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After a Year Away
General | Posted 3 years agoHello to those who follow and read.
After a year off social media and art groups I've come back to once again share my art.
But things have drastically changed.
Being away from the constant feeling of not having good enough art or just flat out disliking it even if it was decent I've changed my style completely. The things I'll be putting out will not resemble any art I've shown previously. Allow me to explain.
Before I took the break I was extremely unhappy in my artistic career, I felt ashamed of my art and didn't see it as something I enjoyed. What was in my head never made it to the page properly. It never seemed like mine. I stopped making digatal art for a very long time with only a few exceptions. Those being a book I've been writing and art for friends. I spent time on doing physical arts like plushies and wood/stone carving. Made props and oddities but missed the digital world. In the midst of this personal growth I discovered ai bots and the ways to utilize them for art. It started as silly things but the further I got into it the more I discovered I could create things I imagine without the issue of feeling like it wasn't exactly what I'd seen in my mind, but with this bot and some editing I could create the perfection I sought. So I delved deeper.
I spent months creating things, perfecting the prompts down to the tiniest detail to create the most elaborate elegant things. It gave me a pride with my art again. The things I saw in my mind were gifted new vibrant life. And I'm not ashamed to say it, I love creating AI art and I won't stop. I won't be going back to my old style. I'm sorry if you've come to see sketchy lines filled with doubt and self hate. I only create the beautiful oddities that my mind and a wonderful bot materialize now. I understand if that's not your thing, and to many it's not and I completely get it if you unfollow me. I wish you all nothing but the best ❤️
Thank you for your time, the time you've spent following my art. The time you've spent reading this. Thank you for your consideration.
Samii
After a year off social media and art groups I've come back to once again share my art.
But things have drastically changed.
Being away from the constant feeling of not having good enough art or just flat out disliking it even if it was decent I've changed my style completely. The things I'll be putting out will not resemble any art I've shown previously. Allow me to explain.
Before I took the break I was extremely unhappy in my artistic career, I felt ashamed of my art and didn't see it as something I enjoyed. What was in my head never made it to the page properly. It never seemed like mine. I stopped making digatal art for a very long time with only a few exceptions. Those being a book I've been writing and art for friends. I spent time on doing physical arts like plushies and wood/stone carving. Made props and oddities but missed the digital world. In the midst of this personal growth I discovered ai bots and the ways to utilize them for art. It started as silly things but the further I got into it the more I discovered I could create things I imagine without the issue of feeling like it wasn't exactly what I'd seen in my mind, but with this bot and some editing I could create the perfection I sought. So I delved deeper.
I spent months creating things, perfecting the prompts down to the tiniest detail to create the most elaborate elegant things. It gave me a pride with my art again. The things I saw in my mind were gifted new vibrant life. And I'm not ashamed to say it, I love creating AI art and I won't stop. I won't be going back to my old style. I'm sorry if you've come to see sketchy lines filled with doubt and self hate. I only create the beautiful oddities that my mind and a wonderful bot materialize now. I understand if that's not your thing, and to many it's not and I completely get it if you unfollow me. I wish you all nothing but the best ❤️
Thank you for your time, the time you've spent following my art. The time you've spent reading this. Thank you for your consideration.
Samii
Tired and burnt out.
General | Posted 5 years agoIve been hidden lately as life is just kicking my ass. I had so many things lined up to do and none of them are able to come to fruition due to the pandemic b.s.. (Not that the pandemic is b.s. the limitations are because it's hindering me)
I dont have many followers or clients asking for arts so ive lost the motivation to post. Always making things though, ill never loose the want to create, just whats the point of posting it if no one but me gives a crap about it?
My current digital art tab is janked and horrible so I dont use it as much, I've been creating physical arts of all kinds but I dont feel like those pieces would be well received by anyone.
I'm in a constant loop of self-doubt and degredation I wish I could get out of. Ive been fighting my mental health issues but sometimes depression/anxiety rule my life and I hate it.
For anyone who cares, please excuse the gaps in my posting times and I hope you accept the things I will be posting in the future.
Thank you for taking the time to read my woes.
Sammiikatt
I dont have many followers or clients asking for arts so ive lost the motivation to post. Always making things though, ill never loose the want to create, just whats the point of posting it if no one but me gives a crap about it?
My current digital art tab is janked and horrible so I dont use it as much, I've been creating physical arts of all kinds but I dont feel like those pieces would be well received by anyone.
I'm in a constant loop of self-doubt and degredation I wish I could get out of. Ive been fighting my mental health issues but sometimes depression/anxiety rule my life and I hate it.
For anyone who cares, please excuse the gaps in my posting times and I hope you accept the things I will be posting in the future.
Thank you for taking the time to read my woes.
Sammiikatt
