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Ever since Anthrocon my life has been awesome.

AC was so much fun for my second year around. I got to hang with some friends who I got to see again and hung out with some other furs too. I had a blast hanging with everyone at the con. Sunday night was my favorite time because I started practicing juggling in suit and some people thought it was really cool and were comparing me too  mighty-creation and calling me the novice version of him. xD

After returning from the con Karma and I moved into our new place. It is such a nice and very big apartment we are now living in. Though it took us a crazy 10 days to fully move in and settle down. Between the move and RMFC we were able to achieve making about 4 partial suits. It was fun, but hectic when we were getting very little sleep for about two weeks.

RMFC sure did go by fast, but I had tons of fun at that con and this year has been my favorite year at the con. Got to see all my local friends again and hung out with a bunch this time around. This is the only time I know where I spent more than half the time at the con laughing so hard over such a silly conversation topic started between con room mates. xD
I also got to spend more time juggling in suit at this con and I got so many pictures and videos taken. :D

Now for the crazy and very good news. As of tomorrow (August 7th) Karma and I will be going on a strict diet and we are both excited to lose weight and live a healthier lifestyle. I am extremely excited about this because I have been frightened about my weight issue for a few years after I found out I have dangerously high cholesterol when I was 20. The one thing I already dislike about the diet we will be doing is that I will not be able to have ketchup anymore or at least for a while. :-: waaaaaa!!!! -cuddles a giant ketchup bottle- I will miss you dear ketchup

I am super stoked for AC again. I am so happy I get to go again and look forward to seeing some furs I know. I am also excited that Cirque will be debuted at this con. It is going to be so awesome!!! 8D

Today I have turned 24....geez am I old, but I still don't feel my age.

Today has been a nice day. First my mom treats me and Karma to Chinese food for lunch. After that I played video games for most of today, then I went out to dinner with some friends and Karma. Now we are just sitting around playing Pokemon puzzle league.

Also I had a great time at FWA. Got to see a few old and new friends and got to meet some other random furs. My greatest moment during the con was doing silly little dances with random furries in the halls and artist alley. Some of these other furries told me I should enter the dance competition next year because they want to see someone do a routine in a "stompy feet" fursuit. So keep an eye out because I will be practicing my tail off and try to enter next year. :D

Check it out!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4354860/

For my first time to Further Confusion it was an awesome con.

I had roomed with  karmaai of course and I got to room with my best friend  lakotalutrova and his friend Puppy. (don't know if that is how the guy spells his name) I really enjoyed rooming with Lakota for the first time at a con and rooming with Puppy too. Quite an awesome guy to meet.

I got to spend quite a few hours each day in fursuit, which I had some fun in even though I didn't do much in the form of interacting with other furries and fursuiters....I will work on that at the next con! :D

I achieved my own record though of being in fursuit for 6 hours straight during saturday night. Though two of those hours was spent assisting Karma with fixing  divio fursuit in the headless lounge. It went from just replacing a zipper to touching up almost half his suit because of me noticing so many seams coming apart. xP

It was fun to help out a fellow fursuiter because we met a few other furs and chatted away as we touched up some other fursuit parts. I also liked it each time someone told me I was so cute or that I have such pretty colors.

Thanks to Karma being in the fursuit dance competition I got to meet the few other furs who competed and were awesome to meet as well. I especially liked meeting . Talking to him has really motivated me to try out at the dance competition at the next con I go to. Hopefully I will get to attend FWA again this year.

In general I am happy I got to see a few friends I haven't seen in a while and made a few new friends too.

I am glad I got to meet :nieghclawicon and anybody else I met up and got to hang or chat with for a while. Everybody I got to chat or hang with truly made this con be an awesome con for me. Further Confusion will now be another con I will always want to go to again. Next year I will be coming back, especially to help out Karma possibly run a dealers table next year. :D

Even though it isn't quite the end of the year yet, I felt like posting this journal anyway.

This year sure has been quite a hectic and very emotional year for me.

Started out the year getting a fun job as a sign spinner.

After the job ended I had a really rough time trying to get another job.
Pretty much living literally broke for quite some time and I was trying hard to not live off of friends and family,
but I am glad people put up with me for quite some time. I had a few episodes where I broke down crying
because I couldn't stand the feeling of not being able to afford anything on my own.

