Update regarding my home life situation
Posted 4 years agoNow to cut to the chase, I was preparing to get onto the road with my packing some personal stuff, school stuff and moreso many other things. But tonight was where- ngl I had never expected this to go as smooth as it did. To spare you the unnecessary detail, in summary; they said that they made a rash decision, and they thought about their actions and they decided to let me stay. However, I did mention to them that I will not be staying with them forever. I did forgive them for such actions and they forgave me for my mistakes.
Now I do plan on making myself a more positive person in the long run. I'll be doing my part in taking care of things before my eventual departure sooner or later. I'll still be looking into taking a tour with my buddy tomorrow, just to get a feel of it. In addition, they will try their best to understand me more and both parties will try to be open and honest. So with that said:
Tldr: I've been given a second chance to improve and hopefully just be okay in the long run.
When I wrote that last update I was in full panic mode. I'm sure most people might've went through something similar, I'm not too sure. I can't speak for all people. So yes, indeed. With that said I do appreciate those who reached out to me on Discord and all my other platforms giving me support. And as far as commissions/art trades go, I'll be slow on them, but I'll hopefully be able to manage.
So anyways thanks for reading and have a good one.
Now I do plan on making myself a more positive person in the long run. I'll be doing my part in taking care of things before my eventual departure sooner or later. I'll still be looking into taking a tour with my buddy tomorrow, just to get a feel of it. In addition, they will try their best to understand me more and both parties will try to be open and honest. So with that said:
Tldr: I've been given a second chance to improve and hopefully just be okay in the long run.
When I wrote that last update I was in full panic mode. I'm sure most people might've went through something similar, I'm not too sure. I can't speak for all people. So yes, indeed. With that said I do appreciate those who reached out to me on Discord and all my other platforms giving me support. And as far as commissions/art trades go, I'll be slow on them, but I'll hopefully be able to manage.
So anyways thanks for reading and have a good one.
Life update
Posted 4 years agoSo I'm getting kicked out of my step mother's house, I have until Dec 1 to be out the door.. So as of now I'm going to look into staying with a college mate of mine for the time being while I study, she was more than nice enough to let me stay. I'll be talking with her landlord soon enough, we got a meeting set up for next Wednesday, so we'll see if we can come up with some form of arrangement. So for the folks who commissioned me, or plan on commissioning me, I'm really sorry to bring this news to you all, I will be very slow with work and other art. On a brighter note, I'll have my own pad to call my own for a bit soon, so it isn't all too bad, but I will miss my father.. Yes, I know it's odd for me to say, but some of the peeps here kind of know my relationship with him isn't too nice... We had a lot of clashes, and fights, but even then I still loved him because I remember... I remember all the fun things we used to do when I was a kid and it hurts a lot more harder now.. In fact I've been crying about it for quite a while now.. I at least want one hug, a long and meaningful one from him before I go.. And, with that said folks, thanks for reading, and have a safe one everyone.. I have a new Trello and Reddit!
Posted 4 years ago
Not sure if I mentioned this, but from now on, I will be using Trello for all my prices, TOS, Turn arounds, artist info, contact into, updates on art, w
i.p.s, updates on life etc.
https://trello.com/b/10w0wxcV/the-felidaes-den
And I'll be linking my Reddit in case you wanna see my stories about life and what not, wtf moments, maybe a vent here and there, since ngl I'm loving some subreddits here and there soooo yeeedd. Here ya go:
https://www.reddit.com/user/WeightFar9041
Also the reason why my username here is different, let's just say I don't want certain people to find me. Not to say that I'm going under cover or anything, I just don't want certain people fighting me.*Cough cough that guy I made a rant on cough cough!)
Anyways, with that said, feel free to take a look at either links and check it out. ^^
Update on the begger who tried to guilt trip me- ack!
Posted 4 years ago
So remember the one guy who tried to get free art from me, and tried to slander me in a public server? Well I finally got the chance to make a sorta beware/AmITheAsshole post on my Reddit page if you wanna look.
https://www.reddit.com/user/WeightF.....se_uhhhh_yeah/
I took down my original rant because the dude was stalking my accounts, Discord, Steam, Telegram you bloody name it. So in fear I took down the OG journal, so I'm sorry about that. But here is a wrap up of what happened, and the events that led me to block him. Also I'm gonna provide extra screen caps in case....
