I know it's been a while since I made one of these. But I've been dealing with a lot of irl stuff.

As of May 29, my mother has passed away. She was suffering from a heart infection where the blood carried it throughout her body. It's been hard to process that she won't be around in my life anymore. But I have a very large support group helping me with the bereavement, mostly being my younger brothers. The four of us are working through our emotions, but in the end it's gonna be tough getting past this. Though I doubt we ever will since she was a big part of our lives. I'm only getting this out now because it's been difficult trying to find the words.

I only ask for anyone that reads this, to just pray for the four of us going forward. Thank you for your time.

-Sabre

About 5 hours late into the party, but the new year is here, and may it be a happy one for all!

For those who know,  Zaruchen is going through a bit of trouble. You can read the full info here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28194641/

See what you can do to help out Hopey!

My god...the feels...so...many...

I think I'm gonna go join the other folks crying in the corner right now...

I tried this last year and failed miserably (lost in the first week. ^^;)

This year I actually plan on tackling this and torturing myself for the whole month of February.

Wishing everybody another Merry Christmas

But I FINALLY got a hold of Pokemon X, and I'm looking for assistance in regards to the Friend Safari. Therefore, I need friends because I feel lonely. XD

SOOOOO, anyone interested in helping me out, and I will gladly return the favor, my FC is

5043-3292-6164

And I look forward to seeing you in the Pokemon World.

I picked this up from  Nadeena and thought I'd give it a try on my brothers  monkeyjet and  dragoleo.

Dear Nathaniel and Taylor,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but the rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you. I think I realized it when you smacked my ass in your car and I saw you carve your initials into the Catholic Priest. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that I'm allergic to your earlobes. I'm returning your toe ring but keeping your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I hate your cooking and you should get that embarrassing rash checked out.

Go milk a cow,

~Jeremy

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How to do this meme:

***Dear (person of your choice,)

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it when you (2)(3) and I saw you(4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) but keeping (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).

(12),

~(your name)

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1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - The rainbow hedgehogs want to destroy you
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - I'm joining the Convent
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - Last year when you peed your pants
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey - The Catholic Priest
Brown - The Montreal Canadiens' goalie
Purple - my corned beef hash
Red - My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink - You are "My Little Pony" collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat - shamed
House- Sterile

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we're related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your balls

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Get sick when I think of your feet
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Love your sweet, sweet ass
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven't showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I love Oprah
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I'm off to lead a new life as a lemon
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don't hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Best of luck on the sex change
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - I love Oprah
Italy - Please, don't lick my inner thighs anymore
Russia - you're new world emperor,

has pretty much summed up the rules of the male person with this list right here:

"At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. I must admit, it's pretty good. We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side.

These are our rules! Please note, these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials..

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine...really .

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball or golf.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

Thank you for reading this. Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight; But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping."

posted this pic of 's Misty the Mouse

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9970921/

Now they have a lil' bet going that if this can get up to 300 favs then Dutch would make it canon. Dutch took it up to eleven by saying that if it got to 400 favs then he'd animate it!

Needless to say I myself am Fave #353 at the time of posting this, so we're almost there! For all who love Misty, let's see this brought to life!

Wishin' a very merry Christmas to all my FA friends!

Disregard this if you must. I just needed to get this off my chest.

October 13, 2012

I'm on my way to celebrate my great-grandmother's 96th birthday. But as me, my brothers and cousin get there and say hi, she gets just a tad too excited and stops breathing for a bit. Scared, our family takes her to the hospital, where she is now. After meeting with her and being informed that she's feeling alright, we finish telling her happy birthday (What a way to spend it, though) and get ready to come home...

Only to find out that our house has been broken into. My cousin rushes to the open window, and tells us our PS3, Xbox 360, and Wii are all gone. Strangely enough, only the consoles and the cords to the PS3 are gone, yet everything else (360 and Wii cords, controllers, and Laptops) are all still here. I was too pissed off to notice. I'm getting really upset at this point. Then our neighbor comes over saying that she saw somebody that looked like someone that I've treated as a brother for the past 10 years drove up to our house, came into it, and came out with a small, black box (possibly our Wii), and put it in his trunk.

Now I remind you that this is someone that I've treated like a brother to me. And someone tells me that HE was the one that did this? I don't believe the neighbor at first, so I call him and ask if he was over here lately He tells me he was at work all day. Right off the bat I know someone's lying. I know my friends work schedule. I've never recalled him working on a Saturday. So either he's lying to me or my neighbor is. That or it was another guy with a silver car that came into our house.

All I know is that if he was he was the one that did this, me and him are no longer friends. I'm normally one that never cries about stuff. But if you steal something of mine that I practically spent my whole life on, and I found out it was someone that I trusted, that flies out the window, and I suddenly I'm your worst enemy. I'm literally crying my heart out over here at the thought of my "friend" doing this.

