Hi everyone!

I'm getting a lot of threating emails and claims that they are going to dox my address and send things to me. I know they are probably going to be checking all of my socials (and might be reading this as well lol) but I figured that it might be better to have more eyes to help me look! (They have confirmed sent things to other people they doxxed so it isn't just hot air)

If you see anything that I have posted that has a lot of information on me/potentially where I live, can you shoot me a note? I would really appreciate it! I think I got rid of anything identifying but I am also stupid and share a lot without thinking LOL.

Ultimately I'm trying to not let this worry me too much because I know that is probably what they want haha. But, if you guys can't find anything it would genuinely give me peace of mind!

Thank you in advance <:)

Ok so I was just thinking about how much I love June from 999 (best girl I am actually so obsessed EEEEE)

And I kinda just thought... wow. You actually play all of the really awesome games I keep shilling about. Even gnosia (WHICH I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU 100% BEFORE ME WTF)

You are actually so cool.


While I'm at it shoutout Stride too because he does the same except he is a great friend of mine so he is actually just obligated to do that mwahahaha

I was lowkey thinking about commissioning someone to draw June from Zero Escape: 999... when I realized... literally I love her so much it hurts. Like genuinely, my heart oozes with love. She is literally my favorite character of all time- surely this isn't an unhealthy mindset to have?

I SHOULDN'T BE SUCH A SIMP OVER A FICTUONAL CHARACTER DAMMIT

I need more Noelle June art it is not even funny

I love her.... ;-;

June... 999....

I COULD HONESTLY GUSH ABOUT HER FOREVER BUT I WILL SPARE YOU GUYS FROM IT

BY THE GAME NOW NOW NOW TRUST TRUST TRUST*

One of the main characters is a dragon. Need I say more??? ALSO IT'S FUN

GO NOW NOW NOW

https://store.steampowered.com/app/.....ory_4_Special/


*Disclaimer: Ryukiri is not an affiliate with Rune Factory 4. She just simps over this game and also Ventuswill

HI guys, I am not really happy I have to make a journal about this but people are getting doxxed in the general chat of my server so I feel like it's really important that I bring awareness to this in my other socials because this seriously crosses a line and I'm not sure where else they might try this if they are horrid enough to share personal information and pictures to my public server. Pardon me in advance if I ramble a bit, I'm just writing off the top of my mind.

I hate to draw attention to these people in any form, but I will have to give backstory to this. There is this cruddy dragon dating visual novel renpy game being developed by someone known as CringleDragons (the writing is horrid but that's besides the point ahaha.) I honestly don't know too much about it nor do I care, but I ended up publicly speaking out against it because the creator doxxed and blackmailed a friend of mine (self-admitted). They essentially got away with it because everyone basically was saying "the past is in the past let him change!" without making him take any accountability, and lo and behold just a couple of weeks ago they harassed and slandered ex-developers and ex-supporters of their game by everyone people in their server and essentially lying to their entire server by presenting them in a horrific light. (These are people who have not only worked on his game for free, but also donated thousands of dollars to him).I don't really want to type down an explanation, but if you want to read more I've done write-ups here:

Write up about the most recent event this month:
https://x.com/RyukiriDragon/status/.....l0z7w&s=19
Previous blackmail + doxxing and other horrible stuff:
https://x.com/RyukiriDragon/status/.....sFe9A&s=19

I personally have absolutely 0 relation to whatever this game is/personal experiences with Cringles besides the fact that I choose to speak up against them because I wanted to give people who were affected by him a platform. (Imagine being someone with absolutely 0 following getting completely lambasted and lied to in a server with over 1k people without having any ability to defend themselves... If I have the ability to give them a place to speak their side of things, of course I will.) After that event happened, a bunch of alt accounts joined a discord server called "Roses in the Flames" archive, which is a server that Cringles originally made himself to "come clean" about his actions and fix things with the victims (he didn't lol) that was later handed over to someone named Ippe by them. It's now used to document their actions apparently and I think they are still keeping it updated. A bunch of alt accounts that were freshly made joined that server and DM'd a ton of people in that server with personal doxxing information of ex-supporters/outspoken people against the game. (Whether or not they got it right I will not confirm but a SERIOUS attempt was made. The alt accounts later dug up pictures of real people to send to people.)

