http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20027370/ ♥

Tried to time the posting of this when the upload spree had calmed down a little, but when I did upload it, it was swept away from the main page in about 30 seconds. Oh well :P

Just don't do it. Trust me.

If any of you unfollow me for whatever reason, if there's ANYTHING you take away from my FA, let it be this journal.

Where I got tigerprints tattood on my belly and my arms and legs

Convince me that this is a bad idea, pls

That said 'Stab!' In chat every time I attacked, and played a sound effect.

I kept getting kicked :(

Are commissions a thing people would be interested in?

I mean, I'm not really confident in my own ability, so I didn't really want to do any commissions as of yet. Or even at all - I never wanted to create art for financial gain.

But uh... well I've been moving out this week and, well, I'm broke, and I can't eat next week. So in these dark times I just thought I might as well throw the ball out there and see if people would be interested... !

I mean, no biggie if not. I dunno. Sorry for the lack of uploads and activity recently. As I mentioned a few lines above, Ive been moving out and its been very stressful and Ive been very busy :(

love you ♥

This reminds me of the time I found that website that allows you to create custom RPs that anyone can join and I tried to provoke that orgy and lost like 15 followers

Good times ♥

fuck you green
fuck you and your strong and smart pokemon

So a conversation I had the other day with a few people stayed with me for a little while, so I thought I would take my thoughts and smoosh them into a journal on FA. It's unusual I write a meaningful journal, recently Ive just been whining in a dry, sarcastic way about people on the internet and stuff. *edit* I did actually do that just now aha, guess I cant help myself. *edit* ...But no one wants to hear that stuff!

So, uh, I was talking about music and how it moves and inspires me. I had shown a song to a friend and I told them that the song really moved me - they asked 'The lyrics?' and I was suddenly like... Nooo. The MUSIC.

Now I understand why people like lyrics. They are essentially rhythmic poems that hold and portray meaning. I think the BEST lyrics are the ones that are left down to the listeners interpretation, but that's just my opinion.
... Having a Facebook account, I do have a lot of real life... *ahem* dweebs, on there :P I see a lot of people posting lyrics from songs and being like 'MAN THE FEELS THIS IS SO TOUCHING OH MY THE LYRICS SPEAK SO LOUDLY TO ME IM SO EMOTIONAL :'('

I mean thats fine and all, but the lyrics are often like;

AND SHE LEFT ME ALONE IN THE DARK
LEFT TO PICK UP THE PIECES IN THE PARK, WHERE SHE LEFT ME
I DUNNO WHAT I SHOULD DO, TEARS FALLING LIKE DEW
HITTING THE GROUND LIKE MARBLES, DROWNING IN MY SORROWWWWWWWWW << I made that up on the fly pretty cool rite not rly

... And I dunno. Its too obvious. It's too striking. I don't like it. I really don't. Lyrics... Don't move me.

But music does.

So much emotion can be passed through just instruments and sounds alone. I feel that lyrics are a limited way of expression, because although they are easy to interpret, you are restricted by words and language. Music itself can make you feel anything, even emotions you cannot even describe or put your finger on. I feel like you can get lost in music, you can let it take over you and evoke any emotion you feel is appropriate. Lyrics... are difficult to get lost in. But.. Thats just my oppinion.

Anyway, I'm done waffling here. I have to go. But I left you a song at the very top of this post - It's from Archeage, which is probably one of my favorite games. It's full of flaws and is nowhere near the BEST game. But the period of when I started playing it was a turnabout point in my life, a time when I started to discover wonderful things about myself, and met wonderful people there to share the experience with, people who I played with and connected with who I will never forget.

Maybe THAT is why that particular piece of music connects with me, because my subconscious associates it with that time. Either way, whether its from a video game or not, it's an inspirational piece which I just wanted to share. Sadly, I've searched many times for the composer of these songs but all I can ever find is that XLGames commissioned them. Sucks! But I do know that it won several awards in Korea, and rightly so!

See you all soon ♥♥

Big deal.

Fucking listen to yourself.

Many pls ♥
https://twitter.com/RythaFernfall

(Follow me on twitter and I will follow you back <3)

With the message 'furaffinity, how about nope'

Lol, sad thing is that I doubt that they would have even checked my profile out if they didn't think I was female :P

EDIT: I dont even have furaffinity on my profile! They must have gone to my profile, to my YouTube, to my Tumblr, and THEN found the link to furaffinity.