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....0/sad_dude.jpg
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....sad_dude_2.jpg
BULLY? Dude if I'm correct you harassed her and wanted to do nsfw rp with her. Even though she's a minor you disgusting little shit...
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....30/unknown.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....214/image0.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....796/image0.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....038/image0.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....98/unknown.png
A GROWN ASS MAN CALLING A MINOR MOMMY I- Just why...?
I'll just put these in, because the gal just sent me these to add to the post, and yes, she gave me permission to post these if you're wondering.
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....102/image0.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....330/image1.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....840/image2.png
I get he was trying to help but again, it kinda comes off as kinda iffy dude.
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....788/image0.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....912/image0.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....316/image1.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....616/image0.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....242/image1.png
Dude shut up, you have 0 room to talk. You're a man child that's whining over everything and anything, I'm still surprised I put up with you for this long... Like sheesh, Maybe I was TOO nice.
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....188/image0.png I really wanted to punch him after reading this screenshot fr...
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....06/unknown.png
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....81/unknown.png
And you really gon be scared of a little girl? I'm sorry man but you're pathetic in every sense of the word. I could understand if she did a crime, which she didn't, she was depressed and still is, she's a kid, she needs time to grow and mature. She needs the proper guidance from good influences around her. You are a poor example of an adult for this, and don't come to me about your autism, I have it too, dude, yet again, you don't see me acting out and taking my anger out on her. Sorry side commentary aside....
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....sad_dude_3.jpg
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....sad_dude_4.jpg
I forgot to post these on my Reddit, but he also has a tendency to ping everyone about these nonsensical rants... Makes you think "wtf crawled up his arse?"
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....1/wut_lmao.jpg
I won't post the rest but that's what most of them looked like.
And then..... This.
-https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....ld_are_you.jpg
Although sadly I don't have much evidence on this, but as of now this person is 18. And the dude (boss) is 16 as of writing this. After this from what I recall he left, and was black listed from said server due to that, either way, what he did was messed up. Now I will not encourage people to go after this dude, please don't I don't to give the fucker another reason too add me when I already made it clear that I want nothing to do with him. He broke my trust and honestly, all I want is for him to realize that what he did was kiiiinda lowkey messed up. I mean no harm, despite me kinda getting a tad irked at a few of the screen caps sent to me. But yeah, all screen shots here were sent to be by the Protector of the Shadow Reader, aka Shadow Luna, anyways I need to wrap this up so I can work on homework and comms. so with that said, I'm out.Super con 2021! and other shit updates.
Posted 4 years agoSo, it is that time again folks, that super con comes to Miami FL! Yes, I know I live in West palm Beach but I CAN MAKE IT WORK-
Anyways, I'll be attending as a regular guest, sadly I won't have my badges, since during planning on meeting up with some friends, we kinda had a mishap in communication. Plus didn't have enough time to print and laminate them.. But all is solved now thank goodness. So how to find me if you are going to Super con as well?:-Goth clothes. A black shirt with a skull, with waayyy too many things happening.
-Black converse lookin ass shoes.
-Black pants.
-Gold 18k necklace with three rings on them.
-Glasses. kinda rounded, black frame.
-Sorta long hair, kinda parted to the side if I'm not lazy enough (Seether wanna be).
-May or may not have an edgy chain on their left wrist.
-May also be hanging out with two other dudes as well.
-Has two rings on their right hand/paw. Senior ring and a silver on the pinky finger, (No I'm not in suit. I wish. ;-; I'm working on that-)
Not sure if I'll be posting irl pics but I'll see, I'm not used to posting irl stuff on most of my main pages but yee. I'll probably do an instagram live stream just for the lols. I'll probably arrive around 11 am to maybe 5 pm EST? We'll see how things go because my folks want me to pack, and I may get some food! ^^
Also in other unrelated news, remember that guy who whined about my ych prices? Yeah I finally blocked him after his bs was waaaay out of hand, trust me I don't wanna get into that. Plus I don't want to deal with another man child... Good God he's coming up with reasons. Good God he's draggin' it ouuut. Buuuuut yay no more whiney baby! For now anyways.
