Hope you all have a spooooookkkkyyyyy halloween this year!

Haven't had the chance to write anything for Halloween this year :(

Might be able to quickly tonight and get one out or finish one of my more "horror" like stories I made a few years back.

Spent most of my extra time working on a Halloween game jam this month >:3. It's not in a good state to really advertise right now, so I shall not link it.

Have a happy Halloween and a wonderful day/night.

AWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOO >:3

"Every man a king, but no one wears a crown"

There's no such thing as a king in a democracy, even a democratic republic.

So why the need to silence people? Why the need to lie within ours of each other? Why say something that will happen, but then do everything you can to make it not happen? Why do you not want to work with people? Why do you want to have Plenary authority so bad that you freeze up?

If not dictator, why dictator shape?

"Power tends to corrupt, and absolute power corrupts absolutely"

"A democracy cannot thrive where power remains unchecked and justice is reserved for a select few"
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Now with all that said, quick update. Got busy doing a game jam game recently, so didnt have time to write. Still gonna try and get what I can done. And still gonna hope for at least 1 or 2 Halloween stories.

That is all. Hope you guys are having a wonderful day/night!

Ahhhhh, it's been a good few months since a normal update has been written, lol. For some updates, writing without that minimum has done wonders for me just... ya know.... writing. It's a lot easier to just write for, like, 15 minutes and have something done.

Another thing I want to update you guys on is life stuff. Currently I'm going to have to get a job, rather than finish the last 4 classes for my degree. Last school year burned the FUCK out of me, so I made the decision I would rather try and get some type of job rather than struggle again with school. This means that either A, I will be very busy and do no writing, or B, I'll start doing paid coms. Looking towards how long it takes to do coms..... Prob A will happen lolololol.

But yeh, currently I've been in the mood to write more, both physically and mentally. I'm hoping to finish 2 commissions this week or something (I can only try tbh). One is currently 2k words written and needs probably another 2k words. Another hasn't been written but shouldn't take too long. The short stories I've been posting have been helping get my engine running just enough to start working more on them.

In other news. I see that the whole story dialogue one didn't do so well. Its V/F is fine-ish, but the raw numbers are really bad compared to my normal stories. Sooooooo ill prob not do another story like that. Granted, I assume the main fault was that it's not a porn story, so if I do that style again, ill add more horny porn stuff >:3

I think thats all for this update. Some teaser stuff for the people that read till the end here. I got another few werewolf shorts to post, and I did a donkey tf about a certain artist >:3 Sooooo prob this week I'll get enough to post them.

Thank you guys for reading, faving, and watching! Wish yall a good day/night!

Currently not in the best mental space. Granted i was in a better one not to long ago, not the best, but not the worst. Then I decided to take to writing a vent piece and now im just really depressed. Dont worry yall, ill be fine in abit. But I have a very important question for you guys.

One thing I've been trying to do is make my stories have a minimum of 1,000 words per story. This was simply because I felt like if I did it smaller, it wouldn't be that good or entertaining. However after struggling to write over and over, im wondering if I should just say fuck it to the minimum and just write whatever.

Like maybe I might just write the transformation part without and beginning or end, just the juicy bits and bobs. I still will try and write and stuff, especially for the coms I have. But I've been hitting my head on a brick wall trying to figure out what the fuck is preventing me from writing. Its like is a PEBKAC or something, and it hurts so much to have these stories and wants not being expressed.

So I wanted to pose that question to the void. Also, I am better from my last journal post, it took like 2 weeks for me to actually feel better enough to have a chance to write stuff. Also idk but I might stealth post the vent writing I did.

Alllsssssooooo. Very happy with the new writing update. Might scrap putting the writing in the description since now you can actually read the pdf without needing to do anything. For now tho ill keep doing it.



Thank you all for watching me write over the years. Genuinely is something that I hold near and dear to me at this moment in time. Thank you guys for being a wonderful void :3 (Im not planning on ever truly leaving >:3 if what I said above made you worry)

I dont know how long ill feel like this. But for now, im going to fully stop writing for at least a month.
Also, I made a game for a game jam recently. So because of the event described below, im just gonna focus more onto that. I'll try and get any commissions done once im somewhat better, but idk if ill even post them publicly for awhile.


TW: some anger, and some brief mentions of suicidal stuff.

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Going to keep this brief, but you can probably figure out who said what and stuff. Had an artist who I watch talk about how they basically had one of there artworks stolen on DA by AI artist. They had a small bit of there comment being about how the person was selling the uncensored part and to me, seemed like they got the wrong idea about that part. So I made a comment saying that I've did a good about of AI on DA awhile ago and I understood why that happened. TLDR its DAs policy that anything basically NSFW must be paywalled in some way. I also specifically said that I agree with reporting shit like that, but make sure you alert the AI artist, because some of them still have a soul left, and would remove it. So its not like I directly said I support AI art.