After living pretty much broke for about 5 to 6 months I finally landed another job as a dishwasher and prep cook at a restaurant.
I am truly grateful to my job coaches helping me get the job. ^_^

I am still saddened that I lost two pets this year. I miss my dog Miko and my brothers cat Oreo so much, but I still have my sweet baby girl Licorice. (my own kitty cat)

Despite all the sad and depressing stuff that has happened in my life this year, I am glad my life is turning around and I am becoming much happier again in my life. >^-^<

Also to end this with something even happier. I am going to attend Further Confusion next month and I am super excited about it. :D

Definitely the best time I have had at this con and even any con I have been to in the last 3 years.

I was originally looking forward to seeing and at the con, but by the time the con ended I made a couple more friends who I hope I get to see all of them again next MFF or at any other upcoming cons I will be attending.

Hopefully I can make this journal as short as I can.


Wednesday:

To start off Karma and I drove somewhere around 16 hours-ish, which was quite a relaxing drive until we hit farmland....most boring 120 miles I have ever driven in my life Dx

We were happy though that we got the driving done as fast as we could arriving around 10:30 in the morning on Thursday.


Thursday:

Not much was going on as usual, just seeing all the furries and fursuiters roaming around. Just a few minutes in to bringing stuff to our hotel room I got noticed by Snowpaws who bought a tail from us back at AC. Spent some of the day working on finishing Karma's fursuit for the con and later in the evening I suited up and roamed around for a little bit. Also hung out with Snowpaws some.


Friday:

Helped Karma set up some stuff to be sold in the artist alley. I spent most of the day just running around and checking out art in the artist alley and dealer's den. Hung out with Snowpaws some more. Got to see my friend Daisuke again and meet his mate. Got to suit again in the evening for a little bit, trying hard to develop my fursuiter personality.


Saturday:

I chose to sit in the artist alley to try sellling some of my gloves that I've had sitting around since AC. Unfortunately only sold 1 pair. >.> So I pretty much left after a little bit. But shortly a little after the artist alleyopened, Reizo and Meow showed up and said "hi". I still feel bad it took me a moment to recognize them because I was still waking up. x3

I pretty much spent the rest of the day just hanging out with the few friends I had at the con and fursuited some more. By this time I felt like I developed a little bit of a character and people kept telling me how adorable I was. ^-^


Sunday:

Most fun day I have had at a con! I can easily sum it up as I did not stop hanging out and chatting with people from noon til midnight. :D

I was so happy I got to hang out with Reizo and Meow, along with a few others for a few hours before they had to take off. At one point I got surprise poked by who decided to hang with me while I was eagerly waiting to meet with Reizo and Meow.

At another random point when hanging out with some friends I overheard mentioning they were having issues with their fursuit head. I asked to look at the headpiece and realized what the issue was and I offered to fix her headpiece. Even though I missed out on the fursuit games, I was very happy I got to fix up Lutara's head because I wanted her to be able to enjoy wearing her fursuit. In the process of fixing her head I end up making friends with her and her mate . Lutara even did a little doodle of my fursona on one of the con suite tables. x3

I pretty much spent the rest of the day hanging out with all of my old and new friends. I also spent even more time suiting during the night.


This year at MFF will forever be one of my best times I've had at a convention. :D

I feel like this is something I really wanted to post but I just lost one of my beloved pets, being my cat Oreo Creampuff.

Well this pet was more so my brothers cat, but I was very attached to this cat too.

A few months back I had to put my dog down which had been suffering very badly for what I thought felt like 2 or 3 years. I had a shiba inu named Miko and for the last 6 or 7 years she had gone blind from glaucoma. Back in may my parents finally decided to put her down because she was barely moving anymore, she obviously couldn't see and we figured she couldn't hear or smell anything anymore either.

But just now we had lost Oreo. Neither me, my brother or my parents saw this coming. We had taken him to a vet about 3 weeks ago and the vet said Oreo had gotten some form of cancer and a minor liver issue that could be treated and would keep him alive for another 6 months to a year.

But I guess that vet was wrong. Oreo passed away a lot faster than we all expected. He at least got to spend his last moments laying on my mothers lap.

