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General | Posted 16 years agoI've been enjoying it. :)
Hulu
General | Posted 16 years agoI am absolutely addicted to Hulu.
From Naruto, to Fringe, to Castle, to Three Sheets, to Family Guy.
I just can't get enough. And considering there are over 400 Naruto episodes, it's been keeping me busy ;)
I highly suggest it. (Check a show I listed if you haven't every heard of it!)
From Naruto, to Fringe, to Castle, to Three Sheets, to Family Guy.
I just can't get enough. And considering there are over 400 Naruto episodes, it's been keeping me busy ;)
I highly suggest it. (Check a show I listed if you haven't every heard of it!)
Distract Yourself.
General | Posted 17 years agoThis is obviously a product of boredom and an effort to bump the last post.
I doubt anyone will get very far in this, but if you wish to take it, do so. I believe I stole it from facebook. </lame>
A
- Available: Yes.
- Age: 19, almost 20
- Annoyance: Loud people. Snoring. Losing things.
- Animal: Chinchilla (Am I just supposed to name something random?)
B
- Beer: Pilsner Urquell
- Birthday: June 2
- Best Friends: I have a few. ;)
- Best feeling in the world: Walking out of the moderately cool house into a warm summer heat.
- Best weather: Fall. I do love the temperature and the color!
- Been in Love: Nope. Still waiting.
-Been on Stage: Yes. ;)
-Believe in Magic: I don't believe in it. But I imagine it.
C
- Candy: Butterfinger, Starburst, Mounds, M&Ms... there are so many. I have a sweet tooth!
- Color: Blue, Green
- Chocolate/ Vanilla: Vanilla more often that chocolate.
- Chinese/Mexican: BOTH!
- Cake or pie: Pumpkin Pie!
- Continent to visit: Australia
- Cheese: The mini Baby Bells!
D
- Day or Night: Day
- Dancing in the rain: Only on a warm spring/summer day ;) I want to do this naked at some point.
E
- Eyes: Green, brown
- Everyone's got: Problems
- Ever failed a class?: No. And I hope to keep it that way.
F
- First thoughts waking up: Stupid alarm clock! D:
- Food: Authentic Mexican is great.
- Flower: Don't have a favorite.
G
- Greatest Fear: Things deep in the ocean. Or of more relevance, spiders.
- Get along with your parents: I do. My mom talks too much for me though..
- Goals: Too many to post here. An interesting one, I want to have worked in Hawaii, Alaska and somewhere outside of the states before I die though.
-Gum: Juicy Fruit!
H
- Hair Color: Something dark please. :)
- Height: 6'!
- Happy: ...holidays?
- Holiday: Christmas
- How do you want to die: Doing something I love, or someone I love I guess. Might be a little traumatic on them though...
I
- Ice Cream: Coldstone: Butter pecan ice cream with roasted pecan/almonds.
- Instrument: I wish I could play the drums, piano, or guitar.
J
- Jewelry: I own one bracelet. It's always on me.
- Job: Coach.
K
- Kids: Not in the immediate future.
- Kickboxing or karate: Either way, I'd get my ass kicked!
- Keep a journal?: I should. ..but don't.
L
- Love: is beautiful. I hope I find it soon.
- Letter: ж
M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate
- Movies: Man on Fire, In Bruges, 28 Days Later, Sunshine
- McD’s or BK: McD's
N
- Number: 8
-Names of Kids: As I said, not in the immediate future. I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.
O
- One wish: To work in a profession I love.
- Oldest friend: My brother, I assume. We've grown closer in college and I don't hate him...as much. ;)
P
- Perfect Pizza: Moderate sauce, lots of cheese
Q
- Quailities: Smile, laugh, concern, ...height.
R
- Reason to cry: I'm a man! How humiliating! ...ever now and then >.>
- Radio Station: Don't have one.
- Roll your tongue in a circle: No?
S
- Song: (Fork and Knife) - Brand New
- Shoe size: 10.5-11.5
- Salad Dressing: Ceasar
- Sushi: Ew, no.
- Skinny dipped?: Yes
- In the shower?: Sing?
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries!
T
- Tattoos: I want one.
- Time for bed: 1am
- Thunderstorms: Love 'em. ..when I'm indoors.
U
- Unpredictable: I'm pretty predictable.
V
- Vacation spot(s): Places I haven't been, I want to go back to Hawaii, Alaska.
