F3 Con, So much fun, Telephone (  ino89777 ) was there *Squees* ..So Cute! I got her signature on my Convention book so that made me so happy, and I got to visit with her, we did so many different fun things.

I got a lot of video, and plan to try to save up (IF I REMEMBER) and buy myself a better camera that does video and pictures effectively (and well enough to not fill an SD card within 20 minutes of footage, even though This current one only supported 2 gig cards from its age.), as well as a tripod, and maybe one of those things you can hold so it stabilizes any wiggling in how your holding it.

Also Got some art, and a new badge, As well as an icon coming in, I got to meet the OzFoxes ( http://www.ozfoxes.com/ozfoxes.htm ) as well as get some art from them, I admit I didn't know of them before this convention, but I was still glad to meet them.

I got some art as well from Mikey Fox (  stitchfan ) and Am going to be scanning and uploading these in as I get the chance, though at this time I am needing to try to get some rest, but I will try to get these pictures and stuff scanned in first, then some rest.

Once I am feeling a bit more up for it though, I am going to resume Uploading videos to my youtube profile. The current F3 Convention Playlist is https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....aiTFynd0qZuNmv

Though I know the video is kinda 'meh' And some are at a very slow FPS of like, 10 fps, it is because I was using a camera primarily made for Taking -pictures- to record this, so it was harder to keep steady, as well as the low FPS footage was made to actually save space on the memory card, when things were more audio then visual, or longer recordings, that way I wouldn't have to run back to my room constantly to dump the data onto my computer and return, potentially missing stuff.

ALSO! I got to meet some friends of mine,  buckd and  migakowski

and made new friends  dracoshroob and  dakotaamorak.


Also, No one forget, That at this F3 2014, Meme Theme, Feels-Con 2014, StaffCon 2014, Whatever you wish to call it....


That we will hold on to each other as we go,
As we roll down this unfamiliar road,
And although this wave is stringing us along,

Just know you're not alone,
'Cause we have made this place our home,

Settle down, it'll all be clear,
Don't pay no mind to the demons,
They fill you with fear,
The trouble—it might drag you down,
If you get lost, you can always be found,

Just know you're not alone,
'Cause we have made this place our home.

<3 F3 Convention 2014, AKA FeelsCon 2014...All the fur, So much love....Dem Feels...Much hugs everyone, and I am looking forward to next year, Everyone please stay safe, and those who have not come to the convention in the past, Consider it if you wish, to come visit this large family that it seems we have here... <3 <3 <3 <3 *misty eyed dragon wipes his eyes and then bows.*

Just letting everyone know I am not abandoning the FA Boat...yet...But I am getting ready in case I need to dive for one of the life boats, so I am working at moving what I currently have on here, to a gallery on Inkbunny https://inkbunny.net/Ryusho , and also on Sofurry https://ryusho.sofurry.com/ ,

The main reason for this is because of my friend pointing out http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:43139387 So, I thought I would rather be safe, and be ready in case it all falls apart, considering this persons ...History, and notoriety...

This is a signal boost for a friend of mine, he has a bat character who needs a good home and has him up for adoption, so I wanted to go ahead and link it for those who would like to check it out.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14739932/

Yep, I got it, and I can add you if you want to add me for the 3ds, Post a comment with your friend code if you want me to add you.

My Friend code is 4253-3510-5744

https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/.....aster-stronger

This is the link I believe for the Indie GOgo campaign for F3 Furcon, a convention Ia m going this year, and I will probably back it, well I probably will help with it, when I have finished paying for my room reservations that is.

Yep, Today is/Was my birthday, September 10th, Turned 28, My gift from my grandparrents was a computer, well a new one actually, that I replaced like, 2 parts in it from what I could of my old computer, and now I can play higher grade games, Back in High-end gaming once again! Yay!

Well, I started thinking, about some drama that happened, and...I am trying to begin to appoligise and let a long lasting grudge fall to the wayside, but it brought something up in my mind.

Why do I get so easily angered and in such a foul mood if I even miss a single day of my Medication....

I decided to do some research... and I found out that Zoloft, a medication I have been taking for years, is known for having -SEVERE- and MAJOR withdrawl issues....

http://www.patient.co.uk/forums/dis.....-175456?page=1

...It apparently pretty much "Never" goes away.....Meaning I am going to have to take this for the rest of my life, if I don't want to struggle with my anger, stress, and the "Paranoia" caused by my brain trying to return also to "Hyperspeed ADHD mode" ...

..So Now I wish to appoligise, Both to everyone, but also to  lemuel and...anyone else I have really caused problems too, that I am sorry I apparently am such a douchbag, especially when I miss my medication *missed -one day- already started getting very agitable* ...But I still try to control myself as best I can when off of it, but I can tell you right now, it is ungodly hard...

I am very sorry everyone, I bet this is post agrivation 'depression' that I get from missing medication too, but at least it puts me in a more reasonable state while I wait on my medicine to kick in...