I fall asleep and wake up to see if anyone replied to my comments. And guess what I found. I found someone who's like 10x bigger then me, a fucking writer aswell, write a separate comment with the 2nd sentence literally singling me out and basically saying that since I did AI work, my writings can be AI too.

"And they write fucking novels, or maybe have chatgpt write them" literally a direct quote. And I wrote a side thing saying that I didnt on my writings simply because I, ya know, value the skill I have and want to get better.

That fucked me really bad.

To the point where for right now, im giving up writing temporary. The whole reason I started writing was to do something useful in my life. Make my life have something of worth. Something. And someone who's like 10x bigger and a writer can just fucking disregard all the heart, soul and sometimes suicidal stuff i poor out from my heart.

Then I dont want to write.

Genuinely, if I didnt have some type of support system right now. This would be my last journal ever. Full stop.
Take this as a direct warning to try and be nice to people. Even if you hate them. Because maybe in your anger, you misunderstood or even assumed something. And for them, that could be the breaking point.

Not going to try and make anymore of these since again I don't want to get to political. If your wondering, yes this plus it being summer and my mental health has prevented me from doing my writing. However my mental health is getting better and I decided to grab some old stoires I posted onto another account and will clean the up for posting (and that commission that's already at 2k words and I just hit part of the tf)




Wanted to share some Bible quotes i found that, in my opinion work against the whole bill that's passing right now. Yes I think it's genuinely bullshit that they love to try and play religion with there bill when literally it's greed.

I am not religious. Nor do I have really any knowledge of it. But I take the words as they are.

Pulling a fanfic Shoto Todoroki (I read a fuck ton of MHA fanfic), let me rant about how Donald Trump is the embodiment of greed.

Fist off, he puts his name onto everything. Phones, casinos, meat, university, etc. If I wanted to make money and was famous, I would do exactly this. Luke 12:15 "Then he said to them, “Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; life does not consist in an abundance of possessions.”" Trump consistently puts himself onto an abundance of possessions. Each one so that he could get more money. Lying about what they are to get money. The new phone he's trying to push, used the team "Made In America". It was not. When it got found out, it got removed and no one talks about it.

Now not many people probably remember, but his taxes got published fully. And they weren't pretty. He made basically no money, constantly being in the negative. I think it was like 5 years of taxes, and only one of them was a net positive in how much he actually made back. Proverbs 13:11 "Dishonest money dwindles away, but whoever gathers money little by little makes it grow." If he actually was getting the money In a honest way, he wouldn't be constantly in the negative. If your thinking about how he actually has alot of money but knows how to game the taxes, here's Ecclesiastes 5:10 "Whoever loves money never has enough; whoever loves wealth is never satisfied with their income. This too is meaningless." He doesn't care. He just wants more and more. If he's making more then 10 million a year, he can easily live comfortably. Yet he keeps wanting more, constantly trying to con taxes so he can have more. More and more. I pull the 10 million out of my head simply because one of the years he lost over 40 million. If he could lose 40 million and comfortably support multiple properties, he has way to much money then 10 million a year of income.


Do I really need to explain this when the catholic church has to prevent ICE agents from kidnapping people? Proverbs 28:25 "The greedy stir up conflict, but those who trust in the LORD will prosper."


There's so much more I can write here, but I think this is enough for now. I highly doubt anyone will change there mind because of this. But I don't care. I fucking hate how people try and defend there obviously devil actions behind the word "bible", "Christian", "God", ect. It makes me sad that a religion, that not only to me, but from other pastors I've seen, that at its core is about try to help people that are different. Even when the two of you are radically different, doesn't stop you from helping nor caring.

I hope those MAGA people will see there Lords light soon. Maybe they will be able to fix there mistakes in time before there eventual judgment. I can only hope that He allows them to.

I also want to end this with one more, hopefully showing that not only himself but maybe even the other MAGA don't serve God at all, but money.

Matthew 6:24 "No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money."

Thank you all for reading and wish yall a good day/night

Just wanting to write here that I will try and write a few stories and finish that one story that's like half way done today, but most likely soon.

If your wondering why I'm probably not going to have a story posted today is simply because my tablet updated to Samsungs One UI 7 and I'm fucking pissed to hell and back. If you want to see my reasons (mostly me just ranting with probably some foam escaping) it's on my bluesky.

For people that don't know, yes I do have a bluesky. I normally just use it to bark at posts there and repost whatever i like. But in cases like theses, they suffer my angy wrath >:(

No good spellchecking because I'm writing this on my tablet and my angy self doesn't want to get back on my computer to write this.

Have a good day or night!

Had some time to think things over and I think I've had enough of this. If your wondering, no one on here or related to here has prompted me or caused me to do this.

If it wasn't quite obvious, I do my fucking best to keep politics away from porn and this account, especially in Jornals and other such things. However I've decided to finally make a statement and a rule here, one that yes, I've been debating for years.