W
- Weakness: Ohhhhh I have my vices. I'll leave those out.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: My brother?
- Who makes you laugh the most: Bruce.
- Worst feeling: Drunk. And high. On New Year's Eve. Ugh.
- Wanted to be a model: Nope. Never.
- Worst Weather?: Anything extreme. I like to be comfortable with a jacket or without.
X
- X-Ray: Wrist. Ouch.
Y
- Yellow: Coldplay.
Z
- Zoo animal: Tigers, Otters, Wolves, Bears
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Neil...
2. You went to the mall with?: Katie?
3. You went to dinner with?: the bros.
4. You talked to on the phone?: Gabby
5. Made you laugh?: The internet
6. Hugged you?: Jen? Emily?
7. Said they loved you?: Mom
8. Held your hand?: It's been a while.
9. You spoke with?: Bryant
10. You cried over?: Haven't ever cried over someone.
I doubt anyone will get very far in this, but if you wish to take it, do so. I believe I stole it from facebook. </lame>
A
- Available: Yes.
- Age: 19, almost 20
- Annoyance: Loud people. Snoring. Losing things.
- Animal: Chinchilla (Am I just supposed to name something random?)
B
- Beer: Pilsner Urquell
- Birthday: June 2
- Best Friends: I have a few. ;)
- Best feeling in the world: Walking out of the moderately cool house into a warm summer heat.
- Best weather: Fall. I do love the temperature and the color!
- Been in Love: Nope. Still waiting.
-Been on Stage: Yes. ;)
-Believe in Magic: I don't believe in it. But I imagine it.
C
- Candy: Butterfinger, Starburst, Mounds, M&Ms... there are so many. I have a sweet tooth!
- Color: Blue, Green
- Chocolate/ Vanilla: Vanilla more often that chocolate.
- Chinese/Mexican: BOTH!
- Cake or pie: Pumpkin Pie!
- Continent to visit: Australia
- Cheese: The mini Baby Bells!
D
- Day or Night: Day
- Dancing in the rain: Only on a warm spring/summer day ;) I want to do this naked at some point.
E
- Eyes: Green, brown
- Everyone's got: Problems
- Ever failed a class?: No. And I hope to keep it that way.
F
- First thoughts waking up: Stupid alarm clock! D:
- Food: Authentic Mexican is great.
- Flower: Don't have a favorite.
G
- Greatest Fear: Things deep in the ocean. Or of more relevance, spiders.
- Get along with your parents: I do. My mom talks too much for me though..
- Goals: Too many to post here. An interesting one, I want to have worked in Hawaii, Alaska and somewhere outside of the states before I die though.
-Gum: Juicy Fruit!
H
- Hair Color: Something dark please. :)
- Height: 6'!
- Happy: ...holidays?
- Holiday: Christmas
- How do you want to die: Doing something I love, or someone I love I guess. Might be a little traumatic on them though...
I
- Ice Cream: Coldstone: Butter pecan ice cream with roasted pecan/almonds.
- Instrument: I wish I could play the drums, piano, or guitar.
J
- Jewelry: I own one bracelet. It's always on me.
- Job: Coach.
K
- Kids: Not in the immediate future.
- Kickboxing or karate: Either way, I'd get my ass kicked!
- Keep a journal?: I should. ..but don't.
L
- Love: is beautiful. I hope I find it soon.
- Letter: ж
M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate
- Movies: Man on Fire, In Bruges, 28 Days Later, Sunshine
- McD’s or BK: McD's
N
- Number: 8
-Names of Kids: As I said, not in the immediate future. I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.
O
- One wish: To work in a profession I love.
- Oldest friend: My brother, I assume. We've grown closer in college and I don't hate him...as much. ;)
P
- Perfect Pizza: Moderate sauce, lots of cheese
Q
- Quailities: Smile, laugh, concern, ...height.
R
- Reason to cry: I'm a man! How humiliating! ...ever now and then >.>
- Radio Station: Don't have one.
- Roll your tongue in a circle: No?
S
- Song: (Fork and Knife) - Brand New
- Shoe size: 10.5-11.5
- Salad Dressing: Ceasar
- Sushi: Ew, no.
- Skinny dipped?: Yes
- In the shower?: Sing?
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries!
T
- Tattoos: I want one.
- Time for bed: 1am
- Thunderstorms: Love 'em. ..when I'm indoors.
