Just a heads up, I started a short term go fund me thingy. I want to create an elsa outfit for the kids this saturday but all I need is fabric to make a skirt, cover the corset, and a cape. It would be $30 at most. So if youc like to make a donation just let me know.

I have to work at colossalcon this weekend at sandusky, Ohio and the person I work for can only afford my gas up there and my room. I have no money for food or extra gas or emergency money. Usually I don't do this but if any one is willing to send some money whether it $5 or up I'll take it. I just need a little push. I understand everyone has problems but I have a bad feeling about this. If you can't I understand. You can send via PayPal to villelovesme1st@yahoo.com. Thanks for listening.

Bombfox Sasha

Bout 6 am Thursday I was having abdominal pain so I was continuously going to the bathroom. But about 8 am I started to have rectal bleeding. Nothing but liquid blood. As the morning progressed the pain got worse and worse and ended up vomiting several times. Thank Gawd my husband was home. He called off and took me to the ER and his mother met me there. I love him so much. The pain was near unbearable.
Turns out I had a peptic ulcer that may have burst causing blood to come out and build up in the lower abdominal area (causing the pain). Now I'm taking three meds and on bed rest till Sunday. If I am still bleeding by Monday I will have to go in for a colonoscopy and they will have to cartarize the ulcers. So any type of support from friends is nice. :) I'll keep you guys updated.

I am going to Great Lakes Fur Con. So yea. Hope to see some of you there this weekend!

http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1050363.html

Are you a fan of Monster Hunter? Like traditional artwork?
Check out my husbands auction on Furbuy and bid away!
25 incredible pieces needing a new home.

I'm just looking around and just curious. I have a furhead, but I'm looking to get Sasha a realistic head. Wanting to see who is open for commissions and prices.

So I know what my uncle means by "its just another day" when it comes to the have a birthday. After 21 it doesn't really matter. I have lost that excitement. I don't know why but I do.

Went to the fair with  lightpaws and got quite a few pictures and fursuiters riding mechanical bulls? Better believe it! Then we went to the Casino, had a drink, and won $80 and started with $7! HELL YEA! Now we are looking to move soon due to work and personal life. Fun stuff! See you on the other side! (Video and Pictures soon to come!)

Oh another awesome thing...I'LL BE 22 IN 4 DAYS! WOOT!

After looking at the old artist beware post on Jordan and I, some people realized our side and misunderstanding (or to be more accurate a bitch who wouldn't understand or be patient), I found out the artist I bought from is nolonger on FA and as far as I can tell, no longer sells art. Jordan and I however, are glad that we can once again commission and not be denied due to that piece of shit journal. Thank you to all that have given us a chance and did a couple pieces for us in the last couple months even though it wasn't a lot.

IFC was a FUCKING blast. I met ALOT of new furs, got to have a drink with Kage and got to chat with him and 2 grypgon and Firr, got to meet some awesome band members (you know who you are), and I'll never forget when 2 grypgon made our improve on whose lion awkward by making me and my friend have fake sex on the Titanic while it's assessment was sticking in the air.

It was my first contact as an actual fur and it was unbelievable. My first contact was two years ago when I discovered it thanks to my friend-now-husband. That's when I decided to be a furry and my grandma (who is basically my mother and I love her to death) said if I got in the lifestyle, she would disown me. So I decided been a closet fur for two years until uncles Kage told his story during IFC and it changed everything. Told my grandma the story, and she apologized and now I don't have to hide it.

It was, for some reason, a liberating experience. Thank you guys for getting to know us and I hope to see you at Furlaxation.

Well things are a little rough financially but hopefully things will be looking up soon. My son turned 1 two weeks ago and boy is he wearing me out. He is starting to learn to walk. Jordan and I will be attending GenCon and IFC but won't be able to spend barely anything unless a miracle happens.

Our lease is up on August 9th and will possibly be moving to Ohio. Tired of this state, this apartment complex and other certain reasons. The place we are thinking of going is beautiful and the housing is cheaper and the people are much better.

So hopefully that goes well and no more shit will happen.

Ok after reading this very old (I believe over a year old) artist beware post, I just want to thank my watchers and friends for still being here.

I read more comments that were made months ago that people understood what happened and that now I am able to commission again without being questioned or denied, I'm glad I can still gain more watches and friends. I gives me a little glimmer of hope in this fandom. Still I believe there is TOO much drama and try to eliminate it as much as possible, I'm blessed to have some awesome furry friends.

Jordan and I are going to IFC. Pretty excited especially as my mate might be staying and going as well. We won't stay at the hotel though seeing as we live 30 min away. But woot! Can't wait!

I am interested in possibly get a couple of commissions done. two artworks and a badge done. I do not have a lot of money but if anyone is up to it note me or comment on this journal.

Second, my old xbox is done. It won't push the cd tray out for some reason. I still play old games (for nostalgic reaason) so if anyone has one of the first xbox's and don't want it or will sell for a cheap price please let me know.

Thanks

I know I haven't got to everyone but for those who started watching me lately thank you so much. It's good to know there are still furries who are willing to get to know me. I decided I am going to stay a furry and not leave thanks to a special someone.

