I sat out last year due to wanting to see how things went at the con. I should of probably went but hey I'll going to be making my way to Megaplex 2024! Hope to see some of you guys/girls there.

Megaplex 2022 inbound!

Happy 4th all of you lovey fur's, I hope all is well for you all. I'm sorry I still haven't go around to thanking like anyone or all the likes, watches and haven't got around to my comments. All of you stay safe <3

I'm sorry I haven't really been to active here or on any of my social platforms. I've been idk I guess bummed out for awhile an yesterday and today just really away from everything. Thank you all for the favorites and watches, I really appreciate it. I did go through my FA abit today to thank a few of you girls and guys with a lot more to go. I hope you all a happy Easter <3

Merry Christmas to you girls & guys and all in between. Hope you all are having/had a Merry Christmas with everything going on this year. Sorry for not getting to all the comments, watches & fav's >.<. I will be getting to them soon!!

Another year as I grow older being my b-day today & I hope you all are doing good this year.

Today at the Gacha Guild I will be starting their Halloween hunt!! Come with me on the hunt through the Horror Carnivale for hidden items while watching out for traps and monsters. I will be starting the hunt at 8pm EST, so 5pm for you West coasters. You can find out more about the hunt here: https://gachaguild.com/, also a link for the LM teleport here: https://maps.secondlife.com/secondl.....p/163/169/1127. I look forward to all who attend, so lets have fun!

So the hunt will start this Friday at 5pm SLT(8pm EST) over at the Gacha Guild hallows hunt. Group of us will go an try to find the hunt items. We will all meet up in the shopping area. So show up early if you want to look around at the gacha sales there! Info on the event here: https://gachaguild.com/

For those of you who play Secondlife I'm going to be holding a meet up on the 23rd at the Gacha Guild for their hunt event. Will be a group of us to try and find all the hunt items. Come dressed up in a costume or normal clothes are fine too! Starting time is still iffy atm, so put down your normal time you would be on in the comments(do it as SLT)!

So I know I might not have a good reputation on secondlife, due to people saying things about me. Which a lot of them I don't even know. People who heard rumors of me from their friend whos friends with the guy or straight from the guy that started them. Its just sad that their life is that bad that they felt the need to say things about me to their friends an whoever else. Whats funny is that I've not even gone around trying to spread rumors about them because its not worth it. Does it hurt people I hangout with because of the things that were rumored about me yeah because some people I hangout with get shit whenever they hangout, like, favorite, comment or anything about me. At least the friendship I had with the guy wasn't all to waste since I learned a good bit of things from them so yeah. Point is not everything you hear about people are true and I'm happy for the friends I made after all that crap that went down. The ones who kept a open mind an learned who I am for themselves over listening to some rumors.

So I have been getting really behind on my FA to were I have over 1K faves and comments that were like 4 months old that I just hadn't got to ontop of all the new watches. So I'm very sorry I've been kinda not around besides to post up art. I have been feeling depressed as a lot of you probably have been being too with everything going on in the world right now, I've also been having issues in my family going on as well. But I'm letting you all know I'm not sick an due to the virus going on though it's kept me out of work, so I've been trying to deal with everything that has to go with that. Sadly a few days ago my job emailed me saying they eliminate my position there. So now I'm jobless an on the look out for a new one. With that being said new art wont be happening for a bit, but I will post photo's I take on Secondlife on here to try to give you all some kind of content. Maybe for you all that play Secondlife I'll hold a get together or try to setup some kind of night were we all play some games. I want to thank you all for sticking around an for all the comment's and fav's you all leave me <3.

When the day just didn't seem to go all that great and you just want someone to sit there next to you but yet you just can't seem to.

Oh gosh x.x so many comments, favorites and watches to thank you all for. I want to thank you all here for all the fav's you all have given me, 606 of them x.x.
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So on another note I am slowly building a new pc, a more up to date one then what I use now. I also plan on getting some new equipment for helping with streaming. So with that, that means I do plan to start streaming more.

Raffle art, its being sketched right now so I had got who I wanted to do the art after abit since they were really busy, so that is coming along.

