Find me over at


See you there~

What? that's insane right!

Go check it out here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5259913/

Not that I'm really active at the moment anyway.

Leaving for personal reasons; if you honestly care to hear them ask me in private and I may answer.

Otherwise, idk when I'll be back, probably won't be long, but more than likely I'll be returning over at  rubricae.

Thanks for reading.

I've burnt out four resistors way too quickly, but most of all, I have a breadboard/prototype board with random conductive linkings between the independent rails, with seemingly no order and no markings to indicate so. I don't know what to say other than what the fuck.

Maybe next time I should consider the quality of the electronic components I'm purchasing...

Someone shouldn't save passwords to their chrome.


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Oh and Khar's has no abs. Just so everyone out there knows.


-trollface- lululululu -rolls away-



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Zee......

I've been fucking quiet recently. And I've delivered so very little in terms of anything in recent months.
I apologize for this.

Hell of a lot of stuff has been happening, and I've had little time to draw anything at all let alone even make some money through any means to commission people... School's been busy, and I've been disorganised, hence why so.

I'm really sorry to a lot of people that I have slowly become distant from recently because of this, I've just had not much time to speak... I really do enjoy chatting, but it just seems I've only had time to talk to a select few.

I'm really sorry people... This is just me and my disorganised life as a student. I really need to mature and discipline myself into a more productive routine so that I can make time to maintain a good balance and be able to chat and have fun more often..!


As for other places to find me, as of recently (though I should have ages ago) I've made proper twitter and DA accounts for any of those interested in following me in either.
- http://rubricae.deviantart.com/ I haven't uploaded anything yet, but probably will start doing the same soon!
- https://twitter.com/Rubricae And yeah I sometimes use this.
- http://rubricae.tumblr.com/ This isn't new, but I use this a lot.


And finally, as I said in the title, I may be moving in terms of my FA account. It may not be for a little while, but if/when I do, it will be to rubricae
Mainly wish to do this because one, This username is old and seems impersonal, and I'd rather be associated with an alias that is more personal to me; There are a few other personal reasons for wanting to move, but they don't matter.
I'll announce in future when I actually move here~

Thanks for reading~ <3

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigghhhh......

Uuugh.. Finally getting a break from school..
That was a short term, but fuck.. I'm exhausted..

On break for two weeks now, though!
Time to fucking relax for a few days then sort some personal stuff I just haven't had time do out.

This should also mean I'll be drawing again. I fucking need to. Haven't had any time in the last 8 weeks to do it myself, so I'll get back on that for sure!
If you don't see any art of me in the next few days, please do yell at me.


For now, I'm just going to go slump on my bed and relax for a while..

Feel free to shout at me on skype if you have me, or add me if you'd like! Username is rubric_marine (Geez what a surprise.)

See you people around!

I don't know what to say...
_{I never thought I'd ever catch myself singing in the first place...}

Firstly: http://puu.sh/4eCBg.jpg
I'm drooling at my desktop right now..

I just. Love. This guys artwork.
One of my absolute favourites it terms of style and theme/contents.
Just. Go. Check out this guy.
http://www.simonstalenhag.se/

Secondly, incase you're wondering, the funky gadgets on my desktop, e.i the time and RAM/CPU meter, etc, is rainmeter. Go check it out, you can do some really awesome things.


I'm, well, completely obsessed with personalizing my desktop, and pretty much everything about the interfaces to all the programs and devices I use. The thing is, I'm really bad at anything to do with coding interfaces, etc, in anything.. If anyone has any idea where a good place to start might be (i know this is stupidly vague) I'd love if you could throw me a link or something.


On a different note, My own art.
I know I haven't been uploading anything lately, despite my promise to after the purchase of my tablet.
The thing is, I'm a student. And at the moment, I have little to know time to draw albeit talk to close friends..
What's really annoying is I'm consistently getting inspiration and ideas to draw when I'm really busy and I have homework to do.

