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Hey! I´ve reached 1111 watchers! That´s so cool actually T-T
I am going through hard times now, but i am happy to have an opportunity to make my life's work! And all thanks to you guys...

Here´s a simple art I want to dedicate to you
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51368990/

You can order Commission and this will be a biggest support for me!

Or you can support me here!
Buy me a Coffee | My Boosty
Or here on my PP :D
paypal.me/666saomisan

It was my bd on January 4 ♥
I am 24 now lol, feel better than ever
Am open for some coffee gift if u wanna to! UwU
Buy me a Coffee

Art! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50516682/

Happy New Year to everyone!

Now i’m in Germany, Köln, with tourist visa, no job no money :D i was going through several countries to get here. Way was difficult, but i am fine now finally with good internet and I live with my brother! Thinking of what to do next, settle down, or keep traveling and work remote..

Also I spent my New Year dinner with guys from Ukrain, I dont’ feel myself uncomfortable because of i am from Russia, we help each other.. I really can finaly breath. I felt so depressed during this war monthes (soon it will be one year..) but now i am finally full of life.

By the way I think, i am ready to start taking a bit of CMs, cuz i have a bit of time ..and .. i need money (i havn't updte my prices now, but you can note me!)
And you still can support me with https://www.buymeacoffee.com/saomi !

Love u all <3

hi! i'm fine
back to work
how stupid it is to arrest people with a "no war" poster what the fuck

anyway, don't think it was the last one.

please support Ukrainian artists you know
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10138995/

I'm ashamed in front of you. I'm ashamed in front of the whole world.

Putin is fucked up. This is a fact. If I had written it in Russian on some other site, I would have been imprisoned. As other people have been imprisoned for many years.

Today I will go out to protest in the center of Moscow. Please don't lose me..

Make love, FUCK WAR ✌🏻

God fuck, I quit the job that stole my life!

And I'm coming back full-time here to draw cute and horny furries for my soul because after my work I finally realized ME
I had a good salary so I could provide for oneself .. BUT now I am deprived of it, but I believe that it is worth it. I'm not ready to live my life for money anymore.

Now I live absolutely alone with my cat and I have to pay rent, so I have already prepared some Xmas YCH's for you (and pls note me about commissions)

I have two debts. I will write to you guys soon :'( and of course, will make you gifts for my irresponsibility…

Now just about life
During this time that I was gone, I lived in a hell of incessant incidents, it was a heavy year. I wasn't lonely all the time, but I experienced difficulties alone - brake up, moving, money fraud, abortion, self-harm, pills, over and over again. I have several posts about my medical condition. Nothing has changed, except that I had money for it all because of work.
I still need constant brain examination and a gynecologist (especially after an abortion lol) AND THAT SUCKS

But one thing I realized for sure - I have to come back here, please accept me 🤲🏻

Previous journal - https://furaffinity.net/journal/9451994/
Docs, medicines, stained MRI, tests HERE! - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35693424/

Well, I passed the prolactin test again... and it's almost good! But, I feel worse, my mental health is absolutely unstable...
This also applies to drawings... I try to draw, but I constantly feel the crisis, my self-esteem is falling.
It is also strongly influenced by the feeling that no one needs my drawings now and I have not enought orders...

It takes a lot of money for therapy, doctors and medicines
And because of this, soon I will have to go and look for another job.. I’m lucky if it will be connected with drawing, but I’m not sure ..


But! Before I leave I still have some time for drawings .. I am ready to draw anything for you! My price list is here:
(I also have 800+ watchers now! Thank all of you so much! And I plan to make a raffle soon!)

♥ Chibi - 20 USD (full-body only)
♥ Chibi CLONE YCH - 20 USD - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36144305/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36070009/ (Chibi)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36114802/ (Chibi)

♥ Sketch - 20 USD (full-body only)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36069962/ (Sketch)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33394498/ (Sketch)

♥ Half-Body - 35 USD
♥ Full-Body - 45 USD
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35617696/ (Half-Body | simple BG | nsfw)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35503656/ (Half-Body | complex BG)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36054566/ (Full-Body | simple BG)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33584371/ (Full-Body | gif)

♥ Simple BG + FREE
♥ Complex BG + 20 USD
♥ Extra Char. + 70%
♥ Simple Animation (lighting, twinkle, rain, etc.) + 10-20 USD

YES: everything!!!
NO: -



Please, note me! I draw fast and your art will be ready maximum in 2 weeks!

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And also you always can support me by Ko-Fi or Shinies on FA!

Thank you fo reading guys! Love u ♥

Hello! Who remembers, this summer I was treated, I had problems with the female system. Well, problems came back and worse than ever.
As it turned out, all the problems due to hormonal failure (prolactin). Which in turn is caused by a pituitary cyst in my brain (it is about 1.5 cm in size). It sounds very scary and it is so :)
I took a bunch of tests, ultrasound and doctors. (photos in the end of journal)
Thus, I've returned again to that point in the summer where I was one step away from cervical cancer. Also my immunity works terribly!

Fortunately, everything is fine! I had enough money for doctors and I already bought all the medicines for the near future..
This time the treatment will be even more difficult and I don’t know how long it will last.