I will try to get to all you gals and guys comments and thanking you all for watching and being a part of my page.

I'm also on other things!
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/kaiyo_nato
Twitter: https://twitter.com/KaiyoNato
Steam: https://steamcommunity.com/id/kaiyofennec
Secondlife: Leahcimz Resident

Sometimes I wonder & question why I have the friends I have now, why they would want someone like me around. Why would should they bother or care. I feel like I'm broken & have no meaning, no purpose, no true life. Being in a void of who I am, who I wish & want to be. Living in what feels like a broken & misplaced world. Where I feel I don't fit or belong in what so ever. I trying hiding myself away from it all. I try to fall into my own little world to try & forget it all. But it only helps for so long before the feelings try to reemerge back forth, bring me back to my pitiful state. Where to try to find a new world to jump into or go back to old. To try & mend its broken meaning which failed me before. I've tried to escape this world as I was younger and even so last year. I can't bring myself fully to do so besides the one time when I was younger. I feel as if I missed so many opportunities as I've grown in this life. Feeling like I've been lost for entire life time...

So I did a purge on my friends list on Secondlife so if I'm not there on your friends list then you can readd me at Leahcimz Resident. On another note I made a twitter o.o, which you can find here https://twitter.com/KaiyoNato . I'll post art, twitch things and maybe some other real life stuff.

To show how the number was picked. Might want to turn your vol down or mute for video. Thank you all who entered for a chance. Winner number 58

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Only two more hours left so hurry up before you get left out!

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That's right only eleven and a half hours left to join or miss out on a chance for free art with your character and mine.

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Okay getting to this now lol, the raffle is starting now only for my current watchers. Any new watchers that show up will not be put into the raffle. To enter you just have to leave a comment in this journal and you will be given a number which will start from 1 for the first comment and so on down the numbers. You will have up to three weeks to enter from now in case you wanted to try for a high number down the line. It will be your character of choice in a art with my character Kaiyō. Wishing you all luck to those who enter this raffle. Raffle will close at midnight on the 9th(Monday going into Tuesday), Winner will be random number generated on Tuesday. Good luck!

So I have got around to my FA going through the thousands and thousands of notifications I had on here x.x. I cant thank you guys enough for the 538 fav's you all gave me too. For the raffle for my watchers I'm going to be opening it up later today in a journal so be on the look out for that. Also I had my birthday two days ago, so yay for being a year older I guess lol.

Well on the 1st my PC crapped on me and had to reformat it. Little later my car died on me, spent some money trying to fix it but it just wouldn't fully fix the problem. So I ended up buying another car x.x, it's nice having something nicer then what I had but now back to having to payoff a car again. Ontop of that, lost some friends but idk if I should even call them friends for why the friendships ended. Also my manager has it out for me, trying to write me up anyway he can because he just doesn't like me. So I've been still being depressed but ontop of that stressed with how things are going. I'm going to try and start the raffle for the chance to be in art with my character I'm hoping for next week.

Thank you all for all the fav's just way to many of them to thank you all but thank you. Still been feeling depressed and crap on my end to where I'm just not wanting to do anything as of lately. An well I need to thank you all again for over 1k watches, like holy crap. I'm going to be holding a raffle to only those who watch me. To win a free slot to be in a art with me of my picking of scene(more then likely a sfw art/maybe slighty risky idk yet). But I'll make a journal for that sometime this month I think.

I have finally got to all your guys and girls fav's and watches after a few hours and some of them being over a month old. Just been kinda behind a lot on here being depressed and stuff for awhile. I got some things I need to post up on here so I'll do that soonish.

Who will I be seeing out at Megaplex? Also I will get to thanking you guys for all the 205 fav's you all gave me >.< an the new watchers.

So I haven't got around to thanking all of you that have fav'ed the art I've posted up. Also make sure you check out the artist that did the art and give them a watch! But X.X alost 1k fave's you guys and girls along with almost 80 new watchers <3. https://i.gyazo.com/ebba7a9653514d2.....6ecebee440.png
I would love to go through every single one an thank every last one of you but omg that would take forever x.x. Again thank you all so much and remember the go watch the artist too <3.