Well one project anyways...that is going to include a lot of white fuzz going around. But don't worry I'm taking pictures as i go along, so there may be a few sneak peeks as I work on it.


Also I've noticed that I REALLY need to start drawing other animals besides felines....I"m losing my touch when it comes to drawing canine characters...:/ ahh well maybe I'll get around to a few new pieces this week. Keeping my fingers crossed on that one.

So after seeing many of the people I know posting about free badges I checked out this artist and the work is amazing. Here is a chance for you to win one of her badges!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2711898/
You have until the 19th GO Go Go!

Well besides falling in love with the movie Burlesque, and having had an interest in that dance style for quite sometime, I'm not only drawing more burlesquish photos (that should be posted up soon enough)

as well as doing some dancing as well, maybe at some later date I might actually have the courage to join a burlesque troupe. XD well maybe...

I was not happy with what I had to do, but in the end there was no other choice.

I guess I'm free of restraints for a time and am going to see what happens.
Anybody feel like talking or hitting me up on IM, I'm usually on until 2 in the afternoon or after 11 at night.

In the meantime I'm going to immerse myself in working on some personal fursuit projects.

too active in the coming days....I'm on a strick internet limit at the moment. So I won't be on nearly as much as I am now....I'll try my best to get on when I can get the chances.

I really want to start making another head.

Right now I have
1 fox (toon)
2 wolf (realistic)
3 white tiger (toon)
4 dragon (undecided)


Those are the ones at the top of my list. If these go well I might start opening up for commissions.


The wolf head is the one I really want to get started on. This would include resin eyes/ tearduct vision, moving jaw, and I may make it into a full partial if I end up selling it in the long run.

I'm an emotional rollercoaster. I'm sick of the bullshit. I should just focus on work and school and forget about doing anything for myself. I'm getting used to being used by people that I love...and I'm getting used to teh idea that all I do is work to hand my paycheck to someone else....I just don't know or care anymore.

I'm going to be opening up commissions. Based on the price I will draw a picture.
I'm asking for at least $1 for commissions

I'm in need of some cash, my car is starting to go capoot and I don't have enough to get a car anytime soon. I'm asking for any help possible!

Please note me with your idea for a commission piece.

This person is giving away a free sculpture to one lucky winner. Go check them out, they do seriously adorable work.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2520812/

Lovely art work here, your chance to snag some.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2514292/

Depressions a bitch...

Feeling...a little used at the moment, by everybody around me, and nothing I do will ever be good enough.

And I myself am not good enough...

Bitch...that is all

This wonderful artist still has a few slots left in her free art list.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2464286/

a serious photoshoot...

I've decided that I need to stand up and show the world just how truly beautiful I am, whether there are people out there that don't think so.

So this awesome artist is giving away a free fox tail that they made. It is absolutely stunning. They are doing a raffle and you have until Thursday to have a chance at it.

Go Go GO !!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2370461

Finally a weekend full of fur, and no work.

I'll be heading over to the east side tomorrow with my friend  xavier_armstrong to spend the weekend with some friends and my mate  shadowpaw1984

This will be the first time I'll be out in a public place with Sanura, after she was remodeled.

I'm hoping to get some gray and white fur in the future so I can have a proper tail done for her, right now all i have is a yarn tail that does not match too well with the appearance as a whole. I did get my hand-paws done, and probably won't have feet-paws until later this year...if not after MFF.

Also I have an unexpected HUGE sewing project ahead of me
2 chemises
1 tabbard
1 peasant blouse
and 1 kilt

all in roughly a month for my sister and her boyfriend....

It at least seems to me that I have become invisible to most of my friends. Most of them barely talk to me, and the last two people I have asked to hang out with have declined....I"m starting to wonder if I've developed some foul odor or awkward habit that everyone is too polite to say anything about.

On another note I am almost done with my classes, one more exam on Monday and then I have a month off until Summer classes start.

Next week I hope to get the art from previous journals done. As well as get the eyes gutted out and fixed on Sanura's head. Hopefully in time for the barbecue.

Also I will be having a artist booth at the anime convention Jafax at Grand Valley University. It is a free con that runs Saturday and Sunday. I'll have more information as it gets closer. But I would love it if people would come out to see me.

So I have this urge to draw...but with all the classes I am taking and with work I just have not had the time. It also seems that every time I try to draw or doodle I'm always out of ideas, like a mental roadblock just smacks me in the face.

