Die Hölle Muss Warten - Eisbrecher

Ich hab' gelogen,
für dich die Welt betrogen.
Für dich hab' ich den Traum gelebt,
der jetzt zu Ende geht.
Ich war ganz oben für dich.
Ich ging zu Boden --
für dich hab' ich den Halt verlor'n,
doch ich hab' mir geschwor'n:

Die Hölle muss warten,
es ist noch nicht an der Zeit für mich zu geh'n.
Trotz all meiner Taten, die Hölle muss warten --
es ist noch nicht Zeit für mich zu geh'n.

Ich hab' gelogen,
für dich mich selbst verbogen.
Für dich hab' ich die Angst gespürt,
mich selbst ins Nichts entführt.
Ich wär' gestorben für dich,
als gäb's kein Morgen.
Für mich hab' ich die Zeit verlor'n,
doch ich hab' mir geschwor'n:

Die Hölle muss warten,
es ist noch nicht an der Zeit für mich zu geh'n.
Trotz all meiner Taten, die Hölle muss warten -
es ist noch nicht Zeit für mich zu geh'n.

Denn nach allem was geschah, ich bin immer noch da.
Es gibt noch so viel für mich zu tun.
Ganz egal, was auch kommt, ich nehm' alles in Kauf.
Was auch immer geschieht, ich geb' nie auf!

Die Hölle muss warten,
es ist noch nicht an der Zeit für mich zu geh'n.
Trotz all meiner Taten, die Hölle muss warten -
es ist noch nicht Zeit für mich zu geh'n. (x2)

Translation: http://lyricstranslate.com/en/die-h.....-has-wait.html

Ever since I got  Elfe to be my lovely girlfriend, I've been unwatching more and more artists. Namely those who are insanely popular and/or have super sexy sona's like  Lipton,  F-R95 and  Boha. I found that quite interesting since admittedly their characters have an enormous sex appeal. Like... holy damn!!

However that doesn't seem to work anymore. Whenever I see their artwork, I get annoyed whereas normally I would say: "Yeah... I can fap to that." But it doesn't have the same effect anymore. Maybe it is because I can never get to them. They already have someone or are so surrounded by drooling jerks eager to touch her pierced nips that they have become unreachable.

Or maybe... it is because my girl can kick any other female characters too tight butts with her appeal!

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WE METALHEADS ARE THE MOST LOYAL FANS!!

http://www.ohjoysextoy.com/furry/

I don't know about you but this is a well-written represntation of what being a fur is like towards me and I believe many others. Try it out and see for yourself.

Some of you may have noticed that my profile info has been changed; one of my pets is no longer on there. That is because we went our seperate ways after something I do not intend to further elaborate on. It's extremely hard but better for the both of us.

Jeesh... what a hectic day! Bah! I hated this day more than any other! Everything was shit, loud, too fast and noisy! RRRRRRAAAAARRRGH!!!

Erhm... anyway. I'm also very, very nervous for my birthday. Cause some bad news came in. It seems that I will not receive a birthday gift because the package never arrived. I thought my parents were kidding but they were not. So... that's shit.
Secondly, a very special person who is supposed to come over and meet me for the first time may not come due to issues I will not specify.

So... yeah. Great start so far.

And then...
MY BIRTHDAY!!! WOOO!!!

TMI!!! Gimme all your questions!!

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=sGYkCJ0RDUU
Pantera's and one of the best guitarists in the fucking world, Dimebag Darrell. HOW THE FUCK DO THEY DARE!?

Machine Head - The Blackening
Just listen. If that doesn't grant you a third testicle then I don't know what will.

First of: I did not see this movie. I was just watching an entertaining talkshow called RTL Late Night when the subject of that movie came up. It came out today and as expected, the movie did not live up the hype. Too tame, too boring.

So they showed a fragment from the quote on quote "most crucial scene", the first meeting between Grey and the second worst actress only to be beaten by mouthbreather Kristen Stewart. I laughed my ass off! Stiff acting, forced emotions, a terrible rehashed romatic script and all on boring as fuck.

If that is the "big mofo of big movies" than I'm ashamed of those calling themselves human.

Just raging btw~ I'm also starting to RP again starting tomorrow so you guys don't have to miss me that much

Somehow, life has found a way to give me happiness and great sadness at the same bloody time. It forms a cocktail that just... blegh. Tastes like rubber.