Anyone who supports Trump or the MAGA GOP, get the fuck off of my page.
I will not allow anyone who I see publicly support either of those to get commissions or trades with me. Free or paid, or anything in-between. If it takes me like 10 seconds to find it, get the fuck away. If I can't find something in more then like 10 seconds then it's hidden from me or I'll just take the benefit of the doubt.
I won't remove comments from those people on the stories (so long as there's no obvious ties to the two above), since that feels way to far and ive never had issues.

If you support either of those two right now, unwatch me. If you support ether of those two right now, unfavorite my stoires.
I don't give a fuck if you do or don't. Just know that I'm not going to support some very obvious horrible and downright sickening ideologies.

Look back on history or read the fucking Bible, you'll start to see very, very, VERY obvious parallels to the "bad guys" of those to those groups

That is all I want to say. This is my opinion and of course my profile. I hope you all have a good day/night. Even the ones who should not be here anymore.

Mmmmmmm, second update time! Not much to say about this one as well, but some more concrete information will be said here.

One such bit of information is that now ill do what I can to post one story every Friday! I'm not giving you a specific time because I don't know when ill post it, but I'll be sometime Friday in the Pacific Time Zone. There's always a possibility there might not be a story posted said Fridays (Most because I now only have one story completed to post rn) but it's a goal.

One reason why I'm posting now and not on June 6 is because it's about to be pride month! And since I do a lot of LGBTQ+ stuff, I figured I might as well post a story early and get the ball rolling. Funnily enough, it's not my standard MxM, it do be "straight?" sooooooooooo :3

I've also worked out the amount I think im gonna charge for coms once I swap over to paid coms. TLDR; 10 usd base + 10 usd per 1k words (Up to 2k) + 5 usd per OCs + 10 usd per non OC that's not generic. Of course, prices will change and other things, just wanted y'all to get an idea and see if anyone has any glaring issues.

Just a quick taste of the prices I'm thinking about. There are some other things as well, like a price reduction for SFW and a more pricey word count that can be whatever you want, up to 2.5k



Also side tangent. One reason why this journal was delayed, since I wanted it to be done right after I posted the new story, was because I was taking in data :3 For long-time viewers, you guys prob know, but I love to collect data on my stories to see how they preform on average and see any trends. Counting the data I just collected, I've done 8 data collections from 6/11/2022 to 5/31/2025 :)

If, for some reason, a few people are just curious on the data I keep (Mostly just Views per Fav for my Versions), I can always post graphs or whatever. If I do, ill prob be on my Bluesky account, since I don't think it would work on FA lol.

Now then, I will you all a good day or night!

Hello everyone! I come with another small update for this month before the eventual posting of what's going to happen during summer (Info about some of that below :3). Some good news is from the last time I've made a journal, I've written another story, being around 750 words. This one being another "Left. _____. Right." story!

I'm hoping to do some more writing right now to get even more stories ready! I have a few ideas that I'm going to try and write down and hopefully get a few more stories worked on and finished.



Now for an interesting update, I'm planing on posting these stories around the 2nd or 3rd week in June. The days and how many per week are still up in the air, but my current idea is to try and do at least one every week. They will prob be posted around the Friday of every week. This can change depending on how many stories I've gotten backed up and how I'm feeling then.

I'm also figuring out how much money ill change for my coms once they switch to being paid. I'm hovering around 10 usd as a base cost with 10 usd for every 1k words, up to 3k. I'm still figuring out if I want to do something like a Patreon or something for people to just support me. I don't think there's really anyone here that would, but even if there is, I might not do it. For the simple fact that I would like to have time to adapt to getting paid for my work.

And for the people who are wondering, yes I will be public on when the eventual price change happens. And it's also changing for the simple fact that I need money to survive, and I'm basically done with my uni classes. With what's happened this year and my current mental state, I don't even want to think about going to work in a normal job rn. Sooooooo thats a huge reason as to why ill start charging.

I don't know if this will work, but if it doesn't, oh well. Wanted to do a monthly update since it's been a bit since I've done one.

The good news is that I have a 2.2k story ready to upload once the summer starts (See the March 2025 Update journal for info as to why). It doesn't involve a lot of direct transformation like my other stories, but it does involve a kind of 3rd person hyena transformation (Aka both a character in said story, and the narrator, turn into hyenas). It's definitely not something that I normally do, but it was a com from a good friend of mine. Someone who fed me a prompt when I struggle a lot with starting stories :3

I intend to try to write some more stories before the summer hits. My very hopeful goal is around 10, but ill be surprised if I hit that. I'm putting my sights on about 5 stories so that I can release them about once a week to the public. Once I run out of my stockpile, or I get enough coms from them, ill then raise the price and finally start making money from writing (Genuinely scared about this lol.)

Also, in other news, I think I'm now in V4 of my writing, if anyone other than me cares :3

Thank you all for reading and have a great day/night!