All of this backstory finally aside, these very same alt accounts showed up to my server and general chat and started spamming personal doxxing information AND pictures to my general. This crosses a SERIOUS line and is absolutely horrific behavior. While there is no "definitive" proof that it was them (let's be honest are they really going to come out and say "I am currently doxxed them?") Considering their past CONFIRMED AND SELF-ADMITTED blackmailing and doxxing attempt to a previous victim, the fact that the PR member of the team messaged one of the victims they slandered to their server before all of the doxxing happened and said and I quote "You might want to tell your hate mob buddies that they're starting to get doxxed too." (context in posts above) And the fact that initially before I made this information public on Twitter, the freshly made accounts used an invite link to the archive server that was ONLY IN THE ROSES IN THE FLAMES SERVER, and they made demands to take down the archive... come on, we are not stupid. The alts genuinely want a reaction as well, when the victims responded to them they responded and trolled back. It's genuinely sickening because it truly seems like they are enjoying seeing people freak out and react to getting doxxed and harassed.

They've been targeting me by trying to spam this doxxing information to both people in my server AND my public chats in my server. I have never interacted with them before, so it's likely because I choose to spoke out against them. That's why I'm making this journal because I'm not sure if they are going to try and spread this in my other socials like FA, and I'm really busy so I can't be constantly searching and keeping my eye out on this thing.

If you see this kind of doxxing comments (you will know when you see it...) PLEASE DO NOT RESPOND OR GIVE ANY KIND OF REACTION. That's exactly the kind of thing they want and enjoy. Just please report it, and then afterwards remove it so their personal information doesn't get shared around. This is genuinely a horrifying experience to go through, and I want to make sure people can stay safe as best we can. Unfortunately, there's not a lot we can do against serious internet crimes, so let's try our best to protect people when we can.

And seriously... please don't support this game nor the developer. I'm normally not a "omg you can't enjoy this game because the creator said something bad and is horrible so if you like it you must be horrible111!111!!!" kind of person, but seriously this guy has a long history of doing horrific things and supporting the game is supporting him. (he literally used part of his kickstarter funding on credit card debt.) Choosing to be neutral in this case is genuinely choosing a side, and honestly I can't really respect anyone who knows about this kind of behavior and is cool with it. I don't really want to bring any kind of awareness to this person honestly past the point that I already have (people can get attention by notoriety) but this probably needs to be done to prevent more doxxing from happening. Please, if you know someone who supports them, at least make them aware of what they are supporting. And this is really really really important: Please report any doxxing information you see if you do happen to see them in any of my socials. Don't interact with them, they enjoy seeing people react to them considering their responses.

I'm sorry I even had to make a journal about this, but I would rather be safe than sorry. They are targeting me and my server currently, so I actually do have to make this known even though honestly I am soooo sick of this drama; I am so upset I'm being dragged back into this.

Stay safe, everyone.

I was reminded recently of the existence of Ventuswill from RF4, aka best girl.

WE NEED MORE VENTUSWILL REPRESENTATION HERE I STG!!!! I swear only like 3 people I've talked to know about her!

More people simp over the light fury more than Ventuswill and I think that's a crime against dragonkind

Hey everyone, just wanted to give a bit of a status update right now. It's a bit of a darker read, so feel free to skip over this announcement if you wish.

As a lot of you may know, my stepmom has been battling brain cancer. It's unfortunately the worst and most aggressive kind, but we are still hoping for the best. A lot of my family got sick with something really bad recently, right before an event that I've been looking forward to for months, and my stepmom got it as well. I can't really bring myself to explain the next things in detail, but she got a fever and she was already weak from radiation and other factors, and... let's just say this was truly an emergency situation.

The good news is that she made it out alive. The bad news is that she has likely permanent brain damage. The severity, I'm not really sure yet, but her personality... actually as I'm writing this, it just feels wrong for me to explain more in detail- like I'm violating her privacy. All I'll say is that I am not sure the severity of this, but she is probably not going to be the same person that I have known her as all my life. I just hope that it is only by a small amount.

I'm beyond grateful that everything is "ok"- that she is alive. This has been an extraordinary scary experience for me and my family- I can't even express the horrid turmoil of emotions I felt for the past days. But, I am so grateful that everyone is still alive and mostly well.

