Venting my frustrations here. Hahaha. Still can't get a Valorant key to drop for me. :(

I am glad to be your child. The pain is gone. Now you rest. Enjoy your time with mom in the heavens. Watch over me, guide me, protect me. I will miss you always. I love you with all my heart dad.

When everything is going your way. Something just has to kick you in the balls to knock you back down. A close friend of mine suddenly passed away on Wednesday out of the blue. We don't even know the cause yet. And now my father is about to pass soon as well. He has had lung cancer in the past and was in remission, now we find out he has brain cancer. The same cancer that took my mother from me about 5 months ago is the same one taking my father. I just dont know what to do. I have been around the world. Been to places you wouldn't even dream of going for our country. Been shot at, blown up, stabbed multiple times while being in the Army. And have enjoyed seeing my father being proud of what I have become. And now I feel so lost and dont know what to do when he goes.

I am older but don't feel wiser. Maybe more sore then last year hahaha. Go old me!

Boy do I suck at this game! Holy hell it's been months and or years and god do I suck at it! Well back to playing to not suck at it!

So I finally hit level 30 yesterday. And I'm currently level 20 in the Dark Zone. I'm looking for others to squad up with for endgame content. So if anyone has a squad or is needing another member. Hit me up here and I'll give you my info.

OH SHIT! Sorry I forgot I am on PC. The Master Race.

Anyone in the active beta right now besides me? Samwynn23 is my handle if you wanna join me!

http://www.cbc.ca/beta/news/trendin.....odes-1.3104830

ALL OF MY YES!!!

Ok all here is my Battletag - SamWynn#1361

I'm in the America! FUCK YEAH!

So if you want to pay some Hearthstone with me you can.

Yep birthday was today. Though I have the best girlfriend ever. Breakfast in bed, massages, beer and the beach then a awesome dinner but I still feel old. Eh 33!

She needs a good home! So if you are interested you can go here.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16422164/

Also if you could all spread the word it would be great!

For awhile now I haven't been to into the fandom. It's not any ones fault in particular, but more along the line of real life things taking over the online. I am a closet furry, no one outside of the people I have met here know I am a furry or have been part of the culture. Not even my girlfriend knows I am. I have kept it hidden as mostly the parts of the fandom I am in amount to this site, F-list and Skype. It's a small niche and it was fun. Now though I have some great job opportunities in my future and my girlfriend is utterly fantastic to me. I'm about to secure a loan on the awesome house I want in North Carolina and make some great money. The thing is I know it will take up a lot more of my time, and frankly I am just getting bored. I've gotten to the point I realized that I shouldn't spend money on art that I can use for other things. I have RPed for a long time and it has just gotten stale to do the same thing over and over just with other people. The biggest point I'm trying to get to is. I have been having it in the back of my head that I want to sell Samantha. Give her a good home to someone that might want her. I have already given Jennifer my mouse to Kyera. I have a unicorn and a gazelle to give out too. I don't know, I might not or I might. It's just something I have been thinking about is all.

So mad.... Want to murder my friend. So here I am sitting here at work. Today is a slow day. I'm just working on some paperwork and odds and ends things. Friend of mine who is also a coworker wanted to play my 3DS. So I let her borrow it and play with it. Not realizing I had my Pokémon Y game in it. Not a big deal right? WRONG!!! SHE ERASED MY GAME!!! I go to play my 3DS and BOOM all gone. All that hard work down the tubes. All my eveelutions, Entei, Suicune, Raikou, all the starter pokemon plus all of the original red and blue starters with their mega stones. All painstakingly done through day care and the GTS. My Pumpkabooty! Rock knows who this is. And to top it off both X and Ys legendaries gone. One given to me from my best friend back home. So yeah I am beyond pissed. Was a great day til this stuff. Trying to stay happy but it's not working. Ugh I'm going home to curl up into a ball and just contemplate how to get rid of the body. :(

http://www.gofundme.com/id7m4w

My mate has fallen on bad times right now with her house. After a lot of rain her roof had begun to leak very bad. Her TV was fried cause of the rain and the roof seems to be getting worse. Any help would be great! Thank you!