That's dedication right there ♥

tl;dr From now on you're going to be seeing a lot of my shitty drawings ♥ Also I'll be uploading remixes of Pokemon songs soon.

Okay so it's been a long time! For those of you who remember me; Hai! For those who don't; my names Rytha and my sona is a pink dragon who has big tits and a nice butt! I think that's all you really need to know :o

So I thought I'd do an update. I miss submitting content to this site, and talking to you all in the comments and stuff. I dunno, it's 6AM here and I haven't slept so this is going to be quite the messy journal :o But as much as it may (or... probably will not) be interesting for any of you to read whats been going on in my life, it's more for me to type things out and organise my thoughts. I dunno. It can be healthy to keep a blog of sorts! I mean I wish my life was interesting enough to keep a varied, daily blog, but I disgress.

So there hasn't been much music recently. And I know that sucks. But I haven't really been feeling it. I was trying to produce music for months but I've just been getting nowhere. You could call it a super long extended block - but actually I'm not that great at producing music as it is, so that probably factors into it.

Don't get me wrong - I am fond of the remixes I do! But my own creative work... I don't like it. I just don't. And I find that... Music really moves me. I *love* music. But when I'm being creative, I like to LISTEN to music. To allow it to move me. When I'm creating it... I dunno. I just don't get that flow.
That's not to say I'm giving up. Of course not. Actually, I have a backlog of remixes to upload to here. I've nearly finished the entire Pokemon GSC soundtrack in trance form! ... It's just that, I'm going to stop forcing myself to try and create original tracks. It's not working at the moment.

So what are we going to be seeing on my page, you might ask!

Well, recently, I've started drawing! ... I say recently. This isn't actually my first attempt. I love art (I mean, don't we all, otherwise we wouldn't be here...), and there's been MANY attempts in my life where I've gone 'hey, actually, I wanna be a really good artist!'. Sadly, it's something that needs nurturing, and because I get depressed and upset with myself easily, I gave up every time.

Actually, what I really wanted to do several times in my life is create my own online card game. I don't talk about this much (at all!!!!), but I used to develop video games in my spare time. I was always upset about the poor art, but as I literally just explained, I never nurtured my ability. But through playing a lot of different card games through my life, I've always wanted to create my own; and I think I've had some pretty good ideas, too. But of course, card games relied on artwork to an extent, and I always imagined amazing, creative designs in my head and just... Had no way of getting them out of there.

Back to the point! Recently I've been putting a lot of effort into improving my ability in drawing/etc. I've shown -a few- people my art, and I've been met with 'Oh, you're really good for a beginner' comments. Which is all well and good, but as I mentioned, I've been doing this many times in my life. Actually, for the amount of times I've tried to art, I'm actually very bad considering the time I've put into it.

But still, when I was thinking about what I actually wanted to create... What I would be proud of to actually do, this all came back to me, and I decided to just pick up a pencil and draw every night. At first I was like 'Oh, I'll do a page per night' and now I've found myself eliminating multiple pages every night. I hope this habit keeps up, I really do. There's so many things I've wanted to do with art, I've even really wanted to create my own webcomic for some time now, I have a few stories I want to tell and have never had any way of presenting them in a form I was happy with.

I've actually been uploading a few of my attempts to draw to my tumblr account - I've always wanted to inspire people, and I quite often see aspiring artists getting depressed over the quality of their work. So I felt like if I really was going to improve my ability, I should really try and document it as best I can - to show the people that need it that you know... It can be done. I've flicked through inspirational posts to do with artists and artwork in the past, and a LOT of them give the message that 'Yeah, you've got to have been doing art continuously from a really young age to be any good at it! Have fun making great artwork in your early 40's, LOL', and even if that message is only percieved by my cynical self, I still feel like it's presented that way. So I thought it would be good (and it would motivate myself, too!) to show people where I improve and etc.

