ive asked people i know were on furry2furry. com back when i was. back when daelyhel, leah axon, and them were in charge (08 09)

nobody seems to remember the animated icons we use to use. mine was just my chibi with eyes glowing. but there was a whole thing that so many who had expendable money had... a chibi of their friend/lover/mate/whatever nomming their ears or tails and going from base(of ear/tail) to the tip where they would be flicked off of the part they were nomming. if anyone knows these or has examples/links id be grateful.

i had alot of time to do art. i got decent. and i was wondering if anyone is interested in any commissions from me.

im back. 22 months with very limited technology.

folix is working on getting my art scanned so i can upload it all. i did alot.

ok... my comp died, my phone needed to be upgraded. if anyone wants to rp or talk im on kik at spike.hun

it took me ages to get this stupid site to work. apparently i cant view almost any site with furry or porn as the main things in it. from fa to sankaku complex to e621. but now i fixed it and will be posting shit like crazy again. cause i finally used everything at my disposal to get a connection to my shitty laptop and can finally post pictures and stories again.

so for all the stories i wrote but couldnt post, now i will.

i had gotten some of those novelty contacts called black out. took me an hour each eye to get em in...then it itched like hell, and kept moving over my iris so i was blind.

i doubt ill ever wear contacts again.

i beat it in 5 days. granted i could have done it in less but i went about doing all the little side quests first. gang hideouts, fixer contracts, the works.

i also started darksouls with three characters to see who suits me more. still need to try a mage and wanderer. xD but i was right. died within five minutes. fought that big thingy the first time i saw it, not noticing the door till a swing sent me into it.

also played the two games my mom got for herself. banjo kazooie and viva piñata.

overall, it was a very fun game.

im gonna try to become a better gamer or become a hopeless jerk....im playing dark souls for the first time. hope i can handle it. i give myself a few minutes before i die of stupidity.

about my thoughts...

i came up with a show title based on an obsurd name and job title.

bill cyphi nye, the science wi-fi guy.

cyphi is pronounced sci fi.

and in less then a second after thinking this up. i said out loud to an empty room. "wut...?"

i role play alot. but most of my partners want quick one offs of their ideas...

this isnt the problem...the problem is when everyone demands i start the rp off when no or little info is given.

i just came up with my greatest self inspired motivational quote.

"leave your hopes in the trash and you wont have to move them there when they break."

awesome right?

its that season again. i am wishing all my watchers a happy time of year and all my family a good time too.

i also want to appologize to my watchers for the lack of content. i cant upload stories with my current means of being online. and im not artsy. i do have a stack of pictures and doodles to post from my 40 day afk excursion that started on the 23 of september. i will locate them and post them asap....-digs through paperwork.- uhhh...as soon as i find them....

i turned 24 yesterday, friday the 13th.

in related news, spike turned 12328 years old.

and all my plans went to hell in a handbasket so i slept all day instead.

i hate doing these cause i know very few care.the few who read this, you will know im going out friday to eat and enjoy myself.

this is the worst too...9-13-13 is a friday.

friday 13 in the year 2013. but i guess not all bad. my parents are taking me to a buffet place. and after i get a cookie cake ftom the mall. then i wait patiently till gta5 comes out. then ill rock.

good night my furry followers

i am here at home playing fracture for 360 and trying to get the achievements, and i laughed at my idea.

see im listening to songs by johnathan coulton such as "im a mason now" "ikea" and "first of may" and it hits me.

everyone born on the first of may should hear that song at least once in their lives. now, those not familiar with that song might say "why the fuck should i?" simple...its fucking funny!

almost all of his songs fit into "comedy" as a musical genre. songs like the above and songs like "re: your brains" "bozos lament" "de-evolving" and others like them. while i know not all might like them, you have to appreciate his ability to make songs about anything like "bacteria" a song about bacteria. xD

while i suggest you try listening to a few, its best to go to his site and get an album.

http://www.jonathancoulton.com/store/downloads

ugh after a damned forced update to my phone i lost all passwords. i wrote down the wrong on to flist and now i cant access it. yes i tried the forgot thing....an hour ago.

in the depths of dispair, the light of hope shines brightest. in that void, the evil stirs and tugs at the heart of the god. resisting that tugging gives way to happiness, joy, passion, and true love. but what happens when that god is not ment to have those things?

i get a dozen watchers from a gift and when i upload something i feel proud of it gets views from only the people i have to link it to.

this is why i dislike drawing. i loved drawing in school because others commented. "awesome." "looks great." "needs this." "looks lop sided."

i think ill stick with my talent...being a depressed lump on a log.

first up. thanks to my rp mates gift i got a fully defined spike finally. and also got a good chunk of watchers. thanks for watching.

next up to bat, my apparent leave of absence. ive had to shove my face in a few books to learn how to fix what my father normally did. with him in the hospital still for his first full month of it....i am the defacto mr fix it. with this new crud, my near constant pain everywhere, my mom yelling my ears off about every little thing, and my all too sudden slump into depression, ive been too crappy to lift a finger to complete the stories en bulk and get them to the library to upload.

finally, with that all said i still take my time out to check here, flist, and my yim/txts to make sure im still keeping those i have had rps with (and are on going) full of my near mindless replies (i dont need to think hard to reply in a role play.) so im sorry tothose who wanted to read any "silva continuation" stories or any of the planned smut/backstories. those are on indefinite hold.

so...uh....yeah....

ok...so there i was...catching up on the web comics i like and luci phurrs imps did this crashy load. so i stopped and refreshed.

then i get hit with that commercial for rephresh (feminine ph balance thingy....)

after intimacy rephresh
after douching rephresh
after web page fails to load rephresh
after image fails to load rephresh
after game freezes rephresh
after game crashes rephresh

i swear....if i see that item onlinr as an add i will shit bricks.

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update. sebel done.
hb story done. silvas world update untouched.(running through the thought on what silva would want.
silve i see is

when i was young, santa, tooth fairy, and easter bunny didnt exist. but i was told a bunch of old wives tales to get certain things done.

the homework monster. finish your homework or it would fill your sleep with nightmares.

the whistle owl. if you whistle at night an owl headed man will steal your tongue.

the dark one. if you walk alone at night a man in a suit with a dark face with no features will take you to hell. (i got around it when me and a girl i liked walked to the cemetary at midnight. we were 5. )

the face snatcher. if you keep making faces it will be stuck that way forever because the face stealer will take your original one.

these stupid myths were used to get a certain effect. do your homework. dont whistle at night. dont go outside alone at night.

does anyone else have their own myths that you heard when you were younger?

i finally got the laptop to behave enough to finish up a gift story for a certain fur and get half through with a trade. but when i went to try uploading it to fa....well it just doesnt want to. all i get are upload audio, video, or images. so that means ill have to finish up each story (at least four total) then head to the library and use the computers there.

i dispise the public computers due to how easy it is to hack them. hell i even got a computer to say -2hours 47minutes. that was after the 90minute limit on each sign in per day. but i digress...ill see what i can do to get the stories uploaded.

the list is as follows.
sherly featured sebel story complete.
hornybunny story half complete.
silva story continued not started.
hack wizards gift not started.

my creative streak is very slow recently. i appologize in advance.

i want to see that zorelto commercial changed.

-gps says turn left.- guy "i dont think so..." -instead of continueing commercial, show the guy stuck in death valley.-

they keep threatening to call "adult protective services" because they hate me.

my favorite quote seems to hold true regardless of intentions to fix that.

"those who care dont matter. those who matter dont care."