U
- Unpredictable: I'm pretty predictable.
V
- Vacation spot(s): Places I haven't been, I want to go back to Hawaii, Alaska.
W
- Weakness: Ohhhhh I have my vices. I'll leave those out.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: My brother?
- Who makes you laugh the most: Bruce.
- Worst feeling: Drunk. And high. On New Year's Eve. Ugh.
- Wanted to be a model: Nope. Never.
- Worst Weather?: Anything extreme. I like to be comfortable with a jacket or without.
X
- X-Ray: Wrist. Ouch.
Y
- Yellow: Coldplay.
Z
- Zoo animal: Tigers, Otters, Wolves, Bears
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Neil...
2. You went to the mall with?: Katie?
3. You went to dinner with?: the bros.
4. You talked to on the phone?: Gabby
5. Made you laugh?: The internet
6. Hugged you?: Jen? Emily?
7. Said they loved you?: Mom
8. Held your hand?: It's been a while.
9. You spoke with?: Bryant
10. You cried over?: Haven't ever cried over someone.
No Subject
General | Posted 17 years agoI've been having anxiety attacks recently and I'm not sure what to do about it.
Its not to the point where its debilitating but they are kind of scaring me and I just with it wouldn't happen.
Its not to the point where its debilitating but they are kind of scaring me and I just with it wouldn't happen.
VDay
General | Posted 17 years agoThe only people who don't like this day are the one's who don't have a reason to celebrate it.
Me, I'm indifferent.
But I sure wish I had a special someone.
Me, I'm indifferent.
But I sure wish I had a special someone.
Couldn't Pass This Up
General | Posted 17 years agoSo the point of this is to go to urbandictionary.com for the answers, then you paste the definition.
1.) Your name?
Boyd
A Boyd is the act of cumming on the back of someone's head and leaving a large circular white cum stain.
...seriously?
2.) Your age?
19
The Canadian drinking age. 2 years better than 21.
3.) One of your friends?
Katie
A happy person who is a good listener and reliable friend. Likes to party and is always there when you need her.
This is incredibly true. :)
4.) What should you be doing?
Homework
(Noun) a punishment given to students by evil teachers after the students have already put in 7 hours of hard labor. (See evil, torture, wrong, cruel, unjust, satan, crap)
5.) Favorite color?
Blue
The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers.
...surprisingly scientific!
6.) Birthplace?
Nashville
Home of the late Johnny Cash and birthplace of Arnold Schwarzenegger. A land of milk and honey where the air smells like lollypops and 90% of residents urniate potable, premium flavored coffee.
IE: While walking down peaceful 12th Avenue in Nashville, I encountered a Unicorn sitting on a giant marshmallow. He played me a song on his old guitar and then spent 20 minutes carefully shaving ice to craft a raspberry-flavored snow cone for me.
..Oh how I wish this were true.
7.) Month of your birth?
June
1. The sixth month.
2. In Japan, an early publication featuring male/male stories in the tanbi style. People used to refer to the category of male/male relationships targeted at the female audience as June, but since that was a trade name for a magazine, that meaning of the term has fallen into disuse. The category has evolved and changed so much and the types of stories so varied that the entire category is now called BL by the industry and most fans. In some places, including Comiket, original stories are still called 'sousaku (original) June'.
..interesting.. O-o
8.) Last person you talked to?
Jared
...the definition was of someone cool, and the person I talked to is annoying. ..Hence, I am ignoring the definition of this one.
9.) One of your nicknames?
Twin
20 dollars worth of weed (2 grams)
...That was informational.
1.) Your name?
Boyd
A Boyd is the act of cumming on the back of someone's head and leaving a large circular white cum stain.
...seriously?
2.) Your age?
19
The Canadian drinking age. 2 years better than 21.
3.) One of your friends?
Katie
A happy person who is a good listener and reliable friend. Likes to party and is always there when you need her.
This is incredibly true. :)
4.) What should you be doing?
Homework
(Noun) a punishment given to students by evil teachers after the students have already put in 7 hours of hard labor. (See evil, torture, wrong, cruel, unjust, satan, crap)
5.) Favorite color?
Blue
The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers.
...surprisingly scientific!
6.) Birthplace?
Nashville
Home of the late Johnny Cash and birthplace of Arnold Schwarzenegger. A land of milk and honey where the air smells like lollypops and 90% of residents urniate potable, premium flavored coffee.
