OMG! I'll be 25!

I'll probably celebrate it like I do most years, a hard skate, dinner with my family and a movie ^__^

1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol - X
3. Cried when someone died - X
4. Been drunk - X
5. Had sex - X
6. Been to a concert - X
7. Gotten/given a hand job - X
8. Gotten/given a blow job - X
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed - X
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 92

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up - X
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
15. Been to prom. - X
16. Cried at school - X
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking – X
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
23. Kissed a stranger
24. Hugged a stranger - X
25. Went scuba diving - X
26. Driven a car - X
27. Gotten an x-ray - X
28. Hit by a car - X
29. Had a party - X
30. Done serious drugs

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone. - X
35. Eaten sushi - X
36. Bought porn
37. Watched porn - X
38. Made porn - X
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex - X
40. Been in love

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 77

41. French kissed - X
42. Laughed so hard you cried - X
43. Cried yourself to sleep - X
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day - X
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. - X
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. - X
50. Watched an animal die. - X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 70

51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present. - X
53. Pranked somebody. - X
54. Put somebody in the hospital - X
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex - X
57. Dressed punk - X
58. Dressed goth - X
59. Dressed preppy - X
60. Been to a motocross race - X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62

61. Avoided somebody - X
62. Been stalked
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity. - X
65. Played an instrument. - X
66. Ridden a horse - X
67. Cut yourself - X
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody. – X (here its called knock knock ginger)
70. Been to a wild party. - X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 55

71. Got caught stealing something. - X
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. - X
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested. - X
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat. - X
78. Been to another country. - X
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost. – (my parents house was FREAKY when I was a kid, some things happened I can’t explain)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 49

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more. - X
85. Sat on your butt all day - X
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. - X
87. Had a job. - X
88. Gotten cut from a sports team. - X
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore. - X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 43

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. - X
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain. - X
97. Been rejected. - X
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. - X
100. Been raped.

I AM 39% PURE

If we had sex..."

1. Would you be in control?
For the first half, and all depends, sometimes I like to be the bottom and in control

2. Would you pull my hair?
if asked

3. Would you whisper in my ear?
~penis penis penis~

4. Would you talk dirty to me?
ohhh my, what a nice big _____ you have? :)

5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
alot of tongue

6. Would you say my name?
That would just feel wierd

7. Would you go down on me?
definately

8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
hmmmmmmaybe

9. How many rounds would we go?
at least 3

10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
watch a movie or go swimming

11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
The only word that doesn't belong in that question is "Slowly"

12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
I'd lick, but you'd have to tell be if you want to get bitten

13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
I'm a tease and never make a first move, you'd just have to pounce me

14. Would you want me to take my time?
yes

15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
3.1415926535897

16. Would you want fast or slow?
I'm a speed skater and fast is my game, my body can handle it

17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
my place, your place, a ninja hideout, under the sea..

18. Would you be loud or quiet?
I'd be loud

19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
Just let it all out baby

20. Would you mind if i liked you?
just don't parade it around

21. Do you like me?
yes

22. Would you call me the next day?
Wouldn't that be for like going on dates?

23. Would you scratch me?
let me know

24. Would you let me scratch you?
yes

25. Would you have to be drunk?
no

26. Would you date me?
Read 22

27. Would you do it today?
ohh yes

28. Would you do it tomorrow?
morning glory =D

29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?
Read 22

30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
just answer them in the journal comments

31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?
I like to fuck, then make love

well, it happened again. I crashed skating.. I was comming out of a corner and my frames clicked together which made me stumble, I tried to catch my balance but hit wet pavement and down I wqent into a sideways suiperman style right down onto my arm under my hip, crushed, painful.. I'm in quite a bit of pain right now

so it goes like this

LEFT SIDE

bruised elbow
sore hip

RIGHT SIDE

crushed forearm
badly bruised elbow
scraped arm and shoulder
sore hip and knee
scraped thiegh, hip and calf
bloody knee

luckily I was wearing a long sleeve shirt and doing medium speed drills, not high speed

I got a chairty race stating in a little over an hour, Its a event where you can run, bike or skate it. I'm going to skate it

seems like  felixpath had a good idea, do I'll do one



1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair.