While I'm looking for more furry tf games to consume, I was thinking of something. I was wondering about making a quick blog site or something to log the furry tf or just games I like in general (of course it would be focused on furry tf, but I do like some plain corruption games)

The main reason why I was thinking of this is that I don't really know a good site for furry tf games, especially non English ones, looking at you Japanese games :3 I know forms and stuff exist, but they ether are too spread out or just don't focus on the furry tf enough to find actually good or small tf games.

If people want it and especially if they want my opinion on them (I'll probably figure out all the generic tags and how to search them up before I even make the website) I'll make one. So if you do see this and really want it, then make sure to let your voice know. That can be in my FA notes ofc if you want to be private. This is just a passing thought and I don't want to spend time on something that people won't really use.

Also silent update on writing, I got about 700 words on a story about infection. From the few people I've shown a snippet of, the liked it. It's just the beginning, and is more "lore" then anything. I'll probably try and finish writing it In a few days. I'm also thinking of doing a skunk musk tf or something skunk related.

Thank yall for reading this and have a good day/night!

Hello to the people who read this! I wanted to give an update after that last journal post I made. I thank everyone who wrote comments and gave me their support. It genuinely made my day, sometimes even my week. And in general, it has definitely made my year so far.

I wanted to quickly update you guys on why I haven't made many stories after that post. The simple answer was that first I was in a mental like fog. I kind of struggled with getting school work and other stuff done. Then, once I got better around the time I posted that story, I got back-to-back sicknesses. The first sickness was quite nasty and knocked me out for basically a week, and after a week of getting over that one, I was back, sick again. Even though this sickness has lasted for about two weeks, it's quite weak, and some basic medicine and some sherbet ice cream helped basically fully remove it.

Because of how things have been going and other such things. I'm going to intend to do some writing during my spring break. However, if I do complete a story, I will, hopefully, keep it until summer break (I have this need to post anything I make story wise. So tbh I may break this if my cravings get to much lol). This is mainly because of what I'm going to talk about next.

Once I'm done with my spring term, I'll be basically done with my university school work. However, I won't be getting my bachelor's degree (Computer Science) since I did not get one of the requirements done (hard class, and it's not something I'm good at). For that reason, I'm planning on taking the jump and making my commissions paid after a certain date. Since I would like to generate some type of income while, I'm basically only taking like 2 classes for my degree.

So for those followers of mine that read this, if you have any ideas you want me to write, just read my journal about my coms and send me a note :3

Thank you, everyone who follows, fav and comment! It does help alot :3

Have a wonderful day/night!

The long-awaited update journal, though I'm assuming that not really anyone cared that I kind of just, disappeared. That's fine; the internet is just home to that, lol.


I'll get this out of the way, I don't know when I will return to writing currently. For reasons that I will go into later, I haven't been having the best times lately. I may start getting back into writing, but I might stop again for another long, long while.

Now personal info time :3

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Trigger warnings: Talks of suicidal thoughts, depression, worthlessness, and more negative things. If this triggers you, don't read more. Do what you can to get better, or to not get worse. You can do this!

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I haven't been diagnosed, but I'm basically certain of it. I have depression. I've had it since...... I was around 13-14. I'm currently 23. Because of that timing, I just thought it was nothing to worry about. Not being happy, feeling all empty and stuff. So I worked with it into my life, slowly forgetting how to be "happy". Fast-forward to when I was 19-20, I figured out that my mom had a very good idea that I was depressed for at least a few years, and either at that point or later, I also found out it runs in the family. (I only found out that my mom knew when I told her that I probably did. She didn't do anything to help me, let alone talk to me, or even suggest seeing a therapist or something)

Now I just turned 23 not to long ago. I'm in my final two terms before I graduate college and need to find a job. My mental health has taken a complete nosedive since my last journal. I've had to deal with tons of stress over the last year, and this summer some things broke. During my summer break, around July 8th or something, I got really stressed and depressed. To the point where I just wanted to take a lot of sleeping meds and just... sleep. I didn't want to wake up. I just wanted it to all end, all the stress, all the anxiety... everything.

I did try Better Help to get a therapist. Didn't work out and way to expense (200 USD a month just for about 4, 30 min meetings a month. That's with the student + poor people discount :( ). I couldn't fix nor reveal the huge problem that's just making me depressed. I'm constantly reminded of how useless and worthless I am. If you've ever wondered why I make these journals and want comments, It's for this reason. To have a reason to be worth it. A reason to feel like I'm good at something, even if it's porn writing. 

Writing and seeing people genuinely enjoy my writings have saved me from doing things I would regret. But I've been running out of time to write. I've been using so much of my free time to relax, to try and de-stress, to not get more depressed. It's been working, but It's starting to break apart.

I don't know how I will survive a job. I'm scared, so scared. I want to live in this fantasy world once more, but I cannot. Time moves forward. Step after step, tick after tock. I have to move forward, even if I can't.