IE: While walking down peaceful 12th Avenue in Nashville, I encountered a Unicorn sitting on a giant marshmallow. He played me a song on his old guitar and then spent 20 minutes carefully shaving ice to craft a raspberry-flavored snow cone for me.
..Oh how I wish this were true.
7.) Month of your birth?
June
1. The sixth month.
2. In Japan, an early publication featuring male/male stories in the tanbi style. People used to refer to the category of male/male relationships targeted at the female audience as June, but since that was a trade name for a magazine, that meaning of the term has fallen into disuse. The category has evolved and changed so much and the types of stories so varied that the entire category is now called BL by the industry and most fans. In some places, including Comiket, original stories are still called 'sousaku (original) June'.
..interesting.. O-o
8.) Last person you talked to?
Jared
...the definition was of someone cool, and the person I talked to is annoying. ..Hence, I am ignoring the definition of this one.
9.) One of your nicknames?
Twin
20 dollars worth of weed (2 grams)
...That was informational.
Urgh
General | Posted 17 years agoGot our of practice today because I ended up puking and feeling dizzy.
I think I ate some bad food.
On a different topic, I don't think too many people pay attention to this journal, but if you do, and you have an Xbox 360 with Live, my gamertag is PostalAlbatross. I need some friends on there to play games like Left 4 Dead with!
I think I ate some bad food.
On a different topic, I don't think too many people pay attention to this journal, but if you do, and you have an Xbox 360 with Live, my gamertag is PostalAlbatross. I need some friends on there to play games like Left 4 Dead with!
Music Meme
General | Posted 17 years agoTo cure my boredom :)
1. Put your iTunes (or any other media player you may have) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
Go!
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
"Cure My Tragedy (A Letter To God)" - Cold
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"Astronomy Domine - Pink Floyd
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Last Night In Brooklyn" - Innerpartysystem
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
"Slip (Feat. Mr. Hahn)" - Fort Minor
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"Time Is Industry" - Lola Ray
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Orion" - Metallica
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Medicine Man" = Marc Cohn
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"Hump de Bump" - R.H.C.P.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Please Forgive Me" - David Gray
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Points of Authority/99 Problems/One Step Closer" - Linkin Park & Jay Z
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"Jerusalem" - Emerson, Lake, and Palmer
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Doperide" - Saliva
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Banana Pancakes" - Jack Johnson
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Simple Design" - Breaking Benjamin
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Whiplash" - Metallica
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"The Camper Velourium, No. 1 - Faint of Hearts" - Coheed and Cambria
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Fumes" - Aesop Rock
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Black Dog" - Led Zeppelin
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
"Deathblow" - Deftones
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
"[Untitled Track] - Nine Inch Nails (Off of Head Like a Hole)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
"All the Same" - Sick Puppies
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
"Sacred Lie" - Disturbed
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
"Ice" - Sarah McLachlan
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
"Paranoid" - Black Sabbath
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
"Too Deep" - Girl Talk
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
"Believe" - Staind
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
"Weight Of The World" - Saliva
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
"Justice in Murder" - Coheed and Cambria
1. Put your iTunes (or any other media player you may have) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
Go!
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
"Cure My Tragedy (A Letter To God)" - Cold
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"Astronomy Domine - Pink Floyd
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Last Night In Brooklyn" - Innerpartysystem
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
"Slip (Feat. Mr. Hahn)" - Fort Minor
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"Time Is Industry" - Lola Ray
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Orion" - Metallica
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Medicine Man" = Marc Cohn
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"Hump de Bump" - R.H.C.P.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Please Forgive Me" - David Gray
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Points of Authority/99 Problems/One Step Closer" - Linkin Park & Jay Z
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"Jerusalem" - Emerson, Lake, and Palmer
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Doperide" - Saliva
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Banana Pancakes" - Jack Johnson
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Simple Design" - Breaking Benjamin
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Whiplash" - Metallica
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"The Camper Velourium, No. 1 - Faint of Hearts" - Coheed and Cambria
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Fumes" - Aesop Rock
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Black Dog" - Led Zeppelin
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
"Deathblow" - Deftones
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
"[Untitled Track] - Nine Inch Nails (Off of Head Like a Hole)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
"All the Same" - Sick Puppies
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
"Sacred Lie" - Disturbed
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
"Ice" - Sarah McLachlan
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
"Paranoid" - Black Sabbath
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
"Too Deep" - Girl Talk
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
"Believe" - Staind
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
"Weight Of The World" - Saliva
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
"Justice in Murder" - Coheed and Cambria
No Subject
General | Posted 17 years agoI'm addicted to No World For Tomorrow right now.Bump.
