i'm going to be copy + pasting this from Instagram!!:

As much as I DONT want to do this my situation has changed. Last week I only made $500 for the whole week bc my job was slow- we're a third party contract company that gets unit pay so I'm paid per project as opposed to hourly. This is a double edged sword bc I can either have REALLY good checks or lousy checks. The company that we get work from was mainly on vacation last week so they didn't have much work coming in for us. The check Im getting paid tonight is a lousy check. This USUALLY isn't too big of an issue but this is my rent check. All my other bills are paid except my $1599.00 rent. I'd originally planned for this! I'd asked my mom to help me with Januarys rent for Christmas and that's all I wanted. And she was going to! However!! Her washer and dryer both conveniently broke/piping is clogged/something happened in the utility room that made her have to pay for a new washer and dryer AND for someone to come and dig up the yard and fix the plumbing.

Because of this, she's no longer able to help me with rent. On the 30th we got a fun little email saying the online portal will be down til we hear from this apparently new leasing management...I used the portal to split rent into one 1000 payment on the first and one 600 payment on the 15th of every month. And now I can't. So they're expected full rent as a money order by the 5th of this month.

So not only did they fuck me over but the whole complex is PISSED. Understandably. But little we can do about it. Even moreso the 5th lands on a Sunday this month...so really that means I have to have a 1600 money order given to the leasing office by THIS Saturday.

I'd been struggling for weeks because of slow season + getting sick and now this...not a good way to start 2025 but at least (?) I'm alive.

ANYWAYS. Now that y'all know the backstory this is where I say my commissions are URGENTLY open. I need to try to make $600 by Saturday or risk having to pay $75 a day + rent for every day I'm late. Plus a blow to my credit score which I've worked my ass off getting to the high 600s.

Please hmu if you'd like a commission! I will absolutely respond asap to each message I receive this time, no excuses. It's time for me to work my ass off. Every comm is PWYW and custom designs start at $50

I also do nsfw, sfw, furry (not feral tho) and humans. Fanart etc (please no real people at this time). I also do animal portraits starting at 100. Lemme know if you need to see any examples of anything that may not be on my insta page! I will be cross posting this to every social media I own. Thank you for reading and may your 2025s be off to a better start 😔

If you want to be an angel and just donate you may do so https://ko-fi.com/saccharinesweet though it's absolutely not required!!!

Official instagram post + proof: https://www.instagram.com/p/DEVpeC9.....K/?img_index=1

My fA isn't up to date on my art and I'm sorry for that- pls go to my insta to see more ;; w;;

Hate doing it because I actually had my life in order til very recently. Had a job, was doing fine financially. And then covid happened AGAIN and I had to terminate my job. Now I'm -50 dollars in my bank account and very worried about how I'm going to get it.

Everyone is going through shit right now though...and I feel better slightly to job search again but I've had no luck...either rejections or hearing nothing back. I've posted commission info everywhere but I haven't had luck other than the two I'm currently working on. Life just seems to be getting more and more shitty for everyone and I wish we'd have some kind of miracle or break...It's so exhausting...

I hope everyone here has been holding up as best you can.

Commissions very much so open; here's the link of current prices and whatnot and much more examples on: https://twitter.com/zoom_punchy

Please DM me there or PM me here if you're interested. I'll take just about anything I can right now.

i really hate that i've been making these statuses lately. but november has been...the roughest month i think i've ever imagined.

we lost our pet rattie on the first. brucie on the 9th. dante on the 11th. but...of all things i didn't expect to lose my grandmother. on thanksgiving...

grams gave her life as a worker in the hospital to make sure things were organized and to protect people from covid. she was no longer a nurse but i know she saved lives. no one was able to save hers.

she died alone in her home. i dont know when she died exactly, but we found out on the holiday. after id just got done telling everyone she kicked covid's ass...because thats what i think she wanted us to believe. it all happened so fast...

id seen her last very recently before she was positive for covid (we did our repercussions- never hugged, didn't get too close). she just wanted to eat lunch with her granddaughter. she wanted to give me a halloween gift because thats the type of lady she was. she always gave me gifts for every holiday- valentines, halloween, christmas...didn't matter which. no matter what kind of day i had, when i was with her everything was okay.

the woman was obsessed with the greatest showman. she'd gone to see it multiple times before the world went to shit; had the cd that shed overplayed countless times in her car to where it skipped and was scratched. shed never get over how hugh jackman could go from burly buff fighting man to an amazing, graceful vocalist. she loved it so much.

when we were younger i asked her what her favorite animal was and she said flamingos. so i took that to heart and remembered it for this long.

we didn't have the best home situation then...and i lived with her, my brother and my mom for the beginning part of my life. i slept on top of her on an old recliner, covered snug with a throw blanket. we had no a/c, just a fan. one night i peed on her in my sleep and the first thing she did when it woke her up was ask me if it was me or her that peed. it helped my embarrassment. she cleaned us off and we went back to bed.

she read to my elementary school classes a lot. in different voices that once humiliated me but id give anything to hear them again... she made me into the cat in the hat during dr. suess' birthday and i thought i was the coolest kid. she made reading fun, made learning fun. took me to the small public library to read for hours and do after school activities.

as an adult, she still stayed close to me. still wanted to come over. make sure i was fed. wanted to go to the movies with me. we were looking forward to watching the pixar movie Soul this christmas. there was so so much i wanted to do still...i mean, she was only 70. just turned 70. and despite having type 2 diabetes that caused a foot amputation, she worked her ass off for her family.

