My bdayyyyyy is coming up and i cant wait! this year im going to have a good one!!!!! D<

i swear, every year it gets crazier and crazier.
i mean, 2 years ago i got sick and it was one of THE worst i had ever been (besides from the time i couldnt stand and was all bleh for a week)

the year before that my brother went to the emergency room because he coughed up blood, EXEDRA EXDRA

this one will be good!(last year was good but im going to try and top it o.< )

Ok, so there's a girl at school who always is complaining so everyione calls her bitchy, she enjoys the attention so she just acts more and more, well...bitchy.

Last week she saw my notebook full of doodles in pen, she actually complimented me on it(which was shocking) but then suddenly she asked me if i had a DA, i immediately said no (which isnt true) then she asked if i had an FA cause they looked farmilar o.o

now, my freinds know im a fur but they dont know about its extensive ahem "background"

Today, i overheard her listing her porn fetishes(everyone was wtf?) but now im not sure i can show off my artwork without her getting nosey.

omg, im eating an apple right now and it feels sooooooooooooooooooooooo good not to have that dam skin getting caught in them X3

after having to yell at my orthodontist to take em off before halloween(cause a vampire with braces is just....well, wrong!) i finally got em off!

and i gotta tell ya, im loving it! <3
i'll post a pic in a bit

next episode:
stitches off and halloween habits!

laters everybody! =D

i just got a note from some prjudice homophobic guy
here it is


Ryu_HeroHasDogCockAIDS:
YIFF YIFF DOGGY CUM FILLING UP MY ANUS YIFF YIFF YIFF YIFF!

DROWN IN THE FIRES OF RIGHTEOUS HELL, FAGGOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after zeran came out and visited me the moment he leaves half of california is on fire >_>

i painted my room green X3

and i gos a cool hat o.o

i just got back from getting my neck slicedopen and then talking out some pre-cancerous cells @.@
i got stitchessssssssssssss....chucks dig guys with stitches! |D

hey, i would much rather ge surgery than go to school any day ^^
.....
^^;

Hey Guys,
Just stopping by to wish you all a good day, hope everyone's doing ok ^__^

By the By...
A Pirate walks intor with a steering wheel down his pants,
The Bartender asks, "Hey, what's wthe steering wheel?"
The pirate replys, "Arr, Its drivin' me nuts."

Oh ya, Today i got a mole cut off my neck, now ive got a cool lil indent in my neck ^^;

Lates Guys!

been a horrible week, i have a new mate, school started(SUCKS!), im almost ready to say i dont have a sister, computer's dead, and.....uh..ya, i miss you guys =(

feel alil like crying <.<;;;; oh well ^^; you guys soon i hope

lets see, we got home after the fireworks yesterday and we took a boottle and a bowl and filled em with gassolin

some care drove by and saw so we had to put it out before the cops came.

my brother took a bucket of water and tryed putting it out, the water knocked over the gas and the water caught on fire =)

um...it was pretty =o

*sighs* ok, Im on vacation now which is really nice and all but my com wont load FA anymore, it took me 15 minutes to just get to this journal.

ive been drawing but i cant get to the upload page, my com wont load any pics so im basically cut off from FA.
atm, the most i have is msn messenger or yahoo IM but i dont get many messages on there anyways....

on a side note one of my favorite places in the world, Lake Tahoe, is not set ablaze, there is a fire thats burned down many homes and its not stopping, i was supposed to go on vacation there in july but now im not sure =/

today was the last day of school! YATTA! BOOYA! XD

the last class of the day (2 hours long) I skipped and hung out in another classroom, then got kicked out.....so i hung out with a lesbian, some girl, and a gay guy behind drama class...then we ditched and walked to the bank.
then came back XD

finals, final projects, make up work, etc.
thats how its been for the past few weeks, i havent been able to chat on Messenger much. like ya, im online, but except for a few people i havent talked at all
my computer's too slow to load much of fa so i cant do that to pass the time. all Ive been doing is SecondLife, Homwork, and a few chats.
Blech, summer starts this friday...but i dont feel like it is =/

ive been really busy and bored lately cause of all the school projects ive been doing @.@

this week in one of my classes we have to disect frogs =x

im okay with it but some girl started freaking out so i stood in the way and so the kids would stop teasing....she wont even look at the frogs =.

As the title says I think the mental and emotional stress from yesterday made me get sick.

.....thank you everyone for being so kind the other day, i really appreciate how everyone was so nice.

...in my 6th period class i noticed my dead dog's tag was missing from my key chain and started crying in class

my teacher let me go look for it...but i couldnt find it...now im crying and dont feel very well......

my mom gave me his other dog tag but it doesnt change the fact im in alot of pain....