R.I.P Oreo, the most lovable ragdall of a cat I've had T^T

I couldn't think up anything else for a title, but this journal is about what has happened to me over the last 3 weeks.

I will start off saying that this is great news about me.

About 3 weeks ago I got contacted by a member of this organization called DVR who mentioned about a job opening.

Now what DVR is, it is short for Division of Vocational Rehabilitation. DVR is basically an organization who helps people
with all sorts of disabilities try to get jobs, they work mainly with young adults and teenagers. I got involved with this
organization about a year ago because I have a learning/developmental disability and my parents thought this would
help me get a job.

So pretty much over the last year I was lucky enough to get a temp job in early 2012 and I got a pizza delivery job which unfortunately didn't last long.

But the great news is that this DVR member who contacted me told me that this restaurant wanted to do an "assessment" with me. So after a 20 hour long, hands-on "assessment" at the restaurant I have gotten a part time job as a dishwasher and prep cook. :3

After dealing with being broke and depending on others for 4 months I will be able to afford living a little better. :D

For it being my first time to AC, it wasn't definitely worth experiencing finally. I had been wanting to go since I first heard about the convention about 5 years ago.

I finally got to go and it is definitely a con I want to go back to. I just hope I don't get stuck behind the dealer table for the entire con next time. It was not fun having to constantly fix gloves and tails all day every day of the con. >_<

I still had some fun during the con. I got to meet some friends, ran into a lot of local furs and finally got to wear my fursuit for a tiny bit. :3

When I build up the tolerance I'm definitely gonna try to suit as much as I can at any future fur cons I attend. :D

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Now the tutorial I mentioned. Definitely worth reading, especially if you have a hard time figuring out how to be around introverts.

http://sveidt.deviantart.com/art/Ho.....erts-291305760

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How do you want to be addressed?
Ryo (r-eye-o)

Gender?
I am male though some think I am a girl from a distance.

Age?
I be 23

What do you look like?
I stand at 5'9", long blonde-ish side bang with ponytail. I am usually wearing tripp pants and one of my many ear hats. I'm kind of a chubby guy.

Where/how can I find you?
I'm planning to be all over the place both in and out of my fursuit. :3

How are you getting there?
By plane with my mate.

Where are you staying at?
the main con hotel. :D

Which days will you be attending?
I will be there the whole time since I will be seeing family afterwards in Pennsylvania.

Do you do requests?
I am willing to take on anything to become a better artist. :3

Do you do trades?
Depends on what we do for a trade.

Do you do commissions?
I am not that good of an artist yet, unless you like the way I already draw.

Will you have prints, CDs, or merchandise?
I have premade "paw-some!" paw gloves being sold at the Sparkle Kreations dealer table :D

Will you have Art in the Art Show?
Nope, I am not that good yet

Who will you be with?
I am rooming with . I will also be seeing and I hope I get to make more friends at the con.

What is your main purpose for attending?
To have a blast, sell some stuff and chill with friends.

Can I talk to you?
Yes! I love chatting and making new friends.

Can I take pictures with you?
out of suit, maybe...but in suit definitely!

Can I touch/hug/cuddle you?
I LOVE HUGS!!

Can I hang out with you?
Yes! otherwise i may get bored out of my mind

Do you go to parties?
Nah, parties aren't my thing.

Do you fursuit/costume?
As I stated above I will be having a suit. I forgot to mention that it will be a suit of my main fursona Ryo-aki.

What is the best way to reach you?
Just look out for the adorable lime, lavendar and black cat with the bright red mohawk if I am in suit. Otherwise if you know me and have my number you cant text me to meet somewhere.

Anything else?
I am super stoked for this con. I finally get to attend this con after wanting to go for the last four years. :D

This is legit. I was curious to look up the music video to Chris Browns song "turn up the music" and I didn't expect to see this, but I saw Lagarto's Alligator/Crocodile fursuit in the music video. O.O

If no one know who Lagarto is, he is the most well known leather maker you will see at pretty much every furcon in the U.S.

