Happier
General | Posted 15 years agoI'm alot happier with my gallery when I log onto FA and see it.
I love seeing the color, even if most of it's flats, I love seeing color on my gallery instead of black and white/monotone sketches.
Happy donk.
I love seeing the color, even if most of it's flats, I love seeing color on my gallery instead of black and white/monotone sketches.
Happy donk.
The Donkey without a Cross. (Rantings)
General | Posted 15 years ago"Legend has it that the cross on the donkey’s shoulders comes from the shadow of Christ’s crucifixion. Whether from him carrying the pregnant Mary or as a sign of him being a humble creature."
I am a donkey with no cross. I do not care for the Christian faith. I have lost many good friends to it as they become more involved in it and pester me to as well.
Perhaps I'm just a stubborn jackass, perhaps I'm narrow minded. I'm not sure. I do know that I want nothing to do with "God" as the bible puts him or his "sheep".
Since things have been flopped around in my life I've had to move into a household where people have recently re-found their "God" and are very much into going to church and the community that goes along with it. Out of respect I don't mention any of my beliefs to them. I bow my head and don't eat before they say grace etc. I do not go out of my way to be....me I guess.
Now don't get me wrong. They have food drives to help those who need it. They help build shelter for those who need it. They're in general, good, helpful people. They could also be that with out "God."
Frankly Hozz enjoys the aspect of helping people that their church offers but he doesn't want to be hypocritical and go. He wants to help those who the church helps, participate in their band, etc. That's fine. If he wants to that's great. He can go ahead and do so.
But him going with his folks leaves me the odd one out. The awkward donkey with out a cross. I don't mind. The time alone is nice and I can clear my head.
But Today, I donno perhaps it's almost that girlie time of the month and I'm gonna be a skitzo bitch. Today...today it just rubs me the wrong way. It gets to me. And I think I know why.
I'm Jealous.
I'm jealous these people have something to hold on to. Whether it's their bible, like his parents, or Hozz the fuzzy feel good feeling he gets from helping people or the inner calmness he gets from getting to play music.
I'm really fucking jealous. I want something that settles me but I don't have it. I'm too bitter to join them. I would cause more trouble than it'd be worth to go with them. I know I'd bite and claw and hiss and hee and haw and spit at these sheep. This awkward donkey without a cross. I couldn't bow my head and listen to some jackass, no that's too good a word, some fraud speak of a god I don't subscribe to. To tell me I'm welcome to come and go as I please in this "house of god" and still try to ram this religion down my throat. Try to brand that cross on my back. I do not like the taste of their humble pie.
I switch between seeing red in anger at the thought of going or sheer and utter panic. I can feel things falling in on me. Eyes knowing my discontent and hatred, spite and jealousy. I feel their judgement knowing I'm not, and will never be one of them. It burns. This brand. This cross they want to put on this donkey's back.
On the upside this puts me in the mood to draw and gives good inspiration for a personal piece to vent this issue further.
I am a donkey with no cross. I do not care for the Christian faith. I have lost many good friends to it as they become more involved in it and pester me to as well.
Perhaps I'm just a stubborn jackass, perhaps I'm narrow minded. I'm not sure. I do know that I want nothing to do with "God" as the bible puts him or his "sheep".
Since things have been flopped around in my life I've had to move into a household where people have recently re-found their "God" and are very much into going to church and the community that goes along with it. Out of respect I don't mention any of my beliefs to them. I bow my head and don't eat before they say grace etc. I do not go out of my way to be....me I guess.
Now don't get me wrong. They have food drives to help those who need it. They help build shelter for those who need it. They're in general, good, helpful people. They could also be that with out "God."
Frankly Hozz enjoys the aspect of helping people that their church offers but he doesn't want to be hypocritical and go. He wants to help those who the church helps, participate in their band, etc. That's fine. If he wants to that's great. He can go ahead and do so.
But him going with his folks leaves me the odd one out. The awkward donkey with out a cross. I don't mind. The time alone is nice and I can clear my head.
But Today, I donno perhaps it's almost that girlie time of the month and I'm gonna be a skitzo bitch. Today...today it just rubs me the wrong way. It gets to me. And I think I know why.
I'm Jealous.
I'm jealous these people have something to hold on to. Whether it's their bible, like his parents, or Hozz the fuzzy feel good feeling he gets from helping people or the inner calmness he gets from getting to play music.
I'm really fucking jealous. I want something that settles me but I don't have it. I'm too bitter to join them. I would cause more trouble than it'd be worth to go with them. I know I'd bite and claw and hiss and hee and haw and spit at these sheep. This awkward donkey without a cross. I couldn't bow my head and listen to some jackass, no that's too good a word, some fraud speak of a god I don't subscribe to. To tell me I'm welcome to come and go as I please in this "house of god" and still try to ram this religion down my throat. Try to brand that cross on my back. I do not like the taste of their humble pie.
I switch between seeing red in anger at the thought of going or sheer and utter panic. I can feel things falling in on me. Eyes knowing my discontent and hatred, spite and jealousy. I feel their judgement knowing I'm not, and will never be one of them. It burns. This brand. This cross they want to put on this donkey's back.
On the upside this puts me in the mood to draw and gives good inspiration for a personal piece to vent this issue further.
Unf unf unf such good sexin's.
General | Posted 15 years agoOkay okay so the three HossKetiers,
were all filling it out and the little short fat donk felt left out.
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
most definately....aaaaand that's prolly 'bout it. I'm a pretty devoted donk.
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
I like it before bed...and in the morning...and sometimes after work...and suprise wake you up sex is awesome.
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The opposite side of Hozz, unless he's wallered onto my side when I've gotten up to pee, then I'll sleep on his side.
4. Do you masturbate?
<.<; ....nu..... >.>;
5. How often? Lately?
Eh honestly depends on my mood. Somedays it's...like every minute I've got the privacy to do so. Most times it's far and few between though. Last time...was...this morning before Hozz woke up XD
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Ouhm...Hozz has pestered me to do so but we're usually broke so it's like change and he wants to lick and stick to me. =/
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
I take showers most of the time, but occasionally I do like a bath.
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
We've tried...Short donk makes that bit hard....well...uh...you know what I mean.
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Read, yes. Watch, no. I like my porn classy like that.
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Depends, I go back and forth. Sometimes it's fun to give a little hard lovin' to a particular Hozzweiler.
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Nawww, I just only married him for the dick.
