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There are many things I'm gonna do for Autism Awareness Month since I have ASD

I'm gonna make some lyric videos on my YouTube Channel that describes my life and how it affects me

I'm currently open for art trade and i'm looking for more art of Samantha the Elephant my new OC drawn by me
While I wait for ilyagsu to finish my requests and while I wait for panikamori to finish my second art trade of samantha
I'm currently open for art trade. If you know any artists who can do art trades/requests, I'll be glad to ask them for an art trade or enter a slot for art requests

happy Autism Awareness Month

A person named Samaphant_baad had the audacity to spread lies about me for my friends ilyagsu and Kaique000 to believe
They falsely accused me of being a MAGA when I'm not
I'm an independent politician
second they kept spreading hate stuff on me like calling it cringe and meh
3rd
I never did anything wrong about begging for free art or stealing art

I'm sorry you had to see this ut this needs to be taken care of
Report Samaphant_baad and PPF sustainability on bsky for targeted harassment and false accusation and terrorism until he's banned

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I just can't take it anymore
I don't want to be blocked anymore.
when will Nala_Elephant (DawnyMoo) understand what I've gone through that caused me to be like this and unblock me
When will I make peace with her and ScratchSkullDad
I don't like myself
Life is Hard and I hate it!!
I don't want to be hated. I already have a breakdown over everything negative I've gone through
I don't even know what am I gonna do right now
I could just take my own life
I hate myself and my life
I'm the most stressed person out of all the elephants in the furry fandom
I hate my life
I'm not OK

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My Family is breaking up with My Oldest Brother and I'm very sad and Heartbroken at the same time. I can’t believe he abused my mother on March 1st and Made me do some wrong things
I let myself down because I was Sean's slave and He was bullying me 24/7.
It's hard getting my brother in a family to a different place but we had no choice but to do it for the sake of my mother and my Family
I made so many mistakes that I'm not proud of and I feel like I want to tear up
I apologize to @/Nala_ELephant, ScratchSkullDad, @/Bleptarts, @/DaringashiaKS, and to the other people who blocked me on X/Twitter for my mistakes because of Sean ruining my life and making me do stuff that are wrong and I really regret it
and I apologize to @/StormiFolf, @/Raggtopp, @/Bleptarts and @/protowave for my horrible behavior for typing so fast and spamming the same message over and Over again on twitch
I wanna cry in my bed
I have no happiness in my life and It’s all my fault that I made those mistakes
I wish the people who blocked would believe me but I’m sad to do it because what i did was wrong and it was all because of Sean’s Abusive behavior to threaten my personality and I just can’t do it anymore.
I’m done doing wrong actions and I wanna do right things for the people who blocked me

It was 11:00pm
We were about to get off to go to bed
Sean was pissed off when Mom took his controller when it was time to get off
He got mad and went to far and pushed mom to the floor. Mom called Sean a coward and Sean got Sean escalated the situation by punching her and destroying her stuff and destroying the door. I went to my neighbor's house and my younger siblings were crying and having a meltdown because mom got beat up. Cops were called and he went to youth detention for 30 days. I talked to griverthecoyote about this and she was so mad about this and we called him out for beating my mom up and for making me do wrong things like crossing @DawnyMoo's boundaries and being on her 18+ account and being on 18+ accounts and harasssing someone for free art like WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH HIM.
If you see this post. Tell the people who blocked me on X and on Bluesky that Sean made me do some wrongful actions and to unblock me for a second chance
https://twitter.com/griverthecoyote.....88973670523174
https://twitter.com/NovaJewelX/stat.....33066060632299

My Brother Sean Bullied me again by Telling me to hush, being bossy to my mother, Crossing my Boundaries, Beating me up, Saying annoying stuff and Watching Pornography and I didn't like it

The bullying of my Brother Sean caused me to do unacceptable behavior and to be banned from Stormi's, Ragg's, Bleps and Proto's streams on Twitch. I really want him to stop controlling my family because it's making me stressed and making me do wrong things that I didn't want to do

I know @/Nala_Elephant Hates me, @/StormiFolf hates me, @/Ragg_Topp hates me, @/Bleptarts hates me and @/Protogenwave Hates me, @/ScratchSkullDad hates me and Everyone that blocked me hates me because of my Brother Sean



What he's done to my Family and What he done to me is Unacceptable and I want him to suffer the consequences of his actions Like I did

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I'm doing a quick call out on my oldest Brother Sean because he's done so many things that he doesn't want me to say. He's been Bossy, Lying, Harassing, Aggressive and Making people do wrong things and I'm the biggest Victim of Sean. He made me Harass People the same way he harassed my sister, He was aggressive to people when things don't go his way. He was lying to my parents and He was very annoying and calling me names and Mocks my Skills that I achieved on. He also Stole my Channel last Year and he claims that he didn't do it when he did do it. He made me Not leave people alone because he never left me alone.
He made me stressed that I got banned from Chatting on Stormi's Twitch Strems and Getting Blocked by DawnyMoo for Crossing her boundaries and being on 18+ accounts. My Oldest Brother Watches Pornography underage at the age of 16 and I was terrified. he even took a picture of his private part on Instagram on messages for women to be attracted with as a toy. He's the mixture of 7 DEADLY SINS and I'm sick of it.
Thank you for all my followers my subscribers and my moot and My Mom for supporting me from the bottom of my heart. But I think it's time for Sean to receive his punishment that he deserves.

I'm still having a hard time controlling my emotions and my behavior and to leave people alone when i get blocked by someone on Twitter. I'm still Trying to control it but I always end up in defeat. I have to know when to leave people alone because there are demons in my head that are controlling me right now and I can't take it anymore and guess what the person who blocked me on Twitter on July 4h, 2023 is onto me and I knew i shouldn't do any wrong action that hurts people and me and I'm just angry and disappointed and Upset and heartbroken and I'm slowly having a meltdown because of every shameful act I did. I want to stop doing any wrong action I made every time and I want to do right things and I want to tell the truth to people if I had to. SCREW ME!! WHEN WILL I CHANGE!? I'M IN HELL AND IN ENDLESS SUFFERING!! I know DawnyMoo hates me now becuase of What I've done and becuase of my annoyance. Can't I just leave her alone until July 4th 2024. Is that too much to Obey????!!!! I'm in my prison now. I'll never be free. I had to mute her on twitter I didn't want to do this but I had no choice! Now I know How it feels not to be left alone. My Borther Sean Never leaves me alone and He made me do the Same to DawnyMoo and It's a chain reaction that I encountered. When will I tell her the truth of what I did wrong
I talked to griverthecoyote on twitter and she was treating me like a wise and a supporting person and she said to me "Let her forgive you on her own terms. Any more trying to contact her will basically be rotating a knife in a stab wound."

I've had upsides and Downsides of my life in 2023 but mostly downsides (like not controlling my emotions, being annoyed by my oldest brother who is 17 years old (soon to be 18), my youtube channel: Nova X Jewel being hacked by my oldest brother by deleting some of my videos even if he claims that he didn't) making horrible mistakes like not leaving people alone like Nala_Elephant and asking for free art even though I have to pay for that and being blocked by people like Nala_Elephant, Mochiphant and more) but the big upside is making new friends and being inspired to create my elephant Oc (even if some people blocked me) and I'm learning from my mistakes to get a fresh start on 2024. I'm making a big change in my life and that change starts on midnight on January 1st

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