My parents are separating
Posted 5 years agoThis is the big news I was withholding. I'll be going with my mother, who's leaving, and a whole lot of changes are gonna be made. It's gonna be a tough road but I'm sure I'll be able to reach the end of it soon.
Hello, idiot
Posted 5 years agoOh I'm sorry. I just looked at your profile I didn't realize you where a lady. (And a beautiful one at that) I try my best to respect women. Especially women in gaming. As a matter of fact now I actually do agree with you. I'm sorry. Maybe you could even add me on PSN and we can play some games together. We could play GTA, overwatch, Minecraft, maybe even a little COD. add me xXxChildMolesterxXx. Sorry about my name. My cousin made it a while back. He is not a good person like me and does not carry my values.
Good day ma'am.
Also I PM'd you. Take a look and lmk what you think.
(This has been a "copy pasta")
Good day ma'am.
Also I PM'd you. Take a look and lmk what you think.
(This has been a "copy pasta")
Another era is over...
Posted 5 years ago...And this time it's more important than anything else I've ever had. At this moment I'm not ready to share what the problem is, because it's far too early for anything to be set, but this is one of the most important, confusing, and generally tragic moments of my life. Stay tuned.
No Nut November!
Posted 5 years agoSo this November I'm gonna take the challenge so many people take and not nut for the entire month. I'm actually rather confident in my goal because my libido was never all that high to begin with, so I believe this is gonna be a breeze! Join me!
I wanna draw but I don't know what to draw
Posted 5 years agoAny suggestions? Preferably relating to either my character Tucker, or Schnuffel
OK I promise this is my final journal talking about this
Posted 5 years agoIn regards to the breakup of my friendship, I have discovered that this is actually highly beneficial to me and my goals.
I always felt like I was walking on eggshells and being someone I wasn't for the sake of keeping my ex-friend around, and I realized that it's a million times more important to be yourself and be around people who don't mind you being yourself rather than someone who just isn't compatible.
I feel much more satisfied without her, and I feel like I can be more comfortable with who I am and what I believe, without having to worry about someone so important dumping me like she did. Granted, I'm still annoyed I spent so much time with her and I feel like now it's largely been nothing but a waste, but I stopped crying for good, and I'm genuinely happy and significantly freer.
I'm sorry I've been bugging y'all with all these journals, but I feel like it's important to share this milestone time in my life. And if the offender is reading this, please note that you did help me through tough times, and I thank you, and will never forget you, but it's time to go our separate ways and find people that we can truly trust and do stuff with without having to fight. To everyone else, thank you for trudging through this drama, and more normal stuff will be coming around post-election.
I always felt like I was walking on eggshells and being someone I wasn't for the sake of keeping my ex-friend around, and I realized that it's a million times more important to be yourself and be around people who don't mind you being yourself rather than someone who just isn't compatible.
I feel much more satisfied without her, and I feel like I can be more comfortable with who I am and what I believe, without having to worry about someone so important dumping me like she did. Granted, I'm still annoyed I spent so much time with her and I feel like now it's largely been nothing but a waste, but I stopped crying for good, and I'm genuinely happy and significantly freer.
I'm sorry I've been bugging y'all with all these journals, but I feel like it's important to share this milestone time in my life. And if the offender is reading this, please note that you did help me through tough times, and I thank you, and will never forget you, but it's time to go our separate ways and find people that we can truly trust and do stuff with without having to fight. To everyone else, thank you for trudging through this drama, and more normal stuff will be coming around post-election.
[POLITICAL] Before you vote
Posted 5 years agoBefore you vote, make sure you read BOTH sides of the stories. Go for the most unbiased news source you can come across, like AP or Reuters, or read from a moderate fact-giving source from BOTH sides. It's important that you get the WHOLE story before you jump on any bandwagons of hate or accusation.
I HAVE FAWWEN UWU
Posted 5 years agoI HAVE FAWWEN TO THE DEPTHS OF THE FUWWY WEALM UWU. NOW AWW I WANNA DO IS YIFF & YIFF OWO. *nuzzles & suckles your dick & then cums* :333333333 Your buwge is soooo bigg UwU. Cum on me some more daddy!
AI Jukebox, doing samples & songs for free!