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
White

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
uhhh... no

4. Do you plan outfits?
I do plan to look good

5. How are you feeling?
Content

6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red?
heat lamp of my snake tank

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
can't think of any right now, mind is clear

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
No

9. What are you craving right now?
A Joint

10. Do you floss?
not regularly, but I do

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Cabbage Patch Dolls

12. Are you emotional?
Not at all

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Yes, quite a few times, my work deals with ALOT of numbers

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Lick, Lick, Lick, Lick.....

15. Do you like your hair?
When its short

16. Do you like yourself?
I do

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Sorry, your IQ must be over 100 to dine with me

18. What are you listening to right now?
Dragonforce - Lost Souls in Endless Time

19. Are your parents strict?
Partially

20. Would you go sky diving?
I have before

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
A bit

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Cindy Klassen, Mike Ireland, Chad Hedrick, Joey Mantia (speed skating legends), Herman Li (Dragonforce), Robert De Niro, Chris Jherico, Cascasa

23. Do you rent movies often?
No

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
My skates shiny frames

25. How many countries have you visited?
USA

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
HAAAHAHAA! yes! lots!

27. Ever been on a train?
no

28. Brown or white eggs?
Never tried brown eggs

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
No, don't know if I'll get one anytime soon

30. Do you use chap stick?
only in winter

31. Do you own a gun?
an airsoft gun

32. Can you use chop sticks?
yes, better than I can use a fork

33.Who are you going to be with tonight?
Mah Bro

34. Are you too forgiving?
Very much, except for 1 person, he is on my shit list

35. Ever been in love?
Can't say I have ever found a true love

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
Dunno...

37. Ever have cream puffs?
Yes

38. Last time you cried?
2 days ago during my inline speed skating training. I was in such pain. I go way too hard all the time, but omg I'm incredibly fast

39. What was the last question you asked?
I asked a co-worker where I could get some weed

40. Favorite time of the year?
Inline Skating Season

41. Do you have any tattoos?
no, but I'd love to get a skate done somewhere on my body

42. Are you sarcastic?
Yes

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
No

44. Ever walked into a wall?
Yes

45. Favorite color?
Purple

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes, when I was in school when I was called a fruit booter by some kid

47. Is your hair curly?
No, straight

48. What was the last CD you bought?
none at all

49. Do looks matter?
Looking good makes you feel good, so if you put it that way, yes

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Yes, if he asks me to join next time

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
No

52. Do you like your life right now?
Definately

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
sometimes

54. Can you handle the truth?
Yes

55. Do you have good vision?
20/10 vision =D

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
No, hate only 1 person

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
Only occasionally

58. The last person you held hands with?
mah cousin

59. What are you wearing?
a nice looking shirt with a nice looking long sleeve over top, and cargo pants

60. What is your favorite animal?
Orcas

61. Where was your default picture taken?
the speed skating track

62. Can you hula hoop?
Yes, my hips don't lie

63. Do you have a job?
Yes

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
TP, a couple hungrymans and apple juice

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
many different windows

Pass it on

I'm willing to try anything at the moment. I just got blood tests done, but I don't find out whats happening until next friday.

I've been battling a complete loss of appatite for about 3 weeks now. I'm never hungry, I'm not compelled to pick up food anymore, I feel full pretty much after every bite. Last night it took me 3 hours to finish my dinner.

Anyone have any suggestions I can try to get an appatite? I need to eat

please pass this on if you want to, I don't have very many watchers and the more suggestions the better

so google street view was in winnipeg for the past little while, and I'm a bit ticked at their timing. They couldn't have come at a worse possible time. I don't know when the pictures are going to be up. Right as were battling the 2nd worst flood in recorded history, also as the snow was just about gone and all the sand is on the streets and boulevards, all the cars are dirty from all the sand and dust.

Congratulations Google on making winnipeg look like one big dump =/

Many people ask themselves, what if?

lets share some what ifs

What if I went to college instead of chasing my speed skating career?
would I have a better job now? would I be heavier in the body? Would I still be gay?
would I have a boyfriend now?

