetting how to socialize and not be a jerk--
Anyway, the person I am allowing myself to be around has stuff happening to them, and he does care to some extent (just not the way I do for him), but I think I've annoyed him somehow and it's just piling on...

Anyway, not sure who will actually read this, but if you do, thank you so much for caring enough to hear my rant through and through. It's hard right now, but I'm doing what I can to keep my head up despite the weight of everything. Wish me luck.

SO I tried doing an auction YCH for the first time but realized it's probably not gonna work because I'm not well known, therefore won't get a lot of bids if any. Instead I'm gonna have five slots for that piece, but I wanna keep the info for future possible auction YCH's and maybe even Adoptables!


THE TOP THREE BIDDERS WILL GET THE PIECE FOR THE THIRD LOWEST PRICE!
ex:
1Bidder: SB
2Bidder: 30
3Bidder: (45 USD would be the price bidders 3, 4, and 5 would pay.)
4Bidder: 50
5Bidder: 55

SB:$$ USD

AB: $$ USD

-Bid increases between 5 USD to 10 USD only, No More, No Less.
-Wings are an extra 10 USD, horns an additional 5 USD.
-Basic color fade background (color of your choice), 5 USD for a flat background of your liking.
-There are no discounts if you have a character who is missing an arm. There are no payments with limbs unless you actually wanna pay an arm and a leg.
-Will be in flat color
-PAYPAL Only, to be paid 24 hours after acknowledging in the comments that you saw yourself as the winner.

Winners have one week to acknowledge in the comments that you know you are a winner, otherwise I'll ask the fourth (bidder 2 in the example) if they are willing to pay the negotiated price. If not, then the winners who acknowledged will get their piece for the negotiated price, and a bid starting at that set price will commence.

Okay so I dropped the love of my life on the ground and now its screen doesn't work-- oh yeah I'm talking about my iPod, my bad lol. Anyway, I can't afford the replacement screen and LCD, which is around $80, maybe a bit more, so I'm hoping that I can get some commissions going, which you can refer to on this link: http://d.facdn.net/art/roosterpapa/.....ssion_page.png


I draw furry, humans, NSFW of any gender, and fanart.

I do NOT draw gore,bodily waste, or hate-art.

If you guys can spread the news around that would be awesome, if you're interested in a commission, please email me at blackvs.purple[at]hotmail[dot]com as that's my paypal email!

This is gonna be a weird first journal post, but I need to get this out because I feel so off about this topic.
Okay so I had a very furry dream last night where I was my birdsona Audwin, and he knew this other bird who frequented the local gay bars who had thi surgery that allowed him to give blowjobs, but it requires him to constantly wear a prosthetic beak tip because he had about 1/3 of his beak removed so he could wear a latex sleeve (I drew the diagram for it and even added notes lol).
I woke up very confused to say the least, but I still had to draw it out because I know that we as humans do some very crazy shot to our bodies, and have to ask those of the avian community about this possible procedure: do you think you or somebody you know would be interested in this type of surgery that would let you give head without the fear of ripping your partners dick?