Sorry for a depressing journal update. I needed this out of my chest and let the void know my thoughts. I still genuinely don't know if anyone ever reads these. I expect no one to. I can't promise I'll write more, but I will try. I want others to be happy and enjoy things they love. I love seeing not only numbers go up, but comments. Even if it's just a simple "good". It genuinely helps so much. I hope you never have to understand going from nothing to having something. That means you would have to suffer having nothing, and no one should. It hurts, it really does. But I have to move forward. I've burned through my optimism to keep me going, so I only have some scraps of hope and people's words.

I've lost most of what makes me "me". What am I? What should I do? What's my personality? What am I useful for? At this point, I've had to fight these nightmare questions and more for almost 10 years. I don't know who I am anymore.

I don't know how much time I have for writing, talking to others, etc. Being empty all the time makes it hard to have that spark, a reason to do something. 

Im sorry for the person who is waiting for me to finish your commission, I'm sorry I've felt so ashamed to even msg you telling you more than "ill be done soon". I'm sorry.

And

Im sorry for all my watchers and readers who want to see more. I wish I could give you more stories, more memories, and more journeys. I want to, but I don't think I can right now. I'm not going to disappear forever. I'll still be here, hoping that one day I can write more and see others enjoy my stories.

Thank you to the people who've read my stories
Thank you for those who fave those stories
Thank you for those who watch me, wanting more
Thank you for those who comment
Thank you for all those who reach out

It means so much to me for your support. I genuinely mean it. From the bottom of my heart.

Thank you <3

Please read the text below the line before you ask for one!

Commission Status: Updated on 7/25/2025
Commission Terms: Updated on 7/09/2024

Commission 1: Filled
Commission 2: Filled
Commission 3: Filled
Back Up Commission 1: Open

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I'm opening up my commissions here on FA for some story writing. Bear with me for the first few, since I've never done commissions before.

Word Count: 1,000 words
* Can be anywhere from 900 words to infinite words (Most likely max of 3,000 and a min of 950)
* Word count is primarily determined by me, the writer. If the story doesn't work in 1k words and I can write more, I will. If it doesn't fit the 1k but seems satisfying, it will be under 1k, so long as it's 900 words or more.

Prompt: 3-100 words.
* I'm fine with prompts ranging from 3 words to around 100 words. The more words you give me, the closer I can hone in on your idea that you want to see made.
* Some of your prompt ideas may not come out as you expected. I will do my best to follow them, but I may bend the ideas to fit around the story. One part you may say is important may not get enough time in the spotlight as you thought it would.
* See Edits before you send in your prompt.

Core Theme: TFs, Corruption, Hypnosis
* Can have other core themes, like petplay. However, the themes listed above are much more likely to be accepted.
* If you need more ideas on what I might be more accepting to write, look at what I've already posted. That should help you see what kinks I'm fine with writing and what skills I have in them if you decide to read them.
* No OCs or pre-made characters. Think Link from Loz or Ruby Rose from RWBY, or Sans from Undertale. I may be ok with writing them, HOWEVER I will most likely say no to you 99% of the time.

Speed: 1 day to the heat death of the universe
* No promises that the commission will be done. I will do my best to do it as quickly as possible, but I understand that there's a chance that it may never see the light of day.
* I will do my best to warn you, tell you, and give you estimates of when your commission will be done.

Edits: Minimal
* I'm fine with changing things around if they don't work well or isn't exactly how you imagined the prompt to be written. However, I will not make massive changes to the story.
* As the writer, I have final say on what the final version of your commission will be. I will do my best to make sure both parties are happy; however, I will be the deciding factor.
* There are no limits on the number of edits. However, there will come a point where I will say no more to them.

Price: Currently Free
* I do not have confidence in myself to not only follow what a prompt says, interpret a customer, or my system currently. Because of this, I am making these commissions free at this time. This hopefully explains why some of my stipulations are harsher than others.
* All commissioned stories will be posted publicly currently.
* If you don't want your name and/or prompt to be displayed publicly, tell me. I'll try and ask you if you want them to be. If I don't, and you say nothing about it, ill assume you're fine with both your prompt and your name being public on the commission.

Misc Notes
* Since commissions are free currently, you can technically ask for an infinite amount on your end, the commissioner. Because of this, I will not accept people's prompts that have already done a commission from me if they're too close together. When is that, you may be asking? I'm, not sure, probably around 2 weeks to a month, but could be longer depending on certain circumstances. I may allow someone to do one back to back, but that's most likely very rare and very situational.

Contact: Though Furaffinity notes
* This is how it's currently set up. It may change at a later time once I iron this section out if/when I get enough commissions to see if there's a flaw in this system.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm inactivity and no stories posted. Who would have guessed I would break my new years promise in the first month. Surprisingly, there is some good news for this update. I do have a story done and ready to post, so in a day or two it should be up. Its one of the left then right stories I had almost done before my long absence. I'm slowly trying to get back into writing, it's hard, but I'm writing ever so slowly.

