Gonna be doodling/ hanging out for a tad...

https://piczel.tv/watch/RubberWarhead

its been a while since I've been as active and i kinda wanna keep it that way. So I'm thinking of starting to stream i figured out some stuff in order to do it more easily and it may be fun since well figured out how to make Vtubing work, really fun btw. so that may be an option of people are interested and it allows me to do comms on stream or just doodle random shit ideas i get. but even if i don't go forward with that i will be continuing to take coms for a while as You have seen already finished up a handful and there's a couple more i gotta start and finish up. So ye hopefully i can stay more active more frequently.

SP yeah Gonna be streaming on https://piczel.tv/watch/RubberWarhead and ill make a journal when i do working on comms or idk anything tbh

Yeah its been.. a while…pfft

But figured i would would open up a couple slots just for a week or so just to get some cash flowing a nd an excuse to draw more tbh
But yeah hopefully this will make me more productive

Ok so year was uh Wild so I haven’t drawn much cause of it but recently ive been feeling more invigorated so with a new wave of energy gonna artwork to draw more art cant promise to open coms if my honest wouldn’t hurt to ask and again depends on complexity but one thing im sure of..i just wanna draw and post more :)

Ok yo its been a long while since ive made of of these. So just a bit of a heads up for everyone i know ive been maaaad inconsistent mostly due to personal issues and well me wanting to focus on Sfw art as well. This doesn’t mean im stoping fetish art. Not at all it just meant for a while alot of my art was sfw which doesn’t really fit this account along with any nsfw being self indulgent sketches i never finish or goofy doodles that not many would find funny. Point is ima make an effort to post here and on Twitter more often its getting harder and harder to find a website to post my art in and so far my discord either in my own server or keeping in contact with folks seems to be the the best place for just interacting and getting motivation for art horny or otherwise. That tends to be the reason im legit kinda aloof on here that and the fact that i kinda suck at communicating. Still ill be trying to make an effort to have a bit more confidence and just post the stockpile of sketches and other work ive had done perhaps even posting my sfw stuff tho thats more of a maybe honestly. Still art for me has been very just doing stuff i like for me recently and given my skill level i dont think ima be taking commissions from anyone till i can improve art wise. Most of what ive been posting are mostly stuff im done for my SO or personal indulgences and figure I should just hammer into that for the meantime at least till i work up my confidence and skill. So yeah any of my art will be mostly suggestions from those i know or just kinky stuff i think up. I know that mayyyy be disappointing for some who have contacted me for dms but i rather just be doing stuff im confident and excited to do rather than force myself to draw. Regardless ill try to post more and all around be more active.

Ok yeah I’m opening commissions officially based off those Animal crossing like pics I’ve been posting cause again people seemed to really like em so fuck it funny ych stuff

Gonna possibly be making some Animal crossing YCH like thing seeing that ive had so many ask about em give me till possibly tomorrow and ill start takin slots might be fun

Low key i could legit post funny art if i wanted to but i refuse due to my dumb personal standards

Ok so ai actually reworking some stuff now that spring break is coming up ill be adding some stuff ive kinda had on the down-low for a while mostly cause well i tend to not upload stuff when i feel it didn’t come out to good but you know what fuck it i need to be more confident with my work or ill never get better!! Like I know I'm not all too skilled as an artist but I'm 100% aware I have a style I'm fond of and pops so screw it I need to stop holding myself back and actually just post stuff and draw,finish coms even if I feel they could have been better hell I recently went back and are currently reworking my sona mochi!
But yeah trying to remain more positive and actually get some stuff done rather than putting it off cause I'm unhappy with it self loathing never helps anyone!!

honestly Ive never been a fan of celebrating birthdays but idk i oddly feel good this year ive met tons of people this year and forged some genuine friendships with people online in a time that i felt very isolated it just seems comforting to celebrate another year of my existence as a human being rather positively. yeah im slow when it comes to art but idk i just felt through my time on here ive felt more connected than i have in a long time along with well getting better as an artist thanks for just vibing out here with me

Welp shit happened on The discord server but im not closing or anything just yikes like some private stuff happened but i might as well embrace it fuck it here


One last link https://discord.gg/KgafpeDFkA

I also wanna thank yall for sticking with me through these and I really enjoy talking too the ones who joined and managed to form some real solid connections and friendships happy holidays love all of yall

Ok real talk finishing up all these ancient ass coms made me realize something... bro my first couple uploads on here are soooooooo bad like holy fuck but yikes its nice to see oneself improve all things considered doubt ill take coms again for a long while when i finally finish posting and actually doing and redoing the ones i had this year just to take a sorta mental break and just draw what i want and give life to my shitty ideas maybe even make some not pokemon stuff for the sake of branching out maybe do practice with my shading too!

