Just wanted to upload it somewhere save, because the internet is going down the shitter :,)
And some (very few) people actually like this stuff. So here it goes!

I don't post all the regular manson art, but you can find it on tumblr or deviantart (currently updating there)
Also i post everything first on this ao3 fic, because the "fandom" (aka 5 or so people) are all over there :P
https://archiveofourown.org/works/6.....ters/181155706

Anyway...
i still draw my regular art ofc. just not anything good :,) My brother is being unbearable and we may have to move AGAIN. So i'm currently scrambling to find a small flat in the city. So not a very fun time. But that's why i draw so much porn i guess :P
Maybe we will meet some new people soon, i think some REAL human contact would do me good. haha. ohmy.

So yeah. Hope you all are doing good.
See ya,
Ro

I have a bluesky for a while now already https://bsky.app/profile/tinyflything.bsky.social (in case you want to check it out) and i'm glad f*cking twitter is finally being replaced with something less horrible, but yeah... i actually stopped using twitter even before it got sold and I wasn't exactly missing it? If that makes sense.

I do try and keep posting and I always liked the idea of a online sketchbook (but I'm using my tumblr for that, way less stressful and easier to use) and I want to be reachable in case somebody wants to talk to me or something (I'm sadly not the most social person, not even online :,D) BUT i think I still don't like using any "actual" social media, doesn't matter what brand it is coming from. I probably will keep posting on my current pages to keep in touch. But I want to share sketches on tumblr and HERE for the future. (I just hope FA doesn't die anytime soon...)
I never really saw Gallery-Websites as classic social media. (also old timey forums etc) they were less about gossip and attention but sharing your creation or information) And yeah, I can't hide that I REALLY miss these old dead sites.
But the old times are gone and it's fine. I don't like complaining about "current state" of things either. It is what it is and I'm glad we have what is still there!

So yeah, I just wanted to write a journal for the new years. I mentioned it on some submissions but i have my PC and photoshop back, so i can make my shitty art again (I still use procreate, but it's a bit slower. still - i enjoyed the year I worked with it! learned a lot i think)
I will try and post more here, but prob. throw stuff in the scraps? I don't know if it's better to upload it right to scraps or move it there later, but let me know if i happen to be spammy or something.

I also got asked if i would do commissions again sometimes, and now that I can work on a Computer again, i just might! But I have to see what I could offer, it's been a while.

Anyway, hope we all have a good 2025 and take care friendos :D

Something is wrong with my ipad (or apple pencil) so i can't draw right now.
I can't express how anxious and ANGRY this makes me. Besides needing the thing for my job on monday, i feel existential dread when i'm unable to use my main art tool in general. Don't know if anybody can relate, but art and drawing is my whole -thing- and not being able to do it is like ... what am i even awake for?! (doesn't matter if the art is good or not. that has nothing to do with it...)

I mean i can use pencils and traditional stuff, but it's not quite the same (and I can't do my very digital illustration job with it...which has a deadline next week. ah. cool.)

Uhhh. I'm going to bed.

Today is wolfy-nail and mine 11 years anniversary. Huzza!
Time flies and love only grows ❤️

We had to move again, our rent just got out of control and became unaffordable (or at least unreasonable, for the shape of the flat we had we payed too much already...this winter we had no heating for some months)
But luckily we managed to set up a thing with my family were we may even own our new space in a few years! I never thought this could happen and we may have a forever home now? Fingers crossed :)
So we live in the upper part of a 100 y.o. (historical) house, with other family members in the rest of the building (totally separate flats). My family is working class, so we renovated ALL of it ourselves (mainly my mum, my stepdad and my brother X,D they know what to do...i just help, i guess :,D) and it's not all done yet, but the living spaces are done and the rest is looking really good already to.
I'm just happy to have a nice, warm, comfy space further outside the city (actual countryside). Listening to the birds and walking in our garden... this is so different then our old flats!
We are also lucky that we have a reliable train system in austria, so we can still visit the bigger cities in our country with relative ease.

Anyway, yeah - I am really excited to have some actual good news to share in a journal!
Hope you all are doing ok too and things change for the better for you as well <3

Take care,
Ro

Aii, i feel so inspired lately! I draw alot in my Sketchbook-Folder - but i didn't get to share much, if anything at all :,)
But for 2024 I want to try to get back online and post more work again.
Maybe I stick to FA only - Social Media is so tired. Maybe i throw sketches on Instagram or Telegram (but i hate how my photos of sketches look. It's not my medium X,P )
Or would you recommend any other platform for sharing scribbles and sketches?

Anyway, I also want to communicate more with journals. I just kinda miss the talking and reporting on things...and also reading up on other people. Btw. my husband wolfy-nail is doing art in private as well. I hope he might be posting more soon too. Sometimes people ask me in private if he is still alive - and i just wanted to let you know that he is!

Hope you all have a good holiday time and get some rest from life.
Yours truly,
Ro

I deleted the other journal (about how i'm not posting art anymore etc).
dunno, i talked with ALOT of people the past few days...Maybe i just need to relax a bit about all the ai stuff and online spaces.
sorry for the back and forth, but i am glad i made public posts about my struggles, otherwise i wouldn't have the change to get all these different opinions and tips 💜

I may post stuff again, if i have any. But i have to be careful not to fall into unhealthy headspaces again 💪
AND yeah, i love FA for not allowing AI art on the plattform. Really big kudos for that!

Packing for the hospital today, having an operation tomorrow!
Not to worry, nothing bad - but will need a while to recover.

So hope you all had a good start in the new year & see you laterrr 👋

Haa jah, fussing about my art again.
dunno, it still frustrates me that i have no identity with my stuff. It's really all over the place.
I seem to have phases were i like to draw dark art, then sexy furry art, then naturalistic studies, after that some pokemon fanart and then start at the beginning again. and so on and so on. (on top of that I have no patience for long piece and upload lots of sketches and quick art x_x)
I never could stick with just one thing, that makes it feel so random when you look at it all.

But i'm really curious, what first comes to your mind if you think of my art?

EDIT: woa thanks for all the replies! i will go through and answer all of them (just might take some time) but it really lifted my spirits <3
Thanks so much!!

Because i got asked a few times already if i deleted something out of my gallery:
I never delete submissions (for like years now already) but i often sort them into scraps! Mainly because i don't like the look of my gallery, doesn't mean i think the art is bad btw. I'm just super inconsistent.
So if you can't find something, try my scraps folder!

~byee!

I'm really looking forward to Eurofurence this year, it will be my first con of any kind since the pandemic :D
But on the other hand I'm also afraid of the change that might have happened in all this time. I guess it will not be like it was before. Still I hope for a piece of normality.
Honestly the whole pandemic made me even more of a hermit then I was before, and even now after it all has opened up again and is "like it was before, almost" I feel disconnected and alone :U
I really really REALLY hope to see my friends again and just chill.

Funny enough, it feels like online is the same way. I lost touch with many people, i'm sorry for that.
But I hope it might change again in the future! (just writing a journal feels like ancient habit~)
And also just doing art like i used to~ Just fun and trying to improve. I think I kinda got stuck with my art some time ago and it bothers me, honestly.

So yeah, here we go, being more open again. and stuff :P