If people want, I can post some of my abandoned stories here to read, since some do have "porn" in them. Idk what to do to them, since they're just sitting, there collecting dust, even though I know I won't finish them.

I'm also looking back at the game doc I made back in....... FUCKING DECEMBER 2022. How the time flies.......... I don't know what to do with it, but if there's interest in twine type games, I might make it as a very, VERY basic game, most likely a CYOA style game. It's an interesting premise and idea, imo. I just don't have the will nor energy to do the writing and the coding rn.

No promises on more stories soon, but I'm trying to write as best as I can, since it's nice to vent out the ideas I have. If, for some reason, you have an idea for a small story, anywhere between 500 and 1000 words, just shoot a message. Just know that the same rules applies as me making my own stories, don't expect them to get done quickly all the time, let alone done at all.

A general happy new year to all who read this! No real update since I haven't done much, but eventually I'll post more into the new year.

I think I'll make it a new year's resolution to post at least one story per month. So look out for them to see how long I last lol.

Happy Halloween! Not much to say in this update since I didn't do much writing this month. I do have some writing stuff I might post, but I don't know exactly when that will happen. I do have some stuff planned that Ill try and get out, but no promises.

This update will be an interesting one, isn't it. Multiple things are needing to be explained and defined here, so multiple journals will be made for this.

mmmmmmmmmmm hindsight is 20/20.


General Updates

College for me is starting back up soon, so stories are going to slow down considerably depending on the term and how hard the term is. So you could get a story once every 3 months to one every week.

Most likely going to branch out more crazy made stories like the hypnosis one, Left. Good Boy. Right. With how good reception it's gotten, I'm going to experiment more freely. Remember that comments and favs do influence me with what I do in the future. Furthermore, there will be more like it, most likely with other core fetishes of mine. It hits the spot for me right now, and I need more of it. (Remember when I said something like this before, lol)

I don't know what exactly ill do for October, since there's no way I'm going to write for all 31 days. I might have some specific stories made for that so that we can all enjoy this being more normal. I'm keeping my mouth sealed tight, since I know myself and I would rather not get new watchers hopes up.

I don't think there's anything more with this update, took way too long writing this and probably will go to bed after posting this to FA.

mmmmmm, another month, another update. Not much going on this month, was going to not post and update but decided this is just going to be a "silent" update about things. Prob might do a QnA in like a few months, judging by my growth. Since it makes no real sense to do one with so little followers currently. And I'm interested in whatever questions people might bring up, though knowing my luck it might be nothing, but that's fine. (If you want to ask questions you can, I'm not bothered nor afraid of them, though my anxiety might hate me constantly tho, but that's a me problem. I won't bite unless you want that...)

Trades have been silently open for a little bit, used the FA thing on my profile to indicate this. Didn't want to say anything to see if it was natural or needed to be brought up, since I'm not the best and doing things for the first time. Since I've posted my first-ever trade, I'm going to do a more public, yet silent, opening of trades.

If you would like to trade, just send me a note though FA or though Discord if you want to set one up (preferable FA since I can check that whenever I'm on here). I'm probably not going to do many (Assuming I get more than one at a time), since they cut into whenever I would like to write something. The only real rule about trades is that there can always be a chance my trade doesn't exist, since anything can happen. I like saying this since it gives me less pressure thinking about a story that needs to be out in x number of days before they get upset. Also, if you watch me enough, you should know that my writing time is sporadic at best. So go in with the assumption that it might never happen. I also would like art rather than stories, but I'm fine with a story trade, since it's fun to see how others would do stories that I cannot write myself. (dialogue, dialogue, dialouge)

Commissions will eventually happen, though I want to gain more confidence in what I write and how I conduct things before I sour stuff with money. This is because I would rather fuck up a story that is free rather than one that has money attached to it. This means if you don't like the story I did for free, you didn't waste any money, and thus you have no real sense of value attached to it. If money is involved, then you have a direct sense of value and can do a cost-benefit analysis to see if it was worth it.

With that in mind, I'm implementing more of a silent recommendation rather than commission for current time. tldr, it just means you can suggest a theme/idea, ill put it in my doc of ideas, and I might do it. This means it might never happen, or it might happen in 2hrs. I can't remember if I've said anything of the like, but here we go. I might comment on it, saying whether I've shot it down or not, since there are some stories I will not write. What they are, idk, haven't thought that far.

No Rping if you're wondering, not a fan of it nor want to do it with strangers.

Currently, the 50 total watcher story is at around 2.1k words, with only the first transformation completely done. I have no idea whether ill continue it or not at this rate. I think I can't really force myself to write x number of words, it might be that it just comes out of me as I write. If I decide it not to continue it, ill still post it, since it's quite good imo.