Anyways, with that said, thanks for looking and have a good one!
Comm updates and school stuff.
Posted 4 years agoSo for those whom kept up with me, I'm going to be slow on comms and other projects due to me starting college tomarrow, so any people who plan or are discussing plans for a commission slot placement, they will be on pause until I know what I'm working with.
I may have more or less time as I used to when I was tending for my mother before she passed. So this is a HUGE adjustment and I'm not really a morning person so please be patient with me. I'm also going to be working on my mental health as well so yeah. I've been having a rather rough weekend, and even before it was a rocky road. I hope you guys understand and I thank you guys for the support.
None of this would happen if I wasn't able to pay off the classes because of you helping me out so thanks guys I really mean it, I also wanna thank those who had put up with my rants and raves. Who ever put up with my meltdowns/shutdowns etc. I just wanna say thank you for being there for me! ❤
With that said, thanks for reading and have a good one!
- Paws Kazami the Arabian mauHas anyone heard of "Amaru"?
Posted 4 years agoI'm asking this because I've been seeing it around Instagram lately as it actually became recommended through the algorithm. I'm curious to know what it is and it looks fun. It looks like a virtual pet kind of deal but what is it supposed to do? I know stupid question, but I kind of want to hear different points of view before downloading it.
Current commission list!
Posted 4 years agoJust to keep y'all updated on what I'm working on:
-
Kazuya-Fox full body comm [Done]
-
Ihza full body comm NSFW + extra character [Done]
-
Supahfurryboi half body shot [Done]
- Felix Fritzgerald -hard shaded full body
- Minty- pending
Story time # 1
Posted 4 years agoMy friends suggested that I would share my "interesting" life stories here.
I put that in quotes because I don't think they're interesting but maybe a slight throat chuckle but that's basically it. But all right.
The story basically takes place a few years ago, I think I was around 19 at that point. So essentially my mother and I were basically on the computer looking for some stuff to get from Amazon or whatever. Because I wanted to get some Legend of Zelda merchandise because I'm a Legend of Zelda fanatic.
So out-of-the-blue my mother gets a call from one of those telemarketers. Know you would think that they would just hang up and be done with whatever it is that they're trying to do because bad marketing schemes right? Nope. Essentially they were talking and then my mother decided or she thought she hung up on them. Me being the child has more on that I him ended up mocking her because she had a very condescending tone of voice like one of those angsty teenagers.
What did I do exactly? I just started making a bunch of random noise, I don't remember what I did but I do remember laughing my ass off about it and my mother was as well and then this lady had the audacity to get snappy-
"eXcUsE mE?!?!"
Was all I heard from the other line, and I laughed even harder because we thought initially we hung up on her and my mother was laughing too so we just hung up on her bitching ass. She said some other things to which I can't stay here. But they were kind of vicious.
I don't know why I thought it was because we caught up to the marketing scheme because you know how telemarketers can sometimes be scam numbers right? So we basically caught her and she grew impatient and snapped! Lmao!
I know not exactly funny for first story time, I want to do this more often, since I guess I do like sharing in real life stories every once in awhile.
I put that in quotes because I don't think they're interesting but maybe a slight throat chuckle but that's basically it. But all right.
The story basically takes place a few years ago, I think I was around 19 at that point. So essentially my mother and I were basically on the computer looking for some stuff to get from Amazon or whatever. Because I wanted to get some Legend of Zelda merchandise because I'm a Legend of Zelda fanatic.
So out-of-the-blue my mother gets a call from one of those telemarketers. Know you would think that they would just hang up and be done with whatever it is that they're trying to do because bad marketing schemes right? Nope. Essentially they were talking and then my mother decided or she thought she hung up on them. Me being the child has more on that I him ended up mocking her because she had a very condescending tone of voice like one of those angsty teenagers.
What did I do exactly? I just started making a bunch of random noise, I don't remember what I did but I do remember laughing my ass off about it and my mother was as well and then this lady had the audacity to get snappy-
"eXcUsE mE?!?!"
Was all I heard from the other line, and I laughed even harder because we thought initially we hung up on her and my mother was laughing too so we just hung up on her bitching ass. She said some other things to which I can't stay here. But they were kind of vicious.
