I realllly need to get some stuff up don't I?

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FA keeps telling me I have submissions to view but I can't.

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This makes me unhappy.

I'm in a bit of a rut.

There are things going on that I can't control, but I feel worse than I've felt in a very long time and I can't do anything to fix it right now. I'm stressed constantly and I'm afraid of a breakdown in the near future if I have to keep throwing this stuff to the back of my head.

So here's my request. I don't know if anyone thinks prayer helps, but I could use some right now. If you don't beleive in that, send a few good thoughts my way. I'm working hard, and not seeing much good some out of it, and I just need a little extra something right now. So please do that for me.

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Sorry for yet another journal, the others were bothersome.

I have some art to put up! But it's in my stetchbook and I need to scan it, yet I can't use the scanner is hooked to right now and I don't have the time to wait, got the last day of a meet today. I'll get it up when I can.

Forget the past, live for the future. :)

Just got finished with a wonderful talk with my father. Nothing against him, but I feel much worse now.

Yeah yeah, then I tell you how emo I just was, but then being me, I have to say I hate it when people do that. Fuck, touche....self.

So I just found out about all the hype is around here.

Gonna be one to say I hadn't run into it yet. (Even though I'm new.)

And no, I'm not for it, though I don't really know what to think of the whole deal because it seems fairly hypocritical to argue about something, when the place is flooded with allll kinds of wrong. I think some can be overlooked, henceforth, the whole Mature ratings and things of that nature, but yes, I think it's taken too far sometimes. This would be one where I would have to agree on the really wrong morality issue and even though it's not gonna fix the whole get-up, I think it should be gone. You won't ever see me fav something completely absurd, and wrong.

I'm here because I like to keep up with many of the artists I admire and because I've not run across anything of that nature, I'm staying put.

Stolen from CaptianGerBear who is an incredible artist. :] Petty theivery. :P

1. What's something you like that you would be embarassed to tell people about?
- Imogen Heap. I'm kinda stretching it here, because I'm fairly open, but I guess that would just be something I would refrain from openly admitting to liking.

2. What's the strangest thing about your body?
- Not sure... I guess that's somethign you'd have to ask someone else.

3. If you were a super hero, your power would be..?
- Ability to fly. I know it's really basic, but that would just be an awesome rush.

4. List four people you'd want on your zombie survival team.
- My coach, Tillman, my uncle, my brother.

5. If you had to exist as a vegetable, which one would it be?
- Broccoli? There is no reasoning behind that, just didn't have any idea why this was asked. XD

6. What's in your mouth right now?
- my tongue.

7. What's the stupidest thing you've done all week?
- Eaten lots.. and LOTS of candy.

8. Describe your favorite shirt.
- I hate to admit it, but one of my two A&F shirts. Just think it's really comfy. (Longsleeve)

9. If you had to lose one of your five senses, which would it be?
- Taste

10. What's your favorite action figure?
- Stretch Armstrong (Does that count?)

11. What's your favorite emoticon?
- X3

12. How often would you say your socks match?
- 85%

13. What physical part of you are you most proud of?
- Arms

14. How many flashlights do you own?
- Enough that I'm not gonna go find em all to find out. XD

15. Have you ever worn someone else's underwear?
- Yes

16. Have you ever worn MY underwear? (whose?)
- No

16. Do I know about it?
- ?

17. Take the name of your first pet and the name of the street you grew up on, and combine them to get your porn name. What is yours?
- Sargent Hillsboro. ;3

18. What's the worst movie you've ever seen?
- Dorm Days

19. What's the best bad movie you've ever seen? So bad it was good?
- Not quite sure but I've seen a few absolutely hilarious creature things in Sci-Fi that I died laughing through.

20. When was the last time you ate a meatball?
- Weeks ago.

21. What is your dream job?
- I've never been one to easily anser questions like that. I could be happy in numerous things.

22. Your favorite Ninja Turtle?
- Donatello

23. Please list one object you would like to insert into Sephiroth.
- iPOD

24. What will you be doing for Halloween this year?
- (outdated) but... I went as a hobo freak.

25. What is the most fabulous object within arms' reach of where you're sitting?
- Computer

26. Name two completely unrelated objects also within arms' reach.
- Wow guest pass card (related?), notecards

27. Look at all the objects in your room. How many of them have tiny lights that tell you they're turned on?
- 10

28. Do you plan to eat something between now and bedtime? If so, what?
- Lots of carbs. Got a meet this weekend.

29. Do you ever fill your pockets with the specific thought that you'll be prepared in case you're suddenly stuck on a tropical island with a handful of stragglers, and you'll somehow miraculously retain all of the objects you've got on your person at that time?
- XD No :p

30. Describe your underwear in vivid detail.
- Orange camo. I'm not gonna go into that detail.

Thankyou so much Marunrun for the awesome icon!!

I have been failry busy the past days, though nothing very new to report.

HEY YOU

I was hoping for a kind and generous person to help me out! 8D
-I would greatly appreciate an icon for this site by anyone who has the time, just something quick that I may use because
A) I'd like another one,
B) I'd like something from someone else :3

Maybe if I said please? C8 -is a suck up-

Well I've been keeping myself busy lately, that's for sure. Right now I'm just a liiiitle worn out from all the running around and worrying but I'm heading to a haunted house tonight with some friends, (Wish I had a ladyfriend to go with..) and hopefully that will be fun, I know the girls will be freaking out.

I do have some art to upload, I just have to be able to do that. (It's a matter of effort and ability, sometimes I could, but I just am too lazy and other times I can't use the freaking scanner.. cause it hates me ;_; )

Anyway, things are fine but busy in my little patch of the world.

Been just a little overwhelmed lately, several things mixed together make something singular quite unbearable and I'm working on brushing past that. I haven't dissapeared, and I will have more stuff up eventually, but now it not quite the time (because I don't have any) to do so.

I want to put out one more thanks to the few people who welcomed me here. :)

I felt lonely with no avatar. :]

So I made one.

I felt lonely with no avatar. :]

So I made one.

Not much to report other than I've been doodlin' like a maniac. I haven't completed (or wish to complete and properly finish) anything as of yet, but I'm gonna try and get an Icon up, and eventually some art as well as something for Haku. Just gotta get the crazy scanner goin'.

Hello to those of FA! I realize there's not much I can do to avoid the "Hey I'm new, commentplz" journal, so I won't bother.

I hope to meet some great people here and maybe this will spur me on to completing some more art in the near future! I have a dA account also, but you won't fidn anything there that isn't here I don't think. So I say hi again and I hope this turns out to be fun!