Here you can see the suit on Lagarto's personal website:

http://www.buylagarto.com/

You can see the same suit at 1:58 in Chris Brown's music video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQWG.....yU&ob=av2e

I don't know if that is actually Lagarto in the suit, but if it is then that is even more awesome. :D

This is such a fun and whimsical short film.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TcPK.....amp;playnext=1

I feel like I am going crazy with what I am doing right now.

Not only am I helping out a little bit with fursuit stuff for Anthrocon, but for the past week and a half I have been spending many hours constantly drawing, cutting and sewing up gloves for AC as well.

I feel like I am a one man machine right now because in the past week and a half I have been working on 76 pairs of gloves I am planning to bring to AC to sell at the Sparkle Kreations Dealer table. @_@

I am halfway through making all 76 pairs of gloves too. I've already pulled one all nighter and I may be pulling another one or two just to get all the gloves made in time for the con.

I am looking forward to seeing some friends at the con and I hope I make some new friends too. :D

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SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

OPEN FIRE!

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

>:P = Your Sexy

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o//

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

This was the best time I've had at a furcon in 5 years of going to furcons. I got to meet a ton of people, chatted a ton and just in general did a lot of fun things.

To start off, some of you who saw me at the con were aware that I was part of the dealer table for Sparkle Kreations. It was definitely an interesting experience to help at a table during one of the five largest fur cons in the US. I thought FWA was fun before, but the con was so intense this year.

There was only five of us rooming together during the con being and me. We all did a ton of fun things during the con. I was pretty happy to Matsi win first place in the talent show. :3

At one random point during the con on Saturday I got to meet for the first time ever since we first started chatting online 4 years ago through myspace. I am still super happy I finally got to meet him and chat for a little bit. :D

I also met and who are some of the coolest furs I could make friends with. x3 So many lol's happened during those few hours we hung out and udder chaos happened after the con ended, which led to many antics on the first floor of the con between suiters and non-suiters. xD

I am looking forward to next year and hope it is even better. :D

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1. Do you sleep naked? Nope, I prefer my clothes to stay nice and toasty at nite :3

2. Do you sleep with socks on? already answered in above question

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else? i prefer my fluffy pillow known by the name of Karma. :D

4. Do you enjoy drama? HECK NO!!!

5. Are you a manly man? Not very much

6. Who was the last person you hugged? my sweetie pie Karma! ^-^

7. Small or large package? what kind of a question is that?

8. Are you short? I am average height, but everyone makes me feel short, which makes me happy. :3

9. Do you like somebody? only my mate

10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy? Nope! Has something to do with anime

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty? that will bother me depending on how dirty they are

12. Do you think you’re conceited? nope

13. Do you dress up on Halloween? yes, I enjoy cosplaying and fursuiting after all xP

14. Are you double jointed? Heck yes! That is partially why I'm a cat furry. ^-^

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? I dunno

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? Yeah, but I got vengeance and smacked his back. that is what you get Sia.

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? If there is then I'd like to know

18. Do you call anybody by their last name? Nope

19. How many boys will read this just because it says "Boy Confessions"? Dunno, but I'd be curious to see who else will do this. :3
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[ ] I wear make up.
[X] I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I can brush my teeth without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous. (Sometimes)
[x ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[x] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[X] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[X] I own a boy band CD.
[x ] I get bored watching football.
[X] Boys are confusing. (sometimes)
[ x] I've been called a bad influence. ( in a good way)
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
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Come on fellas, be truthful!

1. What color is your underwear? all colors of the rainbow cuz I'm gay like that. ;3

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired boys? Color doesn't matter to me.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? No

4. What's one thing a boy can do to make you like them? Just be fun, nice and humorous.

5. Do you have a best friend? a few actually

6. Have you ever had your heart broken? no

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? nope, thought of surgery in general makes me nervous

8. Do you like your life? Not really, but it is slowly getting better

9. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you? nope

10. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? never have been, but wouldn't mind trying

11. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? it's kinda equal

12. Have you ever slapped anybody in the face? nope

13. What are your biggest fears? super high heights and deep bodies of water

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? too many times, but that was years ago

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? yes

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?" Sometimes some people deserve a second chance

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? Yup, usually have that feeling most of the time

18. Do you ever wish you were famous? Sometimes, but I'd enjoy being famous as an artist or performer. :3

19. Are you currently missing someone? My lovable puffy puma ;-;