Everybody has their moments.
General | Posted 17 years agoFirst, I just want to say that this website is browsed by some younger people. Isn't it? ...what's with the porn ads at the bottom of the page? I know this is a little late, but I'm pretty sure it's ridiculous when you start advertising MANLY, FURRY SMUT on a website that caters to all ages. (If you turn the filters on do you not get those ads?)
Anyway, that's not what I got on to write about. I have just been thinking lately, and I figured I'd write down what I been thinking because I feel like it. First off, I find myself way too often wishing that there was more to this world than there really is. I don't know really how to describe it, other than preternatural things. The things I read about in fantasy/fiction books. When I think of my life I just want to shout at how incredibly BORING it is. I even think its not good for me to go on a fantasy binge because it KILLS me when I re-emerge from my books and I realize I'm going to be back in the same routine every day. Books have to be the worse for me. Video games are there, but they don't pull me in like books. I've re-read some of my favorite series most recently, and I did it so fast that I'm caught up in it, wishing I was there.
I think that's some of the reason why I'm drawn to this fandom. I can see a picture with a fucking werewolf and grasp it. I see animals TALKING. That's not real, but that's where my mind wanders. Be whatever you want to be, do whatever you want to do. (Granted most furries just want to fuck but whatever.) I don't consider myself a furry either. That's crossing the line to me. I can imagine myself in any situation and yet I don't let my mind wander past that forbidden zone. I DON'T want to be known as a furry. I DON'T have any interest in changing my handle to SKY-THE-HORSEFOX and having people call me that when they see me. If my friends knew I lurked around on this site, I would be ridiculed. As an example, when I was younger I had an affinity for wolves. Not an obsession, but I liked them. I thought they were so cool, so I had some pictures and such of them but to this day (almost everything I had is gone) I still here of it. If someone sees something with a wolf they're all: "Boyd why don't you get that? You're obsessed with wolves right? Haha" ..and this place? I get lost in here for a little while everyday and that's fine. But if someone knew I came here, I don't know what I would do. I wish I knew someone else who was on here personally, but that's nt the kind of people I grew up around (obviously).
I'm an ordinary guy. There is NOTHING special about me. I'm 19 (gonna be 20 soon), I have friends at school, I have friends at home, I'm an AVERAGE student, I'm an AVERAGE swimmer (my sport of choice even in college), I'm an AVERAGE friend. Maybe that's what makes me want to walk into the woods and see something people aren't supposed to see. Maybe that's what makes me want to be a part of something unreal. I'm so ordinary it hurts. I have never had a real relationship. I don't have a "love of my life" and I haven't even been in that position. I'm ingrained with Christian morals so much that when a girl kissed me for new years and decided to bring her tongue into the equation, I freaked out. My mind told me that was WRONG. ...but it's not. Who the FUCK worries about that? (And obviously if that bothered me you should know I'm a virgin. I'm such a good child.)
I wish I could immerse myself in un-reality.
Maybe I should stop reading those books and give up on imagination, because I want it to be real so much sometimes that I become ridiculous.
I wish I could work up the patience to write my own stories. I've tried it before but failed because I get frustrated and give up. That's another thing I'm average at. I gave up on the drawing because it was simply imitations of others. I don't want to be an imitation. I don't want to be average.
Guess I'll just have to deal with it like any other sane person.
..everyone has their moments.
Anyway, that's not what I got on to write about. I have just been thinking lately, and I figured I'd write down what I been thinking because I feel like it. First off, I find myself way too often wishing that there was more to this world than there really is. I don't know really how to describe it, other than preternatural things. The things I read about in fantasy/fiction books. When I think of my life I just want to shout at how incredibly BORING it is. I even think its not good for me to go on a fantasy binge because it KILLS me when I re-emerge from my books and I realize I'm going to be back in the same routine every day. Books have to be the worse for me. Video games are there, but they don't pull me in like books. I've re-read some of my favorite series most recently, and I did it so fast that I'm caught up in it, wishing I was there.
