I wish I had a girlfriend who was geeky and nerdy like me. Some one who could fan girl with me about marvel movies and Doctor who. Some one who wont get jealous because i am always gushing and fan girling over tom hiddleson, jason stathum, Emma Watson or any of the other people or characters I fangirl about.

Some one who loves cuddling as much as I do. I wish for a girl who likes silly romantic gestures and would have silly arguments with me about who loves who more. I wish they would be the type to trust that no matter what happens that I love them and just want them to be happy even if it means we don't always spend our time together. I want to be able to yell I love you to them and they the same to me and be able to walk away knowing that its true and always will be. I want some one who gets that a relationship is give and take not a one way road where either one of us become the person who gives more than the other. Some one who doesnt get jealous just because i cant help my naturally flirty nature, or might talk a lot about other people. Some one who understands i chose them and want to be with them and at the end of the day my heart is still theirs, and they feel the same about me.

I want a person who is open to a lot of different things and always willing to try new things even if it takes them out of their comfort zone. I want some one who expects all these things from me and is willing to be open and honest about everything.

Sorry just kinda venting....

I am curious if any one would be interested in trading art for a character? My painted dog Rose sits unused and I have no real connection to her so I feel that it would be better to offer her to some one who would give her some use.


This is all the art i have of her:

https://www.dropbox.com/s/lbltk8lhx.....doptssmall.jpg

https://www.dropbox.com/s/0kw5ezda8....._for_lucky.jpg

https://www.dropbox.com/s/pdbsj3gja.....ef%20sheet.jpg


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Feel free to make offers. I would be hoping to get some art of my others girls found here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5611050/

you would get all rights and art of the character and freedom to change any thing about her that you want once the trade was completed.

Louhi: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12793897/

She is a macwnivore who finds more fun in toying with her hunts than actually killing and eating them. You'll know the hunt is on with her when you hear her let out a loud shrill scream and she goes running after her pray. Once she catches it she will most likely play with it for a bit before setting it free.

Sexual pref: bi

Saffi: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10927701/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12871787/ {Nsfw} http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12701237/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12988453/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11746619/
https://www.dropbox.com/s/5gj6pw1m8.....a_color_26.jpg {nsfw}
Most like me personality wise. She starts out shy most of the time but once she opens up she is very chatty and playful. Only real differences are when she likes some one she has no problem flirting and telling them how she feels. She is very girly with a secret geeky side (basicly my personality switched.

Sexual pref: pansexual

Abbi:https://www.dropbox.com/s/y8dov9xcumelhfl/1390932683.tavvy_saffirefsheet.png

https://www.dropbox.com/s/6dfp79xav....._saffigift.png

https://www.dropbox.com/s/pa1lc60bv.....psbb38fd95.png

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12991870/
https://www.dropbox.com/s/5gj6pw1m8.....a_color_26.jpg {nsfw}
Is my bratty side personified. What she wants she gets and isn't above using her cuteness to get it. She is always looking for fun and loves flirting with everyone. She dresses in ways that she knows will turn heads her way because she LOVES being center of attention. She is saffi's half sister.

Sexual pref: bi

Yazhi: https://www.dropbox.com/s/15jd2yvim.....7p/1aoRpbz.png (nsfw)

Sister to Abbi and half sister to Saffi this sweet sqobcat (squirrel Bob cat) girl is more on the shy introvert side. She likes to spend a lot of her time in the library reading whatever book she can get her hands on.

is an amazing artist who needs A LOT more love! So guys go give them the love they should be getting.

Look at the amazing art they did of my girls:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12701189/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12701237/

My cabbit has a name and it is Abbi! I have also been inspired to give her a bit of a back story and a connection to my girl saffi! She is Saffi's younger half sister hence the reason they have the same markings.

It has given me all sorts of ideas for potential commissions and stories. I am itching to get my laptop working again so I can start writing...yea I do that a little, they aren't any good in my opinion so hence the not posting. And well some of it....OK all of it is porn so definitely to embarrassed to post them. But I think if I do write any stories for my girls I will try and post a few, just try not to be to harsh about bad grammar its never been something I am good at.