What if I did have a boyfriend?
would I still be a speed skater?

as much time as I spend on my skates and the effort I use to win and sucseed at reaching all my goals. I think I made the right decision in life.

your turn

I need to book 3 weeks of holidays but I don't know when to take them.

I usually schedule them around my speed skating races but it looks like I may not have the kind of money I did last year to do the races I did last year. Most races are 45-70 just to enter and getting there is usually more than $125. But there are like 15 races in the neighbouring states and provinces.

I don't know when to take them. I'm thinking of taking a week right away just to get the heck out of here

Talk to me! I need more watchers

I went for my first skate in 7 months with the team. I feel like I fell behind a bit since the whole team went and did ice speed skating through the winter. Ice is something I dont do anymore. So I went out this past saturday and I struggled big time. the past year I've been doing my bodyattacks 3 times a week and my body changed. I need to learn how to skate fast again, and totally lost my technique.

I was relying on my own power just to keep up with everyone while the others were just gliding having an easy time. Once I find my technique though I'll be unbeatable again.

Greetings !
Sapade – Hi!
Kantar - Hello
Zargan - *waves*

How Old Are You?
Sapade: 23
Kantar: 32
Zargan: 15

What's your height?
Sapade: 6’ 1’’
Kantar: 7’ 2’’
Zargan: 5’ 5’’

What are you?
Sapade: Black Jaguar
Kantar: Orca
Zargan: Lizard (Iksar)

Where did you come from?
Sapade: 13 years ago, thelionking.org
Kantar: 3 years ago, SecondLife
Zargan: 6 years ago, in Cabilis. Everquest

Do You Have Any Bad Habits?
Sapade: I sometimes look in the mirror and giggle
Kantar: Hitting on straight guys
Zargan: Underestimating myself

Are You A Virgin?
Sapade: No
Kantar: Not Even
Zargan: As If

Who's Your Mate/Spouse?
Sapade: No one, But I’d like to show you something in my room *grin!*
Kantar: Not at this time, I like to play
Zargan: Open

What's Your Favorite Ice Cream Flavor?
Sapade: Raspberry
Kantar: Vanilla
Zargan: Vanilla

Have You Killed Anyone?
Sapade: Yes
Kantar: I have better things to do than join Sapade and Zargan in Everquest
Zargan: Yes

Do You Hate Anyone?
Sapade: No
Kantar: Anyone who thinks they can go 70 kph on a mountain bike wearing jeans and a tshirt
Zargan: no room to hate. Wanna snuggle?

Do You Love Anyone?
Sapade: Yes
Kantar: Maybe sometimes even a little bit
Zargan: More than one :>

What Is Your Job?
Sapade: Drummer / Warrior
Kantar: Bass Guitarist
Zargan: Speed Skater / Aerobics Instructor / Warrior

Boy Or A Girl?
Sapade: Male
Kantar: Male
Zargan: Male

What Do You Do To Relax?
Sapade: Lay down and watch a movie, Snuggle with Kantar
Kantar: Listen to Celine Dion
Zargan: Slowly walk and enjoy what this world has to offer

What Song Do You Think Would Describe Yourself?
Sapade: Eminem – Just lose it
Kantar: Dragonforce – Heart of a dragon
Zargan: Cascada – How do you do

Any hidden talents no one knows about you?
Sapade: I can touch my tongue to my nose
Kantar: I’m very persuasive
Zargan: I can make everyone in a room yawn *yawns*

What Do You Think Of Your Creator?
Sapade: He is a sexy speedskater!
Kantar: Mmmm, he is like meals on wheels
Zargan: He has a nice butt :>

What Colour Is Your Hair?
Sapade: Red
Kantar: Only thing on my head is my black santa hat
Zargan: I have a clown wig! But don’t wear it… only sometimes :>

Whats your smiley?
Sapade: ^.^
Kantar: ^__^
Zargan: ^.-.^

Bye!
Sapade: C’ya!
Kantar: Take ‘er easy
Zargan: Later Gater



now I'm opening it to everyone else, ask me, what would you like to know about these 3

I GOT A WET WILLIE BY A SNOWFLAKE! :(

Everything that could possibly go awesome!