The best episode I have seen. They outdid themselves on the premiere, and I wonder how they are going to keep that up.

And before I get the whole, oh the comics are better. I have read it all the way to #132. I like seeing how they adapt it to TV.

Verifying email being sent and that http://furfling.com/SamanthaWynn is not me and I would like that account suspended and all pictures of my character taking down from it.

Yes damn me. Damn me to hell if you want! the biggest reason why I never got into Pokemon was I just didn't feel like having to by a handheld gaming system just for one game. It just didn't make sense to me. The earliest I had a hand held was the first gameboy. After that I didn't really want to spend money. Now fast forward to 2014. Still didn't want to get a DS for just one game til a close friend who I consider a brother and his family I consider mine all chipped in and got me a 3DS XL for my birthday along with Pokemon Y. Now I can't put it down! Been loving this game since I got it. Though I haven't gotten that far in a few weeks. I love playing it. Though now I realized what I have been missing. Not just the game experience itself but all the pokemon that I have missed from the previous versions you can't catch in the newer ones. Mainly the Legendary pokemon. Ones like Suicune, Entei and Raikou, And a bunch of others. So now I am like.... FUCK! Want to get the older versions to get all the pokemon! Though for some reason the older versions don't appeal that much to me for me to play them since I am so wrapped up in this new game. I might have to go on ebay to see if a Pokemon game someone is selling has all the pokemon in it! Yeah! I'll buy it. Cause my priorities are so fucked up! Hahaha! That is all! :P

Has anyone had the problem of your pictures being deleted from your gallery? I just went through my gallery and around 4 pics of mine have been deleted.

Haha I know it's a bit premature. Though its only a hour til my birthday, but I wanted to say thank you to everyone who will wish me a happy birthday. Tomorrow I will be driving home from vacation. I know sucks driving on my birthday but thems the breaks. And with that I won't be able to check FA. So thank you for everyone that will wish me a happy birthday. When I get back I will definitely say thank you again! So big titty kitty is now going to sleep cause I got a long drive ahead of me! :P

I'm here!!! If you see a giant Toothless walking about on someone's head come say hi!

Sooooo happy my vacation is coming up soon. Gonn head back to Philly to meet with friends and family. Head to Otakon and enjoy my birthday. Well try to enjoy my birthday. I leave on the 2nd of august. And it takes 2 day's to drive home. And I have to leave on the 22nd to drive back. So I will be driving home on my birthday. :( Which is the 23rd. Oh well nothing I can do about that. I tried to get more time off but I couldn't. Only a couple more days!!! Come on friday! Get here quicker.

Really what is it? O.o

 evonallure needs your help. Right now she is open for commissions! She is the awesome artist for the Evon comic that I have read since the beginning.

www.evoncomics.com

If you haven't read it, you should!

Right now she needs help as her cat is having some health problems. So if you would like to donate or commission her please do. She does some awesome art! And her prices are really cheap!

Journal about her cat is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5887049/

Commission prices here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13338536/

If you would like to donate here is her PayPal address: Bearstudiosart[at]fuse.net

Well go ahead! Currently I am in North Carolina for work related things. I am sitting in my room relaxing so I thought I would do a Ask Me journal while I relax before bed. So ask the big titty kitty anything you like. I'm wanting to flesh her personality out a bit. So why not do it on the fly with your questions. So ask her about her likes, dislikes, fetishes, kinks, hobbies and what not! The kitty will answer anything.


Update - Ok bed time for me anything I miss I will answer tomorrow when I'm done with work so keep sending me questions.

Well as a few noticed FA suspended me for my avatar even though I have had it up for over 6 months without a problem. Talked with  Dragoneer and he was awesome enough to lift my suspension. Now I need to get a new avatar. Something cute and tasteful and has  eradragon in it as well. Anyone know of someone doing join avatars at all?