What makes this even worse is that I could've helped PREVENT this!! At our great-grandmother's house, our neighbor calls us and ask for my mother. Because we had already at her house, I tell her that we left and that she couldn't talk right now. What I later found out was that she called because someone was entering our house while we were gone...

tl;dr - Great-grandma had breathing trouble, came back home to find stuff stolen. I'm pissed off, and someone's gonna pay!

Head here if you want in!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3438348/

THEY DID IT! have reached the $10,000 mark they needed to start on the Peter an Company pilot episode. Cheers and beers all around!

Journal on update here: www.furaffinity.net/journal/3435465

However, even though they've reached the goal, that doesn't mean they haven't shut the donations down yet! The rewards are still up, so keep sending your donations if you still want to. The more donations they get, the better they can make the pilot. Plus you can still get a character of yours a permanent spot on P&C if you're a big spender and love Peter and Company.

So keep those donations coming people! We may have the pilot, but that shouldn't stop from making the pilot greater than it already is!

Hey everyone. has been doing his comic for about six or years now, and he finally has a chance to turn it into an animated series, but he needs help getting the money. The goal is 10,000 dollars in 60 days. Watch the video in the journal to find out what rewards can be receive by donating certain amounts of money. Go here to find out more. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3291237/

If you can't donate, spread the word. It's a great comic series, and would make an excellent animated series.

Then click this link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3282159/

Raffle Ends March 24 At Midnight! Hurry up if you want in!

For those of you that remember my Megaman DoubleSoul Wallpapers such as these:

AquaSoul: www.furaffinity.net/view/4376540/
FireSoul: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4376572/
ColonelSoul: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4376561/

Well, now that I've gotten a better grasp of Photoshop, once I get a hold of it again, I plan on fixing these wallpapers up, as well as putting out the rest of the DoubleSoul Megas. So if you liked them before and are interested, you can look forward to those from me in the near future.

If so, then check this journal out!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3034037/

Better hurry because the offer's almost over!

I've seen a couple of my friends doing this kind of thing, and it's always interesting to me to do these to see what kind of characters I have. Also, since I haven't done anything with my PCA characters for a LOOONG while (which I plan to get back to doing soon), I figured why not get them into this.

First up is Team DarkFire, my main team.

Name: Sabre, Blaze, Leo, Kitty
[ ] They are possessed by an angel
[ ] They are possessed by a demon
[ ] They are a werewolf/vampire/faerie
[X] They are physically strong (All of them are strong, but Leo's the strongest out of them)
[ ] They have a rare hair/fur color
[ ] Their eyes are an unusual color
[ ] This happens to be red
[ ] Their eyes change color
[ ] They have wings
[ ] They can grow extra body parts/shape shift
[ ] They are immortal
[X] (if a female) they have large bra size (Kitty can fill one out pretty good XD)
[X] (if a male) they are very muscular (Leo's the main musclehead, Sabre and Blaze are too, but it doesn't show as much as Leo)
[X] They are very attractive to the opposite gender (How could they not be? D: Well, I don't know about Blaze, maybe some girls have it for emotionless guys. XD)
[X] They are telekinetic/pyrokinetic/etc (They wouldn't be Team DarkFire if they didn't have some kind of Fire-type attack.)
[ ] They have sixth sense/can mind-read/etc
[ ] They have an object of some sort that gives them powers
[ ] They have a special ability/power, but they don't know about it yet
[ ] They were bestowed/cursed with these powers
[ ] They are a healer
[X] They are from a very rich/royal family (Leo and Kitty are rich)
[ ] They don't know that they are from a very rich/royal background
[ ] They have lost one/both of their parents
[ ] They ran away from home
[ ] Their parents are cruel, uncaring, abusive etc.
[ ] They witnessed one/both of their parent's death
[X] They are part angel/demon/faerie/some other mythical creature (Pokemon could be mythical, can't they? :S)
[ ] They never knew their parents
[ ] They were abused/spoiled as a child
[X] They are very attractive to the same gender (Same as I said to the opposite gender question XD)
[ ] They have lots of friends/no friends
[ ] They are emo/cutesy
[ ] They look much younger/older than they really are
[X] They are currently in a relationship (Sabre and Kitty are together)
[ ] They have lots if morals and state them a fair bit for example: 'I would rather be with my friends than with my boyfriend/girlfriend' 'Nothing matters more to me than my friends/family' 'I wouldn't hesitate to die in place of a friend' etc. It's fine if your OC has these beliefs/values, but if they constantly say them out loud/preach them to others, then we have a problem
[ ] They have a mental disorder
[ ] They have an emotional disorder
[ ] They struggle to stay sane
[ ] They are a psycho
[ ] They have multiple personalities
[X] They are very intelligent (Kitty's the tactician of the team)
[ ] They have hallucinations
[ ] They can summon spirits/demons/angels etc.
[ ] They have an unusual/unrealistic pet
[ ] They have a guardian spirit
[ ] They have a 'special type' of soul
[ ] Their soul is not the same as them
[ ] They can talk to spirits/ghosts
[X] Some part of their body glows (Certain attacks cause their hands/feet/bodies to glow)
[ ] They have a rare/unusual name
[ ] They were born on an important date, such as New Year's Eve, Midsummers Night, The Winter Solstace etc.
[X] They have a twin/sibling that they were separated from at birth (Sabre and Blaze are half-siblings)
[ ] They are connected with a certain element
[X] They are connected with a certain animal (THEY ARE ANIMALS)
[ ] They always dress like a certain 'label'
[ ] They look quite a bit like a character from a popular anime/manga
[ ] They are a race/species that is discriminated against/misunderstood
[ ] They have a certain power that is misunderstood/feared
[ ] They live/lived on the streets at some point in their lives
[ ] They are hiding from someone/something
[ ] They have a rare blood type
[ ] They cry blood
[ ] Certain noises/smells/situations/etc make their powers activate/give them a nervous breakdown
[X] They are from a different country to where they live
[X] They are very mysterious/dark (Blaze, definitely)
[X] They are very lively/happy (Kitty's pretty happy most of the time)
[ ] Their mood changes a lot/very quickly
[X] They are very patient (Sabre's battle style involves waiting for his opponent to attack and then counterattack at the right moment)
[ ] They are from a long line of (insert profession/power here)
[X] They have a piece of jewelry/clothing that they always wear (Sabre's gloves, Leo's Aerodactyl fang necklace.)
[ ] They have amnesia
[ ] They have some sort of permanent medical condition
[ ] The have a curse upon them
[ ] They are involved in some sort of prophecy
[ ] They are 'the chosen one' (I hate those story lines)
[ ] They have insomnia