I didn't really want to post anything here though, because whereas with my tumblr, not many people are going to see my things. Here... There's a higher chance. Especially if people are wanting remixes & stuff and I'm uploading really shitty art... I had this feeling that I would disappoint people. However, a really good friend of mine has urged me to upload my things here regardless, and has said a few insightful things. One thing he said that I really clung to it 'art is art' - such a simple saying, yet I feel its actually quite powerful. Because yeah; no matter what we create, even if it conforms to what we believe is good art or not... It's still art, in its own way. And still deserves to be appreciated.

So with that in mind - I'm going to start uploaded my shitty drawings here for you all to see ;D Also I've drawn a Guilmon with gigantic bewbs, so clearly I'm using this ability for good ♥

There are still going to be remixes coming to, as and when I make them. I'm going to be drip feeding you all the GSC soundtrack I've been working on, route by route, so there will still be things to enjoy there, too. But I'm also going to be filling your submission feeds up with shitty drawings I've done that you can either laugh or smile at... I don't mind. I'll be happy to have them documented, and I dunno. Hopefully it'll be fun! ♥

With that...

I don't think I really have anything to say.

If you came this far, I'll be really fucking impressed. My life is not interesting in the slightest and I really can't believe that I've talked about it for so long :P
If you actually managed to read this far, type 'Rytha is a watermelon' in the comments, and Ill reply with a bad joke or something. I dunno, it's meant to be charming and funny but Im not sure I can pull it off at 6AM in the morning :(

... I'll add a tl;dr at the top of the page too ♥

Love you all, as usual. Thanks so much for being awesome ♥

... Because apparently screenshots of websites are not allowed.
This is understandable - but my picture was just of 3 input boxes that I could have easily have made in Dreamweaver or something in like, half a minute.

It was pretty clear that it wasn't actually Youtube, lol.

Not that it really matters. It was just a joke, really.

BUT AMGZ I HAZ WARNING D: WAT DO

*lifts up rock and peeks out slightly*

Yeah, I've been off radar for a while. Off radar, off-grid, off-pretty-much-everything.

Kind of a shame really. Everyone's been enjoying new year and stuff and all wishing each other the best and making plans for the year, talking all the usual stuff about reinventing themselves, you know, the usual bullshit that people say that's still kinda nice to subscribe to now and again.

But being a massive introvert who pretends to be an extrovert all the time is tiring, and I've had to force myself into my cave for quite a while to recover some of that energy. To be honest, I'm still not sure I'm ready to leave. I felt like I was, but complications popped up with my physical health (to be bundled with my mental health, of course!) and it just made me want to stay in the cave a bit longer.

Well, I know it's late, but happy new year and Christmas, for those who celebrate them. I had planned to release an album before the end of 2015. That was my goal that I set for myself like, ages ago. And I failed, so that's fun :P

I dunno, this is just turning into a journal that's packed full of self-pity, so I'm going to cut it short here.

But before I go...

Thanks for all the support everyone gave me in 2015.
I never thought anyone would actually listen to the remixes I made.
I never thought I would hear any of my remixes mic-spammed on TF2 (... apparently)
I never thought anyone would actually really watch me on here.
I never thought I would get Skype invitations from random people wanting to compliment me.
I never thought I would meet people who would set out to support and encourage me to believe in myself

... And there's a lot of other things that 'I never thought' would happen, but people made them happen for me.

So thank you. And I think about all of you on here every day.
And with that...

*sets rock back down again*



I'm hoping that in 2016, more of my dreams can come true.

 JustASliver noted me yesterday after listening to my new track and told me that it inspired him to write a small story with the theme of the song in-mind. Besides being overwhelmed with emotion (as in other journals I've posted, I've outlined that I love inspiring people), I read it and it was very, very good, too!

It's a short, to the point story about a race set in a sci-fi world, filled with a lot of charm and quirkiness through interesting character names that you would expect to find in games such as F-Zero. I'm not actually much of a reader myself (as much as I may want to be - short attention span!), but I enjoyed it all the way through and I wanted to recommend it and his other works, because I believe he deserves the attention :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18452910/ < direct link to the story 'Sector 99'

Keep up the good work :3

Why part one? Because I can honestly see myself writing quite a few of these :P

Basically I have a family birthday coming up. And I am expected to buy a 'birthday card'. Apparently it shows that I care. I buy a card with a pre-printed message, give it to someone for them to skim read, and then they place it straight in the bin.