Ok so I actually finished uh atm its kinda empty but feel free to join if yeah want ill post the link bellow and update it over time


https://discord.gg/gc2BSznw

Ah and little update commissions are 100% gonna be closed for a pretty long while

Ima drawing again somewhat consistently cause well i gotta redraw a bunch of stuff i finished already…like retracing a screenshot of a steenee transformation…. Which is tedious…like good damn I though all my images would come back to procreate when I replaced my tablet…i was super wrong luckily i store alot of my images but those that were not are just gone? But theres a couple screenshots i took and right now the plan is straight up just finish and post em and leave it at that cause thats what i get for putting off posting stuff or procrastinating ehhh ill get to it later today and quickly try to trace and post and got

Ok first off im going back and trying to slow down on art things i think what i did was take to much on my plate and my brain kinda just exploded and couldn’t handle it very well which led to me canceling various commissions just out of fear that i well couldn’t do it? (More of a self confidence thing) But after another hiatus I decided ima be kinda chilling out with the coms after i post a steenee commission i put off for so long…. Admittedly thats one me just that my lethargic brain was making it hard to draw at all.. so after i finish some stuff ima be posting a bit more regularly just to get back into the groove of things and just i guess post random stuff i want and maybe after a while ill take commissions again but at a smaller scale since i think it was a bad idea taking so many on at once so i think my best step its to well slow down breath and pace my art to prevent Burnout. Of course arts not the only thing that happened theres some personal and well almost getting canceled that kinda made it even more difficult along with starting work and finals it all just kinda snowballed i to the perfect stress storm. So i think ima just relax and slow down a bit and maybe that way ill draw more consistently simce i like to think ive gotten better as an artist as well

Yo yo so ive been offline due to honestly alot of stuff one being that i sprained my wrist which honestly wasn’t too bad but then my lethargic ass brain got a hold of me and its legit been difficult to draw even when i was able too cause I personally dont think my work is good enough idk just ranting at this point got my brace off yesterday so hopefully ill finish some stuff

Bruh why does the second vaccine shot suck more than the first damn honestly might be my bad too since i donated some blood the day before and now both my arms are hellaaaa sore not to mention soft headaches

But tbh at least this gives me time to brain storm ideas seriously I really wanna make more ocs and do dm something with azumarill and slurpuff after i finish up my long list of coms still its nice of thinking of future ideas and I genuinely think im getting better as an artist even if I doubt. My abilities from time to time but thats just come with the territory!

so basically i have a bunch of story stuff and concepts ive been wanting to post start and finish but looking back..... they are honestly kinda fucking terrible and super short just like the audino and i feel if i wanna post more it should at least be good and long you know?

Ok ok just telling yall now this journal for me just to get frustrations out there


Ok so basically thing after thing has been happening in my personal one of them being the fact that i well came out to of my parents while I may be stressing the situation it went rather well Despite the whole “maybe i made you this way” or its a “choice” thing but in all honesty it went well all things considered just the who way about it made me extremely stressed due to other situations that are out of my control such as my sprained foot some other medical conditions and not to mention academic pressures along with financial and personal insecurities but despite that im trying to make the best of the situation and start doing stuff i love such as art and not just weird niche porn stuff but art im personally invested in which is why i came back to FA and da and trying to maintain some form of schedule but eh maybe im just being insecure about the quality of my own work which pushed me to put off doing coms along with personal problems that came up or maybe its just me.. eh either way ill get over it

Was thinking of streaming me drawing coms and stuff but I’m unsure if I would be able too seeing how I’m using procreate and I am unsure if it possible to stream through that maybe with Streamlabs or 5kplayer

Ok i need suggestions for pokemon or whatever so i can practice doing shining on inflatables cause im having trouble drawing something for a commission and i feel getting some simple practice might help me out

Bruh I should have done something with azumarill for Easter... ITS EGG SHAPED to bad barely any time tho

Happy holidays yall hope all of you guys are having a good one even with this pandemic and if your a student hope your spending your spring break wisely! I would have posted something easter related like a bunny or something today if i had the time or ideas but regardless Hope you guys have a good time and I’ll hopefully be back with some better late that never Coms and some personal drawings of mine along with a bunch of unfinished work ive had rotting away!

Well since alot of people seemed to like the goopy gal i was thinking of making more parasite like characters! Stuff like something im calling a puppet spider that forces people into rubber suits and then control their movements against there will . Or maybe some head crab like creature that makes one progressively sluttier? Idk i just like drawing stuf like that!