My life honestly feels in ruin. School is kicking my ass, and I cannot handle it because of my latest bullshit.
Someone I cared about stabbed me in the back, and intentionally destroyed what happiness was left in me lately, and he did it all on purpose.
My mental state is completely bare minimum, and I"m practically hanging on for dear life at the moment, due to constant mental breakdowns and depression episodes, and I haven't had a happy thought in weeks. I know no one really gives a shit on here or anywhere, but this asshole knows who he is, and I wish you didn't exist anymore. You knew what you were doing and all I can do is hope karma kicks your ass for what you did to me.

My birthday is on the 28th, basically in 6 hours when I write this, but I may as well just say this as I need to rant a bit and get things across.

I do not see sex as a casual thing, nor will I ever. I reserve my body for my future soulmate, and will never willingly have "one night stands" or friends with benefits. These concepts so common in our society today disgust me, and I plan on blocking everyone with a differing opinion than my own. I do NOT want to know anyone who does any of these things as it is not good on my mental health and consciousness to have these thoughts in my head.

I will stick by my promise to block ALL After Dark (AD) accounts on Twitter I find and their FA counterparts, as I personally want to forget those assholes exist.

I WILL not tolerate any of this shit in my social life. I do not care if I should be "more accepting to other's opinions", "it's their life, not yours". My own therapist said for my mental sake, to avoid all contact with these individuals, as in fear of another mental breakdown leading to self harm.

If you fall under any of these categories, please unfollow me, and just leave me alone. I don't want your disgusting life to affect mine, please. I already have 500 blocks on FA, 7k blocks on steam, 15k blocks on Twitter, and over 500 muted words on Twitter. I do this for my mental wellbeing, deal with it.

Edit: Sadly I lost the case. I just need to vet artists more.

In PMs, I'll notify friends to avoid the artist, so please be careful.

I've decided to make a Ko-Fi as before school begins I'm quitting work, for my personal wellbeing and mental health It's for the bets to focus solely on school.

Feel free to donate any amount really, as I'll use it for food, clothes, books, and any design projects I need to do. Also I want to start not eating cup ramen every day of my life.

http://ko-fi.com/sashkasukamo

So, after some demand by people, and since someone already stole the @ I use on telegram, I got a Twitter. I'll use it to try and update schoolwork, and get more art coming in~ I'll try to constantly browse FA, but I may find more opportunities locked away by visiting Twitter, also I just want to ensure no one steals another handle.

For those wanting to follow, I'm [at]SashkaSukamo

Today has been kinda awful for me, having an awful run-in with a fur woth views I don't support in any shape or form, and I let him get to me and just ruin my day.

I do want help for this sorta shit, so I'm hoping someone can provide advice.

Feel free to Note me for my telegram if you wanna help...

I'm so excited to announce that I've been accepted into the BAGD Program at Digipen Institute. I'm new to journals, so I thought I'd make this my first one. I'm hyped as all hell and I'm excited for the first real chapter in my life.