BodyAttack Instructing - A highly intense aerobics that I'll be teaching hopefully very soon. I've been doing it hardcore for a year now training for my speed skating and now I may be the one teaching it.

Inline Speed Skating - THE SNOW IS MELTING!! =D this makes me happier, since I'm not an ice speed skater. My inlines help me propel myself to nearly 60kph. I just hope the year I took for training will pay off big time. I want to break more of my own records, lol =D

Work - sucks :) I'm an artist, but I can't seem to draw furries. I only been doing company logos.

Hopefully for the first race in may I won't crash again like I did last may.

Chat with me =D

I still gotta get around to a intense picture of my character Sapade inline speed skating. Seems like a big tall orca wouldn't fit in too well with the scene

Kantar Shilton - Secondlife
sapade9[at]hotmail.com - MSN
sapade AR - AIM (rare to be on though)

<3 life, and all of its freedoms

So I was searching for the new release songs for Bodyattack 64, the new release that is comming out hopefully soon. and OMG! Its all superhero themed moves and songs! OMG OMGOMGOMG!

and one of my favorite songs is in it! "I NEED A HERO!" =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-xdIFlDNxc

I can't wait =D

1. Are you single or taken?
Single

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate, melt in my mouth =)

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Probably train, because I have nothing better to do… lonely orca =(

4.Do you like anyone?
Sure do!

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Rent a nice hotel room, watch a few nice movies, relax in the hot tub, and then have a lil fun =)

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
not really

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
yes… COME OUT OF THE CLOSET ALREADY!!!

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
yes, writing is what I’m good at

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
cupid is as old as a fairy tale, stop peeking on us young ones already! Pedo!

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
they used to

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
nope, I don’t count texting or e-cards, because not really any thought went into them

13. Do you like candy hearts?
Spicy O.O

15. Is Valentines depressing?
It is when you have friends that are unhappily with someone and you have no choice but to know that they aren’t having a good time

16. How do you feel about PDA?
I’m not shy =)

17. How is your love life?
not as good as my active life

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
nope

19. How many roses would you want?
See #2

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
Maybe even a little bit not even

Thats right! Kantar is doing it, Its been a year since I started the bodyattack program, and it has been nothing but improvment!

Try and beat me! I can run hard and fast, sprint crazily, cycle like there is no tomorrow and skate to the point where I put tornado's to shame! This year I really think I can go all the way in my skating. I'm in such fantastic shape that I may break my own records easily.

And the best thing about this journal.. I signed up to be a BodyAttack instructor!\
YEEEEHAW!

Love them, really do, the get togethers, the furries, the ohh so awesome fursuiters, they love hugs =D, the lounge rooms, people saying "I remember you!" then being carried off. I just wish I can make it to more of them. I just can't afford it anymore to go to one, no, its not because of the economy or the boogyman. I just have things more important to go to. The conventions I go to are like "wha, he goes to "those" conventions instead?" Yeah you furs are going to be like "WTF KANTAR, whats wrong with you ya stupid orca, we are much more fun!" or "HOLY @&%!, furries can be world class athletes?!?"

Truth is, I'm a pro inline speed skater and I love going at it really hard and fast on my skates wearing nothing but a skimpy lil spandex racing suit. Pretty much the same stuff goes on drinking, room parties, a 26 mile inline marathon race thrown in there somewhere, thousands of people. Only thing that doesn't happen are the anonymous encounters. Sure, there are lots and lots of hot good looking guys all in tight lil spandex suits, every one of them... straight pretty much

Just wish that air fare was a bit cheaper so I can maybe go to 1 convention. Some know me as Kantar the orca, and many may know me as Sapade.

WINNIPEG DEC. 13!

FUCKING AWESOME!!! YEEEEEEEEEAAAAHHHH!!!!

BEST RESULT EVER!

