I quit walmart, I couldn't stand being there anymore. The managers looked at me like I had just kicked a puppy when I told them I had pneumonia and needed to stay home.

Alphonse, my ball python, might also have a mouth infection.
I'm researching which vet to take him to and how much it would cost to get him seen. I only have like, $150 left in my bank account and I hate asking my parents for money so I might do a few emergency sketch commissions.

it really really sucks.
I'm coughing up phlegm bits that are bigger than a finger.
I haven't slept well in a week :c

and if i don't show signs of improvement by Friday, I might be moved up to the hospital.

Does anyone have a list of artists or know who was in the dealers den?
There was a woman by  caninehybrid's table that I bought a $20 commission from, and I STILL haven't gotten it.

It's really starting to piss me off because I gave her contact information and it was $20, and she still has the mini-ref of Kelleen she needed to draw the image.

Because I'm fucking LAZY and I don't feel like drawing lately.
So be ready for a lot of photos of my animals. k?

so, if you've ever worked at wal-mart you'll know what a rocket cart is.
An image for those who don't: http://i.oodleimg.com/item/29195117.....f%3F1341182013
Basically that bottom and top shelf swing upwards and lock with a latch so you can fold them up for storage.

I had the bottom part down and was stacking freight onto the bottom when the top shelf came loose and whacked me on the top of the head and I saw stars. I also screamed "FUCKADUCK" at the top of my lungs.
It hit me because the top latch was MISSING. FUCKING MISSING. And there was no warning about it. That cart shouldn't have even been in the store.
So now I've got a mild concussion and Wal-mart is getting in trouble for faulty equipment.

All this on top of my terrible cramps. This day just gets better and better.

I'm in one of those "KILL EVERYTHING THAT HAS A FUCKING FACE" moods today.
I'm on that time of the month, my manager is being a fat bitch and getting on my case about EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING FUCKING HURTS RIGHT NOW, I'm so light headed from being anemic that it's not even funny anymore, I don't know if I want to sit and just sob for the rest of the day or destroy everything that moves, I want to come home and curl up with a heating pad and sleep, I just don't want to do anything right now ;A;

AND IT DOESN'T HELP THAT WALMART IS SUPER FUCKING BUSY TODAY. So all the dumb people are asking me like, where the fucking butter is. WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THE BUTTER IS? IT SURE AS HELL ISN'T OVER HERE IN BAKERY.
I HAVE A HAT THAT SAYS BAKERY. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I FUCKING CARE ABOUT WHERE THE BUTTER IS.

And don't even get me started on the kids that are screaming all around the store. Just don't.


I'm so glad this will be out of the way at NDK :'D I'd be a raging bitchface to anyone who looked at me wrong.

I feel so bad for the person who has to live with me when I move out of the house. They will just have to give me a monthly offering of chocolate and pain killers.

so... yeah. Just a rant journal. c:

Skyrim... why is your soundtrack so hard to find? ;A;

I fuckin WANT IT. But I can't fucking FIND IT for less than $100. No, not paying over $100 for a soundtrack, sorry about that 8I
AND I AM NOT BUYING FROM EBAY. Ebay scares the crap out of me because I don't want to buy something and not get it because the prick won't send the stuff. Yes, I have trust issues with internet people and my money.

Someone should just... let me borrow their 4 disc set so I can put them on my computer and send them back [brick'd]

I'm going through my computer's trash to make sure I'm not deleting anything important and SWEET JESUS
THERE'S A LOT OF OLD CRAP IN HERE.
LIKE, 2008 OLD.

SHOULD I UPLOAD SOME OF MY OLD SHIT ARTWORK? XD

I kind of feel like moving back to  protocol BUT THAT ACCOUNT IS SO OLD.... AND BORING.
But I liked the name ;A;

Idfk.

but my parents said that if I saved up, I could get a Protocol suit :'D

Yep,  teskine is making me want to go to RMFC this weekend... I decided... WHY THE HELL NOT?
Might as well try some new experiences. I'm ditching work on Saturday but I have 0 points so I'm good! [points = bad at wal-mart]

I'm excited to see  teskine and  ritzbitz again! Last time we saw each other was at NDK 2011! Such nice ladies. c:

So yeah... I have no fursuit so I may just whip up a tail and ears really fast. Or just go in my steampunk gear like last year. OR SOMETHING. IDFK.