And nobody see's the problem with this. Like, if I don't get a someone a birthday card, suddenly I've done something wrong and that I don't care.

Like, seriously?

It's an industry that will never die really. Profiting on our desire to remain in good social standings with our friends and loved ones. It's a complete farce that exploits us into giving corporations our money for what is an item that has zero value, and usually has zero sentimental value.

Sure, you could write a nice message; but most people don't. They just mirror the 'Happy birthday' message written inside, and then sign it. Maybe they'll write 'Love, from'. Awww. Because that really shows that they love you.

Also, I can't help but sympathize with trans people, whom's familes misgender them through these cards that are supposed to 'show they care'. Imagine your mother giving you a card with the opposite gender on it. Imagine being REMINDED of that. On your birthday, of all days.

And it's no wonder the Earth itself is fucked. If people are slaying tree's, turning them into these greetings cards and then putting them straight into landfill? It's the most pointless thing it's nearly unbelievable.

Seriously, they do more harm than good.

/Rant Over

OP willpower

HAVING THE SEX WITH THE BEES AND THE EAGLES

This is too funny

Sadly, this is the only way I can really help, but if anyone wants any music commissioning;

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7026688/

^ this is the link you should go to! ♥

So guess what? I've had a few drinks, and something happened to me today which is worthy... Of a story. And it involves our favourite kind of person! The people we all at least know one of; some of us may be close to them, some of us may dislike them, some of us may even be them ourselves. They're a wide variety of people; a mixed bag for sure. They can be noble, full of pride, recreational, laid back, strict, competitive or relaxed.

Yup! I'm talking about the gamer.

I've been playing video games from an early age, so I suppose you could even call me a gamer. I'm quite laid back in most environments, although I can get agitated if you come at me with 6 legendaries on Pokemon, and I MIGHT say that you're 'not creative' or some other sore comment when you beat me because of your, frankly, higher base stats. (Not a sore loser, honest D: )

But there's one genre of game I can very, very easily get sucked into, and that's a Massively Multiplayer Online Role-Player Game. Or an MMORPG, in short. After playing Final Fantasy 12 (which I often tell people is my favourite game... Well, I usually say Spyro the Dragon first and watch them tut and think 'girl gamer', which is incredibly sexist. I've beat Yaizmat and the Hell Wyrm, I'll have you know!!!!), I found that FF12 was actually very similar to these online RPGs. Only, you could play with other people at the same time. Like seriously! How cool is that?!

I won't be naming any names, even the name of the game. But after playing a lot of MMO's, from Guild Wars to even small Korean ones, like Dragonica, or IRIS Online, a new MMORPG gets announced (about a year ago now?), and I get pretty excited for it as a few of my friends say that they're going to play it, too!

So I start playing this game, and I fall in love. I fall in love quickly with MMORPG's, but this one I played for well over 600 hours(?). I was completely addicted. I overtook my friends and they eventually stopped playing as I maxed my character out and started doing a lot of end-game content. The game got a bit lonely without my friends who had lost enthusiasm, and end-game dungeons were seemingly impossible. So what do you do when you run out of things to do on an online RPG. You join a guild. Or, in my case, you get a little bit high and mighty, and you form your own!

So I befriend these two people I meet in one of the major cities. They were low levels, so I totally started speaking to them to assert my dominance. :3
But no, seriously. I was very nice to them. I hope, anyway. And we formed my first guild! I told them that I didn't want to have this whole 'leader' vibe around me, so I promoted them to a similar position. We all owned the guild... Pretty much. we actually expanded quite a bit, and had some good times together; we were always talking freely and openly, running dungeons and helping each other out with in-game finances and other activities.

However, every story has it's conflict. Unless it's one of those strange studio ghibli films where nothing actually happens. Despite those films being really good, (sadly), my story has a conflict. Unfortunatley, most stories also have a resolution and a motive, but my story lacks both of them, because as noted WAY up there (^), 'gamers' are weird people.

Being the gulliable person I am, I started to trust these two people a lot. And they seemed to trust me too! The three of us talked almost every day, and I really felt I had a place to belong.

