http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5026344/

my buddy  Koren-FireSpirit is having some financial issues and really needs some help if you can. donating some or posting a journal would be extremely helpful

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RAFFLE #1 By  dustystar
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5029281/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11476357/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11476357/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11476357/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11476357/

Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!!!
my tablet is here!!

so I turned in 3 job more applications today and I got a couple of definite maybes and 1 perhaps
so this means I could possibly get a job within the next couple weeks (hopefully)
yay for a job and yay for monies xP

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oh and I did some sort of quiz and this was what I was labled as




Experimental

82%

Switch

82%

Submissive

32%

Exhibitionist / Voyeur

32%

Masochist

21%

Vanilla

18%

Sadist

14%

Bondage

11%

Degradation

11%

Dominant

7%

So this morning I just confirmed my order for a Wacom "Splash" Bamboo Pen Tablet.
Yippie for art. that means I can start drawing on a regular basis like I want to.
It'll be great for me because I can finally do drawings I've been wanting to do.

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RAFFLE #1 BY  dragonslash
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4983522/

RAFFLE #2 By  dipingxiangtr.D
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11426007/

RAFFLE #3 By  TinyBarbarian
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4991911/

It's just a vent journal for now.
I am just trying to keep myself from beating the tar out of my brother and leaving him with a few cracked ribs.
Even though my family is struggling financially ( and I do help buy groceries and help pay the odd end of a bill with the little money I manage to make via babysitting, yardwork, etc)

he doesn't understand that we only have a limited amount of money, but he doesn't really care.
Constantly I catch him coming into the kitchen over eating, consuming what little food we have.

I try talking to him and explaining to him that our money is very limited and that we can't keep buying more food.
He responds with his usual bastard remarks like "shut the fuck" or "fuck off cock muncher".

it gets me so mad. I just feel like kicking down the door to my rom and beating him within inches of his fat miserable life.

he blames this overeating on a "eating problem". a problem that has never been diagnosed by a doctor or psychologist.
he heard my mom talking him having a "possible" eating disorder. and has made that his go-to excuse for stuffing himself with what little food we have.


I honestly don't know how much more I can put up with this.
I am barely eating as it is. and the little I do manage to have sits funny in my stomach because it's not a real meal.
mostly its thinks like the few broken chips or crumbs at the bottom of a bag, or just eating a piece of plain bread.

that isn't a healthy way to live. especially for a big guy like myself ( stocky by genetics)

I've resolved to move out as soon out as I possibly can, but with no real job to speak of at the moment that is little more than a dream.

Moving out would be preferable to living in this house where I am starving myself because I have a fat tub of lard for a brother who doesn't know how to stop stuffing food into his mouth when there are other people living in this house who need to eat as well.

the problem with moving out is I'd be slumming it up just as I am now because unless I managed to snag a decent job with a nice pay rate and benefits, which isn't likely without some strong connections.

So of course I have to find room mates to bunk with.
I'd prefer room mates to the glutton I live with now. Why?
for one people who are living together like that all generally have jobs and will help pay for groceries and bills.
they know the value of money and the distance it can take you.

they won't gluttonize on the food that everyone in the house shares which would be an absolute godsend.

Right now that is little more than the desires of a young man with a will to live, but I hope I manage to make it that far.

the big problem with room mates is.. well I have to find some to bunk with. If it wasn't obvious enough i'd prefer rooming with people who are either furries themselves, or know about and accept the furry fandom and all it's quirks.

this would make my life considerably easier since I wouldn't have to hide my like for it and could be myself.

So while I look for a job, I'll also be looking for someone to move in with. if people could spread the word about my need to move out that would be great.

the earliest I could move out with be sometime within the next couple years.
so anyone who might be looking for someone to move in within the next couple years that would be excellent


Mood Music?
bah nothing is more fitting than this:

https://youtu.be/vqNYiHROg6E

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and this tiny little section is for a raffle..

RAFFLE CANINES ONLY By  Vorktheartist
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4972744/

Ask me ANYTHING!
whether its clean or dirty
smutty or cute x3
ask and ye shall get an answer ( to the best of my knowledge :-P )

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RAFFLE #1 By  Diarist
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4949955/

RAFFLE #2 By  Hippiewolf
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4953662/

RAFFLE #3 By  coolguyatnight
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4953340/

so the last couple weeks have been a big mixing pot of emotions.
happiness, sadness, anger, frustration, weariness, and probably a hundred others I don't care to name.
tonight I just think it's good im taking a small break to relax. write down a few story ideas and just let the weights on my heart be pushed aside for now.

so in that spirit I started listening to music and I found one particular song that just holds onto my heart and brings out a sense of calm and content as I sit here talking to friends and playing video games with one of my best bros =)

so let's take a listen to this song and close our eyes and relax..

https://youtu.be/B7mVots_w_A

heh it's funny. maybe it's the fact this town is so peaceful most of the time, but I can imagine myself laying back in a soft field of grass looking up into the sky.
large white clouds floating by overhead while the setting sun paints the world in hues of gold, red, and orange.

its a scene like that which really brings on peace of mind.

just laying back forgetting the troubles of your life for that moment and simply enjoying the serenity.

my friend  Diarist needs some help paying for college this fall semester and I am giving him a helping hand since I cant afford his commissions myself.

right now he has 4 open slots and I really hope you take a look at his page and help him out.
right now he is doing only doing commissions with pokemon or humans and anthros under special conditions.