I have a feeling RMFC is going to be a lot less creepy than NDK because NDK was just... weird....

WE'RE ON MARS MOTHERFUCKERS.

YEAH.

It was super fun to watch them all freak out and cry and hug each other xD

okay. Sleep. 9 hour day tomorrow ;A;

My buddy Rem got in a car accident and her car was totaled. Her friends and her got minor injuries, but she needs some help.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journals.....vilpirateduck/

She does some great art, so go commission her. And she's faster than me at art, so even more incentive for you there xD

GO BUY HER ARTS 8I

There's a forest fire burning about 20-30 miles away from the city. We still don't know if we are going to have to evacuate.
Ash has been falling from the sky and my car was covered in it this morning, what a pain in the ass :C

I'm trying to find someone to make a Plasma Cutter for me for NDK this year. I might just have to give up and make my own xD;
http://dvice.com/assets_c/2011/01/p.....auto-55950.jpg
I REALLY want one for my cosplay. I'd fuckin' die if it had LED's or blue laser lights to make it look even more badass.
I'm also going to get a red sports foam finger and run around the con going "BANG BANG" and "PEWPEWPEW"


Still... working on shit x-x Res has me sort of in a bind since I have to get stuff for that done first. Res takes priority, unfortunately. I'm sketching stuff still, trying to make everything look right.

One does not simply listen to Steam Powered Giraffe and NOT want to draw shiny robots.
I'm making some steampunk-ish jewelry and I have this big urge to draw a steampunk giraffe...

screw it, first time I've WANTED to draw something for weeks, I'm drawing a steampunk giraffe.

Oh yeah, amazin' music.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQWY-JOhF2I

One of my favorite songs, totally buying the CD.



Work is exhausting, I don't like how I'm tired all the time :C
I may have to refund some commissions, depends on if I can get them done within the next like... two weeks.

My first official day at Walmart was yesterday... and it was kind of terrifying. I had NO idea what the fuck I was doing for the first two hours.
I probably lifted 400lbs of supplies, figured out how to use the pallet jack and rocket carts, take old stuff off the shelves and put new stuff on, yadda yadda.

I also managed to somehow lock myself in the freezer.

The chick who was helping me disappeared for like... 2 hours on her lunch break and then disappeared for the last hour of our shift xD The girls at the bakery are super nice though, they helped me out a lot. I love watching them work on the cakes, it just looks so TASTY. I just want to put my entire head in the icing bucket and eat it all.

We are right next to the Deli too, where a friend of mine works. The smell of chicken and stuff wafts over and it just smells SO FUCKING GOOD. I had granola bars for lunch yesterday, but I'm going to find something with a few more calories in it for today xD

I'm going to be working some weird hours though. I have to be there at 5am. 5AM. MY FIRST WEEK. thefuck.
I'm used to staying up until 4am and sleeping until 1pm DX

Just... really scattered still xD;
Trying out different styles to make sure I can get things the way I want. There are quite a few pieces of art that I want to finish myself, but I really need to work on organization and prioritizing. I might get some help from my artsy friends so I can work on stuff with a little more confidence.

Avengers was supergood. LokiLokiLokiLokiLoki. He is my favorite. yes, yes he is.
I've seen it 4 times now.
Hawkeye's butt is huge.


I also think I got a job at Wal-Mart in the bakery section! Dunno though, going to orientation this morning. Gotta sleeeeeep. then get up stupidly early. How the fuck can people function when waking up at 6:30am?
$8.50 an hour is my starting pay, pretty good, I'm not going to complain xD Hopefully I won't like, fuck something up so bad I get fired pretty quickly.
Because... I need to buy Loki things.


My commissioners: Please note me if you are okay with me putting up a list with your names and what you want on my main page. It'll help me to not forget. If you do not wish to be listed, I'll put you as anon.

It has been 4 years. At the end of Halo 3, the Chief was floating towards this planet. It would not have taken 4 years for the Chief to float towards that planet. Especially with how fast the ship came out of that portal thing.
SOMEHOW Humanity has managed to piss off the Elites again, which makes no sense because Humanity and the Elites were bros.
Cortana's tits keep getting bigger
The Elites look like a Jackal and an Elite made babies.
Cortana get's all creepy and somehow upgrades the Chief's armor without bringing him out of stasis/cryo sleep.