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Eh not really. But I don't call my FA watchlist a friends list. The folks I'd right down who are my friends though, yeah I guess I know them...I think. Maybe...if I didn't why would I call them friend?
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love is all a peson needs. The money will come with time or not at all. take your pick.
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
A little bondage, a little biting and nibbling, a little hair pulling...This little purrygrowlie thing Hozz does, his rumbly voice....and I might admittedly like being made to cum so hard I'm stupid but we won't tell him that.
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes. We won't bring that up.
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Frankly it doesn't matter where it is to be romantic...we have fucking then we have making love. And whether or not it's romantic is the mood.
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
....Front office of a truck repair shop......thanks dear. There was also the time you molested me in the model car isle of HobbyLobby.
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Nobody busted in, but if they didn't know what we were doing...heaven help them.
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
...No...don't know that I'd want to even think of going to one.
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Not a bar person.
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
See above.
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
See the above two.
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
24. What's your sexuality?
Heterosexual, buuut I can appreciate a well built woman visually.
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Nope, but it was discussed XD
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Nope, but the ick factor would be hard for me to get over.
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
No....I don't think it'd be appreciated at WalMart.
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Fuck no.
29. Bought something from an adult store?
=/
30. Do you own any sex toys?
I didn't buy it so technically Hozz owns it.
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Ehhhhhhhhh....do not want to admit there is a toy in the bed room....must...get...out my...inner prude!
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
....Hozz....no piiiictures. =/
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Uhhh....HAHAHA. Yeah but it was...and wasn't and was fucking funny. "Moooooo"
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Maaaaaybe.
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Back in the day......
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
Yeaaah but I'm not very comfortable with recieving.
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
I donno, what everone feels good today.
38. What's your favorite sex act?
I donno....I like the variety.
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
No....Do not want.
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
It's FA...who doesn't?
were all filling it out and the little short fat donk felt left out. 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
most definately....aaaaand that's prolly 'bout it. I'm a pretty devoted donk.2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
I like it before bed...and in the morning...and sometimes after work...and suprise wake you up sex is awesome.
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The opposite side of Hozz, unless he's wallered onto my side when I've gotten up to pee, then I'll sleep on his side.
4. Do you masturbate?
<.<; ....nu..... >.>;
5. How often? Lately?
Eh honestly depends on my mood. Somedays it's...like every minute I've got the privacy to do so. Most times it's far and few between though. Last time...was...this morning before Hozz woke up XD
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Ouhm...Hozz has pestered me to do so but we're usually broke so it's like change and he wants to lick and stick to me. =/
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
I take showers most of the time, but occasionally I do like a bath.
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
We've tried...Short donk makes that bit hard....well...uh...you know what I mean.
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Read, yes. Watch, no. I like my porn classy like that.
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Depends, I go back and forth. Sometimes it's fun to give a little hard lovin' to a particular Hozzweiler.
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Nawww, I just only married him for the dick.
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Eh not really. But I don't call my FA watchlist a friends list. The folks I'd right down who are my friends though, yeah I guess I know them...I think. Maybe...if I didn't why would I call them friend?
13. Would you choose love or money?
Love is all a peson needs. The money will come with time or not at all. take your pick.
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
A little bondage, a little biting and nibbling, a little hair pulling...This little purrygrowlie thing Hozz does, his rumbly voice....and I might admittedly like being made to cum so hard I'm stupid but we won't tell him that.
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes. We won't bring that up.
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Frankly it doesn't matter where it is to be romantic...we have fucking then we have making love. And whether or not it's romantic is the mood.
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
....Front office of a truck repair shop......thanks dear. There was also the time you molested me in the model car isle of HobbyLobby.
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Nobody busted in, but if they didn't know what we were doing...heaven help them.
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
...No...don't know that I'd want to even think of going to one.
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Not a bar person.
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
See above.
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
See the above two.
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
24. What's your sexuality?
Heterosexual, buuut I can appreciate a well built woman visually.
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Nope, but it was discussed XD
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Nope, but the ick factor would be hard for me to get over.
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
No....I don't think it'd be appreciated at WalMart.
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Fuck no.
29. Bought something from an adult store?
=/
30. Do you own any sex toys?
I didn't buy it so technically Hozz owns it.
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Ehhhhhhhhh....do not want to admit there is a toy in the bed room....must...get...out my...inner prude!
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
....Hozz....no piiiictures. =/
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Uhhh....HAHAHA. Yeah but it was...and wasn't and was fucking funny. "Moooooo"
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Maaaaaybe.
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Back in the day......
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
Yeaaah but I'm not very comfortable with recieving.
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
I donno, what everone feels good today.
38. What's your favorite sex act?
I donno....I like the variety.
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
No....Do not want.
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
It's FA...who doesn't?
Girlie confessions...I donno what I'm confessing though
General | Posted 15 years agoPFFF bored have this.
1.Do you sleep in your bra?
Ack nu. Uncomfortable piece of shit. Besides, if I did I think Hozz would throw a coniption about free range boobies.
2. Do you sleep with socks on?
Oh Sweet Jesus no, Do not want.
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
I like to sleep with Hozz. Also, quit being my twin Fancy. I sleep in Hozz's armpit. T.T
4. Do you enjoy drama?
I think it's goofy, but I get nosey admittedly.
5. Are you a girly-girl?
PFff! Bwahahaha!
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Hozz in all his Hozzy glory.
7. Small or large purse?
....tiny or non existant.
8. Are you short?
Too short to be average to tall to be short.
9. Do you like somebody?
Uhhh...Der....
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Eh it used to, any more it's just a password.
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
That's just groady. Nu.
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
Nope, and I'm not sarcastic either.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Everychance I get!
14. Are you double jointed?
Nobody is, take an anatomy class, plz.
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
I don't really sleep weird places.
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Hozz is permanantly attatched to my ass. So yes.
17. Is there any type of rumour going around about you?
I donno? Probably? Mebbe?
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yeaup, kinda. It's her maiden name.
19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
Fuck if I know?
[ ] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[>] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Guys are confusing.
[x] I've been called a bad influence
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?
Free range titties. But I was wearing a blue/green plaid one earlier.
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Red.
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Eh not really.
4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Do anything he can think of to make me smile.
5. Do you have a best friend?
Sure.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah....
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Not really I like me.
8. Do you like your life?
There are days few and far between that I don't.
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Nope!
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Nope
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I donno, I think of them more as people.
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Not lately.