Posted 5 years ago--I am not sponsored by OpenAI--
AI Jukebox is an AI experiment where it can create or continue songs in the style of various artists and various genres. It's very innovative and interesting. I wanna try it out but I don't know which songs to use, or who to make the lyrics of, so if you wanna give me a new song to make or a song for the AI to continue, hit me up and we can do something!
Send me a note with what you want:
The artist (Check this list for compatible artists: https://bit.ly/3dqJODa If your artist is not on the list I can still do it, but it may sound super messy)
The genre (Check this list for compatible genres: https://bit.ly/3lJKMNZ Same rules apply as above)
The length of the opening sample if you want a continuation
The length of the full sample and how many you want (Preferably either several short ones (like 3 60-second samples) or a single long one (1 3-minute sample))
How upscaled you want (2 is fastest but has the worst sound quality, 1 is in between and 0 sounds the best but takes the longest (up to 12 hours))
I can also use no lyrics (they sing gibberish) or different lyrics if you want.
More info: https://openai.com/blog/jukebox/
Or do it yourself: https://colab.research.google.com/g....._Jukebox.ipynb
AI Jukebox is an AI experiment where it can create or continue songs in the style of various artists and various genres. It's very innovative and interesting. I wanna try it out but I don't know which songs to use, or who to make the lyrics of, so if you wanna give me a new song to make or a song for the AI to continue, hit me up and we can do something!
Send me a note with what you want:
The artist (Check this list for compatible artists: https://bit.ly/3dqJODa If your artist is not on the list I can still do it, but it may sound super messy)
The genre (Check this list for compatible genres: https://bit.ly/3lJKMNZ Same rules apply as above)
The length of the opening sample if you want a continuation
The length of the full sample and how many you want (Preferably either several short ones (like 3 60-second samples) or a single long one (1 3-minute sample))
How upscaled you want (2 is fastest but has the worst sound quality, 1 is in between and 0 sounds the best but takes the longest (up to 12 hours))
I can also use no lyrics (they sing gibberish) or different lyrics if you want.
More info: https://openai.com/blog/jukebox/
Or do it yourself: https://colab.research.google.com/g....._Jukebox.ipynb
I've moved on
Posted 5 years agoI don't need her anymore. I will find other people to be my friends, though I imagine it will be a fairly deep void to fill. It's a better option than killing myself, methinks.
I can't stand it
Posted 5 years agoFor it to just end like it did... I am absolutely devastated and broken. I can't stop thinking about it. I'm literally crying. WHO THE FUCK CAN I TRUST IN THIS GOD-FORSAKEN WORLD ANYMORE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I'm sorry for bothering you. I fucking hate myself.
I'm sorry for bothering you. I fucking hate myself.
I'm sorry I'm sorry
Posted 5 years agoI'm sorry I argued with you i'm sorry I triggered you so much i'm sorry I did things that were too much to you please let me make it up to you at some point please please please i'm sorry i still wanna be your friend
I can't believe it
Posted 5 years agoShe blocked me. I can't believe she actually blocked me.
I have nothing to say.
I have nothing to say.
Trump is not evil
Posted 5 years agoGo on then, shoot me.
It's that time of year again...
Posted 5 years agoHappy birthday to me! I'm 103! Just kidding, I'm 19. Birthdays are becoming a little less exciting every day, but when it's 9/13 I'm a number higher to death, so that's always something to celebrate.
Who am I? Gender identity
Posted 5 years agoI've been wondering who I am for a little while, how I'd identify, and how I'd like to be seen. I've come to the conclusion that I would like to be seen as a sort of pangender male. Meaning while by default I still consider myself a guy, I can really be anything. So if you wanna call me she, or they, or it, or just by my name, then go right ahead. But I believe myself to be a he/him first.
Is it my fault?
Posted 5 years agoOver the past five or so years I've been on here, I feel like I've lost a lot of friends and/or chatting partners. While it's true I can meet up with a couple of them, it feels like a good half or so just decided to abandon ship. Is it something I did wrong? Or is everyone just always busy? If it's the former, I beg you to point out my flaws and how I can improve on them.
Protesters and police SHOULDN'T...
