How am I alive?
Posted 14 years agoI hate winter
Honestly had the scariets fucking moment of my life today. Driving home on the highway the car in front of me put on their breaks, due to the wonderful ice storm we are having the road was really slushy. My car started sliding as I was trying to break so I was able to swerve into the other lane, but my car started swerving towards the car that had been breaking in front of me. So in an effort to avoid hitting them my reflexes kicked in. I did end up hitting the metal barrier that was on the right side of the road twice; which caused a spin to end with me facing the opposite way of traffic.
Somehow my car is in one piece, and I am as well, minus the soda that got spilled all over the passenger seat, and the little Saturn emblem that was on the front is gone and a small scratch on the side.
I am horribly shaken up and might have a small concussion, but everything seems to be okay.
I don't know who or what is watching over me but I am very thankful at the moment.
Honestly had the scariets fucking moment of my life today. Driving home on the highway the car in front of me put on their breaks, due to the wonderful ice storm we are having the road was really slushy. My car started sliding as I was trying to break so I was able to swerve into the other lane, but my car started swerving towards the car that had been breaking in front of me. So in an effort to avoid hitting them my reflexes kicked in. I did end up hitting the metal barrier that was on the right side of the road twice; which caused a spin to end with me facing the opposite way of traffic.
Somehow my car is in one piece, and I am as well, minus the soda that got spilled all over the passenger seat, and the little Saturn emblem that was on the front is gone and a small scratch on the side.
I am horribly shaken up and might have a small concussion, but everything seems to be okay.
I don't know who or what is watching over me but I am very thankful at the moment.
Better now
Posted 14 years agoI think I'm finally over everything and able to get back to a normal schedule.
This week is going to be pretty tough with all the assignments I have from classes, especially since I want to be done by Friday so I can have an enjoyable weekend.
It also doesn't help that I have the mood to draw, but really need to work. >.<
thanks to everyone that sent me get well wishes, it certainly made me feel better. <3
This week is going to be pretty tough with all the assignments I have from classes, especially since I want to be done by Friday so I can have an enjoyable weekend.
It also doesn't help that I have the mood to draw, but really need to work. >.<
thanks to everyone that sent me get well wishes, it certainly made me feel better. <3
On the Mend
Posted 14 years agoThe kidney stone is finally out of my system....the little shit heads name is Lucifer...
Still not 100% because I did not know that one was prone to mass bleeding after passing these things.
Lots of work to catch up on for classes
Lost of artwork to do as well
Hopefully I'll be out bowling next weekend ;)
Still not 100% because I did not know that one was prone to mass bleeding after passing these things.
Lots of work to catch up on for classes
Lost of artwork to do as well
Hopefully I'll be out bowling next weekend ;)
Second trip to the ER
Posted 14 years agoSo I wasn't able to get the work done I had hoped. After waking up in pain and having some serious problems I went back to the ER, hopefully I'll be fine by tomorrow...but right now I'm so stoned that I apologize for any misspellings and what have you....
The ER is a horrifying place
Posted 14 years agoJust a bit of an update.
Yesterday I woke up with intense pain in my right side and ended up getting sick from it. Figuring that I just pulled a muscle or slept wrong I let it go.
At about three in the afternoon I finally broke down and cried like a cry-baby-sissy-pee-pants from the pain and my family decided I needed to go to the ER.
The waiting room is creepy...not in the horror and gore kind of way, more of the everyone-is-hacking-up-a-lung kind of creepy; not to mention it was super busy. I ended up there for five hours, endured 6 injections with my IV, had a CAT scan, and was made to drink some really nasty stuff for the CAT scan.
After getting some really nice pain medication that, for a lack of a better term, made me stoned, I found out I have a kidney stone. I was given four prescriptions and will be laid up for the next few days.
On a good note, that means I'll be able to sit down and work on a few of the projects that are at the top of my priority list at the moment.
Yesterday I woke up with intense pain in my right side and ended up getting sick from it. Figuring that I just pulled a muscle or slept wrong I let it go.
At about three in the afternoon I finally broke down and cried like a cry-baby-sissy-pee-pants from the pain and my family decided I needed to go to the ER.