THE WHOLE FIRST LEVEL SOUNDS LIKE HALO 2. What the fuck.

~tobyfatcat is reading the narrative for the first level of Halo 4 from Game Informer and it seriously sounds like a bad kinky film xD
The multiplayer has gone from cool, to Call of Duty.

What kind of fuckery is this.

Halo has been ruined. I will not be buying the new games. I'm a loyal Halo Combat Evolved and Halo 2 veteran.
Halo 3 was eeehhh... okay. The campaign was short, you kept going back over the same area like.... 4 times. The Flood and general gameplay was way too easy. They put invisible walls fucking EVERYWHERE. Made it absolutely no fun to explore.
Halo Reach wasn't even canon. The multiplayer is now like Call of Duty. The campaign was okay, but they screwed so many things up with the storyline. You couldn't even go and find the damned skulls! They were found for you!

RIP Halo. You're gameplay will be missed.

And if you're wondering what things Bungie fucked up, here's a list. [taken from a post on the Bungie.net forums.


Error: Reach was invaded on July 24th.

Proof: All Halo media has always stated Reach fell in one day, and that day was August 30th.

Sources:Ghosts of Oynx, First Strike, Fall of Reach.


Error: Alpha Company was wiped out completely during Operation: PROMETHEUS in 2537. Carter, Emile, and Jun should not be alive.

Proof: Halo: Ghosts of Onyx goes into quite a bit of detail on Operation: PROMETHEUS. Spartan-III Alpha Company (comprised of 300 Spartans) were sent to K7-49 on a mission to destroy plasma reactors the Covenant were using to liquefy metallurgical components.

The operation was a success, but it is explicitly stated that it cost the lives of every Spartan-III on the asteroid because they got cut off from their Calypso-class Exfiltration crafts and completely lost their unit cohesion.

Halo Reach chooses to ignore this. Carter (A-259), Emile (A-239), and Jun (A-266) are a part of Noble Team when they should have been dead years ago; Bungie have given us no explanation on how they escaped at all.

Sources:
- Ghosts of Onyx, page 83-87.
- Halo Reach



Error: ONI's actions as well as the Cole Protocol.

According to the Cole Protocol, if any Covenant Forces are detected, then all NAV bases and ships should purge their computers of information to protect Earth and the inner colonies.

Proof:If Covenant are detected on Reach on July 23rd, how is it that a month later, there are still computers with information to Earth still active? If ONI hadn't taken more than a month, than Blue team wouldn't have been deployed to the Circumference, and James wouldn't have died, and Linda wouldn't have been in a coma. Infact, they would have been on Reach with Red team.

Sources:

Pg 289 of The Fall of Reach gives information on the purging of Info not complete.
http://halo.wikia.com/wiki/United_N....._Command_Emerg ency_Priority_Order_098831A-1



Error: Carter, Emile, and Jun's age.
Carter is born in 2520. He was 11 years old when Alpha Company began their training. This puts him 5 years above the previously stated age, and it makes no sense at all. Why would they have an 11 year old on the same training regime as a 4 year old? It's too large of a difference, and it's an error that can be avoiding by simply changing his birthdate. This same thing goes for Emile and Jun, who are older than 6 years old at Alpha training.

Proof: Page 69(I'm doing this by memory, I may be wrong.) of Ghosts of Oynx states that all of Alpha Company was comprised of 4, 5, and 6 year old children that he was going to have to forge into the best warriors humanity has ever seen.

Source: Ghosts of Oynx, page 69.



Error: Lack of Orbital MAC's.

Proof: Reach had a number of Orbital MAC's that were used in the battle of Reach. They were present on August 30th, so they should have been present during the mission "Long Night of Solace" in Halo: Reach. Had they been present, they Jorge wouldn't have died. Where were they?

Source: Fall of Reach, First Strike, Halo: Reach



Error: Pillar of Autumn on Reach.

Proof During the final level of Halo: Reach, the Pillar of Autumn is on the planet, and isn't in space, preparing for the Prophet mission. This COMPLETELY destroys much of Halo's canon. If the ship wasn't in space, than the Spartans of Red Team would have never jumped to the planet, meaning that the 4 spartans who died, would have still been alive. Which could have hanged the outcome of the battle. PLUS, the space op to destroy the Circumference's NAV data wouldn't have happened. So Chief, James, and Linda had no reason to NOT be part of Red team. So the chief wouldn't have been on the Autumn, so Halo: CE wouldn't have happened.