I need to process a few thingy ma dingies before going back into the RP business. So... yeah. I guess I'll see you guys either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

Bye~

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Apparently... I'm number 12 when it comes to names given to douchebags.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nBDcB5QFRec
Just saw this... he was a great YouTuber with hilarious Gmod videos. He will be missed.

Gimme questions!

Last weekend, I finished Far Cry 4 by shooting Amita (the bitch) in the back with an MG42 along with her guards. Satisfying for sure. After that, I liberated all the outposts and forts. Entertaining for sure! I ripped them all to shreds!

But after that... I felt bored. There was just... nothing. I looked over to my table and I found "Far Cry: The Wild Expedition" for my PS3. I threw Far Cry 4 out and started playing Far Cry 2. YES PEOPLE! Far Cry 2!

This gem from 2008 beat my experience with Far Cry 3 and it kicks Far Cry 4's ass as well. The control is simple, the graphics cringe-worthy, the story compelling, the weapons and the currency realistic and the environment a joy to walk, drive and fly in! This bad boy is my go to game when it comes to blowing up, shooting up and doing all sorts of other things!

Headshot with an M1903 Springfield. Sweeping choke-points with a PKM. Silent kills with the Silent Makarov before stabbing a guy with my machete!

So I was wondering... am I the only one who would choose an older game over it's modern-day counterpart?

Cause fuck Tuesday and I'm bored.

BRING ON ZE QUESTIONS!!

The prologue of my remastered story is finally online!

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/109666.....icles-REMASTER
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I would love to hear your reviews! You can review as someone without an account but just make sure I get your FA names so I know who you are and I can properly thank you ^_^

Just giving you a taste of what I'm scribbling about here in France. Internet costs a goddamn fortune here so expect only this. It's not checked properly but I think you can make something out of it. The title of this act says it all.

Act 1: Mixed feelings

The bright morning sun shines right in his violet eyes as he comes over the hill. Cursing with harsh words but with a toned down voice, the cheetah covers his eyes a sunscreen until it goes away. As a thick pack of trees on the side of the highway do so, he can stop his cursing.

Nice timing as a significant someone next to him seems to be mocking about it in her sleep. She groans annoyed but as only the purring V12 engine of her own Miura is heard, the groaning turns back into the cute snoring Ryan loves so much. Hearing it, just brings a smile on his face.

It has been a rare sight for his mouth to form into one the last couple of hours. Going on vacation is fantastic, it has always been. But since a short while, he and Roxanne had some people living with them. They found refuge with in that house. Either it being in the Greenhouse out back or the basement below. Even the attic became occupied, but those are gone most of the time so they don't count. Those who do, are their "pets" so to speak. In a master/pet relationship. Leaving them there was a tough thing to do. Certainly when you leave as they all sleep. Emotions tend to well up and are hard to contain.

Ryan looks to where Roxanne is seated. With her head on a pillow that is held against the car door window, she's softly snoring away. It was probably the hardest for her; Alfred, Alfie for her, was her first and has been living with her for a much longer time than the others. His coming into her life was a lucky conincidence but it turned out to be the very thing that made her extremely happy. Like she had found a missing link. More followed after and only added to her happiness and therefore her sadness when she left for France.

Ryan had found happiness as well by taking in several pets of his own. With a white jaguar named Reane (Kitten) being his first and Seiiko, his little Angel. And those two are in a relationship so the honor of having both as pets feels that much better.

He hasn't really expanded into the fields of the more extreme stuff Roxanne is doing with her newest and by her account sluttiest one. Though Reane likes it rough at times. In the tamer side of things, he hasn't looked either. Like Roxanne has with a cute micro.

And, as if she was aware of Ryan naming all the pets in his mind, Roxanne wakes up a bit more cheerful than she was when they left. She groans as she stretches herself before falling back into her seat. Her eyes shutting almost immediatly, barely kept open by sheer willpower.

"How far are we?" she asks as she turns her sleepy face to Ryan.

"Good morning to you to Beautiful. We're about 250 kilometers in." replies Ryan to which Roxanne groans louder and more annoyed.

"So we have not passed Paris?"

"Nope. Not even passed the French border yet."

She utters a mix of that groan with a deep sigh. It seemed to be her morning coffee as she has renewed energy, sitting more upright.

"I hate Paris." she says.

"Why hate the City of Love?" asks Ryan sarcastic, knowing her answer very well.