I'm very scared. And I cried a lot last weeks.
But I'm optimally tuned

With the need to buy many medicines, it has become more difficult to live. If you could notice i have been doing a lot of YCH's lately.
I try to work hard, but if you do not want to take YCH's at auctions, please take a commission from me! I am ready and want to work, please give me a chance!

♥ I added an option to chibi sketches. For only 25$ I will draw a cutie for you! Example
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35677555/

♥ Also my normal price list it is relevant now! My level has grown since the last time I took commissions.
But I will reduce the autumn prices, because I also understand how terrible the situation is now in the world! Chek it in journal!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9312052/
And new art examples!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35503656/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35582798/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35519438/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33394498/ - sketch
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34384992/ - full body
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35617696/ - nsfw


Please, note me! I draw fast and your art will be ready maximum in 2 weeks!


Docs, medicines, stained MRI, tests HERE!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35693424/

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And also you always can support me by Ko-Fi or Shinies on FA!

Thank you fo reading guys! I love you and FA and my life so so much, and I don't wanna die 😆
LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥

Hello my friends!
Yesterday I was at gynecologist for the last time! After 2 months I am absolutely healthy!
I still had to buy medicines to maintain immunity, etc. BUT! I'm fcking healthy! I'm really happy!
Also I must be tested every year, but this is fine :>

I want to say THANK YOU again to everyone who took commissions, when I needed the money thank you! I paid for almost all treatment!

VERY BIG THANKS
♥ ♥
♥ ♥

It's incredibly cool that there are still people in the world who are ready to help! It is very valuable, I appreciate you very much!


love ya. thank you so much🌸

Journal 1 - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9194462/
Journal 2 - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9201216/

Hi hi hi! I'm already much better and happier! Despite the fact that, (as I wrote to my customers), I spent a week in bed with light but complicated side effects from medications, my treatment is almost complete!
The only thing left for me is to come to the gynecologist in 2-3 weeks and pass the final tests!
(So I still have time to earn money up to this moment XD)

But also, ONCE AGAIN. I WANT TO SAY THANKS TO THESE GUYS, MY FAVORITE BEST NICELY LOVELY CUSTOMERS!
WITHOUT THEM, I WOULD NOT START TREATMENT IMMEDIATELY




If you also want help me you can:

- Note me and take commission as help - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29249583/

- Buy me Ko-Fi in "To health" goal to help - https://ko-fi.com/saomisan

Every dollar is important to me! ♥

love ya. thank you so much🌸

As I wrote here - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9194462/
I have started to earn and saving money for the treatment of my female reproductive system. I don't really can to say what the problem is yet, it's morally hard for me. Maybe after treatment..

Today I was at the doctor and I have good news! I will be cured and everything will be super fine!
But in the end I have to spend 29 500 rub at all (doctor, treatment, medicine) It's like 490 dollars. (yes, this amount may not seem so big but for me it is really big) I pay for everything completely myself, without the help of parents and I'm ready to work out everything!

With help of this great people i've already earn 211 dollars! So I can start course of treatment immediately!


(Thank you guys one more time, you are great!)


If you also want help me you can:

- Note me and take commission as help - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29249583/

- Buy me Ko-Fi in "To health" goal to help - https://ko-fi.com/saomisan

Every dollar is important to me! ♥

love ya. thank you so much🌸

Hi guys! Thank you so much for your attantion!

I'm back after a month of exams. I finished 3 year at university and it cost me big health problems. This is due to female reproductive system. For me it is very painful and serious and now I spend all the money on treatment.
Now that I have time, I'm going to work hard to make things better.
I'm not a super popular person, I'm ordinary. I never asked for help, but now I really don't know what to do.

I've create a goal on my Ko-fi, i'ts only 100 dollars, but every 1 dollar from you will really help me! Thank you so much! ( https://ko-fi.com/saomisan )

Of course, this is not the whole amount that I need for treatment, it’s just the help you can give me. The remaining amount I am going to earn myself.

My drawings are not very expensive compared to other artists, and even so, they are not selling very well :(
But I ask you, please pay attention to my art, and if you have abilities and desire, you can order something! It will also help me a lot.

I will do YCHs. So I've already did one! > http://www.furaffinity.net/view/32130665/

Also I will open 5 slots on the commissions! Prices are here! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29249583/
If you are intrested, note me please!

Once again, thank you very much for paying attention to me, thank you if you can help me, I am sincerely grateful to all of you in any case!

I had and still have plans for this summer with my arts and I hope I will return to them after a course of treatment.


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hii....
i've pass my exams... but i still have no energy to...live..?./>/?.?

doctor say I have... cHRoniC sChiZopHrenia... XDDD well
I FELT THAT ALL THIS YEARS XDD

I'll not talk about my symptoms and whine, I really live with this all my life and have adapted myself, it's just a period of aggravation
I take pills but still feel myself not very well(

AND NEWS

Now actually when i have 1.5 month before next exams i hope i'll stand up and start adjusting my life
/My boyfriend helps me I love him sosososo much 🖤/

Unfortunately I won't be able to do Halloween YCH's anymore, cus Halloween has already arrived XD... but I plan to open a commission, 3-4 slots probably [i'll do journal for this i think...]. Also I will do autumn YCH's btw

SOO YEAH I'M BACK TO WORK!!
Be ready for lots of new stuff 🌸

Actually your support is one more thing that makes me fell better, yeah, thank you so much one more time!!
love ya