Yeah, I got it, I just registered all the "celebrity" Mii's from the site, and even added a custom one for Markiplier, and one for my grandma, *and myself of course* But Was wondering if anyone else had it, if they wanted to potentially share Mii's or something.

Yep, was playing Guns of Icarus Online, with Charem and friends the other day, decided to record it, and this is the first video I got uploaded!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35jzvk3dXAs

Please like and subscribe if you like my videos by the way.

Saw on two other Journals, decided to do it for fun.

Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $10.00
[ ] Blonde - $7.50
[ ] Black - $1.50
[ ] Bald - $0.50
[ ] Other - $5.00


Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $5.00
[ ] Green - $10.00
[x] Blue - $15.00
[ ] Hazel - $7.50
[ ] Other - $1.50


Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $20.00
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[x] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[ ] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[ ] Under 5′4 - $9.50


Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[ ] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[ ] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[ ] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[x] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[ ] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[ ] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[ ] 0 to 18 - $10.00


Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[ ] First Born - $32.00
[ ] Only Child - $25.00
[x] Second born - $15.00
[ ] Middle child - $10.00
[ ] Last Born - $10.00
[ ] third born - $55.00
[ ] fourth born - $30.00
[ ] fifth born - $40.00
[ ] sixth born -$21.50


Drink?
[x] I did like once - $40.00 ((Note: I never drink to get drunk, and I very rarely drink except maybe -one shot- of something I have once a month or less sometimes.))
[ ] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[ ] Sometimes - $21.50
[ ] YES - $20.00
[ ] only weekends - $30.00
[ ] Every other day - $5.00
[ ] Once a day - $1.50
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[ ] No - $60.00


Vision?
[x] perfect vision $40.00
[ ] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[ ] No correction $10.00
[ ] Glasses $5.00
[ ] contacts $2.50
[ ] Surgical correction -$10.00


Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $30.00
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[x] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[ ] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[ ] Under 7- $45.00


Favorite Colors (two):

[ ] Green-$75.00
[ ] Red - $60.00
[ ] Black - $10.00
[ ] Yellow -$47.50
[ ] Brown - $30.00
[ ] Purple - $22.50
[x] White - $40.00
[ ] Aqua - $35.00
[ ] Orange - $30.00
[x] Blue - $30.00
[ ] Pink - $10.00
[ ] Other - $50.00

Letter your middle name(s) start with:

[ ] a-f - $5.00
[ ] g-k - $17.50
[x] l-p - $30.00
[ ] q-u - $35.00
[ ] v-z -$25.0


Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[ ] white - $11.00
[ ] green - $33.00
[ ] black - $11.00
[ ] purple - $22.00
[ ] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[x] blue - $22.00 (very light blue, but still blue)
[ ] other - $35.00


First letter of the person you last talked to

[x] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[ ] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[ ] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[ ] z - $25.00


Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x]Nope- $100.00
[ ] some- $75.00


I cost 414.50 for a Night~

...I admit, this -might- be off by 5 dollars, because The person I last spoke too....wait that was online, *corrects with person he last spoke too in person* okay, if it is last one I spoke too in person, then this is how much, If it is last one I spoke too online, then This may be off by 5 dollars, as they introduce themselves by their middle name and last, but their birth name starts with a J, while their middle starts with a D and was not sure if it was how they introduce themselves or not.

INdeed, I have started an honest Lets play series that I plan to try to finish, for the game "Sir, You Are Being Hunted." and I am going to link the playlist

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMAZjlIDvok&list=PLTqh9phkPbTsfGS9kjyXJAUCYjB0a-6nw

Please feel free to watch and comment, let me know if you can think of ways to improve it.

Yeah, trying to start actually doing this as a thing, even though It is something new to me. I am doing a lets play of "Sir, You are being HUnted." and the first episode is at

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMAZjlIDvok

While The second part, is being uploaded as I post this journal.

Yeah, I am trying to coax myself into the lets play scene as I can, so I did a video of Survival mode from One Finger Death Punch the other day.

https://youtu.be/oU46hK4m1H8

AS this video shows, we had a supprise "Dog Rescue" we had to do...

https://youtu.be/oSpH5Q0BKBU

Alright, so about a month ago, my Grandfather went to the doctor because he was feeling -bad- and weak, Turns out they said he needed to go to the nearest VA hospital, so he did, was kept for several days for testing and monitoring.

It turns out he has/had congestive heart failure, with major damage to the left and right side of his heart, and was in urgent need of a pacemaker and defibrillator because of not only the damage to his heart but because while he was asleep his heart rate dropped to varying between 30 and 80 beats per minute I believe if I understand properly, as well as skipping beats for up to two and a half seconds...

This being said, they had to send him to another hospital for the treatment, though they lost contact on accident, and he had to go back almost 2-3 weeks later because of the blood thinner thinning the blood so much he was at risk of bleedout, and couldn't even stand up from not enough oxygen to his brain.