I don't know why I thought it was because we caught up to the marketing scheme because you know how telemarketers can sometimes be scam numbers right? So we basically caught her and she grew impatient and snapped! Lmao!
I know not exactly funny for first story time, I want to do this more often, since I guess I do like sharing in real life stories every once in awhile.
Some good news!
Posted 4 years agoSo I'm happy to announce that I got accepted into college! I'll be majoring in graphic design and commercial art! I'll still be working on comms as a side job, but my main focus will be school work, though art will still exist, just wanted to get that off my chest so yee.. I'm happy. :D One slot left! YCH REMINDER!
Posted 4 years agoThis is your final chance yo claim a slot! click here to see the OG post:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42043799/
I will have the only slot open for about a week before I close it completely, so I can work on other ych's I have in mind! ^^
Edit!: The last slot has been claimed by
discord19942021! Thank you so much! ^-^
Finished examples here!:
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42058961/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42071252/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42084607/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42149228/ & https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42149349/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42173822/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42235103/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42246659/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42249597/
To claim the final slot, contact me on Discord or Telegram!
Discord: SamGalaxy#9832
Telegram: SamGalaxy1998
YCH REMINDER!
Posted 4 years agoWell this is actually kind of a shocker, we have two open slots left!
For those who are wanting to be filled in the next two slots, feel free to DM me, I'm selling out fast so grab a slot while they are still available! 💛
Discord: SamGalaxy#9832
Telegram: SamGalaxy1998
OG FA post:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42043799/
Examples of the finished products below:
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42058961/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42071252/
-https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42084607/
Things are up again ^^
Posted 4 years agoThe pc's all fixed, so now I can resume my work again! I'll also post a w.i.p of my boy as well soon. ^^ Just because I'm in a good mood.
So uhhh my pc may have a hiccup?
Posted 4 years agoSo the day before I was running my PC just fine and suddenly the next day it just decides to disconnected self completely. All the other laptops in the house are connected to the Wi-Fi as well as my own phone. I tried restarting my PC, nothing. I tried adjusting a few things. Nothing. I even tried the old-fashioned unplug the router and put the plug back in after 2 minutes. Still nothing.
Even when I click on the offline Globe it doesn't even show the available connections. It shows the options and airplane mode which I can't even activate anyways. Not that I want to, it just wouldn't really let me.
I'm obviously going to fix this at some point, I called text support yesterday explaining the situation, I even went over the steps over the call and surprisingly enough that didn't work. I might have to get it diagnosed in person soon enough. Hopefully it's nothing too serious but in the meantime I will be putting commissions on pause until further notice. So my apologies. But anyways it's some of you guys know how to actually work with something like this some tips can be useful. I have to get a USB driver once I get back too.
Update as of 7:23 pm est: Well I had a friend of mine check it out and it turns out that the drivers didn't update automatically. So we took it somewhere to get it fixed but rest assured I should get my PC back by either tomorrow or the day after. So as of now I'm probably going to be taking it easy since it is the weekend. Plus my neck kind of needs a rest as well, anyways that's about it for now. I will probably just resume commission work around next week? We shall see indeed.
In Loving Memory of my mother...
Posted 4 years agoMiriam Husein: 1971-2021... She was a wonderful, talented, amazing and magnificent woman.. But most importantly the best mom... I know she was the best mom imo... I'm really gonna miss her... She has done so much for me and I'm never gonna forget the fun times and sad times, but overall, I will be okay, knowing that you're no longer in pain or suffering... I will miss all the times you took me to the mall, theatre, shops, the fair, summer/winter camp, even Starbucks... On a golf cart we would often get away without being caught, her cussing out a cop in Arabic heh.. But yeah, I will forever miss you.. Thank you for always being there, for comforting me, helping me through tough times, you may rest in peace knowing that we're gonna be fine.. Father may need help but I can manage.. Rest in peace.. Mother..
Finally done with the bundle..