Overall points: 31

Point Reductions

Take points off your OCs overall score if they fit any of the following statements:

[ ] They smoke
[ ] They are an alcoholic
[ ] They are overweight
[ ] They are addicted to drugs
[X] They have a short temper (Blaze and Leo)
[ ] They enjoy bullying others
[ ] They do not care much about others
[ ] They are emotionless (Blaze doesn't show emotion most of the time, but he's not emotionless)

Final Score is:

Sabre - 13
Blaze - 9
Leo - 10
Kitty - 13

<5 -Anti-Sue
Your character may be a bit on the boring side. Of course, this does depend, but generally if they are scoring that low, it wouldn't hurt to 'spice them up' a bit ^^

6-15 -Balanced Character
If your OC scored around here, then they are probably quite a well-balanced and interesting character. Those scoring in the higher end of this category may be a bit too much though.

16-25 -Borderline Mary-Sue
We have a problem. You need to tone your character down. They are most likely a bit annoying to others, too.

26< -Mary-Sue
Oh dear. Do I really need to comment on this?

Wow, Okay, so they're kinda balanced. According to this, I may have to work on Blaze some more, while Sabre and Kitty seem too balanced for their own good XD.

I just got some new fun games to play, two in particular being

Monday Night Combat
Dungeon Fighter Online

So if anyone was interested in partying up with me, I'd appreciate it, especially since I'm just starting to play DFO. So far it's turning out to be a fun game to play. I'm looking forward to playing with you guys if you can.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2256176/

 firafirecat is in trouble medical-wise and needs help. Hopefully you can help out by purchasing commissions, donating, or by spreading the word out.

Well, today was a blessing in disguise, folks!

I headed out to get my computer fixed, and after almost spending the entire day out in Ann Arbor, I was finally able to get my computer fixed. And the best part is that it was practically for free!

*Does out of the blue Kirby dance* <(^_^<) ^(^_^)^ (>^_^)> *dance over*

Anyway, the downside is that the only way to get it fixed was to wipe my computer clean, so now I don't have Steam, Photoshop, any of the programs I had anymore without re-downloading them again. Oh well, nothing I can't wait for. I'll be playing Team Fortress 2 and getting more FA sprays out in no time.

Well, the unfortunate has happened. My laptop just shut down on me. For some reason it works just fine. But then, it gets to a point where it says some files have non-valid Windows images, and that I have to check them against the installation CD. I don't have that right now, but until I do, I have no computer right now. Consequences:

1. Until I do get it fixed or get a new one, my TF2 days are numbered.

2. My Series of Sprays collection is going to be slowed a bit. I can still make them, but it'll be a while before I can post them up.

3. All my documents, pictures, music, etc. will have to be recovered if I'm (heaven forbid) forced to get a new computer.

The worst part about this is that I JUST got the thing last month! :-/ *sigh* Why must bad things happen to good people?

Just wanted to let everybody know that today was my birthday!