I think that's some of the reason why I'm drawn to this fandom. I can see a picture with a fucking werewolf and grasp it. I see animals TALKING. That's not real, but that's where my mind wanders. Be whatever you want to be, do whatever you want to do. (Granted most furries just want to fuck but whatever.) I don't consider myself a furry either. That's crossing the line to me. I can imagine myself in any situation and yet I don't let my mind wander past that forbidden zone. I DON'T want to be known as a furry. I DON'T have any interest in changing my handle to SKY-THE-HORSEFOX and having people call me that when they see me. If my friends knew I lurked around on this site, I would be ridiculed. As an example, when I was younger I had an affinity for wolves. Not an obsession, but I liked them. I thought they were so cool, so I had some pictures and such of them but to this day (almost everything I had is gone) I still here of it. If someone sees something with a wolf they're all: "Boyd why don't you get that? You're obsessed with wolves right? Haha" ..and this place? I get lost in here for a little while everyday and that's fine. But if someone knew I came here, I don't know what I would do. I wish I knew someone else who was on here personally, but that's nt the kind of people I grew up around (obviously).
I'm an ordinary guy. There is NOTHING special about me. I'm 19 (gonna be 20 soon), I have friends at school, I have friends at home, I'm an AVERAGE student, I'm an AVERAGE swimmer (my sport of choice even in college), I'm an AVERAGE friend. Maybe that's what makes me want to walk into the woods and see something people aren't supposed to see. Maybe that's what makes me want to be a part of something unreal. I'm so ordinary it hurts. I have never had a real relationship. I don't have a "love of my life" and I haven't even been in that position. I'm ingrained with Christian morals so much that when a girl kissed me for new years and decided to bring her tongue into the equation, I freaked out. My mind told me that was WRONG. ...but it's not. Who the FUCK worries about that? (And obviously if that bothered me you should know I'm a virgin. I'm such a good child.)
I wish I could immerse myself in un-reality.
Maybe I should stop reading those books and give up on imagination, because I want it to be real so much sometimes that I become ridiculous.
I wish I could work up the patience to write my own stories. I've tried it before but failed because I get frustrated and give up. That's another thing I'm average at. I gave up on the drawing because it was simply imitations of others. I don't want to be an imitation. I don't want to be average.
Guess I'll just have to deal with it like any other sane person.
..everyone has their moments.
Finally!
General | Posted 17 years agoExams are done and I can relax for the holidays! Man, it feels so good to just be able to sit in my own bed at home and do... what's that you say?...
NOTHING! :D
NOTHING! :D
Boredom.
General | Posted 17 years agoI guess you can learn some stuff about me this way. I really should be studying.
70/..however many there are total.
Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 2
Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 3
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 6
Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 9
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit (what's that then?)
SO FAR: 13
Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (Haven't we all?)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 17
Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 20
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 25
Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 26
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized (Stopped an attempt though.)
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 28
Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 30
Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 31
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced (As a joke?)
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 35
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 37
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 39
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (I'm good at this.)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
() Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 42
Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 45
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (what?)
SO FAR: 47
Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 48
Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish (I wish)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 50
Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 52
Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 56
Level 24
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 56
Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken (?)
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 60
Level 26
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 63
Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 68
Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 71
Level 29
( ) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 74
Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 75
70/..however many there are total.
Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 2
Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 3
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 6
Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 9
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit (what's that then?)
SO FAR: 13
Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (Haven't we all?)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 17
Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 20
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 25
Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 26
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized (Stopped an attempt though.)
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 28
Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 30
Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 31
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced (As a joke?)
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 35
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 37
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 39
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (I'm good at this.)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
() Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 42
Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 45
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (what?)
SO FAR: 47
Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 48
Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish (I wish)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 50
Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 52
Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 56
Level 24
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 56
Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken (?)
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 60
Level 26
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 63
Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 68
Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 71
Level 29
( ) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 74
Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 75
Not really sure why,
General | Posted 17 years agobut I've been real depressed lately.
Nothing really to go on about but I wish I could relax a little and my up-and-coming exams are not making things any easier.
Anyway, when I'm feeling real bad, I just watch this and hope that they are playing at the moment.
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/shiba-inu-puppy-cam
Nothing really to go on about but I wish I could relax a little and my up-and-coming exams are not making things any easier.
Anyway, when I'm feeling real bad, I just watch this and hope that they are playing at the moment.
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/shiba-inu-puppy-cam
Dark Knight
General | Posted 17 years agoTUESDAY!