15. What are your biggest fears?
Dissapointing the people I love.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
I don't sleep....
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Hmmm...mebbe....I might think about Hozz alot.
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
mmmhmmmm
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Rarely.
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Yeaup, and I'd rather have the publicity thanthe money, but the money'd be nice.
21. Are you currently missing someone?
Missing family and home.
[]THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE:[/b]
Cowboy or Gangster?
My Fella is from Texas...and does the best damn Stranger impression.
Preppy or Punk?
Neiiither.
Face or Body?
Personality....and a handsome face helps.
Good cook or take you out a lot?
Hozz is a good cook but I won't let him take me out.
Sweet or sexy?
don't they go hand in hand?
Armani or Abercrombie?
Neither.
Contacts or glasses?
Doesn't matter.
1.Do you sleep in your bra?
Ack nu. Uncomfortable piece of shit. Besides, if I did I think Hozz would throw a coniption about free range boobies.
2. Do you sleep with socks on?
Oh Sweet Jesus no, Do not want.
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
I like to sleep with Hozz. Also, quit being my twin Fancy. I sleep in Hozz's armpit. T.T
4. Do you enjoy drama?
I think it's goofy, but I get nosey admittedly.
5. Are you a girly-girl?
PFff! Bwahahaha!
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Hozz in all his Hozzy glory.
7. Small or large purse?
....tiny or non existant.
8. Are you short?
Too short to be average to tall to be short.
9. Do you like somebody?
Uhhh...Der....
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Eh it used to, any more it's just a password.
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
That's just groady. Nu.
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
Nope, and I'm not sarcastic either.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Everychance I get!
14. Are you double jointed?
Nobody is, take an anatomy class, plz.
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
I don't really sleep weird places.
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Hozz is permanantly attatched to my ass. So yes.
17. Is there any type of rumour going around about you?
I donno? Probably? Mebbe?
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yeaup, kinda. It's her maiden name.
19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
Fuck if I know?
[ ] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[>] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Guys are confusing.
[x] I've been called a bad influence
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?
Free range titties. But I was wearing a blue/green plaid one earlier.
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Red.
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Eh not really.
4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Do anything he can think of to make me smile.
5. Do you have a best friend?
Sure.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah....
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Not really I like me.
8. Do you like your life?
There are days few and far between that I don't.
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Nope!
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Nope
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I donno, I think of them more as people.
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Not lately.
15. What are your biggest fears?
Dissapointing the people I love.
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
I don't sleep....
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Hmmm...mebbe....I might think about Hozz alot.
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
mmmhmmmm
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Rarely.
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Yeaup, and I'd rather have the publicity thanthe money, but the money'd be nice.
21. Are you currently missing someone?
Missing family and home.
[]THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE:[/b]
Cowboy or Gangster?
My Fella is from Texas...and does the best damn Stranger impression.
Preppy or Punk?
Neiiither.
Face or Body?
Personality....and a handsome face helps.
Good cook or take you out a lot?
Hozz is a good cook but I won't let him take me out.
Sweet or sexy?
don't they go hand in hand?
Armani or Abercrombie?
Neither.
Contacts or glasses?
Doesn't matter.
FFFFFFF! Nervous nervous nervous OMFG
General | Posted 15 years agoHeya folks.
Well we got kinda moved, down here and I'm working on getting everything settled and put away. Still haven't gotten my desktop hooked up yet, but it's on my to do list.
I just got back from an interview with a new place to work.
It went really well I think. I'm looking to have the second part of the interview early next week.
Dress clothes suck by the way.
Also thank you
MrsRed for telling me how to dress myself. Otherwise I woulda had some sorta fashion faux paw...which is probably spelled wrong. But hey it works. Seriously though, thanks for the advise. You can be Rarity and I'll be AppleJack.
I'll be an assistant management position over a bakery at this new place if I get it. So keep your hooves, paws, claws, and fingers crossed folks.
New job might be a happy new donk!
Well we got kinda moved, down here and I'm working on getting everything settled and put away. Still haven't gotten my desktop hooked up yet, but it's on my to do list.
I just got back from an interview with a new place to work.
It went really well I think. I'm looking to have the second part of the interview early next week.
Dress clothes suck by the way.
Also thank you
MrsRed for telling me how to dress myself. Otherwise I woulda had some sorta fashion faux paw...which is probably spelled wrong. But hey it works. Seriously though, thanks for the advise. You can be Rarity and I'll be AppleJack.I'll be an assistant management position over a bakery at this new place if I get it. So keep your hooves, paws, claws, and fingers crossed folks.
New job might be a happy new donk!
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General | Posted 15 years agoSpring cleaning.
I'm not set up for drawing just yet, but I moved around my gallery a bit as a sort of relaxercise. Put alot of older things and under par images in my scraps. Sort of honing my gallery. Haven't deleted anything just bumped it about. =3
I'm not set up for drawing just yet, but I moved around my gallery a bit as a sort of relaxercise. Put alot of older things and under par images in my scraps. Sort of honing my gallery. Haven't deleted anything just bumped it about. =3
FFFFFFF MOVING
General | Posted 15 years agoAlright folks. Currently working from my netbook. Moved yesterday and started work this morning. God
any how BRB while life gets normal again.
any how BRB while life gets normal again.
Whelp, I find out tommarrow....
General | Posted 15 years agoIf I start at the other store the 12th or the 26th. =/
Yanno, life gets a little big sometimes.
Hope this little donk can handle it.
Yanno, life gets a little big sometimes.
Hope this little donk can handle it.
Some Moving Details.
General | Posted 15 years ago Well folks it looks like I'm not moving to timbucktu, but I am moving and the date is all set on when my work is like "Yeah go on get outta here". My Transfer's all but done, and I'm just waiting on a date.
Which means pack pack pack pack pack pack.
So Don't look for alot of updates over the next three weeks or so.
Which means pack pack pack pack pack pack.
So Don't look for alot of updates over the next three weeks or so.
The Mythical Meme!
General | Posted 15 years agoCLimbed in
Hozz 's window, snatched this meme up. So hide yer werewolf, hide yer centaur, and hide yer dwarf, cause I'm going Van Helsing on errthing out there.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Centaur:
[ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[x] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 7
Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 3
Fairy
[ ] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[ ] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 6
Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolated person
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 9
Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[ ] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[ ] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 2
Mermaid:
[ ] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 5
Vampire:
[ ] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[ ] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 5
Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[x] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[ ] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[ ] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[ ] You like to be alone.