Now to the point. I have gotten a couple notes from people about my current relationship status. Yes I am married and yes I have a mate who I am not married to. First off, no I didn't just meet my mate I have known him for almost two years now and he is a great person and have WAY too much in common in pop cultures and views of things. Second, my husband is perfectly comfortable with it or else I wouldn't do anything else. Third, I don't give a shit. I am in a open marriage or a married polyamourous relationship. However you put it, if you don't like what I am involved in, that's your choice. Don't be noting me saying " You are an unfaithful wife and your husband should leave you". It's none of your god damn business what I do. It's not your life. It's mine. And to be honest I am damn happy with my life with my two men and I would do anything for them in my power. I love them very deeply and will till the end of my time. And if anyone does anything to jeopardize that relationship or do anything to my mates, you better expect a mad fox on your ass. And to the other people who don't like that I'm bisexual...just shut the hell up and get over it. Welcome to 2013.

Now that I am done ranting, life is getting better. Maybe soon enough I can quit one of my two jobs and things will get better. I am living day by day and hopefully things will change. Once again thanks to all who have watched me and thanks for the awesome comments! Later!

So yea, I was originally going to go to a HIM concert in Chicago and it was canceled. So I took my vacation to Ohio instead (cause I fucking needed one), to see my friend. I got there and I got to try on my new fursuit head and was shown a lot of places. The first day we went to two parks and got photos of some awesome photos. And then we went to buffalo wild wings for dinner and met two more furs who were fucking hilarious. Then we went to a Karaoke sushi bar and had to deal with terrible singing people but enjoyed our time and blew people away with my singing. Then went back to the house and barely slept. I was planning to leave the next day but I said to my self "what the hell? I'll enjoy some more vacation time" so  lightpaws and I went around town, he made me an amazing chicken dinner with corn, and had ice cream. Then we came back and watched all three back to the furtures. (actually he fell asleep during the second one and i fell asleep to the third one.) The next morning we woke up and had lunch at Wendy's. He also go to see me get aggravated with bill crap. We went back after having lunch and watched a bunch of fox videos and I had to depart. I'm not gonna lie I was kinda heartbroken I had to leave and cried for a good half hour, but I had the best weekend I've had in a long time. Then as soon as I crossed the state line problems started again...asshats. Was stuck in traffic for 45 min and was completely parked on the highway for 6 of it. Then family just sucks ass (not gonna even start). I would ave given anything to have my fox or wolf with me. But I'm home and I have some great memories now. :)

The End

Oh yea, I was also pulled over for going 80 in a 65. Tee Hee. I was only a half hour from my vacation spot. lol

For those who watch and know what LOGO is, tune in tonight to That Sex Show. You might see a familiar face. ;)

What it says above. I am now Danielle Joan Ayres

Four more days, shitty roommates are moving out, honeymoon is still on. I'm pretty fucking happy!

Holy Fuck! One more week till I'm Danielle Ayres..................FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. This is gonna be the longest week in my entire life.

You know, a lot of shit has happened and I REALLY don't appreciate it.

 terraformer has done so much for some people and all that's happened is he has no one and neither do I. I understand some terrible things have happened over the last year, but that doesn't give permission to spread rumors, treat us like shit, and drop the friendships. I'm very angry and cannot be silent anymore. This isn't fair. I'm very upset and terraformer is upset. We don't understand what we did. People do change and for DAMN sure terraformer has. He is a lot more adult and has sacrificed a lot not only for me, but for his son and his past friends. We understand the circumstances that happened were terrible at times, but they were out of our control and nothing can be done to change the past. We are still fighting with people to make the wrong things right. Also he doesn't get to talk or hang out as much because of his job. he works ten hours a day only getting one day off and he spends it with me and his family. But when he does talk to people he gets shut out and gets a cold shoulder. Silence and disregard hurts more than insults and slaps.

I'm gonna end this journal by saying this: The past is the past. Now GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND GROW UP!

I have currently 3 dresses I absolutely need to sell. Below are the links for them.

Prom dress one: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8739190/

Prom dress 2: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8739199/

Wedding dress: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8739240/

Please let me know if interested in a note. Me and  terraformer are struggling financially.

lets see how many people can name the things being referenced

me and  terraformer have decided to get married this fall. HOLY SHIT!!! ^-^

this is a re-post of  foxenawolf's journal. This breaks my heart that some people can be so cruel and heartless. Hope these kids get a beating or something good. I know if my kid did something like this...lord have mercy on his soul. I have been bullied like this and I'm sure a lot of others in the community have too just for being different from other people. This is the type of bullying that leads to depression and to drive some people to suicide. I hope this woman gets justice and a good retirement.

"This woman needs a bloody vacation, and a much better paying job:

http://www.indiegogo.com/loveforkarenhklein

I could barely watch 3 minutes of this before i was crying and wanted to kill someone. This is the kind of relentless bullying *I* went through when I was a kid. It's cruel, its relentless and this poor old woman didn't deserve it and no-one does. "

I just had sex while listening to Nightwish and came 11 freaking times!!!! BEST NIGHT EVER!!!!!