Luckly they fixed that issue and said "Okay, we are sending you to little rock where they will do the surgery." They kept him there for a few days, but they did not do the surgery...


WHy did they not do the surgery?

Under the new ObamaKill bill, Oh, if you don't get it, I mean the "ObamaCare" bill, even though he is in -desperate need of one- they refuse to do it, until he has had this -deadly- condition, and -survived with it for three months- before they are 'able to put one in' ...Why? Because that bill passed January first, and -they are one of the hospitals that accepted it- ...this being the -easiest one to get access too to do the surgery- .......Yeah... Hurray Obamakill....Trying to kill off the people who have fought for our country like my grandfather just because 'he is too old to bother spending money on unless he is strong enough' to put it simply.

This bill is comparable to fricking Hitler, He killed off those with defects, those who were not healthy enough to be able to work for him, Hell -I- would of been killed under Hitlers rule and so would my grandfather with his current condition, and look at what this bill is doing, -denying him needed care- because of his age, so that way he will "Hopefully die without us spending money on him."

*Sigh* ...This is -bullshit-

.They TOOK HIM IN after TWO DAYS without food, because first day "Oh we are not going to do it" when they said they would, second day DID SOMEWTHING IRRELEVENT AND PROVING NOTHING" THen says "Oh you have to be in DIRE DEADLY NEED OF IT FOR 3 MONTHS BEFORE WE CAN APPLY IT."

I am beginning Legal Research to see if I can -force- them to fucking do it, or if they don't and he dies, be able to accuse them of basically -murdering him- because they knew he needed it ANYWAY FROM A DIFFERENT HOSPITAL.

The Hospital that is denying him treatment, and did so RIGHT AT SURGERY PREP basically, by doing a -different surgery then promised- and they said they were going to do, is the Veterans Hospital of Little Rock Arkansas Who is denying treatment, after the Veterans Hospital of Fayetteville Arkansas, sent him there, coordinating it because they couldn't do it at the Fayetteville one, because they did not have the tools or professionals to do so, ..and had made sure it was known he was in -urgent need- of one, with his current condition.

I am asking for help from the community, to help me do legal research, and if anyone knows anyone who would help me who knows the law quite well, to help me find a way to get someone to do this, or be able to hold the current hospital legally accountable for their actions.

They get him ready, start to take him in to surgery,then cancel the surgery "We can't do it yet, we have to wait three months to make sure the condition is bad enough he needs one even with current circumstances." So..They are on the way home now...No pace maker, NO defibrulator, ...just told "try again in three months."

To those that have it, I just picked it up the other day, and Those who are interested we could do the online friends thing for sharing/sending /whatever the friend/fighter data.

Sorry I need to add my 3ds friend code: 4253-3510-5744

Post yours in the comments so I can add you ^..^

They moved him to little rock today, well this afternoon or something, but also, they are goign to do the surgery sometime tomorrow to install the pacemaker and defibrillator, so he will then be able to come home for a little while, either wensday or thursday

His blood had gotten thin enough he was in danger of bleeding out, not enough oxygen getting to his brain, but they fixed that the night he was in the hospital, also they are potentially taking him by ambulance to the hospital in Little Rock, currently in the one in Fayetteville, but taking him down there so they can begin the preparations for Installing a Pacemaker and a Defibrillator in him

Yep two and a half weeks, after they said "we will contact you in three days" Why? ...because he -BLACKED OUT AND FELL DOWN- he ha sno clue why, just he was standing one moment, and on the floor the next, hurt his leg and now needs to go back to the hospital if he can't stand properly tomorrow... -yeah- .......so I'm kinda not happy.

Update, grandparrents are about to head to the hospital, have called my dad and another person from work to help get grandpa -IN THE TRUCK- because he can -not- stand up..

Some think this is how it would be..

http://www.collegehumor.com/video/6.....re-super-gross

It's funny, but...I find it kinda creepy... I mean I have played a super hero/villian dragon and -yes- he is very sexual when he wants to be, but not -all the time- >.< He keeps it in check and is every serrious, his outfits were not 'purposefully designed to be lewd XD but yeah I know it's parody XD

Good and 'bad' news, Good news, he IS COMING HOME! *cheers*

Bad news, What it is, is after the weekend, and monday, he is coming home, then going to another hospital, to get his heart -stopped- to put a automatic Defibrillator in his heart then his heart re-started...then will be coming home again with checkups at the VA hospital.

Grandpa is getting various tests and stuff done today don't know anything about results from them yet, but my aunt just got here to help care for the house so grandma can stay at the hospital or at a hotel in the area rather then commute because it was wearing her out, and my aunt promtl ywent "CLEAN THE HOUSE!" XD well okay not tooo bad, change cat litter boxes and start mopping with some pinesol to make sure it doesn't stink....ironicaly I can't smell the scent she was very well....goes with being used to so many cats I guess.

Well, ...Just called grandma, she got there, and apparently the doctors are afraid...his kidneys might be failing...for some reason >.<