[x] If You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 5
Wizard/Witch:
[x] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[ ] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility.
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[x] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[x] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Total: 9
Zombie:
[x] You are pale.
[x] You are hungry a lot.
[x] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[x] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat
[x] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[ ] You make grunts and moans a lot.
[x] You usually walk slow.
[x] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.
Total: 9
Satyr/Faun:
[x] You are very passionate about the things you like.
[x] You like to get drunk and dance.
[ ] You're very amorous.
[x] You like art and music.
[x] You enjoy feasting with friends.
[x] You love nature but more for the animals then than the trees and plants.
[ ] You like getting rowdy and having a good time.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[ ] You love the chase almost as much as the capture.
[x] You wish you had horns.
Total: 7
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I am a Zombified Dwarven Witch. Greeeaaattt... Now everyone knows I like shiny brains, and I shall obtain them with MAGICK. 0o0o0o0o0oo.
Hozz 's window, snatched this meme up. So hide yer werewolf, hide yer centaur, and hide yer dwarf, cause I'm going Van Helsing on errthing out there.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Centaur:
[ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[x] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 7
Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 3
Fairy
[ ] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[ ] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 6
Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolated person
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 9
Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[ ] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[ ] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 2
Mermaid:
[ ] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 5
Vampire:
[ ] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[ ] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 5
Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[x] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[ ] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[ ] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[ ] You like to be alone.
[x] If You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 5
Wizard/Witch:
[x] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[ ] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility.
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[x] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[x] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Total: 9
Zombie:
[x] You are pale.
[x] You are hungry a lot.
[x] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[x] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat
[x] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[ ] You make grunts and moans a lot.
[x] You usually walk slow.
[x] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.
Total: 9
Satyr/Faun:
[x] You are very passionate about the things you like.
[x] You like to get drunk and dance.
[ ] You're very amorous.
[x] You like art and music.
[x] You enjoy feasting with friends.
[x] You love nature but more for the animals then than the trees and plants.
[ ] You like getting rowdy and having a good time.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[ ] You love the chase almost as much as the capture.
[x] You wish you had horns.
Total: 7
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I am a Zombified Dwarven Witch. Greeeaaattt... Now everyone knows I like shiny brains, and I shall obtain them with MAGICK. 0o0o0o0o0oo.
Not just yet, but upcoming Hiatus
General | Posted 15 years agoBecause of everything getting shuffled in my life around about the last half of February I will be going on a "moving" hiatus. Depending on where I go to live after this does alot for how active I will be. Chances are high that I'll go to dialup.
Boo face. Means no more streaming, so we'll have to get plenty of streaming in before that happens.
So just a heads up for everyone. =3 Not gone yet, but will be soon.
Boo face. Means no more streaming, so we'll have to get plenty of streaming in before that happens.
So just a heads up for everyone. =3 Not gone yet, but will be soon.
I...I almost wanted to "Rage".
General | Posted 15 years agoRemember when I said: I've come to the final decision I really, really dislike the term "Mate". ?
Okay so there I was, holding Hozz's hand, staring deep into his eyes all full of mushy loveydoveyness. Right?
"...lover, a true friend, and a life mate...."
Hozz perks a brow and I can see that little wrinkle he gets in the corner of his eye when he's trying not to crack a smile or cheesey giggle. I nearly snap my head at the Reverend and get ready to say something but catch myself before no one else present notices. Though I might count it as a blessing as it kept me from breaking out the water works.
Of the five of us there on Thursday only one person wore shoes and that was the Reverend. So barefoot and under a pirate flag.
Unconventional, but it worked. It works for us, but we'll do something for everyone else later. Right now this was what we needed for us.
I'm happy and content and that's all that matters. I've never felt more connected and close, even if he is farther away than I'd like him to be.
The better part mighta been when he was finishing signing the financing agreement for the rings and the clerk asked when the date was and he nearly shouted "That was Yesterday!?!"
Okay so there I was, holding Hozz's hand, staring deep into his eyes all full of mushy loveydoveyness. Right?
"...lover, a true friend, and a life mate...."
Hozz perks a brow and I can see that little wrinkle he gets in the corner of his eye when he's trying not to crack a smile or cheesey giggle. I nearly snap my head at the Reverend and get ready to say something but catch myself before no one else present notices. Though I might count it as a blessing as it kept me from breaking out the water works.
Of the five of us there on Thursday only one person wore shoes and that was the Reverend. So barefoot and under a pirate flag.
Unconventional, but it worked. It works for us, but we'll do something for everyone else later. Right now this was what we needed for us.
I'm happy and content and that's all that matters. I've never felt more connected and close, even if he is farther away than I'd like him to be.
The better part mighta been when he was finishing signing the financing agreement for the rings and the clerk asked when the date was and he nearly shouted "That was Yesterday!?!"
Bee Bee Ess
General | Posted 15 years agoTakin' Hozz away again.
I will has the sadface. But it's something we need to do. We got alot of things worked out as far as how we're going to do things over the next year. We're going to be mature and bite the bullet on this one.
HeeHaw.
Sooo, that means lots of drawing until he gets to visit a bit.
Some of you kinda know what's going on. Some of you do know what's going on. Some of ya'll don't have a clue. I'll be making something more comprehensive when I come back.
So, wish me luck on the road today folks!
I will has the sadface. But it's something we need to do. We got alot of things worked out as far as how we're going to do things over the next year. We're going to be mature and bite the bullet on this one.
HeeHaw.
Sooo, that means lots of drawing until he gets to visit a bit.
Some of you kinda know what's going on. Some of you do know what's going on. Some of ya'll don't have a clue. I'll be making something more comprehensive when I come back.
So, wish me luck on the road today folks!
Bee are Bee
General | Posted 15 years agoHozz is Home.
"Have you ever....?"
General | Posted 15 years agoStole a meme from
? Yes I have!
Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- I don't think it counts because he only recently added me on the big FB
Been arrested? --- Nope, not yet anyway ;3
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- Yes but that's a story for another day.
Slept in until 5 PM? --- I've taken a nap till then but not honestly for truly sleep.
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- School, yeaup. On my lunchbreak at work, yeaup...hell fell asleep once icing a donut. I get pretty sleep deprived at times.
Ran a red light? --- Seems like I do on accident atleast once a week.
Been suspended from school? --- Nope, I"m not quite that bad.
Experienced love at first sight? --- Nope. I don't think you can know love on sight.