The waiting room is creepy...not in the horror and gore kind of way, more of the everyone-is-hacking-up-a-lung kind of creepy; not to mention it was super busy. I ended up there for five hours, endured 6 injections with my IV, had a CAT scan, and was made to drink some really nasty stuff for the CAT scan.
After getting some really nice pain medication that, for a lack of a better term, made me stoned, I found out I have a kidney stone. I was given four prescriptions and will be laid up for the next few days.
On a good note, that means I'll be able to sit down and work on a few of the projects that are at the top of my priority list at the moment.
Hooters
Posted 14 years agoAs I got ready for bed I heard an owl hooting in the tree outside my window, which was later accompanied by a second owl responding. I know i have seen a snowy and a great-horned owl out here before.
I have also been graced with seeing a variety of other wildlife, which includes foxes, coyotes, bobcats, badgers, deer, hawks, kestrels, and on one occasion a bald eagle.
On a Spring evening I can listen to a vixen calling to her pups, or the going out and calling the coyotes and listening to them and their new pups answer back in their squeaks and yelps. And on a Cold and clear
Winter's night I can hear two owls calling to each other.
This is why I love living in the country.
I have also been graced with seeing a variety of other wildlife, which includes foxes, coyotes, bobcats, badgers, deer, hawks, kestrels, and on one occasion a bald eagle.
On a Spring evening I can listen to a vixen calling to her pups, or the going out and calling the coyotes and listening to them and their new pups answer back in their squeaks and yelps. And on a Cold and clear
Winter's night I can hear two owls calling to each other.
This is why I love living in the country.
So much shit 0.o
Posted 14 years agoI'm starting to clean and gut my room and life of all unnecessary things in preparation of hopefully moving into an apartment in the spring.
As a theater, sewing, arts, crafts, nerd, book reader, and any other type of hobbyist that requires a certain amount of collecting, I finally realize just how much crap I actually have.
This is going to require me to sit down and really start doing some sewing projects, scrap-booking, and other craft stuff in order for the pile to go down a bit before I can move out....this is going to be tedious and tiresome.
As a theater, sewing, arts, crafts, nerd, book reader, and any other type of hobbyist that requires a certain amount of collecting, I finally realize just how much crap I actually have.
This is going to require me to sit down and really start doing some sewing projects, scrap-booking, and other craft stuff in order for the pile to go down a bit before I can move out....this is going to be tedious and tiresome.
CATS
Posted 14 years agoFirst point- I finally got the steak I have been craving. x3
But onto the main point. With winter being the most boring month for me I've started to jazz it up a bit with learning some of the dances from the music CATS. So if I ever see you at any meets and I start dancing...you'll know why. x3
Nothing like having an attitude while dancing.
Also anyone who is attending the Frankenmuth meet to see the ice sculptures please come say hello! I'll be carrying around my devil sticks and probably wearing my snow leopard tail, that is if Shadow doesn't make me suit with him instead.
But onto the main point. With winter being the most boring month for me I've started to jazz it up a bit with learning some of the dances from the music CATS. So if I ever see you at any meets and I start dancing...you'll know why. x3
Nothing like having an attitude while dancing.
Also anyone who is attending the Frankenmuth meet to see the ice sculptures please come say hello! I'll be carrying around my devil sticks and probably wearing my snow leopard tail, that is if Shadow doesn't make me suit with him instead.
Ode to Sandwiches
Posted 14 years agoOh sandwiches
toasted with butter
to a delicious brown
all melty and cheesy
on the inside
stop making my fucking jaw hurt!
On other news
Things should be getting a bit hectic with college starting next week...
Craving steak
Posted 14 years agoGod damn teeth keeping me from eating solid food that cannot be made soggy by dipping it into liquid.....I crave meat....
The five people that commented on my last journal
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kumori-san
2
rayes
3
pollypuma
4
xavierarmstrong
5
paintedbows
So they will all be receiving something shiny once I can stay awake for more than an hour or so at a time.
The five people that commented on my last journal
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2

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4

5

So they will all be receiving something shiny once I can stay awake for more than an hour or so at a time.
First five people to comment...shiny suprise
Posted 14 years agoPay It Forward 2011....I promise to send something homemade (by my hand) to the first 5 people who leave a comment here. They must , in turn, post this and send something they make to the first 5 people who comment on their status. The rules are that it must be handmade and it must be sent to your 5 people sometime in ...2011. Leave your comment and message me your mailing address!