So, yeah..
I'm sorry to disappoint everyone. I haven't given up, certainly not. I just don't have time.
I really wish I didn't loose my good mechanical pencil, else I'd atleast be sketching some stuff..
If anyone has a Staedler Mars technical pencil lying around that they don't need, I may wish to buy it off you....

So, yeah.
How are all you people?

Work load just stacked the fuck up.
I'm sorry to everyone who wants to talk to me... I can hardly manage to talk to the person who means to the most to me... I have so little time.

Don't know how long it'll be this way.
Gotta work through this shit.

Can be quite interesting..

Think I’m slowly becoming more and more heterosexual… Or atleast, female-biased bisexual..
I once considered myself Pansexual.

Not that it matters.


I've changed in so many ways this year.. Things have happened that I never thought would happen...
Some of it is definitely change... Though some, maybe, is more just discovering what I really am..


Just some thought for those who may be interested.

That this wolf-thing, this flesh-construct, this mind, boy and soul, is well and truly taken.
For now and forever,

I am hers and she is mine . . .

Who actually updates and tweaks their FA profile frequently.

Wonder what that says about me...

I may have accidentally formatted my portable HDD.
Ooooh shit.


I was trying to create a bootable flashdrive for Win 7 because I'm doing something.... And I accidentally put in the wrong number for the disk.

So. I just a lost a lot of game disks and backups. And probably other stuff because I forgot what was on there.

Now I need to work out how to reformat the HDD to a usable format.

Sigh..

Just realised how close I am...

I'll do something for the person who gets it.

I am NOT paying 90 US fucking dollars for shipping. Get the fuck out.



Grrahahhash.... It should be no surrpise to me that the largest problem of all the things I'm ordering comes from the US. Just as I work everything else out...

Because I severely undersestimately the price of this...

Gah.
-head-desks-

 monsterzee desperately needs cash for bills so she can go home - plus she normally does not do adult coms!

Please, Go check help her out if you can!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4905606/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4905606/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4905606/

Fuck. I'm legtimately crying over something someone told me. I.. I cannot say what it is..
I just need to fucking express some shit and I'm not sure I want to emotional dump on anyone..

Fucking hell. I just.. Didn't realise how much I care for this person until the way I feel right now.
I feel hurt, angry. I don't even fucking know how to describe. Disgusted.
That someone could do such fucking undescribable things to this person. I've never fucking felt this way, ever.
If only I could hold this person that I love. Protect them. Stop fucking ANYTHING AND ANYONE from hurting them. It would literally fucking KILL ME if ANYTHING were to happen to them. Nnh.. fuck.

part of me just wnats to find the person that hurt them this way, and make them. just. fucking. not exist. they're lesss than fucking scum in the first place.
Other part of me wants to just fucking DROP EVERYTHING to go and stay with and protect her. Hold her so tight and not let anything so much as TOUCH her without me fucking devouring them.




I'm just. ZGoing to grow beat my head into my pillow and cry with emotional pain and silently scream.
I never knew love could rbing such feelings...

http://www.lgbtqnation.com/2013/07/.....ghts-campaign/

Thanks to kyell for bringing to my attention.

Man, it pleases me greatly that the UN is trying to do something now...

Just out of curiousity, What do some people thing is better/easier for practicing anatomy, just in terms of sketching?

I'm so deeply in love that it hurts to think of anything else...
So why would I...







I'm, honestly, really sorry.. To a lot of people.
To the people who try to speak to me without much reply..
I'm often really busy, especially with the start of this new semester of studies, but sometimes... I only feel like talking to certain people..
Saying sorry means nothing, and I likely won't change... But, know that I feel guilty for not replying..



Hope you all have a lovely evening.. <3

If you want to know how to make me extremely submissive...
Just, rub my back.. Or my sides.. or any of my very often sore and tense muscles...
Fffff.... I don't even.. Understand why it feels so fucking goood...


I'll just.. lie here and drool...

Where I'm getting too lazy to go through all my FA submission every day...
And I only watch like 200 people...

How some people watch over a thousand, let alone triple that like a few people I know, I'm fucking clueless...

Sort my fucking life out.