Totaled your car in an accident? --- .....I don't want to talk about it.
Been fired from a job? --- I'm sure it's coming. But nope, not yet.
Fired somebody? --- Nope.
Sang karaoke? --- Ouhm...I sing alot but no karoke.
Pointed a gun at someone? --- ...no....you just..don't...geh not getting into gun politics.
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yeah.
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yeaup. Chunky donut milk.
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- And my eyes, and up my nose and in my ears.
Kissed in the rain? --- He's a pussy foot and won't go in the rain...so not yet.
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Eh, figuritivly speaking yes and no.
Seen someone die? --- No...nor do I want to.
Played spin-the-bottle? --- No....just...no....why?
Sang in the shower? --- .............Of course!
Smoked a cigar? --- Haha, yes, but they're a treat once a year or less. =3
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yeaup.
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- No....
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Nope, but only ever been in a pool a handful of times. Now the creek is a whole nother story.
Skipped school? --- Who didn't?
Eaten a bug? --- Nom nom nom nom
Sleepwalked? --- I sleep lie. Seriously, don't believe a damn thing I say when I'm asleep.
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Nope, was only at the ocean once, during the day.
Ridden a motorcycle? --- Do I look dumb?
Dumped someone? --- Eh....
Forgotten your anniversary? --- I have one of thoses?
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- I've been lucky the last two times. One, no officer I don't know how fast I was going my spedometer's broken. And two I might not have gone to Serens, but went home. Sleep driving yaaay.
Ridden on a helicopter? --- Ouhm....no?
Shaved your head? --- No, but I wanted to at one point.
Blacked out from drinking? --- Ouhm...drinking makes me sleepy, but not blacked out no.
Played a prank on someone? --- Nope.
Hit a home run? --- I was actually damn good at baseball.
Felt like killing someone? --- Me? Naw, I'm never angry.
Cross-dressed? --- I think nearly every woman can answer yes to this and it not be suprisng.
Been falling-down drunk? --- I barely walk sober.
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Ehhhhhhhhhhh
Eaten snake? --- I want to =3
Marched/Protested? --- I protest everything every day, but I don't think this is what they're asking for.
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- I had a pet lightbulb?
Puked on amusement ride? --- Nope. Got hella dizzy though.
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- Yes. McDonalds. =3 8 years MickeyD free! And generically just about all fast food. Might eat fastfood once a month.
Been in a band? --- Yes...it was a very horrible band.
Knitted? --- Crocheted
Been on TV? --- A couple times.
Shot a gun? --- "THIS IS MY BOOM STICK"
Skinny-dipped? --- ...mebbe...
Caused someone to need stitches? --- Unintentionally.
Ridden a surfboard? --- Where would I do this?
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- .....Mebbee...
Had surgery? --- I got my face stitched?
Streaked? --- Yes. Our dryer's on the back porch. All towels in dryer. Winter. Got onto pack porch. Back door locked. had to streak around the house...In the snow. No towel. They'd been removed and put on the couch. Pissed donk.
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- Yes, but was oddly not injured, infact no one was injured. Drama class was volunteered to "test" the hospital for an "emergency" so we got to be in a fake bus accident and flip out everywhere for no good reason.
Passed out when not drinking? --- I've gone to bed?
Peed on a bush? --- Eh when camping a girl has got to do what a girl has got to do.
Donated Blood? --- Nope, "IB Positive they ain't takin' my blood"
Grabbed electric fence? --- ......Fancy's gonna think I'm not classy and that I'm dumb.
Eaten alligator meat? --- YES! OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM.
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes, but not as omnom as alligator.
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Derr, I was a kid once.
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- I ran over a bunneh.
Peed your pants in public? --- No, can't say I have.
Written graffiti? --- Nope, but I can say I think some of it's really well done and often enjoy waiting on trains just to see all the graffiti on the cars.
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- Depends on who you ask. Mom thinks I love some one I shouldn't.
Think about the future? --- Yeah. Poorly but I do.
Been in handcuffs? --- ...Ahem. Mebbe.
Believe in love? --- I think I am.
? Yes I have!Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- I don't think it counts because he only recently added me on the big FB
Been arrested? --- Nope, not yet anyway ;3
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- Yes but that's a story for another day.
Slept in until 5 PM? --- I've taken a nap till then but not honestly for truly sleep.
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- School, yeaup. On my lunchbreak at work, yeaup...hell fell asleep once icing a donut. I get pretty sleep deprived at times.
Ran a red light? --- Seems like I do on accident atleast once a week.
Been suspended from school? --- Nope, I"m not quite that bad.
Experienced love at first sight? --- Nope. I don't think you can know love on sight.
Totaled your car in an accident? --- .....I don't want to talk about it.
Been fired from a job? --- I'm sure it's coming. But nope, not yet.
Fired somebody? --- Nope.
Sang karaoke? --- Ouhm...I sing alot but no karoke.
Pointed a gun at someone? --- ...no....you just..don't...geh not getting into gun politics.
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yeah.
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yeaup. Chunky donut milk.
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- And my eyes, and up my nose and in my ears.
Kissed in the rain? --- He's a pussy foot and won't go in the rain...so not yet.
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Eh, figuritivly speaking yes and no.
Seen someone die? --- No...nor do I want to.
Played spin-the-bottle? --- No....just...no....why?
Sang in the shower? --- .............Of course!
Smoked a cigar? --- Haha, yes, but they're a treat once a year or less. =3
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yeaup.
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- No....
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Nope, but only ever been in a pool a handful of times. Now the creek is a whole nother story.
Skipped school? --- Who didn't?
Eaten a bug? --- Nom nom nom nom
Sleepwalked? --- I sleep lie. Seriously, don't believe a damn thing I say when I'm asleep.
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Nope, was only at the ocean once, during the day.
Ridden a motorcycle? --- Do I look dumb?
Dumped someone? --- Eh....
Forgotten your anniversary? --- I have one of thoses?
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- I've been lucky the last two times. One, no officer I don't know how fast I was going my spedometer's broken. And two I might not have gone to Serens, but went home. Sleep driving yaaay.
Ridden on a helicopter? --- Ouhm....no?
Shaved your head? --- No, but I wanted to at one point.
Blacked out from drinking? --- Ouhm...drinking makes me sleepy, but not blacked out no.
Played a prank on someone? --- Nope.
Hit a home run? --- I was actually damn good at baseball.