Posted 5 years agoProtesters SHOULDN'T
1. Destroy innocent people's property and loot their stuff.
2. Attack innocent people or cops who support the movement
3. Be intolerant against other people's political or religious or racial beliefs, unless they are as intolerant.
Police SHOULDN'T
1. Attack peaceful protesters by any means, as long as they don't appear threatening
2. Cause needless violence on people who don't deserve it
3. Overextend
=More upbeat stuff coming later=
1. Destroy innocent people's property and loot their stuff.
2. Attack innocent people or cops who support the movement
3. Be intolerant against other people's political or religious or racial beliefs, unless they are as intolerant.
Police SHOULDN'T
1. Attack peaceful protesters by any means, as long as they don't appear threatening
2. Cause needless violence on people who don't deserve it
3. Overextend
=More upbeat stuff coming later=
Fuck everything
Posted 5 years agoI just wanna go to bed and wait until this whole mess is over. I swear to fucking God I am gonna end up a depressed mess and lose a dozen friends by the end of this.
I need an E-hug.
I need an E-hug.
New Twitch channel: CPU Only Sports
Posted 5 years agoI made a new Twitch channel that streams CPU vs. CPU sports matches. It's live right now! Five different sports, (Soccer, American Football, Basketball, Hockey, Baseball) five days a week (Monday through Friday), with possible bonus weekend streams. Streaming 5-9 hours per day. I do not provide any commentary. Nearly all games are emulated on the Dreamcast, PS2, PS1, PS3, or Gamecube. If this sort of thing tickles your fancy, come on and drop by! twitch.tv/cpuonlysports
Do you remember me?
Posted 5 years agoI haven't done a whole lot but I just wanna know if y'all still remember me, know who I am, know my name, home address, credit card and social security numbers. Eh, not those last four.
Support my friend and RP update
Posted 5 years agoMy bestie
Piecapyrofire has come out a few days ago as a transgender woman. While I don't need any of y'all to shout praises at her, I want y'all to respect her decision and refer to her with her new pronouns.
As an aside I'm thinking of opening myself to RP's on this site again. You could say Tucker has been feeling a bit neglected. I haven't got to do a lot with him and I've been struggling to develop him. I'm thinking role-playing may help me flesh him out some. With that said, I've become super picky in regards to partners. NO ONE-LINERS, period at the end. I need detail or it's a no-go.
That is all for now.
Piecapyrofire has come out a few days ago as a transgender woman. While I don't need any of y'all to shout praises at her, I want y'all to respect her decision and refer to her with her new pronouns.As an aside I'm thinking of opening myself to RP's on this site again. You could say Tucker has been feeling a bit neglected. I haven't got to do a lot with him and I've been struggling to develop him. I'm thinking role-playing may help me flesh him out some. With that said, I've become super picky in regards to partners. NO ONE-LINERS, period at the end. I need detail or it's a no-go.
That is all for now.
5 years
Posted 5 years agoI'm a few days late on this but i realized that I've been on this site for 5 years! Thanks for all the awesome stuff y'all did! Y'all really changed my life for the better.
Sexualities of my characters
Posted 6 years agoTucker: Straight
Greg: Uncertain
Carol: Lesbian
Wendy: Male-leaning bi
Linda: Asexual
Melinda: Asexual curious
Greg: Uncertain
Carol: Lesbian
Wendy: Male-leaning bi
Linda: Asexual
Melinda: Asexual curious
New year goals
Posted 6 years ago1. Be more active on here! I'll try to enter raffles and post drawings and write more stories. I know I barely did anything this year and I'm sorry. But I wanna try and make it up for you for a very active 2020.
2. Take things slowly. This year went by soooooo fast!! And I need to slow it down some.
3. Improve my mood. I still need to work on the whole "being nice" thing.
4. Get better at chess. I've been learning recently and I'd like to get even better.
5. Stop giving a shit about what others think of me. Sure, I'm doing quite well on this already, but I'll make it moreso next year.
2. Take things slowly. This year went by soooooo fast!! And I need to slow it down some.
3. Improve my mood. I still need to work on the whole "being nice" thing.
4. Get better at chess. I've been learning recently and I'd like to get even better.
5. Stop giving a shit about what others think of me. Sure, I'm doing quite well on this already, but I'll make it moreso next year.
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