Thanksgiving
General | Posted 17 years agoIt's almost here!! I'm so excited and I can't wait to head back home to see friends and family. I didn't get to go back during our fall break, so I can't wait to see some of my friends that I haven't seen in months including MY PUPPY!
Plans for Thanksgiving?
I'm going to stuff myself on good 'ole fashioned home cooking because I am so sick of cafeteria food. My mom is even making my favorite desert: Blackberry Cobbler!!!!!
Plans for Thanksgiving?
I'm going to stuff myself on good 'ole fashioned home cooking because I am so sick of cafeteria food. My mom is even making my favorite desert: Blackberry Cobbler!!!!!
Lurking
General | Posted 17 years agoI feel like I'm a super lurker on here.
On a side note, anyone have any music suggestions? I've been gathering random things here and there and I'm looking for more. (That is if anyone reads my journal.. >>)
So here's a list of stuff I have gotten recently. It's EXTREMELY varied. I listen to music for whatever mood I'm in so I'm open to any suggestions other than country. I really just don't care for it.
The Acacia Strain
Pendulum
Rush
Jethro Tull
Meshuggah
Angerfist
Taproot
Loudmouth
Deftones
Metallica
Priestess
Some String Quartet stuff
...
If you have any suggestions (maybe simply your fav band) I would love to hear it!
On a side note, anyone have any music suggestions? I've been gathering random things here and there and I'm looking for more. (That is if anyone reads my journal.. >>)
So here's a list of stuff I have gotten recently. It's EXTREMELY varied. I listen to music for whatever mood I'm in so I'm open to any suggestions other than country. I really just don't care for it.
The Acacia Strain
Pendulum
Rush
Jethro Tull
Meshuggah
Angerfist
Taproot
Loudmouth
Deftones
Metallica
Priestess
Some String Quartet stuff
...
If you have any suggestions (maybe simply your fav band) I would love to hear it!
PREPARATIONS
General | Posted 17 years agoThey are being made for the Wrath of the Lich King.
I'm pumped.
..though in turn, this means that there will be an inevitable influx of WOW porn here on FA.
Uh oh.
I'm pumped.
..though in turn, this means that there will be an inevitable influx of WOW porn here on FA.
Uh oh.
I am
General | Posted 17 years ago1) On here way too often
2) An adamant lover of Mountain Dew
3) Missing my friends back home
4) Missing my puppy dog from back home
5) Trying to lose my gut
6) Questioning my beliefs and feeling guilty because of it
7) Trying to beat Guitar Hero 3 on expert
8) Trying to make good grades, yet not doing as well as I want
9) Constantly listening to Pendulum after seeing one of Pr0st's youtube posts
10) Hating my roomate
11) Addicted to horror movies
12) Wishing I was better at swimming/ afraid I won't get to travel with my team
13) Staring at the random pumpkin sitting in the middle of the floor
14) Drawing. But there is nothing post-worthy yet because I have been imitating others' styles to see what I can do. If i actually become original enough, I may post something.
15) Jealous of my brother. It makes things so much harder.
16) Afraid to go the next step. I'm not good with relationships.
17) Finishing a bag of cheez-its. ..Guess I'm not working on my figure today.
18) Pondering my future constantly.
19) Still thinking I shouldn't have beeen coerced into a keg stand the other night.. but it was fun anyway.
20) Sometimes a sorry excuse for a human being, sometimes the best friend in the world, sometimes depressed, sometimes uncontrollable, sometimes incorrigible, sometimes spunky, sometimes horny, sometimes playful, all around normal, average, human being. Judge me as such.
2) An adamant lover of Mountain Dew
3) Missing my friends back home
4) Missing my puppy dog from back home
5) Trying to lose my gut
6) Questioning my beliefs and feeling guilty because of it
7) Trying to beat Guitar Hero 3 on expert
8) Trying to make good grades, yet not doing as well as I want
9) Constantly listening to Pendulum after seeing one of Pr0st's youtube posts
10) Hating my roomate
11) Addicted to horror movies
12) Wishing I was better at swimming/ afraid I won't get to travel with my team
13) Staring at the random pumpkin sitting in the middle of the floor
14) Drawing. But there is nothing post-worthy yet because I have been imitating others' styles to see what I can do. If i actually become original enough, I may post something.
15) Jealous of my brother. It makes things so much harder.