Felt like killing someone? --- Me? Naw, I'm never angry.
Cross-dressed? --- I think nearly every woman can answer yes to this and it not be suprisng.
Been falling-down drunk? --- I barely walk sober.
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Ehhhhhhhhhhh
Eaten snake? --- I want to =3
Marched/Protested? --- I protest everything every day, but I don't think this is what they're asking for.
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- I had a pet lightbulb?
Puked on amusement ride? --- Nope. Got hella dizzy though.
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- Yes. McDonalds. =3 8 years MickeyD free! And generically just about all fast food. Might eat fastfood once a month.
Been in a band? --- Yes...it was a very horrible band.
Knitted? --- Crocheted
Been on TV? --- A couple times.
Shot a gun? --- "THIS IS MY BOOM STICK"
Skinny-dipped? --- ...mebbe...
Caused someone to need stitches? --- Unintentionally.
Ridden a surfboard? --- Where would I do this?
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- .....Mebbee...
Had surgery? --- I got my face stitched?
Streaked? --- Yes. Our dryer's on the back porch. All towels in dryer. Winter. Got onto pack porch. Back door locked. had to streak around the house...In the snow. No towel. They'd been removed and put on the couch. Pissed donk.
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- Yes, but was oddly not injured, infact no one was injured. Drama class was volunteered to "test" the hospital for an "emergency" so we got to be in a fake bus accident and flip out everywhere for no good reason.
Passed out when not drinking? --- I've gone to bed?
Peed on a bush? --- Eh when camping a girl has got to do what a girl has got to do.
Donated Blood? --- Nope, "IB Positive they ain't takin' my blood"
Grabbed electric fence? --- ......Fancy's gonna think I'm not classy and that I'm dumb.
Eaten alligator meat? --- YES! OMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM.
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes, but not as omnom as alligator.
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Derr, I was a kid once.
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- I ran over a bunneh.
Peed your pants in public? --- No, can't say I have.
Written graffiti? --- Nope, but I can say I think some of it's really well done and often enjoy waiting on trains just to see all the graffiti on the cars.
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- Depends on who you ask. Mom thinks I love some one I shouldn't.
Think about the future? --- Yeah. Poorly but I do.
Been in handcuffs? --- ...Ahem. Mebbe.
Believe in love? --- I think I am.
Day 6....
General | Posted 15 years agoWhelp it's been nearly a week since I've seen my man and I'm going through withdrawls. And no folks I don't just mean nookie cookie cravings.
I honest to goodness miss him. I don't sleep right at night, the only reprieve I've had has been when he gives me a call before bed and I can slip away listening to his drowsy voice.
Eh, call me a romantic.
Today though I'm taking charge.
I'm making some home made goodies, Peanut Butter Fudge and BlackBerry cobbler, to trade to get him back. XD
Hopefully I'll have my Hozz back soon.
I'm past the whining part of this, now it's just a waiting to have him back. So...Lets see how much longer it takes!
And thanks to you guys out there who've talked to me and kept me company and entertained while he's been out. It's been real helpful. With out you guys I would've more down than I have been. Like I said, I'm done being down now.
Gotta keep my chin up.
Gotta draw more porn.
XD
Laterz folks and thanks!
I honest to goodness miss him. I don't sleep right at night, the only reprieve I've had has been when he gives me a call before bed and I can slip away listening to his drowsy voice.
Eh, call me a romantic.
Today though I'm taking charge.
I'm making some home made goodies, Peanut Butter Fudge and BlackBerry cobbler, to trade to get him back. XD
Hopefully I'll have my Hozz back soon.
I'm past the whining part of this, now it's just a waiting to have him back. So...Lets see how much longer it takes!
And thanks to you guys out there who've talked to me and kept me company and entertained while he's been out. It's been real helpful. With out you guys I would've more down than I have been. Like I said, I'm done being down now.
Gotta keep my chin up.
Gotta draw more porn.
XD
Laterz folks and thanks!
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General | Posted 15 years agohttp://www.watchtail.com/view.php?v=Sarcy
Sarcy's Afternoon Delight (Streaming: Offline)
General | Posted 15 years agohttp://www.watchtail.com/view.php?v=Sarcy
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Thanks to those who showed and spent the afternoon with me!
Taste...something I don't have.
General | Posted 15 years agoI must be missing Hozz.
Husky, fat, hairy, green, Ogre types are looking appealing.
I guess in other words I do find it interesting what appeal we find in certain body types.
Personally I prefer men who are well...manly. Muscly arms and legs with a belly and lots of fuzz.
Okay I'ma hush now and finish my movie.
In other words I might be comparing Hozz to Shrek. He should be so lucky XD
Husky, fat, hairy, green, Ogre types are looking appealing.
I guess in other words I do find it interesting what appeal we find in certain body types.
Personally I prefer men who are well...manly. Muscly arms and legs with a belly and lots of fuzz.
Okay I'ma hush now and finish my movie.
In other words I might be comparing Hozz to Shrek. He should be so lucky XD
Happy New Year
General | Posted 15 years agoIt's about all you get.
Alot of us look forward to a shiny New Year and hope for the best.
I know the next Year for us is going to start off on the rocks, and we're hanging on a thread wondering if it will get any better.
For those of you starting off on a new foot, Congratulations and The Best of Luck.
For those of us who aren't...well Let's hang on and hope for the best.
Maybe life will get better.
Alot of us look forward to a shiny New Year and hope for the best.
I know the next Year for us is going to start off on the rocks, and we're hanging on a thread wondering if it will get any better.
For those of you starting off on a new foot, Congratulations and The Best of Luck.
For those of us who aren't...well Let's hang on and hope for the best.
Maybe life will get better.
Eh, could I get some advice?
General | Posted 15 years agoOkay so, you all know my work's been shit if you've kept up any at all with me.
Well recently we got a little turn around in management so there has been an improvement.
But schedules are still wonktastic and stuff.
Now say doing the bread bake or the donut crew position relies heavily on what was pulled the day before for you to bake/glaze/prepare in the morning, right? If you did not do that job the day before, can you really be held responsible if the right things or enough was there for you to put out? I could see it if say we pulled everything for ourselves etc and did the same position 5 days a week that accountability could be held, or if what we did on a daily basis didn't rely on what was done the day before.
I've been threatened with termination twice this week for two jobs I didn't perform the day before or really any day the rest of the week, but I've been told it's my responsibility to make sure they're done right, when I'm not even in that position daily. What am I supposed to do? Stand over my fellow associates and hound them? Do what I was supposed to do that day instead AND go back and redo their jobs so my ass isn't grass?