My com has been so dam slow! I havnt been able to do ANYTHING on FA! D:
Its like i friggin never came back!
I cant wait till summer(job u.u;;) so i can get some extra cash and maybe fix a few MAJORLY needed things for my computer.....and food...GIMME FOOD! *tackles random old lady*

Ouchies! X3
Yesterday at my freind's birthday party we went to the park and played football, i got on the worst team but they are my closer freinds, in total it was 4 against 4. until a little kid who was actually really really good showed up o.o

HE WAS 11 Years old!! D:

anyways, I went up against two wrestlers and the main football player from our school. We pwned X3

It was hard but i was having sooooo much fun, everyone was sweating and so tired but I was jumping around and having alot of fun X3
Im so sore now though after getting ramed so much or having to stop them or tackle them. after i get some more food i should be fine though.
on the way back some of the guys didnt believe me that i would eat anything
so i ate a flower off a ice plant |3

back at the party i drank 6 liters of soda and ate sooooo much junk food
this morning i got picked up early and me and my family went to a hill with a cross on it (yesh, my family is very religious ^^;)
it was so beauitul, it overlooked the ocean, it would just be so ramantic |3
anyways, happy mothers day! ^^


Sorryu for teh long journal! ^^ and thanks for readin!

well, today a very popular radio station came to my school at lunch, they played some music and had some contests.

one of the contests was a baby food eating contest, whoever could eat it the quickest would get 2 tickets to six flags magic mountain(a roller coaster theme park)

now, this wasnt any normal eating contest.
BABY FOOD! XD
it was baby food, yepyep
...and i won! XD

so I got 2 free tickets to six flags X3
they also gave me autographs and 4 frisbees X3....and some more baby food for later >_>;;

well after being attacked by loads of IMs I guess I was wrong, I didnt think anyone cared I left =/

....or maybe it's the fact you missed my comments XD
either way Im back.......with avengence! >3

......early tonight I had karaoke with my freinds...I sang you aint nothin but a hound dog x3

ok, last two weeks I died, rose from the dead, died again, rose and died four more times =)

nah, I fried my hard drive XD
It went SPLOOSH!


hehe, ok, but in that time i fixed my head problems and relaxed myself abit, things are going okay even though things just keep getting crazier, I can handle it with ease now ^^

Oh and by the way, if something is bothering you or something is wrong please bring it to my attention, I would like to fix it no matter what I gotta do ^__^

Ok, Yes Folks, This Is A Meme

Answer The Questions God Dam It D:
1. Write One Thing That's Really Been Bugging You Lately:
I havent been on fa lately and some ppl decide to point out why...my chest hurts thats why! pay attention!!!

2. What's Your Favorite Color?
Green, I say Jade though xD
it sounds cooler x3

3. One Major Fetish:
belly...only on dudes though ¬¬

4. What Are You(Emo, Gangster, Prepy...etc)?
uh......I hate titles but ppl have said Im punk cause I dont give a shit what ppl say about me |3
...oh, that and I like punk music x3

5. Name One Thing You Regret You Did In The Past Few Days:
uh...would rather not say T_T
still kinda pissed about that

6. Name One Thing Youre Proud Of From The Last Few Days:
I kicked some guy really hard for flipping over my gf

7. Do You Have Any Secret Crushes?
D: uh...maybe a few D:

8. What's Your Favorite Drink?
uh...beer's always good but i like milk teh best xD

9. What's Your First Language?
English

10. Do You Have A Second Language?
gebrish! no wait, gerbil!!!! nah, I speak alil spanish, Im still learning :3

11. Are You Proud Of Your Heritage?
Irish <3 hell yesh 83

12. What's Your Favorite Band?
Flogging molly

13. Do You Have A Lucky Number?
13 <333333333

14. Do You Still Own Stuffed Animals?
uh.....<.< >.> alot *coughs*

15. Who The Hell Does Memes Still?
ppl who are bored as hell and with no life like me =3

16. What's Your Cell #?
uh...Ask For it? maybe o.o;;

17. Was That Last question Creepy?
Maybe alil o.o;;

18. What's Your HomeTown?
Camarillo, California USA

19. Repost This Meme With The The Title With The Last Song You Listened To
(20-23 Think Of Your Own)

20. What Pisses You Off?
Those who look down on others

21. What Are You Looking Forward To These next Couple Weeks?
SPRING BREAK BITCHES!!!! xD Next week! Oh ya!!!!

22. Are You Mad At AnyOne Right Now? uh...yesh, My gf

23. Is Anyone Mad At You Right Now?
yesh and i dont know why T_T

uh...I took a nap earlier and I woke up to my brother and dad fighting. my sister killed her old cell so my brother gave her his but he didnt give her the charger, my sis was being very ungrateful and my brother exploded and started cusing and stuff

lets see, my dad was being a jerk and made things worse, uh...I had no idea what was going on and, bless my mom, she was trying so hard just to make everyone stop.