If you're a fan of AI Art, my DA page posts them every so often, though they're not edited. I said this in my last journal entry, but this might be the last time I mention it without it being prompted by something. Though I'm thinking about maybe making a game that has AI Art for TFs, since I eventually want to make a game. I would like to get an artist, but I love the slow transformation of people, rather than 2 images, one before and one after. I would like to make one where you can see the changes artistically, and that's impossible for me to fund with an actual artist, so AI Art will do until I hit that point in life and maybe in this story writing field.

I've also been debating on seeing if I can just write a horny, lust filled story that makes no real sense. Kind of like my "Your True Self, Being A Pet" story, aka the horny pet that hates being a human but loves his master. The only difference is that it makes no real sense. Idk if people will like it, let alone if ill be able to like it enough to post it.

Also, I wonder if people found out my kinks and know exactly what I like, one of those existential dread thoughts. I really need to get some type of twitter/bluesky thing, so I can post all of this stuff, also just random horny thoughts. I wonder if people have figured out how these stories come to be, bark bark.

I think I'm done rambling on this post, if you made it this far after the more useless information, I thank you. I don't know if I would have, and I have to reread it to make sure it makes sense. Thank you and have a nice day/night!

I am currently having some life stuff happen that will impact the time I have to write. Who knows how this will change my current pace of writing, but most likely it will be the same. I'm not too happy with the amount I've written so far, but I'm not too surprised. I'm also somewhat sick, so that's been fun.

Update for the 3k+ word watcher story. I have the framework done and have 868 out of approximately 4,100 words. It's currently just information that creates the frame of the story. The planned TFs are as follows: 
Werewolf TF by Sex
Werewolf TF by Smell/Musk
Weredog TF by Collar/Petplay
Weredog TF by Sex
Werecat TF by hypnosis
So far, all of them, except the weredog ones, will be gay. This is because the person being TF will be a woman rather than a man. I'm not too sure if the sex one will be straight or not, but I'm going to assume it will be. Don't know what timeframe this will be done in, but I will try to get it done soonish.

I don't really have any other stories ready to post, so it's going to be a little while before I post some more. I have a few stories that are in development, but there is no estimated time until they see the light of day.

I've also been doing some AI art, so if you want to see some, in my opinion, meh AI art, it's on my DA account. Furthermore, I do also have a Blogspot for all the NSFW images since DA requires them to be paywalled before they can be posted. I also won't be pivoting away from writing; it just seems interesting to screw around and see what you can make.

Other than that, I don't think there are any other bits of information I want to say at this point. So, hopefully in a short time you'll see the 3k+ word watcher story getting posted. (There's a possibility it might take a while, since I genuinely love the setting I've created in my head and the style of writing I'm doing. )

I never thought I would reach this point. Didn't expect to get this “famous”, I know that 50 watchers isn't that special, but coming from the expectation or assumption that I would have, at best, 5 watchers is tremendous. I never thought that my inexperienced and, in my opinion, bad writing would get this many people to read it and like it enough to watch me.

I made this goal not too long ago to try to get myself to write a 3k+ story, since I rarely write stories that are longer than 2k words. Since we've hit the goal, I not only wanted to alert you that I will attempt to write it, but I also wanted for some time to have some involvement with the watchers.

I've been thinking about what I tried to do last Halloween, where I had multiple Tfs in the story. Taking that idea, I'm thinking of doing a more multiple TF story where there's some type of connecting thread that leads to the transformation of multiple people. Most likely caused by the reader, since that seems interesting.

So far, I have no real idea (since I just came up with it, but it's been in the old noggin for some time) what Tfs I want to do, apart from one of them being a werewolf. So, I've decided to see what suggestions you all would like to see. No real promises on what will or will not be included, nor if it ever sees the light of day.

So, if you would like to leave a comment about what TF you want to see and, even if you feel like it, how they get TF, then that would be greatly appreciated. Just know that I'm going for generic TFs, so for example, a male werewolf transformed by being bitten would be what I'd accept. No characters like Link from LOZ, since I have zero confidence that I could write a pre-established character.

If there are none by the time I start writing the story, ill just pull from what TFs I want to do.

Thank you all for your watches, comments and favorites over this nearly two years of me writing!

The monthly update is here. There's not much to say since I haven't had any real time to get started on writing. The engine is not wanting to start, but eventually it will start.

I have a few stories drafted out, as in, the beginning is there, but no middle or end yet. I also have a bulleted list of a Wolf Link and Wolf Zelda TF. That one I'm quite hesitant about, since I'm not confident in writing the characters. Since for me, it feels like I would just create them as "OC"s rather than them being Link and Zelda.

On the other hand, I've been in the yandere mood and have slowly gotten, what I would say, my first two 'OC' characters made. They are very rough, but I feel like I should upgrade them from being made up characters for the plot to being actual recurring characters. Other than the names, I don't have much written down, other than the yandere story they first were made from. I'll probably post that story in a few days. It could be today, if I get the weirdness fixed. It around 2k words long with rape, since, ya know, yandere.