That being said... If I am honest, I am not really doing so well mentally right now. I've basically went from the highest of highest emotionally and immediately crashlanded into the lowest of emotions. I'll be ok, but I honetly feel a bit empty. I think my brain and body are just protecting me and preventing me from being overwhelmed considering the emotions I have experienced lately. But I've always been an incredibly emotional person, and this feeling is so alien to me it almost scares me. But I know it'll probably pass... I just gotta hold out for a bit.

I just want to update you guys because I'm not going to be active/speaking with anyone right now. For how long, I'm honestly uncertain... I haven't been able to draw recently and I've never skipped a day without doodling for a long time. I think I just need time to just focus on myself, and I feel way too weak to speak with anyone right now. If I'm honest, I feel so fragile that if I speak to anyone about this, instead of just a void, I'll probably break down and cry ahaha.

I might keep posting art when I can, because I express all my feelings into the art that I create. It probably helps to get it all out there, whenever I can draw again. Oddly enough the biggest thing I'll probably be doing is programming, because I can just zone out and not think about anything other than programming and solving things. But if I do, I probably still won't be responding much. I'm not even sure when I'll draw again right now... but knowing me I usually bounce back and draw haha, maybe it will be soon?

That's all I can say for now. It won't be permanent, the worst case scenario has not happened and I should be incredibly thankful for that. The worst has passed, so it should only go up from now >:) But still, I'm going to take this hiatus and just try and... well, find myself again. Thank you all for your support, and always being there for me. I'm forever grateful to you all.

-Ryukiri

WE GET CANON YURI LORD FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FIRE EMBLEM AND IT'S IN A MOBILE GAME?!?!?! FML

I love Reze so freaking much omfg if I don't get to see this movie in theaters I will cry. CRY

I have been reading so much romance manga I am in such a funk right now...

I want to draw... things...

Wah


Guh

Wahhhhh

IT IS KINDA EMBARASSING

but it calls to me....

Hey guys this is a super specific request!

If any of you guys know any good realistic driving games/a physical driving game controller with pedals + wheel please let me know!

My stepmom is doing physical therapy after her brain surgery and this should actually help her drive again haha

Looking for realistic games unfortunately Mario Kart isn't ideal :(

Ok to be more specific when I say myself I mean the main playable character in Rune Factory: Guardians of Azuma

WHY IS SHE SO PRETTY?! SHE IS LITERALLY EXACTLY MY TYPE?!?!?!?! WAHHHHHH WHY CANT I HAVE A CLONE??!?!

I will admit. There are certain designs that I absolutely ADORE, but part of the reason why I love the design is because I love the person behind the dragon and associate them with the sona. Like for example,  Eval pre-redesign would definitely be a C-tier design for me if I didn't know him... (sorryyy) but knowing him made Eval bump up to B-tier for character fondness (in a "subjective" design only matter. He's always S for me!!!)

But... sometimes, outside of knowing someone, someone just has a design that you just feel a draw towards. Like, it tickles every part of the things you like?! And you can't stop staring at the design and your heart starts beating and you start to have a crush- uhhh I mean what?! Haha just kidding...

Real talk though sometimes you are just so drawn to a design all by itself with no other factors! I am so curious, who is that dragon to you guys? I wanna see if people simp for similar dragons!

Happy kagepro day everyone <:)

I think it's been 7 or 8 years since I joined the fandom. It will forever be one of the most communities to me ever ;-;

I wanted to draw something for it, but I don't have time to make something good... so I'm just gonna at least write a message hehe

Sorry for constantly bombarding you guys with these journal posts btw, it's too hard for me to respond properly right now but I genuinely appreciate every single comment you guys leave.