I demand more pain medication for my jaw!!!
I demand more pain medication for my jaw!!!
Wisdom teeth removal in 12 hours...
Posted 14 years agoGoing to be doped up and sleeping all weekend...while I look forward to the break from everything I'm not looking forward to the sedation of the surgery.
Also this will probably curb into my ability to work on any of my projects.
Any tips or suggestions for making it go as quickly as easily as possible?
Also this will probably curb into my ability to work on any of my projects.
Any tips or suggestions for making it go as quickly as easily as possible?
Care to see a show?
Posted 14 years agoImprov at Daily Brews coffee shop in Wayland Michigan
6pm- 8pm
Free show (Though buying a beverage or tasty item is highly recommended :3)
The group is called "Projected Sherpa Hat"
Myself and two of my friends are putting it on
6pm- 8pm
Free show (Though buying a beverage or tasty item is highly recommended :3)
The group is called "Projected Sherpa Hat"
Myself and two of my friends are putting it on
A step forward
Posted 14 years agoI'll finally be able to put in for a room at FCN, since I'll be rooming with a full group it means that the cost is going to be a lot less than first anticipated.
Still need to pre-reg for a badge though.
Still waiting for Jafax to get their registration for the artist alley up, and then hoping to get a table there this year so I can start selling some stuff.
Still open for commissions as well.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1921414/
Still need to pre-reg for a badge though.
Still waiting for Jafax to get their registration for the artist alley up, and then hoping to get a table there this year so I can start selling some stuff.
Still open for commissions as well.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1921414/
Preparing for FCN
Posted 14 years agoWell as the snow swirls around outside, I'm nice and toasty inside...(though I wish I could say toasted inside. x3) anywho...
FCN is quite a ways off, but I'm pulled out my kimono from when I graduated highschool and have been making a few minor fixes to it, and sewing a proper under-robe for it to wear to FCN since the theme is Japan.
On top of that I'm working on learning a little bit of FAN DANCING!!! whoo so excited...perhaps because I'm obsessed with Geishas. x3
Yule has come and gone...i'm ready for the holidays to be over....
FCN is quite a ways off, but I'm pulled out my kimono from when I graduated highschool and have been making a few minor fixes to it, and sewing a proper under-robe for it to wear to FCN since the theme is Japan.
On top of that I'm working on learning a little bit of FAN DANCING!!! whoo so excited...perhaps because I'm obsessed with Geishas. x3
Yule has come and gone...i'm ready for the holidays to be over....
Energy tank is low
Posted 14 years agoThis time of year I always get so bummed, so I'm trying to motivate myself into losing some weight for FCN. Maybe the increase in my physical activity will keep me away from being so frazzled this winter season.
Interested in a mini-tophat, ears, or tail?
Prices here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1921414/
Interested in a mini-tophat, ears, or tail?
Prices here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1921414/
Open for Business
Posted 15 years agoHave you ever wanted a mini-top hat in the shape of an adorable little critter? Or perhaps even your own fursona?
These hats measure about 4 inches tall and are super comfortable to wear.
Each hat is handmade, and the outside is felted and crafted to look like the face of the animal of your choice.
They cost anywhere from $15-$25 depending on the amount of detail or coloring done on the character.
Here are some links to two of the hats that I have done in the past:
Yarn Tails and Knitted Cat ears:
The yarn tails can come in a color of your choice, and also can vary in length
Two Colors at 14" ~$20 (see example)
Knitted Cat ears
$8 for one or two colors
$10 for third color
The cat ears are knitted and attached to a head band.
I can do a combo deal on a pair of cat ears and a tail if one wishes. This will also depend on the details that one wishes to be incorporated into it.
These hats measure about 4 inches tall and are super comfortable to wear.
Each hat is handmade, and the outside is felted and crafted to look like the face of the animal of your choice.
They cost anywhere from $15-$25 depending on the amount of detail or coloring done on the character.
If your fursona has an unusual coloring I can airbrush the felt to match, but there will be a $1 addition to the price of the hat.