I am so excited to start doing more with my girls! If they inspire any ideas for anyone else feel free to draw them just please run the idea by me first. :x

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12610263/ (nsfw shows nipples)

I'm so excited I finally get to see her some where other than in my head as an idea. Yea she is a lot more cat than rabbit but that's how I like her. HeR rabbit traits are a short bunny muzzle, larger strong bunny hind legs and no paw pads on any of her paws and lastly a short bobbed bunny like tail. I may occasionally have her drawn with a long fluffy cat tail but most times she will have the bobbed tail.

I am so excited to have her finally, and can't wait to put her to use. Now I just need a good name for her. <3

I have the starts of an idea that I want to do with two of my characters just to see what it might look if I meshed them together but I lack the drawing talent to get the idea completely put together and down on paper.


I want to take my Rag doll cat
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10927701/

and My original Bunny Sona
http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k.....ps28f00902.jpg


And combine the two into a cabbit. If any one is willing to work out some sort of deal message me and we can chat over skype or even through notes about the details. There will be plenty of opportunities for artistic freedom.

Where are you staying?
Hyatt Regency O'Hare

What day are you getting there?
friday

How long are you going?
friday-sunday
Who will you be with?
< roomies

What is your gender?
Uh...girl

How old are you?
25

How tall are you?
5'6"

What suits will you have?
sadly none ;-;
But I will have some wings and a tail and other what nots! And of course I will have my Pink bunny pack (honey's bunny from host club! <3)

Can I touch you?
inappropriately No....I might have to get violent...or cry a little depends on what happens first.

Can I talk to you?
Yea! I might be a little shy at first but I promise I do like to talk to people!

Can I take pictures with you?
uhh....sure

Are you nice?
For the most part yes, you will know when I am no longer gonna be nice.

Are you cliquey?
No I just tend to hid by the people I know cause they make me feel comfortable, feel free to come chat we don't bite

Can I stalk you?
If you want

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
I would prefer not cause I feel bad accepting gifts without giving something in return, and I am gonna be kinda broke this con ;-;

Can I hug or snuggle you?
Hugs are ok, snuggling sure as long as it stays clean. Been having a crappy year so all the hugs I get will be great...just keep them clean.

Do you like parties?
YUP, but tend to be to shy to go looking for them

What should I not do around you?
Don't get too friendly with friends or me(without permission), being rude to others. Pretty much stay friendly and don't be a douche and we can get along.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say my name, come up to me. Just try not to sneak up on me and touch me cause I am a flailer and don't mean to be violent but when scared, it just kinda happens.....might get slapped at worst :x

Also if any one is interested I would be happy to do a few small trades....

Feeling myself slip into one of those bad moods that just doesn't feel cure able. It feels like nothing is going right for me lately...I feel the happiness draining out....and no matter how much I try to stop it it just keeps dripping away. I am making life changes that should be for the better...should be making me happy. Have other ones I want to make but am to afraid to because I am tired of not having them work in my favor...I just wanna curl up in bed for a while and just disappear until I feel better. I'm not the type to ask people to make it better for me either...nor do I expect people to its my job to make me happy, they have their own things to take care of or deal with....

And its not that I don't expect any one to want to help or be there for me I know plenty of people are and do and I love them for it but I still end up feeling like a burden in the end....


And NO I don't feel like I shouldn't exsist or suicidal in any way....just feeling small I guess...overwhelmed is better, its like its too much at once. I know I will bounce back and feel better sooner or later but still hate the time it takes to get there.

Blah....some times emotions suck...especially the confusing and unhappy ones...Or even worse the happy ones that are confusing...

Of too work if anyone feels like chatting hit me up on skype or KIK the name is saffi.grief. Could use the distraction of just chatting...but please don't try to be a therapist....I don't like opening up to people I know....and am less likely to open up to a stranger.

Decided to only move over the pieces that I am proud of, or that show some kinda of improvement, or of test of skill.

I need to get away from my old account. Not sure if I will repost all of my old works...will probably just link to my old account for any one who wants to see that stuff.