My stepmom is about to go into surgery for her brain tumor, I would really appreciate if you can all wish for her safety and recovery <:)

Thank you all for your kindness towards me, it makes everything a lot better

I still think I'm in disbelief hearing it. My stepmom is genuinely the strongest person I know; to think someone as infallible as her can be taken away that soon. Honestly, I am desperately hoping that the brain tumor in her head is something that can be treated, but it is in a horrible place and it's far more likely that the surgery she's going to undergo is going to just prolong her life for a little bit longer. Hopefully by a couple years <:)

My dad is about to lose the love of his life. My 9 and 12 year old siblings are about to lose their mom. And me? ...I don't know how I feel. My stepmom and I have a complicated relationship. My real mom is a narcissist, and honestly if it wasn't for my stepmom I probably could have ended up as a horrible person myself. I don't think I would be the person I am without her- even my refusal to lie comes from her. Even though she isn't my real mom... I have always considered her my mother. Our relationship has been complicated... I don't think we have ever told each other that we loved each other throughout my entire life. She's always been an actions over words kind of person. Yesterday, as she gave us the news, she held me tight and whispered that she loved me. I will never forget that for the rest of my life. Just thinking about it makes me tear up.

I have been preparing for the worst, but I will never stop hoping for the best. My life is definitely going to be completely different, my family needs me more than ever. But neither of them want this to ruin my life and prevent me from living my life. Surely I can do both, right? I know I can.

Thank you everyone who has donated to my little brother's birthday fund. Hearing that his mom was going to die the day before his birthday was devastating, to say the least. But I was able to go out and give him a wonderful birthday. We went out to a restaurant and got steak, I took him to go bowling, laser tag, the arcade, mini golf... And we even opened some prismatic evolution boxes! (Got nothing though ugh). I'm going to treasure every joyful moment I have while my stepmom is still here.

I really want to thank you for being the best community I could ever have. I'm sorry for not responding to everyone, I am not really emotionally stable to talk. But I have read (I believe) every single message and it really, truly means so so so much to me. I still don't know what I did to deserve such kindness from you all. I really treasure you all, I can't believe I am blessed with such wonderful and supportive people. When my friend suggested that I should make a FA account since I liked drawing dragons, I did it for the lols not expecting anything. Never would I have ever imagined that I would get to the point where I am now. Thank you all, I don't think I can ever express in words how much you all mean to me.

Thank you all for reading this little journal blurb. In real life I'm trying to stay strong for my family, because being positive and joyful can do a lot to make things brighter. Writing all of this down just grounds me a little... I feel a lot better now. Here's hoping for better news soon <:)

Hey guys, I'm sorry to bother you all but I want to give an important status update.

My stepmom is currently at the ER because she lost feeling in her right leg and feels dizzy. I just got a call, and they performed some tests (I think they did an MRI) and they found something. They are not sure what it is.

I'm trying to stay positive and calm for my little siblings right now since both of their parents will be at the hospital for... I'm not sure how long. I'm basically the only adult around them right now.

I want to let you guys know because I am not sure how active I am going to be and I don't want you guys to be worried about me.

I am probably going to stop working on clone ychs for now, I'll contact those who have paid me later. I think we will be fine, I don't like opening commissions before I finish my queue but I might need to open emergency commissions/ychs. Not really sure honestly. I'll figure it out when we get there.

Sorry if this is really formal, I'm a very emotional person but I am trying to not think about it and just stay rational and calm so I don't freak out my little siblings, they are 9 and 11. Gotta just hope that everything is gonna be ok, ya know?

Thank you for being so supportive of me, I really appreciate it.

AKA JUNE+JUNPEI OMGGGGG

I WISH I WASNT SO BUSY I WOULD CELEBRATE WITH A DRAWING OF THEM

EEEE

YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT FOR YEARS I HAVE BEEN DOING PIXEL ART WITHOUT STABLIZATION?! I HAVE NATURALLY SHAKING HANDS AND I HAVE BEEN USING A SCUFFED ASS GRIP TO COUNTER IT AND THIS WHOLE TIME I COULD HAVE USED A STABLIZER?!?!?!

8 watchers away from my ultimate goal...

Asking for a friend

PLEASE GO BUY 100 LINE LAST DEFENCE ACADEMY ON STEAM

This game is so freaking ambitious and is honestly quite amazing oh my god I am so obsessed with it. My productivity has hit an all-time low it is not even funny.

IF YOU ARE EVEN REMOTELY INTERESTED IN IT I BEG OF YOU.... PLAY IT...

Asking for  Eval

Why didn't they get the Orks to believe that Necrons could be permanently killed easily because metal breaks and doesn't move afterwards? Smh

Sigmar is the Empire

The Empire is Sigmar