Things He will not draw:
NSFW or fetish art: He is not comfortable with this topic and I strongly advice you to not ask him about it
Western Anthros: he'll draw kemono, AC style, etc. No western.
Gijinka and PokeMorphs: No

Either you send him a note about a commission or you post a comment here
his commissions listings are Right Here

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RAFFLE #1 By  CrashAzarel *CLOSED*
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4921586/

RAFFLE #2 By  nagamifumi
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4923155/

FREE ART: By  felix.h **CLOSED**
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11285636/

RAFFLE #3 By  Black-Rose-Exterio
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4929797/

RAFFLE #4 By  Terror-Run *CLOSED*
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4853015/

RAFFLE #5 By  rawnblade23
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11322758/

RAFFLE #6 By  coolguyatnight
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4941974/

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I grabbed this from  IraGremka

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me
?5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?

my friend  Diarist needs some help paying for college this fall semester and I am giving him a helping hand since I cant afford his commissions myself.

right now he has 4 open slots and I really hope you take a look at his page and help him out.
right now he is doing only doing commissions with pokemon or humans and anthros under special conditions.

Things He will not draw:
NSFW or fetish art: He is not comfortable with this topic and I strongly advice you to not ask him about it
Western Anthros: he'll draw kemono, AC style, etc. No western.
Gijinka and PokeMorphs: No

Either you send him a note about a commission or you post a comment here
his commissions listings are Right Here

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RAFFLE #1 By  CrashAzarel
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4921586/

RAFFLE #2 By  nagamifumi
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4923155/

FREE ART: By  felix.h
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11285636/

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I grabbed this from  IraGremka

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me
?5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?

my friend  rodrick-dragon /  charliebear

has 2 free slots open for Adult commissions (underwear bulges and all nudity)

each one is £10 ( about $16 USD)

send him a note of your ref and how you want your pin-up to look
(with nudity, pre and cumshots can be added free of charge.)


**CHECK HERE FOR SLOT INFO**
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4884436/

***SLOTS FULL*******

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Check out this free raffle
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4813054/


RAFFLE #2 by  malk
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4880049/

RAFFLE #3 by  HoodJayWolf
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902878/

RAFFLE #4 by  Lunarii
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11236721/

RAFFLE #5 by  cydergerra
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4903302/

RAFFLE #6 by  Storm-Tiger
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4908494/

RAFFLE #7 By  BelleCandie
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4910795/

RAFFLE #8 By  CrashAzarel
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4921586/

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I grabbed this from  IraGremka

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me
?5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?

where nothing seems to help ease this horrible ache in your heart?
that's how I feel today.


I just feel so sad and alone right now. I don't have any friends I can go to and just hug them and cry.
the few true life long friends I have all live so far away.. and I can't get to them.. to wrap my arms around them and just sob.. to let out my anger, my sadness, my fear, my anxiety.

I don't have anyone like that for me,

though each day I try my best to make all my friends happy, I try to be there for them when they need it, In times of happiness and sadness.

but not once have I ever been able to go to them physically.. not once have I been able to reach out and touch them.. not once have I ever felt the embrace of a friend... and tonight it's just all too much.

here I am.. crying while I write this.. crying because it's the only way I know how to let go of these feelings..

crying because I made the stupid mistake of letting my emotions build up again.. and crying because I wish I could have a friend to hold and just lean my head on their shoulder and let it all out.



and so here ends my venting journal.. entry number two..

https://youtu.be/fIqKWLkm2-g

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4876409/
check this out :D

I have a sketch i'd like to get line art for, but I need someone with SAI as I have the original file with all the layers.
whether you could do it free or charge or charge a small fee I don't mind either

please if you know someone who can trace it or you can do it yourself please post here

Please.. if you could help my friend out. whether it's donating some money or to let others know of his situation I would greatly appreciate it

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4884167/

 lionor <-- this is my buddy who needs help

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4881113/
you see this? go pimp this journal for free stuffs

yesh

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http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11178537/
you see this raffle too?
watch this guy and pimp his raffle for free stuffs

Check it out
this guy is giving it away free

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4874590/

sorry I haven't been putting up my usual WWIWOT journals each day, but rest assured I am still practicing every day.
once I get a bit more progress with some of these pieces ill upload sketches.

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YCH AUCTION
I am currently running a YCH auction and it would be awesome for people to participate.
im really struggling with funds so this would seriously help me out.

even if you can't participate yourself it would be just as col for you to make a journal about it or to tell others, spreading to word to get a bigger group of participants/


"I am going to be auctioning off a spot for a couple potential stories.
I have 1 spot open because this is my first attempt and I don't want to bite off more than I can chew.