So here is what I am thinking,

1 Post a reference
2 A mood (ex, happy, flirty, angry, sexy)
3 And a link to a journal promoting this


I will doodle up something for you in an attempt to get back into the creative flow of things.

This will be open until tomorrow at noon.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2280151/

Here is a chance to wind another free picture. This artist has some great work and it only takes a few minutes to register, so why not take a chance?

This wonderful artist would like some help with species, expressions, and perspectives

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2270685/

This wonderful artist is selecting 5 people to do free badges for!
The artwork is very shiny ( and by that I mean pretty) so go give it a shot.

I cannot begin to describe how awesome this weekend has been for me.

My friends who roomed with me were awesome, and then there was everyone that I met at the con.

I would also like to say a big thank you to Syber, Lightpaws, Livewire and the others who let me hang out with them when Shadow dragged me up to your room. And on that note a thanks to Lightpaws who said if I had any questions about constructing fursuits to just ask, it will certainly make some things easier to know someone is willing to offer tips. :3

Also I was exceedingly excited to finally get to meet Rayes and Nekochan! Though I was disappointed that I was not able to spend more time talking to you.

Also Akavari is my bestest best sss best friend in the whole world (though it was Saturday night and I think he added a few more slurred S's in there. Who he and I have a new tradition that we started this year.

Hopefully I'll make MFF in November, since I got to attend a few panels as well as studying and seeing so m any fursuits I want to modify Sanura and actually make something worth wearing. Not that I don't think she isn't decent for a first try......she's just a bit "rough"...okay really, really rough around the edges. I know I could do better, perhaps also buying some really nice long pile fur would help as well.

And she now has a perma-derp...well mainly because somehow she managed to get squished, due to being made of upholstery foam, instead of a stiffer foam, and her jaw likes to hang to one side.....

Yes, my last journal was an April's fool joke.

But certainly not meant for Shadow.

This was meant for another friend of mine who has scared me half to death this past month with a pregnancy scare, which resulted in many a night of frantic phone-calls and purchasing of tests. Sadly due to some events I was called into work early and had posted the stupid journal before I was able to notify him about the stupid Bullshit comment anyway.

To those that do know me; I do not normally partake in April's fools day at all for I see it as immature. This was the one time that I did, and in a way I was very immature.

I know the damage has been done, and I know there are a few people that may never forgive me for what I have done.

I do not ask for forgiveness or for anything else. I realize I am an immature little shit. April Fools day never appealed to me and never will again.

I may be young, and very rarely do I pull something immature. But I do learn from my mistakes, and I do not repeat them.

Been around two decades now. Had a nice enough birthday I suppose. Plenty of well wishes from my friends and family.

Getting ready for FCN. School and work are keeping me plenty busy though, with five classes and pulling about 25 hours at work a week there is little time for socializing. I'm hoping that FCN will get the social bug out of me and then I can start focusing on finishing off this semester.

Where are you staying?
The main hotel

Who will you be with?
Xavier and possibly his girlfriend, Paintedbows her girlfriend Jasmine, Alex, and potentially Megan

Do you do art trades?
Sure, if I feel I'm good enough. x3

What suits will you have?
My snow leopard partial...maybe

Do you talk in suit?
Yeah

What is your gender?
Female

How old are you?
19 but by FCN I'll be 20

Can I touch you?
Sure

Can I talk to you?
Conversations are always fun

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
A water or soda would be just fine (alcohol is fine too if you want to go to jail for giving alcohol to someone underage xD)

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are welcome...snuggles depend on how well I know you

How tall are you?
5' 9"

You look pissed off out of suit. Can I come up to you?
Sure.

Are you cliquey?
No, but I'll probably be with my friends most the time.

Can I stalk you?
Not sure why you would want to do that..but I'll say okay.

How long are you going?
Friday- Sunday

Do you have an artist table?
Nope

Do you like parties?
Meh, not too big on the whole party scene.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yelling "Sanura" or yelling "marco" which I will promptly respond by yelling back "polo"

Just a few small updates

I finally have a job..I'll be working cashier at Burger King, not particularly great but I'll have money anyways.

My friends and i got our rooms reserved for FCN! Whoo only 6 more weeks.

I'm currently working on a snow leopard partial along with my friends fox partial

The kidney stone came back with the results of being calcium..that means I 'll have to cut down on cola and tea; which is depressing because I love my tea. ):