I also see that somehow people loved the underwear smelling TF I released. Quite surprising since you don't see that type of TF much anywhere, so I guess it's an untapped market. I'll probably make more, though I'm having the same "copy" problem I've been having. Trying to ignore that mindset, but it's not that fun when you inherently compare the two when you're just thinking about the idea.

I'm still going to hold on to the promise that more stories are on their way. I'm not too sure how the future will play out, but hopefully, you'll see quite a lot of stories from me. (Depending on how procrastinating I will be and if I find any more good LNs to read in my free time).

I don't think there is anything else for me to say about this update. I appreciate all the comments, favs and watches you guys give me. I may not respond to them, but I do read them and look at them all.

Did not expect to be making this so early, but things happen and realizations happen whenever they feel like it.

Now, some quick explanations on what Vx Stories means, it's quite relevant to what this whole journal post is about. Vx Stories are used to determine an "Era" of my writing, so to speak. This is because as I grow as a writer, my writing changes with me. This could be because I'm getting better, or something that drastically changes how I write. In this instance is quite an interesting one. I do this more for myself rather than the watchers, this is because it helps me realize when I'm changing and kind of catalogs what stories are from those versions. V1 Stories are the first-ever attempts on creative writing, so they're quite... interesting. V2 Stories are the stores that come after a 5ish month break, to my memory, and me finally getting into the grove of my writing style.

V3 Stories is me asking a simple question, "Do I need to write Transformation Porn Stories all the time?". The simple answer to that is no. So, my V3 Stories will be me writing whatever I come up with, without the arbitrary need of having a transformation part of it.

Why this is happening is something that was going to happen anyway. If you don't follow what I've written that isn't stories, you'll see that I've not like the way I write TFs. This is because I tend to find them very repetitive and all basically the same. It got to the point where I just had a checklist in my head just to know what parts I needed to transform. This made my not like writing as much, since every time I got to TFs, they all felt the same. So, rather than just slowing down writing, I've decided not to care about implementing TFs into all my stories.

This doesn't really change anything core about my writing, all I'm actually saying here is that there will be stories here that don't involve transformations, much more than there are right now. So far, I have one that ill most likely post tomorrow, or technically today once I fall asleep. If you're new here, I like to explain and ramble quite a lot. Probably the reason why my writing style is the way it is, so this is really why this journal is here. It's here just for me to explain what's going to happen. Did I need to do this? No, I did not. Did I do it anyway? Yes, I did.

Ayyyyyyy, doing one two months in a row. Normally, I wouldn't make this one, but I might as well since I feel like it.


Writing has been quite, interesting as of late. I've had the time, and dedicated time to do it, but I've run into a conundrum so to speak. Because I'm not the best at coming up with story ideas, I've been scrapping the ideas that I've already done. This has caused me to not really progress in writing at all, especially since I haven't felt like writing at all anyway. I'm debating on whether I should just write more stories on ideas I've written or try and find new ones. This isn't me saying ill be continuing stories, more so taking the same prompt and going somewhere else with it, hopefully. I'm thinking about doing it anyway, since it's ultimately my choice what bad stories I post. I'm just saying this so that if you watchers see a similar story that I've posted before, but it's slightly different, you know now.

I'm also incredibly surprised I'm almost at 50 watchers. That may not seem like much, but I didn't even expect to crack over 5 to 10 when I started posting. I thank everyone who has watched my stuff and hopefully enjoy what I've been posting. I'll probably do something for 50 watchers, most likely try and do a 3k+ story. I don't know how it will go, since the way I write does not work with long form stories, hence why I don't write anything more than 3k at best. Once more, I thank you all who have watched, favorited and commented on my work, it does mean something to me to know people enjoy my (In my opinion, not the best) writing.

I've also been playing the new LOZ game, and might try and do a wolf link TF as my first character TF. I'm not too sure yet, since I have zero confidence in my writing for character-driven stories. Furthermore, I also have no idea what how I will do it, I just want link to become a horny wolf...

Update for stories. I have the Dog Collar TF done (1.1k words), though I'm still on the fence about it. I also have a Pet hypnosis TF (433 words) that is """done""". More of a mind transformation now, but most likely put a real transformation there. I'm also thinking about doing some type of scent/smell kink story, just need to find a way to frame it to work the kink around. For parasite stories, I have zero ideas for them, since they're more of a come and go kink for my brain. Though I might do a story or two eventually for more mind control focus stories. Yandere stories... I've been wanting to do some type of insanity/yandere story for a long time (Poor The Prison of a Pet Werewolf, ill never forget you.), but never had the tools to create and maintain said stories. There is one that is being worked on, being my first 2-character story, but that will take some time to finish. (Hint, most likely a year more at the rate I'm going...).

That is all I think to say in this month's update. I'm also going to try and hold any complete stories until summer, when I'm going to try and write a lot more. Hopefully ill have many stories to post, but who knows what the next day will hold. Eventually, I need to figure out what direction stories I want to go into, but that's another long-winded post for another month. Have a wonderful day/night!