Posted 4 years agoI can finally say that the bundle is done.. However I'm gonna be taking a short break before returning to normal comms, now I'm not closed, I am open again, however with other stuff going on irl, it's taking a bit for me to get back with a lot of people who plans or paid ahead of time.. So with that said I'll get with ya all next week, keep yer eyes peeled, and look a live my clowder mates, as I'm not gonna be too long, so with that said, thanks for being patient with me, and please have a wonderful weekend, until next Monday my fellow peeps.~
- Paws the Arabian MauUpdate on comms
Posted 4 years agoAs of now I'm almost there, I still got the 2 refs to finish, I still got the line art, colors and other stuff on both refs. And yes, I finished the sketches, I posted a sketch here if you wanna see the progess too: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41375730/
I will be using this for both refs btw, rn I'm gonna take a small break, due to stress at home, and having some anxiety troubles, but I will be fine soon. By next Monday I will get back to work.
As for those watching me and keeping an eye on my comms updates and other works, thank you for being patient with me, it means much more than you think.
With that said folks, thank you for viewing and have a good rest of the week. Update time!
Posted 5 years agoBeing that it's my birthday (my actual one... not the character's lol) I'm gonna be busy... I'll resume commission work tomarrow! So that's what's up. ^^
Update in the current list.
Posted 5 years agoI felt like I was being vague in my latest update regarding my commissions, and my current list itself. I got rid of my huge blocks outta the way, so without further ado! Here is the list rn!:
✔·Sfw 3 sided ref sheet (finished)
✔soft shaded full body sfw (finished)
✔Soft shaded full body nsfw. (Up next)
*These are in the same slot.* (finished)
✔· Icon commish. (Done and posted.)
✔· 2 sided male and female sfw ref. (Finished)
*8 sketches + 5 ref sheet bundle. (Working on) 11/13 done.
A little bit of a long way to go but I'm getting there, I do appreciate you for those who are planning on commissioning me, or even planning on doing an art trade with me, things had not been okay mentally for me for the past few weeks oh, so it really means a lot.
So anyways thanks for reading and have a safe one!!
- Paws the Arabian FelidaeA smol message!
Posted 5 years agoJust wanna say happy thanksgiving to my close peeps! Have a good one peeps, I'll be on break today, so Commisisons from my cue will resume tomarrow. But have a good one peeps and a safe one at that!
- Paws the Arabian Mau.
- Paws the Arabian Mau.
Well here we go again.
Posted 5 years agoI had a couple of notes of people not being able to see the PawsXSiam pic from this afternoon. I'm going to be free uploading it, so I do apologize for the inconvenience and for the re-upload. So I guess see you soon?
Update regarding my commisison status.
Posted 5 years agoIn terms of my commission status, I'm going to be closing my cue for just a little bit, mostly because I have a list that I need to manage. The commisisons that I had are people who paid before hand, So for now I'm going to be closing just to take care of my list or what's basically left of it. Because I've had so many people ask me if my commissions are open for the past few days and, I feel bad saying that they're not open even though I'm currently working on the ones that people had paid for prior. If anything I'll give more updates to let you know when my cue is all cleared up.
So for now, I'm closed til further further notice. Thank you for reading. <3 and you'll see more updates soon.
So for now, I'm closed til further further notice. Thank you for reading. <3 and you'll see more updates soon.
I got called cringe today!! XD
Posted 5 years agoI know I'm messing around today but wew! I think I made a mistake on posting Paws' sfw ref on amino again because all I got was "I didn't want to see furry ass". Then don't look at it, Got nothing nice to say, move on have a good day! Don't be rude!!! Lmfao. My bf though I was angry when I told him but no I'm laughing hysterically.
I did an add on.
Posted 5 years agohttps://www.deviantart.com/samgalax.....ings-858040110
I felt like his ref was sorta empty/missing something etc. I would post here, but I already seem to be spamming lots of art of him a lot. So to save up the time I'm gonna post this here. Count this as my usual posts.
I felt like his ref was sorta empty/missing something etc. I would post here, but I already seem to be spamming lots of art of him a lot. So to save up the time I'm gonna post this here. Count this as my usual posts.
Thinking of updating Paws again...
Posted 5 years agoI dunno. It's just something that has bothered me for a little bit. I've been mainly focusing on his tail. Though I wanna keep his default pallete, I don't wanna go overboard. So if you see anything odd about him next time you see him... Yeaaah this post will explain why.
FA+

Kazuya-Fox
Ihza
Supahfurryboi
discord19942021