Here are some links to two of the hats that I have done in the past:
Fox: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4534207/ ~$15 very basic
Raccoon: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4747457/ ~$20 more detailed and airbrushed felt
I also do non-animal mini-top hats as well.
Yarn Tails and Knitted Cat ears:
The yarn tails can come in a color of your choice, and also can vary in length
Two Colors at 14" ~$20 (see example)
Tail example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4745316/
Knitted Cat ears
$8 for one or two colors
$10 for third color
The cat ears are knitted and attached to a head band.
The example only shows two colors, but I can go up to 3 if desired.
Cat Ears: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4753292/
I can do a combo deal on a pair of cat ears and a tail if one wishes. This will also depend on the details that one wishes to be incorporated into it.
Ever wish you could be a tophat
Posted 15 years agoIn the next couple of days I will be opening commissions for the small animal tophats that I have been working on.
If you want a animal (wolf, fox, cat, panda, etc etc) Or even your character just let me know and we can arrange something.
I'm looking for around
$15-30 depending on the details involved with the hat.
But more details to come once I open them up for sale.
If you want a animal (wolf, fox, cat, panda, etc etc) Or even your character just let me know and we can arrange something.
I'm looking for around
$15-30 depending on the details involved with the hat.
But more details to come once I open them up for sale.
F*** you I'm drunk
Posted 15 years agoOkay not really.....that was last weekend <.<...>.>
But Flogging Molly is my muse right now.
Feeling like absolute shit right now..whooo change of seasons.
Had a wonderful weekend over with
nightflurry, since neither of us went to MFF.
Other than that I've been working on the partial for FCN, but after starting the furring process it was getting to bulky so I've mangled it and began trying to redo parts of it.
So yeah....just a small update.....
But Flogging Molly is my muse right now.
Feeling like absolute shit right now..whooo change of seasons.
Had a wonderful weekend over with

Other than that I've been working on the partial for FCN, but after starting the furring process it was getting to bulky so I've mangled it and began trying to redo parts of it.
So yeah....just a small update.....
Why I love cooking
Posted 15 years ago..because when I'm having a shitty day, and nothing is going quite as planned...I can come home and make something and know it is going to turn out allright. :3
Hooray for cold days, and warm soups. :3
Hooray for cold days, and warm soups. :3
No MFF for me...but possible fursuit construction
Posted 15 years agoThat's right, I'm not going to MFF, but maybe next year if I can save up enough money.
But on a good note, I might be able to visit
NightFlurry if I have enough gas x3 Then I can pet his ferret.....-_- and that's a animal ferret!!!... You sickos. x3
And as I was going through the scraps of fur I have around. I think I might have enough to make a snowleopard fursuit head, If I can I would like to make it a partial for FCN...but even getting to try making a head would be pretty cool. That and I have enough ducttape and scrap material lying around to try several different patterns. :p
Ah well...have fun everyone that is going to MFF!!
But on a good note, I might be able to visit

And as I was going through the scraps of fur I have around. I think I might have enough to make a snowleopard fursuit head, If I can I would like to make it a partial for FCN...but even getting to try making a head would be pretty cool. That and I have enough ducttape and scrap material lying around to try several different patterns. :p
Ah well...have fun everyone that is going to MFF!!
I'm a...
Posted 15 years agoStole from
BlueDragon407
___
First, the letter of your first name.
A-Fabulous
B-Gorgeous
C-Pretty
D-Popular
E-Gangster
F-Girly
G-Dyke
H-Sweet
I-Retarded
J-Emotional
K-Beautiful
L-Boyish
M-Slutty
N-Preppy
O-Hot
P-Amazing
Q-Punky
R-Hot
S-Sexy
T-Very Sexy
U-Ugly
V-Wonderful
W-Hot
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated
Now the third letter in your middle name (if you don't have one use your last name):
A-Beauty queen
B-Skank
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E-God(ess)
F-Retard
G-Queen/King
H-Slut
I-Girl
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-M-Sex machine
N-Alcoholic
O-Geek
P-Babe
Q-Crackwhore
R-Pornstar
S-Prince (ess)
T-Whore
U-Cry Baby
V-Jackass
W-Punk
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic
Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:
Red- Who's Good With My Hands
Purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7k
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who will do anything for Sex
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Blue- Who wants to fuck everyday
White- Who everyone wants to fuck
Brown- Who Wears Big Sunglasses
Black- Who will rock your world
Gray- Who gives great head
None- Who is a beast in bed
NOW REPOST THIS WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT
BEGINNING WITH "I'm a..."