Until one, fateful day. I had awoken from my slumber and had nothing to do for 24 hours (like every other day, really), and logged into my favourite MMO. Something seemed strange about this day... The wind blew eerily, my footsteps echoed with a discerning tone as I approached my computer. Sitting down, I found it impossible to get comfortable, my hair was messy and obstructing my vision no matter where I pushed and pulled it to. I squirmed uncomfortably, but without a second thought, I started up the game and loaded up my character.

Yawning, I typed an empty 'HAI GUYS HOW YOU DOING' into guild chat. A virtual tumbleweed must have rolled past; for the answer was non-existent. Checking the roster; 'Oh, it's fine. They're just offline. I'll wait a bit, they should be here soon'.

After an hour of farming these particular enemies to increase the power of my weapon, I saw someone using a similar technique as me to kill them. My draw distance was pretty low, so I had to tentatively approach them in order for their name to show up above their character...

And there he was. My friend, who was offline, was here, killing enemies to upgrade his weapon, just like myself. I checked the roster again, and checked the button to 'view offline players'.

My two friends had left the guild. The two people whom I had confided so much in had left the guild without a word. I gasped in shock! W...Why would they do this?! What did I do?! Why did they leave me all alone- I can't organise the other players without them!

My adrenerline increased due to worry and shock as I watched this player pull off the very combo I had taught him again and again, killing the mobs I spent ages teaching him about in order to improve his gear...

I swallowed, and right clicked the offending avatar, and clicked the 'whisper' button. This would send a private message that only he could see... I asked him outright... 'W-Why did you leave...? I thought we were friends... I trusted you quite a lot over these many months...'

His replies were short; he clearly didn't want to talk to me. But I had to have an answer... I had to! What had I done wrong?! I pestered him, until eventually, he suddenly just had some sort of crazy outburst.

This guy, who seemed sweet and reliable through the many days we had spent talking, exploded and called me many many things that would make a girl cry for days upon days. Profanities bit through his harsh words, as he called me a 'fat slut' who should drink bleach and go and get herself raped, among many many other things. He never did explain why he called me all those things.

Tears welled up in my eyes from his angst. His words cut deep; not only did he suddenly not even want to know me, but he wanted to abuse me, to hurt me. He was telling me to go and kill myself, words that don't easily leave a person.

So what did I do?

Well I turned the 'friendly fire feature' off and killed him in game. That's the MMO way, right? Adrenerline rushed through my body as I clicked his avatar once more, my fingers tapping through number keys as I unleashed my perfected combo which quite frankly was a step above his (rofl). Another player saw me attacking, to what looked to him, a friendly player, and tried to defend me, but I just killed him as well. It was hilarious. ;D

All of his gaming pride shone through his moves as he executed skills that I had tol him not to run, in a desperate attepmt to find his own style and shine above me. But there was a good reason I told him not to use those skills, and thats because they are shit, and I rekt him, and it was hilarious.

Uh, so whats the point of this story apart from my own self-pity?

Well I left that game after this happened, What he did was horrible, and I had no intention of playing that game anymore. But today I remembered my love for the game, and had somehow forgotten about those god-forsaken comments made against me, and logged in for old times sake.

After about an hour of playing, I join a raid to complete and event, when someone messages me after I say that I'm rusty after not playing for so long. 'That's fine, Rytha. You're famous anyway. At least to me you are.'

Obviously, I inquired about this. This very same guy seems to have been spreading shit about me on this game ever since! Apprentaly he had been telling people about me and making me sound like I was a monster, referring to me as a 'fat bitch', again, among other things which these players wouldn't repeat.

At first, I was pretty shocked. I mean, 6-7 months on? Isn't that kinda creepy and obsessive?

... And then I laughed.
And I laughed.
And I laughed some more.

Clearly, I had cut this guys MLG PRIDE so deep that he has never, ever forgotten about it, and still felt the need to insult me to others to make himself feel better.

Rofl.
So on that note, I have quit that game for good. I'm fairly sure that over these 7 months, he has grown stronger and better than me, and has convinced himself that when he finally meets me, he will kill me once and for all.

Shame I'm never going to give him that pleasure, LOL.

... And there is my story. I can only assume that this 'gamer' left the guild and shouted these profanities at me out of some sort of warped jealousy, as he fought and worked hard to be a better player than myself! At the end of the day, I will never know. And that's fine.

