Yeah, I'm unstable mentally, I am taking a break from all nsfw media until I can clear my mind and think when it's the right time...

Today is my birthday (Jan 28th). Happy 27th birthday to me!! Not asking for much but birthday wishes from y'all, so yeah!!! XD X3

February 23, 2022
My uncle was in critical state of Covid...and was put into ventilation secure to see if he can manage through and regain health and survive Covid...

He was diagnosed with Covid since 2021, he was vaccinated too, but had to get a kidney operation, so most likely could be a reason his condition got worse....

February 24, 2022
My uncle was in a deadly condition, he grew some bad bacteria in his body while in ventilation watch, most likely his previous operation or health problems were the escalation to near death. My aunt and her children made a major life decision and could not see my uncle anymore....so they decided it was best to pull his plug....and....yeah....

Goodbye Uncle Carlos....may you rest in peace...and hope you are reunited with your dad in heaven.....

Hey guys. I got some good news: my stomach issue was a minor stomach virus, I think my stomach couldn't digest my previous food I ate before my sick day. Took a day off work when it got worse, taken some medicine for a few days and a good amount of rest, and my stomach is lightly better, so far I'm 95% well now, so that's a good sign. Thank God it wasn't too serious Covid wise, just normal sickness that I can recover overnight.

Thanks for all the health wishes, really appreciated it ^^

Hey guys..want to give an update on myself..unfortunately I'm not doing well...

I woke up with a terrible stomachache, so I tried to drink some medicine to ease it up, however it didn't help much, while at work, I was getting weaker by the hour, so my boss let me off for today to get better. Came home, changed back to my sleeping clothes, and my stomach subsided for a while, but my mom told me to eat some food to see if I can get some food in my system, however that made it worse, so I drank the medicine again and went to sleep again, wasn't able to sleep much, so my mom came and checked me. She checked my temperature, shockingly, 101.3°F, so I got a high fever as well...damn, way to make things worse..

Tomorrow I'm gonna set a appointment with my doctor to see what is really going on...wish me luck, and see you guys soon..

This is a signal boost and support for  GothicKhaldia

She is living alone while husband is away, can't explain more reasoning besides that. More the main reason is she is in need of money for bills she needs to pay, so she opened emergency commissions, so go here for more info on the matter!!:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10133006/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10133006/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10133006/

Please be considerate and help her out with bills, thank you!!! ;^;

Just a side note of info: for any ppl who will jump at me, especially fnf fans, Makoto's new outfit (mainly hoodie and shoes) were inspired by AGOTI, his design interested me, so I wanted Makoto to have a outfit inspired by his. He's one of my fav fnf mod characters, so plz no hating that I'm copying or anything. All full rights of any fnf AGOTI mod reference belong to original creators, R.I.P. AGOTI mod..

Hey guys.... I'm here to say our family dog, Foxy, passed away today, like a loyal dog...she passed away in her home, inside the house than outside like a good girl would....we just buried her a few minutes....it hurts on other things....but it hurts more when a pet that hold close is gone from this world....May she rest in peace and be free from her suffering....goodbye Foxy...I love you... I'll miss you...😢😥💔🙏

Hey guys, I have a friend who is in need of help! My fa sis https://www.furaffinity.net/user/gothickhaldia and her husband had recently gotten homeless because of her abusive mom, and they had been trying to earn money to support themselves. They barely manage to get a apartment, but they struggle to have money for the bills, so a friend of ours https://www.furaffinity.net/user/nickyvendetta/ is in charge of a gofundme for money donations to help her and her husband with the bills and for them, so if you want to help them, plz go donate here!

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-kee.....going-homeless

Today is my birthday!! Happy birthday to me!! X3 🍰🍰

I'm so psyched, my birthday is this coming Thursday!!! 23 going on 24! An even # lol
I also would like to give some an early birthday shoutout to  CherrysDesigns since her birthday will be on Wednesday before mine, so give her some love as well and have a peek at her work, she makes amazing outfit adopts and oc adopts!! X3

Happy new year, everyone!!! Thank God 2020 is finally over. Good riddance, that year was the worse of my life and majority of the world! Losing so many ppl due to Covid, lost many famous ppl that made us inspired in life...but all we can do is take the loss as a strength and move forward. For now, let's keep our hopes up and believe in 2021 will be a great year. Let's make it count, guys.
P.S.: Wish my birthday was on the weekend, but had to be on a Thursday lol (my birthday is this month on the 28th, my birthday was horrible last year, I hope it'll be better this year ^^)

I just want to wish everyone a nice merry Christmas, let's all enjoy the last of this year with a lovely holidays ^^

To any buddies, artists that are doing commissions for me, or anyone that knows me. I'm gonna be gone for 3 days, gonna be busy with some stuff from my church, I'll be back on Sunday, see you all soon.

Man, started this year as single, I mean, there's ups and downs of why it's good or bad, but..just not the same with having a lover. Unlike me, I am terrible with girls...and mostly I doubt myself that I'll be forever single...maybe, only time will tell...Ik most of my buddies have a bf or gf, and I am happy for them, because they know how to balance themselves. I'm not saying this because I'm jealous of them, I'm just explaining how my love life would be like if I wasn't the bad person I am....

hello all fellow members of Furaffinity!!! I just want wish you all a very spooky and awesome Halloween!!!! Let's see how scary this year would be for people to have some fun with friends and family to show their inner beasts and demons in a normal manner on this day. Well I'll see you all later, work is on the clock as usual. Have a wonderful Halloween, everyone!!! >:33

~Ryzo