16) Afraid to go the next step. I'm not good with relationships.
17) Finishing a bag of cheez-its. ..Guess I'm not working on my figure today.
18) Pondering my future constantly.
19) Still thinking I shouldn't have beeen coerced into a keg stand the other night.. but it was fun anyway.
20) Sometimes a sorry excuse for a human being, sometimes the best friend in the world, sometimes depressed, sometimes uncontrollable, sometimes incorrigible, sometimes spunky, sometimes horny, sometimes playful, all around normal, average, human being. Judge me as such.
So, like,
General | Posted 17 years agoI wanna party this weekend.
But my parents are coming down to see me.
I may just go to breakfast slighty tipsy with them one morning.
But my parents are coming down to see me.
I may just go to breakfast slighty tipsy with them one morning.
Drawing
General | Posted 17 years agoI need to start again. I wish I had a scanner so I could put some stuff on my computer.
Meme
General | Posted 17 years agoStolen from Ban.
Note: It's only until you look at it do you finally realize that you listen to some weird/crappy music :/
1. Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
7. ???
8. PROFIT!
Songs:
Opening Credits:
"Round Here" - Counting Crows
Waking Up:
"Little Bird" - Cass (Off a Tiesto cd.)
First Day At School:
"Pushit" - TOOL
Falling In love:
"No Jesus Christ - Seether >>;
Fight Song:
"(High) Visibility" - Chevelle
Breaking Up:
"Message to Harry Manback" - TOOL (Haha! Perfect!)
Prom:
"The Becoming" - Nine Inch Nails
Life's OK:
"Closure" - Chevelle
Mental Breakdown:
"Be Good Johnny" - Men At Work (Well <u>that</u> doesn't work..)
Driving:
"Yako" - The Afromotive
Flashback:
"Gematria (The Killing Name) - Slipknot
Getting Back Together:
"Lipan Conjouring" - TOOL
Wedding:
"At This Hour" - Spin Doctors
Birth of Child:
"End Credit Score" - Jan Stevens (SCRUBS!)
Final Battle:
"Phase" - Breaking Benjamin
Death Scene:
"Eye" - Smashing Pumpkins
Funeral Song:
"Petrified" - Fort Minor
End Credits:
"What I Want" - Autopilot Off
Man, I had some repeaters and some stinkers... >>
Note: It's only until you look at it do you finally realize that you listen to some weird/crappy music :/
1. Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
7. ???
8. PROFIT!
Songs:
Opening Credits:
"Round Here" - Counting Crows
Waking Up:
"Little Bird" - Cass (Off a Tiesto cd.)
First Day At School:
"Pushit" - TOOL
Falling In love:
"No Jesus Christ - Seether >>;
Fight Song:
"(High) Visibility" - Chevelle
Breaking Up:
"Message to Harry Manback" - TOOL (Haha! Perfect!)
Prom:
"The Becoming" - Nine Inch Nails
Life's OK:
"Closure" - Chevelle
Mental Breakdown:
"Be Good Johnny" - Men At Work (Well <u>that</u> doesn't work..)
Driving:
"Yako" - The Afromotive
Flashback:
"Gematria (The Killing Name) - Slipknot
Getting Back Together:
"Lipan Conjouring" - TOOL
Wedding:
"At This Hour" - Spin Doctors
Birth of Child:
"End Credit Score" - Jan Stevens (SCRUBS!)
Final Battle:
"Phase" - Breaking Benjamin
Death Scene:
"Eye" - Smashing Pumpkins
Funeral Song:
"Petrified" - Fort Minor
End Credits:
"What I Want" - Autopilot Off
Man, I had some repeaters and some stinkers... >>
Uh oh..
General | Posted 17 years agoI shouldn't have kissed her... I like her, but I just really want to hang out. :/ I don't know what to do. I'm terrible with womens. -_-
There wasn't even alcohol involved.
There wasn't even alcohol involved.
Life feeds on life feeds on
General | Posted 17 years agolife feeds on life... this is necessary.
another bump with a bonus!
I really like the new banner. :D If anyone has any good zombie movie suggestions let me hear em! I love zombie flicks. :B
another bump with a bonus!
I really like the new banner. :D If anyone has any good zombie movie suggestions let me hear em! I love zombie flicks. :B
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I really really
General | Posted 17 years agowant to be in a hole somewhere.
Fucking anxiety attack.
Fucking anxiety attack.
