IM MORE THAN THAT!
im freaking epic! why cant you see it?
are you really that blind?
HA! im amazing and you know it! im just too good for you!

i spent so many nights thinking that i wasnt enough but you werent enough for me NEVER

so i'll be your friend but you will never spent a love night with me anymore
FREAK YOU! XP

did i really believed that i was special to him again?
that he probably loves me but is afraid to say it?
or that something would change
that because he says he loves my smile or that he hates seeing me sad, or that he likes me something will change?

no, im just a friend more for him, jus someone he can kiss and love for a night and then leave the next morning without saying a word of love spoken.
Am i really that stupid to see his messages on his forgotten phone and see a lovely goodbye probably from his girlfriend

im really stupid
nothing will change
why would i believe that something would change?

But... im still in love with him

im trying to paint something but my scanner is a bitch! XD

wth is this?
a journal?
for what?
wtf is this? a furaffinity profile?!!!! i had one of this things?!
why theres no new art from me here?!
lets change that! ;D

theres a lot of sh4$t going in my life right now
but i always believe in happiness and that everyone has a happy ending
for everyone theres a happy ending....
of course this will only happend if you dont give up

so im not giving up an i will pray for everyones happines
because i would love to see that hehehe
i think im pretty innocent or stupid
whatever
im still believe in magic
witches
demons
angels
detectives with red and blue truths
happiness
and of course
love

nyeh