My shins didn't cramp this time!

http://www.onlineraceresults.com/ra.....p?race_id=8885

Look for Mathew Schwager :) (it may show 2nd or 3rd but the official result is 3rd) out of 2285 skaters.

Personal best time of 1:14:40 :)

There was a 4 person pileup right infront of me near the beginning of the race.

Half way through I started to feel confident

6 miles left to go I was almost taken out. A person cut in right infront of me, clipped my skates I stumble out of the pace line right into a crack in the road, but caught myself. Also this is a point where the pace derastically picked up but hung in there

3 miles left to go the attacks by groups of skaters trying to break away from the pace line. None of them worked but helped to keep the pace very high

the final 3 miles had a series of 4 tunnels where people were making a "flying" getaway where a single skater thinks he or she can make it happen, but none of them worked, but still helped for the higher pace.

The final mile. 2 people sucseeded in a flying getaway, but 1 of them ended up tiring out and was passed by like everyone.

at the 500m left to go mark I was sitting in about 20th spot and this was time for me to shine. There were 2 90 degree turns that I took so close to the curb that gained me spots and the final stretch where I kept passing people until I crossed the finish line with the biggest smile eva!

3rd overall, 1st in category! :)

I got to stand on the podium

Lets see what the orca is up to

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Air Conditioner
2. Computer
3. A cat on my bed staring at me
4. Laptop
5. Speed Skates
6. a box full of ribbons and medals with a couple trophys
7. a box of zetas :)

SIX RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone? yes
2. Does someone like you? I don't know
3. Last kiss? forever ago
5. Been cheated on? no clue
6. Want a relationship? Would love to
7. Wanna get married? =P

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. computer
2. my car
3. my speed skates
4. spandex
5. friends
6. Lime Kool-Aid
7. My imagination

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe in God? heck no
2. Had a dream come true? yes
3. Read the newspaper? yes
4. Get enough sleep everyday? no
5. Have a best friend? yes
6. Take a bath daily? yes
7. Wish on stars? yes, but none of them came true

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Fallen in love? yes
2. Kissed someone of the same sex? yes
3. Hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf? yes
4. Been to a bonfire? yes
5. Ran away from home? no
6. Played strip poker? no
7. Pulled an all nighter? yes (the night before a race I stayed up too late and made the decision not to go to sleep)

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? no
2. Had fun? yes
3. Been kissed? yes
4. Felt stupid? no
5. Talked to an ex? no
6. Missed someone? yes
7. Listened to music? yes

It has been a tough season, but one thing for sure is that no matter what stands in your way, just pass them :)

I have the duluth inline marathon comming up in like 2 weeks (Northshore Inline Marathon) I'm in Advanced wave A and hoping to set a new personal best in the marahton. I'm not a marathon person at all, my PB is 1:24:10 over 26 miles. This year, like every other year I'm hoping to get under 1:20 even if its like # whatever, I'll still be happy.

Its very hard for a sprinter to do these marathons, because when I train on my skates its at 90 to 100% of my speed trying to improve myself for the sprints, though my 300m personal best (25.36) is faster than the national record (25.54) marathons are not what I train for, often my muscles end up wearing out on me or my shins tighten right up so I can't move my foot while skating.

But this year I'm going to try something a little different. I'm going to have a beer something to relax me before the start. All the time I'm tense and ready to go before a start

Well, here I am during training today

though I'll have to tell you that its nowhere near my top speed

but I do train at a high pace

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7H0do_EY_w

A month ago I wrote this

I possibly am..

This morning I claimed the title of Provincial champion, for the 7th year in a row

Being a sprinter on skates, I claimed the first place of the 300 m time trial and 500m

My 300m was close to a canadian record. I skated a time of 25.59, which is only .05 slower than the canadian record.

Last week during the wednesday practise day I skated the 300m time trial with a time of 25.36, fast enough to be a canadian record.. Only thing is.. it was a practise and not an official time :(

I possibly am..

This morning I claimed the title of Provincial champion, for the 7th year in a row

Being a sprinter on skates, I claimed the first place of the 300 m time trial and 500m

My 300m was close to a canadian record. I skated a time of 25.59, which is only .05 slower than the canadian record.