Hmmm
I'm a sexy goddess who's good with my hands.....and who gives great head (I'm wearing a red t-shirt with a grey sweatshirt :p)
well this meme seems to be strangely accurate. x3

___
First, the letter of your first name.
A-Fabulous
B-Gorgeous
C-Pretty
D-Popular
E-Gangster
F-Girly
G-Dyke
H-Sweet
I-Retarded
J-Emotional
K-Beautiful
L-Boyish
M-Slutty
N-Preppy
O-Hot
P-Amazing
Q-Punky
R-Hot
S-Sexy
T-Very Sexy
U-Ugly
V-Wonderful
W-Hot
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated
Now the third letter in your middle name (if you don't have one use your last name):
A-Beauty queen
B-Skank
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E-God(ess)
F-Retard
G-Queen/King
H-Slut
I-Girl
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-M-Sex machine
N-Alcoholic
O-Geek
P-Babe
Q-Crackwhore
R-Pornstar
S-Prince (ess)
T-Whore
U-Cry Baby
V-Jackass
W-Punk
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic
Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:
Red- Who's Good With My Hands
Purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7k
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who will do anything for Sex
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Blue- Who wants to fuck everyday
White- Who everyone wants to fuck
Brown- Who Wears Big Sunglasses
Black- Who will rock your world
Gray- Who gives great head
None- Who is a beast in bed
NOW REPOST THIS WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT
BEGINNING WITH "I'm a..."
Hmmm
I'm a sexy goddess who's good with my hands.....and who gives great head (I'm wearing a red t-shirt with a grey sweatshirt :p)
well this meme seems to be strangely accurate. x3
Accused of Tracing
Posted 15 years agoSo, what a great way to wake up this morning.....A notification from FA saying one of my pieces had been removed due to being "traced."
No warning, no notification, just a removal.
I'm somewhat..okay really pissed over this.
One: I abhor people that trace and post as their own art
Two: It was one of the rare fully digital pieces that I did at the time because I only had a mouse.
Three: This piece took me close to 30 hours to get right
Four: It was for a contest so of course I wanted to be damn sure I got it right.
I know..bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, whine, complain, moan....but seriously?
I am rather upset with this turn of events, and am debating whether I want to fight to put it back up, since it's only going to be tarnished with being accused of tracing...
No warning, no notification, just a removal.
I'm somewhat..okay really pissed over this.
One: I abhor people that trace and post as their own art
Two: It was one of the rare fully digital pieces that I did at the time because I only had a mouse.
Three: This piece took me close to 30 hours to get right
Four: It was for a contest so of course I wanted to be damn sure I got it right.
I know..bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, whine, complain, moan....but seriously?
I am rather upset with this turn of events, and am debating whether I want to fight to put it back up, since it's only going to be tarnished with being accused of tracing...
Finally a paypal and a Furbuy
Posted 15 years agoWell I finally got things all settled with a paypal account.
I'm going to start selling tophats and tails to I might even take some commissions on them. If anyone is slightly interested give me a heads up. I'll be listing priced soon.
I'm just glad to finally have this shtuff all set up finally.
I'm going to start selling tophats and tails to I might even take some commissions on them. If anyone is slightly interested give me a heads up. I'll be listing priced soon.
I'm just glad to finally have this shtuff all set up finally.
Might be doing nude photoshoot
Posted 15 years agoInteresting huh?
My friend is taking an art class on the human figure and she would like to do a project featuring nude close ups...well she asked another friend and myself if we would like to do it..I'm still not fully sure but at the same time I supposed I'm flattered and kind of want to take the plunge and say "what the hell?"
Also still waiting on the Gorram rave pictures....
My friend is taking an art class on the human figure and she would like to do a project featuring nude close ups...well she asked another friend and myself if we would like to do it..I'm still not fully sure but at the same time I supposed I'm flattered and kind of want to take the plunge and say "what the hell?"
Also still waiting on the Gorram rave pictures....