so at the time I still had no idea what was happening my brother took me to go "pirate" spare car parts......his car broke down in the business disrect of our town, horrible place to be alone

our only choice was to skate home in the dark but I havent skated in awhile and our sidewalks suck and my brother gave me a bat to ride with, not the easeist thing to do x3

but ya, everyone's pissed at each other cause my brother posted a thing on myspace about how ungrateful my sister is.....well, Im still In a good mood at least ^__^



but my heart hurts and Fa's not letting me upload a cool pic T.T;;

1. Honestly, what color is your shirt?
None

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
......o.o;; everything??? seriously??? uh..no, I will not answer that, I dont want this to be a long and boring discussion where i talk about nothing like I used to, but im over that problem now, see ive been trying to--what were we talking about again?? O.o;

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
well, to tell the truth i was just scratching myself >.> and drinking diet cherry coke =s

4. Honestly, do you think Britney Spears is attractive?
Hell no!

5. Where did #5 go?
Pawing In the corner, where the hell do ya think???....no really, I have no idea o.o;;

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
I slept through the almost the entire exam today

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
Meh, some of their shows I despise, others i like

8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
I think it was my gf, her yelling into the phone or something about, uh...I think her and something about pwnage and ninjas

9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Seriously? |3 yes, every time i see a couple now i get somewhat jealous

10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
.......Those Who Look Down On Others

11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Nope, I dont really find it that hard to resist, never have *instead chews on toes*

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
No, but I eat more than anyone else Ive ever met but I dont gain any weight.....some ppl thought i was beleemic o.o;;

13. Where is question 13?
Dancing at a club *plays funkeh music and jigs*

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
<.< >.> O.O yes

15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
I cant be around certain freinds for more than 24 hoursm, but meh, they have their moments |3 they all just need to get a bit more mature

16-17...?
I threw them into a pit and declared a battle royal to the death, and, uh....I took 18 out back and shot him O.< dont tell mk?

19. Honestly, do you like anyone?
sadly yes

20. Honestly, does anyone like you?
......ya, but i dont wanna hurt anyone =s

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
Go and beat the crap out of something, cry in rage, or walk off and let the anger dwel until i can take it out on something.....unless they applogize, then i will forgive all

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Punched a freind in the face cause he threatened to kill himself

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
OL yes but in RL Im not sure

*CRYING SECTION*

1. Did you cry last week?
MY DOG DIED, WTF DO YOU THINK YA ASSHOLE!!!! >.O

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
When I was a wee laddeh =3

3. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yesh |3

4. What usually makes you cry?
certain music and rage mostly


*Happy Section*

Where's 1 and 2?
Making Out In The Corner o.o;;

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Sometimes, but others they make fun of each other or bitch too much so, i wanna go home x3

4. Do you believe in yourself?
Completely, if i say im gonna do something, i have total confidence in myself

5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you feel happy?
sure! but i get random ones most of the time, so the most i can say is "okkkkkkkkkkkkk..........thanks...?"

ok, so for this past we've been taking these exams at school, really easy, wasnt that stressful, but some blind retard at my school are just now relizing that Im wearing my dog's collar on my wriste as a memorial thing, one of my freinds asked, "oh, tyler, so are you releah's bitch?" ......KILL, I WANTED TO FUCKING STAB HIM AND TEAR OUT HIS EYES!!!!!!! ARRRGGGG!!!!!...but I was to far away so I just chewed him out and told him to shut up and walked off, I felt like I was gonna cry =s

*sighs* next, today a girl who follows my group around and used to have a crush on me noticed the collar

Her: "Tyler, why are you wearing a collar on your wriste?"
Me: "*pauses* I dont wanna talk about it"
Her: "oh, ok"
~less than a minute later~
Her: "Tyler, *reads collar* who's rex gardner? Is He your dog?"
Me: "I said I dont want to talk about it"
Her: "alright, sorry"
~LESS THAN A MINUTE LATER AND ME GETTING PISSED!!!!~~~~
Her: "Tyler, did your dog die"
Me: SHUT THE FUCK UP! *Rips off her head*
......ok, real version.....
Me: "What is wrong with you! I said I dont wanna talk about it! so be quiet!"

.........grrrr...

Best Freind, Loyal Dog