I've debated calling and taking this situation higher up the management chain because this harassment and issue runs clear to the top of my particular store, but I've always heard he who calls home office finds himself jobless. But I don't think at this point...if I want to hold a job, there's a lot else for me to do. I know I'll more or less get laughed at or what have you because recently company policy was majorly changed and really no longer protects the employee, which makes me think Union time, but there is none, and any trying to form would be squarshed.
I donno.
I'm more or less venting before I go into that hell hole. By myself to do 3 different positions and starting all of them 1-2 hours late and if they're not done on time my ass will be grass.
Well recently we got a little turn around in management so there has been an improvement.
But schedules are still wonktastic and stuff.
Now say doing the bread bake or the donut crew position relies heavily on what was pulled the day before for you to bake/glaze/prepare in the morning, right? If you did not do that job the day before, can you really be held responsible if the right things or enough was there for you to put out? I could see it if say we pulled everything for ourselves etc and did the same position 5 days a week that accountability could be held, or if what we did on a daily basis didn't rely on what was done the day before.
I've been threatened with termination twice this week for two jobs I didn't perform the day before or really any day the rest of the week, but I've been told it's my responsibility to make sure they're done right, when I'm not even in that position daily. What am I supposed to do? Stand over my fellow associates and hound them? Do what I was supposed to do that day instead AND go back and redo their jobs so my ass isn't grass?
I've debated calling and taking this situation higher up the management chain because this harassment and issue runs clear to the top of my particular store, but I've always heard he who calls home office finds himself jobless. But I don't think at this point...if I want to hold a job, there's a lot else for me to do. I know I'll more or less get laughed at or what have you because recently company policy was majorly changed and really no longer protects the employee, which makes me think Union time, but there is none, and any trying to form would be squarshed.
I donno.
I'm more or less venting before I go into that hell hole. By myself to do 3 different positions and starting all of them 1-2 hours late and if they're not done on time my ass will be grass.
Life is all very surreal, especially when it just begins.
General | Posted 15 years agoInfact this whole weeks been a roller coaster.
First half of the week I get dragged into the office at work like a delinquent student into the principal's office. I had to wait outside because management couldn't get their shit together and then upon being pulled into the office am told, while I'm not management, I'm be reprimanded for the job performance in the bakery and none of it is my responsibility. Ugh and oivey, yanno? So after a screaming match with my management on how they were questioning my integrity and plenty of other shit. More or less, no matter what I do I'm fucked there.
...and then things got hectic, but I'm pleasantly distracted.
My sister (not by blood, but being an only child, she's the closest thing I've got) went into labor late Wednesday night. She had her little boy early Friday morning. He's about six weeks early, so it's a little nerve racking and exciting. Since I live near the hospital she's in I'm sort of her gopher for the outside. With they way my life has been the last few weeks it's been really nice to have some one else's life and stress to focus on. Earlier this week feels like it's eons ago. And I love it. Though I know it will all come to an end when her and the little one get out of the hospital and life goes back to normal.
I just felt very surreal and out of place though the last few days. Hell a few minutes ago I was sitting on my couch, hunched over a baby seat, getting it put together for her and things and reading manuals for it and such. She hadn't had any of it, planning to get all of it with her Christmas bonus. So I had to go and order/get her things and have them shipped to my place for convenience. I got mildly frustrated with a part of the buckling thing and sort of zoned out and realized how out of place I felt fiddling with this piece of furniture for something so small.
It felt like my shoulders were a mile wide and I was this large, hulking, graceless thing trying to make something work for a little one. I donno it was surreal feeling.
I've visited with her while she's fed the baby and prior to labor and after (She did not want an audience for the experience and I don't blame her). She, though miss-dressed, tired, sore, whiney, and exhausted seems much more fit and graceful a specimen of woman than I. I don't know how to explain it, I'm not so much jealous, but it would be the right word I guess. It seems very surreal that life is moving when it seems like it's standing still sometimes. I wouldn't say I'm jealous of her situation or that I would want a child (I'm not ready for that part of my life, nor am I sure I ever will be it might just have to be a happy accident).
So I will dump my brain on you guys since
has been out of town for the whole ordeal, and didn't get in till two hours before he had to be up for work and is gonna sleep when he gets home. I don't want to pester him just yet but I needed to think...I guess out loud isn't the right word but you guys get the idea.
First half of the week I get dragged into the office at work like a delinquent student into the principal's office. I had to wait outside because management couldn't get their shit together and then upon being pulled into the office am told, while I'm not management, I'm be reprimanded for the job performance in the bakery and none of it is my responsibility. Ugh and oivey, yanno? So after a screaming match with my management on how they were questioning my integrity and plenty of other shit. More or less, no matter what I do I'm fucked there.
...and then things got hectic, but I'm pleasantly distracted.
My sister (not by blood, but being an only child, she's the closest thing I've got) went into labor late Wednesday night. She had her little boy early Friday morning. He's about six weeks early, so it's a little nerve racking and exciting. Since I live near the hospital she's in I'm sort of her gopher for the outside. With they way my life has been the last few weeks it's been really nice to have some one else's life and stress to focus on. Earlier this week feels like it's eons ago. And I love it. Though I know it will all come to an end when her and the little one get out of the hospital and life goes back to normal.
I just felt very surreal and out of place though the last few days. Hell a few minutes ago I was sitting on my couch, hunched over a baby seat, getting it put together for her and things and reading manuals for it and such. She hadn't had any of it, planning to get all of it with her Christmas bonus. So I had to go and order/get her things and have them shipped to my place for convenience. I got mildly frustrated with a part of the buckling thing and sort of zoned out and realized how out of place I felt fiddling with this piece of furniture for something so small.
It felt like my shoulders were a mile wide and I was this large, hulking, graceless thing trying to make something work for a little one. I donno it was surreal feeling.
I've visited with her while she's fed the baby and prior to labor and after (She did not want an audience for the experience and I don't blame her). She, though miss-dressed, tired, sore, whiney, and exhausted seems much more fit and graceful a specimen of woman than I. I don't know how to explain it, I'm not so much jealous, but it would be the right word I guess. It seems very surreal that life is moving when it seems like it's standing still sometimes. I wouldn't say I'm jealous of her situation or that I would want a child (I'm not ready for that part of my life, nor am I sure I ever will be it might just have to be a happy accident).