1 spot starting the bid at 5$

the stories up for writing is

-a smut vore story (digestion is optional and you can choose to be the predator or prey)

- romance and possible allusions to smut

-an action story involving you and an evil corporation.

-one night stand (smut xD)

-a horror story where you are either the one doing the scaring, or the one getting scared to death


once chosen. this will be put in my queue list to write and will be started on once I managed to sit down and brainstorm and finish my current work ( it's not much just a couple short stories)


a couple things.

this auction will run on until 7/31 ( which should give me plenty of time to try and finish my short stories so I can get started on this immediately)

anyone can enter, male or female, all species are allowed to participate.

if you win the auction, I'll comment you and send you a note so you can send me a link to your character reference ( pictures and written bios are both Ok)
and we can iron out the optional details."



http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11161131/ <- go here to bid

WWIWOT Day 16 (apologies for not putting up 15 I didn't have time)

#5 today
so more arm drawing

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free arttt!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4867164/

I got to see Fireworks!!

big bright colorful explosions!
today I got to go to a baseball game thank to my mom's boss who is majorly cool for getting us the tickets

the home team the Richmond Flying Squirrels slaughtered the guest team, and afterwards we got treated to some epic fireworks!


https://youtu.be/7hAgAMzQgSE

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WWIWOT Day 14!!


https://docs.google.com/file/d/0Bws.....it?usp=sharing



1. Eyes
2. faces
3. heads
4. torsos
5. arms
6. hands
7. legs
8. feet
9. tails
10. clothing

#4 torsos aplenty!



**COMMISSIONS**

my commission slots are still open

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4793121/


1.  nyx2857 -story-1500 words. Status: Not started
2.
3.
4.
5.


prices are in the link

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RAFFFLESS
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11086416/

Press F5 for a new image

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day 13 of WWIWOT

https://docs.google.com/file/d/0Bws.....it?usp=sharing


1. Eyes
2. faces
3. heads
4. torsos
5. arms
6. hands
7. legs
8. feet
9. tails
10. clothing

#2 today. so faces faces face



**COMMISSIONS**

my commission slots are still open

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4793121/


1.  nyx2857 -story-1500 words. Status: Not started
2.
3.
4.
5.


prices are in the link

Raffffleeessssss
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4850005/

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RAFFLE #2
Crazy Artist
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4853533/

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WWIWOT Day 12

https://docs.google.com/file/d/0Bws.....it?usp=sharing


1. Eyes
2. faces
3. heads
4. torsos
5. arms
6. hands
7. legs
8. feet
9. tails
10. clothing

#3 again tomorrow, so expect heads aplenty



**COMMISSIONS**

my commission slots are still open

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4793121/


1.  nyx2857 -story-1500 words. Status: Not started
2.
3.
4.
5.


prices are in the link

You all know this schedule by now
Ask me anything and i'll try my best to answer!!

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Day 11 of WWIWOT

https://docs.google.com/file/d/0Bws.....it?usp=sharing

1. Eyes
2. faces
3. heads
4. torsos
5. arms
6. hands
7. legs
8. feet
9. tails
10. clothing

I got #10 today Clothing!!



**COMMISSIONS**

my commission slots are still open

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4793121/


1.  nyx2857 -story-1500 words. Status: Not started
2.
3.
4.
5.


prices are in the link

Its now day 10 of WWIWOT *insert small fanfare*

https://docs.google.com/file/d/0Bws.....it?usp=sharing

1. Eyes
2. faces
3. heads
4. torsos
5. arms
6. hands
7. legs
8. feet
9. tails
10. clothing

I drew #5 today so prepare for lots of arms :D



**COMMISSIONS**

my commission slots are still open

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4793121/


1.  nyx2857 -story-1500 words. Status: Not started
2.
3.
4.
5.


prices are in the link

Day 9 of WWIWOT

https://docs.google.com/file/d/0Bws.....it?usp=sharing

1. Eyes
2. faces
3. heads
4. torsos
5. arms
6. hands
7. legs
8. feet
9. tails
10. clothing

I got #8 today, that means i'll be working on feet o.o
paws are so cute :3



**COMMISSIONS**

my commission slots are still open

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4793121/


1.  nyx2857 -story-1500 words. Status: Not started
2.
3.
4.
5.


prices are in the link

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Check out this link for free animation
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4839006/

Day 8 of WWIWOT

https://docs.google.com/file/d/0Bws.....it?usp=sharing

1. Eyes
2. faces
3. heads
4. torsos
5. arms
6. hands
7. legs
8. feet
9. tails
10. clothing

I got #3 today, that means headshots! ^_^



**COMMISSIONS**

my commission slots are still open

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4793121/


1.  nyx2857 -story-1500 words. Status: Not started
2.
3.
4.
5.


prices are in the link

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In other news, my pet is hosting a raffle Click me to go to it