"Because reasons Ryan. Because reasons."

Ryan sniggers. "How did you sleep then?"

"Greeeeaaaat." she comments. "Empty dreams are just the thing you need."

"Shall I tone the music down then?"

She groans again, this time leaning her head on Ryan's shoulder. "Please..."

Ryan gives her a quick kiss before turning down the music. Even though it's his favorite song, he does it with pleasure.

"Thanks Ryan. I love myself a good dose of Machine Head but not now."

"No problem Beautiful. You said that you had empty dreams?"

She nods. "Dreams without content. It's like looking at a white screen for hours."

"May I guess the reason?"

"Pffft. Go ahead."

"You miss Alfred?"

"All of them!" she moans. "I feel like such a bad person leaving them for two whole weeks."

"Come on Beautiful. They understand that you need a vacation. Besides, it's not two whole weeks."

"I know I know. 12 days but still."

Ryan puts his right arm around her and brings her a bit closer. "I miss them too Roxy. But I tend to think of it like this; we are gonna see them again after this. And when we do, we'll see how happy they are."

That thought brings a slight smile to Roxanne's face as she lifts her head of Ryan shoulder. She sighs relieved and gives Ryan a look that says only one thing: "Thank you".

He puts his arm back on the wheel as Roxanne kicks her feet in the air and lands them on the dashboard in front of her. She doesn't have her boots on, giving her feet some air. They don't smell which is always a good thing. Her right lowers down the side of her seat and turns a knob, making her chair tilt backwards. She really makes the most of it now. With the right words said from Ryan to her, she feels relaxed. At least for a while but she takes it for what it's worth.

She kicks down the sunscreen the moment she figures that the forest has gotta end at some point. She closes her eyes and a sneaky, unnoticeable smile appears as se awaits the inevitable.

The forest ends and where rays of bright blinding sunlight hit the backside of her sunscreen, they also hit the vanurable and very sensitive eyes of the male cheetah next to her.

"Aah! Fucking...!" he exclaims as he puts down the sunscreen in anger. "... I hate the sun."

Roxanne chuckles, trying to hold back. Ryan notices this and can't help but to laugh with her. She looks at him with a gaze, an expression that says "sorry" on one side but "it was funny, admit it" on the other. When the returning look acceptes the apology and admits that must have been quite hilarious for her, Roxanne seems to doze off again. But before she does, she offers him her hand to hold. The big claw. The scaly purple one he never judged her of having while most did.

The offering may not seem like a lot but to Ryan it means the world. Happy, he takes her hand and the two become one as they softly clench into one another. She gasps all of the sudden, looking a bit shocked at Ryan's holding hand.

"Oh..." she realizes.

"Something wrong?"

"No. I still have to get used to you having only three fingers on that hand." she says awkward as a blush appears on her face.

"It's okay Beautiful. You're not the only one." he nods to himself.

Roxanne closes her eyes and lies her head back on the pillow. Looking forward to having dreams that aren't blank.

... as we won't be able to be attending the festivities when they take place here on FA.

The reason for this being that I'll be going to France for two weeks and... well... no internet. So unless I can find a good WiFi hotspot, I'm pretty screwed.

So... yeah. Short announcement. I can't really say much since I'm... no joke... pretty choked knowing that there will people who will miss when I'm gone. People like  Reane, with whom I RP loads. We have both grown so attached to each other. Even if all communications was no more than noting each other.

But also on Skype I will be missed.  Seiiko-kanda just hated that I was gonna leave. And my computer had to die at just that moment.  Reane doesn't even know about this yet.

And of course all unmentioned... of course... should have. But... you know who you are. No matter the thing you've done with me... I appreciate it and charish it all. You all made my life so much better and so much more open than the enclosed space I was confined in before this. Thank you all... so much!

That actually brought a smile on my face. Good god...

Anyway, I'll be leaving around 6:30 in the morning. Which is about 6 hours and 40 minutes after I've posted this journal. Till then, I'll be asleep or drunk. Don't know...

I hope you all have a merry Christmas and a fantastic 2015. I will think of you all when I toast.

- Roxanne and Ryan
~Phantomfoxx

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Go ahead. Be aware: answers given under the influence of metal.

One day. Just one day before it breaks. I can't send any messages anymore because it "cannot connect to Skype Home" or whatever it is. It says to restart the computer and try again. Guess what? NOTHING! I'm getting rid off it. If that's even possible...