So I will dump my brain on you guys since
has been out of town for the whole ordeal, and didn't get in till two hours before he had to be up for work and is gonna sleep when he gets home. I don't want to pester him just yet but I needed to think...I guess out loud isn't the right word but you guys get the idea.And here I thought things would get better...
General | Posted 15 years agoTwo of my shit-tastic managers either quit or stepped down from their positions. This pleases me.
But things are still in a shit storm/the can for the next few weeks.
So I'm gritting my teeth to try to bare it but I would much rather do some damage. I sometimes wish when people were angry we gained some scary appearance like snarling teeth or something instead of just a knitted brow. I much dislike it not being known I'm pissed and would like to eat some one's face.
In other news, I've come to the final decision I really, really dislike the term "Mate".
It sounds dumb. I usually don't mind what kind of vernacular some one uses, but that is one word that always made me weird and uncomfortable when people referred to their significant other as their "mate". To me it feels like all the care, and love, and romanticism has been taken out of the relationship and made it into something simply sexual, breeding or other wise. I donno. It's always irked me. That is all.
I'm going to go crawl into bed and hope I feel better in a few hours. Even violent video games have not improved my mood so, I'm going to go see if moping will. XD I doubt severely that it will either, but I'm willing to give anything a try,
Also, I'm going to have to make some decisions with my life, and I don't want to. Donk doesn't do well with change, and I'm not sure where I want to go.
Other Commissions:
1. MirandaArqayla - Full Color Image
2. AnimeAmy & ponyponypony - 70 Page Sketchbook
3. el3ctrophr34k - 70 page Sketchbook
4. Viper45 - 70 page Sketchbook
50 Sketch Commissions! Anything goes. Up to Two characters. Smut, clean you name it. $10
28. Maltoran
29. Abakan -
30. MirandaArqayla -
31. MirandaArqayla -
32. KatMaxis -
33. FancyMissLady -
34. FancyMissLady -
And so on and so forth....as this is a start.
But things are still in a shit storm/the can for the next few weeks.
So I'm gritting my teeth to try to bare it but I would much rather do some damage. I sometimes wish when people were angry we gained some scary appearance like snarling teeth or something instead of just a knitted brow. I much dislike it not being known I'm pissed and would like to eat some one's face.
In other news, I've come to the final decision I really, really dislike the term "Mate".
It sounds dumb. I usually don't mind what kind of vernacular some one uses, but that is one word that always made me weird and uncomfortable when people referred to their significant other as their "mate". To me it feels like all the care, and love, and romanticism has been taken out of the relationship and made it into something simply sexual, breeding or other wise. I donno. It's always irked me. That is all.
I'm going to go crawl into bed and hope I feel better in a few hours. Even violent video games have not improved my mood so, I'm going to go see if moping will. XD I doubt severely that it will either, but I'm willing to give anything a try,
Also, I'm going to have to make some decisions with my life, and I don't want to. Donk doesn't do well with change, and I'm not sure where I want to go.
Other Commissions:
1. MirandaArqayla - Full Color Image
2. AnimeAmy & ponyponypony - 70 Page Sketchbook
3. el3ctrophr34k - 70 page Sketchbook
4. Viper45 - 70 page Sketchbook
50 Sketch Commissions! Anything goes. Up to Two characters. Smut, clean you name it. $10
28. Maltoran
29. Abakan -
30. MirandaArqayla -
31. MirandaArqayla -
32. KatMaxis -
33. FancyMissLady -
34. FancyMissLady -
And so on and so forth....as this is a start.
Streaming! In the AM !
General | Posted 15 years agoCome on in folks, the water's fine. =3
http://www.watchtail.com/view.php?v=Sarcy
Other Commissions:
1. MirandaArqayla - Full Color Image
2. AnimeAmy & ponyponypony - 70 Page Sketchbook
3. el3ctrophr34k - 70 page Sketchbook
4. Viper45 - 70 page Sketchbook
50 Sketch Commissions! Anything goes. Up to Two characters. Smut, clean you name it. $10
28. Maltoran
29. Abakan -
30. MirandaArqayla -
31. MirandaArqayla -
32. KatMaxis -
33. FancyMissLady -
34. FancyMissLady -
And so on and so forth....as this is a start.
Can I just go back to bed and pretend it didn't happen.
General | Posted 15 years agoWhat a day.
Nerve racking at work on principal I had to more or less tell my bosses what to do. Fine line to walk there.
Go to lunch, and right prior get a call from my Mother sayin' my Aunt's been in the hospital since the night before. Nothing..well..it's serious obviously she's in the hospital, but nothing to flip out over. Just apendisitus but there are things that can still go wrong etc, ya know.
The boy's little brother was in a wreck (nobody hurt).
Isn't a bad day, but damn if it ain't good.
Wish it'd hurry up and be over.
Other Commissions:
1. MirandaArqayla - Full Color Image
2. AnimeAmy & ponyponypony - 70 Page Sketchbook
3. el3ctrophr34k - 70 page Sketchbook
4. Viper45 - 70 page Sketchbook
50 Sketch Commissions! Anything goes. Up to Two characters. Smut, clean you name it. $10
28. Maltoran
29. Abakan -
30. MirandaArqayla -
31. MirandaArqayla -
32. KatMaxis -
33. FancyMissLady -
34. FancyMissLady -
And so on and so forth....as this is a start.
Nerve racking at work on principal I had to more or less tell my bosses what to do. Fine line to walk there.
Go to lunch, and right prior get a call from my Mother sayin' my Aunt's been in the hospital since the night before. Nothing..well..it's serious obviously she's in the hospital, but nothing to flip out over. Just apendisitus but there are things that can still go wrong etc, ya know.
The boy's little brother was in a wreck (nobody hurt).
Isn't a bad day, but damn if it ain't good.
Wish it'd hurry up and be over.
Other Commissions:
1. MirandaArqayla - Full Color Image
2. AnimeAmy & ponyponypony - 70 Page Sketchbook
3. el3ctrophr34k - 70 page Sketchbook
4. Viper45 - 70 page Sketchbook
50 Sketch Commissions! Anything goes. Up to Two characters. Smut, clean you name it. $10
28. Maltoran
29. Abakan -
30. MirandaArqayla -
31. MirandaArqayla -
32. KatMaxis -
33. FancyMissLady -
34. FancyMissLady -
And so on and so forth....as this is a start.
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