Why schedule a mission to capture a prophet, when there's a full scale invasion of Humanities second most important planet?

Sources: Halo: Reach, Fall of Reach

I blame  three-oh-eight for my current Red Dead Redemption addiction.
IT'S SO MUCH FUN.
Skyrim has nothing on the detail in this game. At least the horses in this game look like they RUN instead of limping like the Skyrim horses.
AND YOU LEAVE FOOTPRINTS. 8D

John is awesome too. I feel so bad for him. One of the best protagonists in any game that I've played. [besides Mass Effect, Commander Shepard is badass]

7oby turned me into a monster. She mentioned something and now I can't stop staring at his rear. It's like... RIGHT THERE. And he's got really tight pants on. Why did they give him such tight pants? No one else in the game has tight pants like that. How can he even get on his horse? It doesn't help that when you hogtie someone his butt is like "HERE I AM. LOOK AT ME." right at the screen. It really really bothers me that they gave him such tight pants. I put the duster coat on so that I don't have to stare at it xD

I've killed... so... many... ANIMALS. I've made over $2,000 in that game just by selling animal parts xD
Cougars are bitches. But I finally figured out the dead eye, so they are no match for me >:V

ALSO
COMMISSIONS.
Taking on like.... 2 or 3 more commissions. Because... I need money xD;
I'm getting a Dead Space RIG made for NDK 2012 And it's gonna cost like... $300. I want to give him at LEAST $300-$350 since he's such a nice guy, he deserves a nice tip.
I have... $60 right now xD
I need to get a real job.

Whoo, update time o3o

Commissions are currently being worked on! Yes, yes they are. Unfortunately, my internet is giving me a really shitty time. I keep getting booted off xboxLIVE, photobucket and tinypic are being pains in the ass, and my email has decided that it's going to reset it's password and not let me in C:

I've got a nasty upper respiratory infection that has set in too.

Don't worry, I haven't forgotten about anyone <3


I'm really trying to save up my money right now so that I can get a limited edition Lithograph from the Bioware store ;A;
I WANT IT SO BADLY OHMYGOD. I fear that it will be going out of stock soon too. It's $40.00, probably about $45-50 with shipping. I hate not having a real job 8C
I also reeaaalllyyyyy want to get this N7 jacket.

I'm a huge Mass Effect nerd, if you haven't been able to tell xDD

I've cried 5 times in Mass Effect 3 8I

The manager at my local gamestop let me borrow his complete series of Firefly

I'm only three episodes in


omalkjgalskdjfasd faksjfdjvfaksjdbfkajhkajdf <3

Jayne is my favorite, everyone else is also my favorite. But mostly Jayne, because he's kind of an ass, but he also cares about the crew a bit, 'specially when Kaylee got shot and he was hiding outside the medical bay like "I gotta keep up my tough guy asshole exterior but omgshe'sgonnadie ;A;"

alsjdfalksdjf

Watching it all, tonight. Yep.



Also, going to make a push to try and finish my art before Mass Effect 3... otherwise it'll never get done xD


Still missing Tracker. I keep thinking I hear him walking through the house or scratching at the back door :c

I hate my muse


I KNOW I have like, 10-15 things to finish
but at the same time it's like "NO. YOU'RE GOING TO DRAW THIS INSTEAD. And if you don't, I will haunt you with the image of what you want to draw whenever you try to draw something else C:"

I really want to draw a valentine's day art of Proto with her hands in a heart over the heart-shaped marking on her chest. But I know I've got a fuckton of work to do 8I
My muse is a fickle bitch.

My dog is gone...

He had a tumor the size of a baseball that grew rapidly and spread to his kidneys and spinal chord, causing a massive amount of pain...


I didn't even get to say goodbye or tell him that I loved him.


I'll miss you buddy.

Because I really fucking need a to-do list 8I

1. Finish custom items on roleplaying site
2. Finish commission on here
3. Work my ass off for another site so I can buy myself a big screen TV 8I I need a new tv so I can actually read the text in Skyrim and Mass Effect

I've played 143 hours of Skyrim...

Since I got it Dec. 1st xD;


Someone send me to a support group