He's given me a great story which I was able to share with all of you ♥

There are good things, and there are good stories. Always remember that when another gamer says terrible things to you because you ganked their lane or... Whatever.

And if you read this far, I seriously, seriously commend you. As I drank more and more, this story got longer and more detailed! As a prize, if you read this far, you can request a song from an old school game in the comments and I will try and remix it, just for you. No promises though ♥♥♥

Thanks for reading. I love you all btw. Remember this! ♥

So for quite a while now I've been trying to make one remix or song per day. Obviously I don't release all of them; most of them turn out awful, but I upload the remixes that work. It's just for practise really!

But I decided to upload one of the songs I made that I spent more time on the other day, and I was really surprised to see that people liked it. I honestly thought that it would slip under the radar; not because it was particulary bad, but mainly because I didn't have a thumbnail, and it just had that standard 'Music' icon that FA gives things :P

I was so surprised (and uplifted!!) by the amount of people who listened to it and took the time to comment on it! Incredibly flattering :3 I mean I am still going to be hyper critical of my own work, but I'm trying to get past that and start showing a few more things off. After all, I'm never going to improve otherwise.

Uh, so what is this journal about exactly? For one I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has supported me and said such nice and encouraging things to me. It makes EVERYTHING I do worth it, believe me, and I am so lucky to have you all listening. I love all of you, really, and I want to keep producing music that you can enjoy. If anyone wants to talk to me on here or Skype or Steam or anywhere please just note me or go ahead and add me, I would love to get to know you.

And for two, I just wanted to address the idea of an album...

So a few people have said I should make one. I personally think I can improve more before I go and do that, as I want my first album to be amazing. It will be my baby and I really want it to be something I can be proud of. However, I did make a pact with myself a long time ago that I would release an album before the end of this year.. I would love it, so so much, if I could stick to that.

Before then however, I want to release my second volume of remixes. If anyone missed the first volume, or just want to have another listen to video game sounds of old remixed in a sort of dance like way, I have the first volume in a playlist here:

Soundcloud - Rytha's Remixes Volume One ♥

You can also download all of my remixes there, too! If you want to have them saved to your harddrive should all the elctricity in the world run out so you can still listen to them for a few hours before your laptop eventually dies, feel free!
Although I daresay if that happened most people would be printing off their saved images from e621 rather than listening to music, but I would be so flattered if you chose my music over that ♥

(Also, feel free to use those remixes however you like. Put them in a YouTube video or reverse them to try and find satanic messages hidden within them; I'm completely fine with all that!)

But I think thats about it! So if you read this far, well done and thank you for listening to my boring ramblings for so long, and just remember that you're all great and I would hug each and every one of you ♥♥♥

Next up on the remix list of Goldenrod City - Pokemon G/S/C, as requested by the lovely  megagengar95 :3

Until next time ♥

And sadly, this is all I can do for them. :c
But you should totes check out their journal here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6972041/

... And then maybe their profile and stuffs!

Oh, and as for remixes, there's one coming in about > 5 minutes, so brace yourselves ♥♥

Thought it was about time I made my first journal. Not that I have much to say, really, but I might as well have a bit of a ramble here; where else would I do so?

Wanted to apologise for the lack of remixes recently. Every one I've attempted as of late hasn't gone the way I have wanted them to, and I've also been putting a lot of work into practising and trying to create original content. ... That's not to say that it's going well at all; I can't seem to create anything that I'm happy with. I've been trying to tell myself to be less harsh on myself, but I really don't want to post anything that isn't... Good. Lol. :P

I've been battling with a few mental issues recently, too. Things have been on top of me, not to sound self-pitying. I've been trying to work through them but I'm sure anything with anxiety issues will understand that sometimes it's just not that simple. I'm hoping this is contributing to my mishaps with my remixes; it would be nice if I listened to them, say, next week, and they sounded a lot better than I thought!

... I can dream :P hehehe.

Anyway, I will be posting more things soon. Currently working on remixing the battle themes from Persona 4 and Golden Sun (Felix), so you have those to look forward to ♥

Also, I'm open to requests when it comes to video game remixes. It's all good practise, so feel free to message me and I will see what I can do!

Lots of love all of you ♥♥♥ And feel free to follow me on any of my things on my FA page ♥♥♥ << shameless plug