nothing will ever be the same again...at the cost of expenses and being safe during quarantine, we opted out of a viewing and a service and just cremated her. we'd think she'd have preferred that. we're going to each take a little bit of her ashes and spread them during vacations or get them made into something to always keep her close to us. i dont know what exactly, but i'm gonna keep that smaller glass blown object made with her ashes and put it in a music box that plays a song from the greatest showman when i can afford to. i think she would have loved that.



im rambling a lot. i haven't yet come to terms with this loss...this has been the biggest one for me. she was a respectable, kind, loving woman. she'd sacrifice anything for her family. and im damn proud i was lucky enough to be her granddaughter.



the takeaway from this that im hoping you'll read: the tl'dr of sorts: don't take covid lightly. especially during this holiday season. it's not worth losing anyone. wear a fucking mask. i dont care if people make fun of you- they're the ones that are selfish. no, my mind will not change. i lost the one true amount of sunshine i had in my family because of this fuckin bullshit. im livid. im hurt. i feel shattered. just please...for a stranger you hardly know on the internet- do me a favor. take care of yourself. stay safe. take care of your loved ones. tell a family member you love them, especially if you haven't in a while. give them a call, a text, hell write them a letter. remember that family isn't necessarily blood- it's those you meet along the way as well.

im not religious. i dont know what i believe in. but if you do please...keep me and my family in your prayers...or whatever it is you do. we're a stubborn group. all my grandma wanted was to bring us all together and thats what she did. my mom held me and kissed me multiple times for the first time since i was a baby. my brother called me though crying, for the first time in months. my aunt checked up on me. all things that i can't remember the last time they happened.

i'll miss you so much grams...i love you with all my heart and being. whether you're watching over us or taking care of a new family now/living a new life- thank you for always being there for me.

Many things have happened in these past few weeks. Brucie and Dante passed away within 2 days of each other. Brucie at the vet, Dante in my arms at home. They were both 15/16 years old and lived long, happy lives. Unfortunately I have to pay for their bills. We haven't gotten the bills yet but I estimate about $300 total (which honestly isn't too bad for euthanizing and cremating) but alas I still haven't been able to find a job. I've honestly been too tired and depressed to try for a couple of days and all I've done is sleep. I'm in need of more finances for their bills, my rent, groceries, etc... So I'll take any commissions I can get. They're going to remain open til I find some sort of job.

Unlimited Slots

Turnover time within a couple days to a week (Illustrations may take up to a month)

Headshots:
$20 flat color
$25 full color

Half Body:
$35 flat color
$40 full color

Full Body:
$50 flat color
$60 full color

Binary Chibis:
$15

Illustrations:
$80+ (depending on detail and concept)

PWYW Sketches (start at $3; anything over $20 gets color)

Will Do: Humanoids, Furries, Feral, Etc, Sfw, NSFW (only if you're over 18), Mild Kinks

Will NOT Do: real life shipping, loli/shouta pedo bullshit, racist/homophobic/transphobic, more intense kinks like scat, etc

Death truly does come in 3s. Our rattie Pippin on the 1st, Brucie of lymphoma on the 9th and now Dante has passed peacefully on the 11th. We were gonna euthanize him when the vet opened in the morning but he wanted to go snuggled up in my arms before then. He battled with sarcoma and lasted longer than his vet predicted; a stubborn boy til the end. He lived a long 15 years and was loved by everyone he met (that he didn't attack).



I'll always have a huge place in my heart for my fat boi and I'm really happy that he had an impact on everyone that met him. He made quite a few people love cats and for that I'm grateful. Again, please hug and kiss all of your fur babies for me.

I'll be taking a small hiatus to recover and mourn my losses but I'll continue my art again shortly.



Fuck 2020.

So I went to the vet today expecting the worst case scenario to be amputation...but I got much worse.

Dante only has a limited time to live. The tumor was growing too fast and he had a few more masses in his chest...lungs. fluid filled them. There's not much I can do except medication to ease his pain until it's time for him to pass.

I'm a fucking torn mess right now. I honestly have no idea what to do...think... This cat's been with me through thick and thin. 15 amazing years with my absolute best friend. I love him so fucking much.

Please hug your pets tight today. Give them extra kisses for me.



To those who commissioned me, thank you. Give me time to recover a bit today and I'll get your art done as soon as possible and ill message them when I'm done. Other than that I'm not going to be very active for...a while. I'm sorry.

Hey guys! ; w; I hate to do this and I hate that I really suck at formatting to make these posts look pretty.

This may be long so I apologize and thank you if you read all the way through!

I have a cat named Dante. He's 15 years old and he's been my best friend/son ever since he was born. He got me through very hard times and I made a promise to him forever ago that I'd help give him the best life I could once we moved out. Long story short, we have a happy home but this year has taken a giant blow out of us. The latest by form of giving Dante a tumor on his arm. It's about the size of two US quarters side by side. When we did the x-rays the vet told me that it luckily wasn't attached to bone so it's not cancerous (hopefully)" and she gave me steroids in hopes the tumor would break down. Alas...3 weeks later and it hasn't. Dante has been limping this whole time and although he's eating, drinking, using the litterbox normally- it's starting to take a toll on him and he's been wheezing/catching his breath; I can only imagine from the pain. It breaks my heart.

We have a vet visit on Saturday and I'm braced for the worst case scenario of surgery- I will put myself in debt for this cat. Even if it's only for a couple more years, I can't let go yet. I just can't. Call me selfish but he's still so full of life. It would be different if he were suffering harder but he's so healthy outside of this tumor.

Unfortunately I've been pushed out of a job because of covid and despite over 50 applications, I haven't gotten an offer or an interview yet.

I'm prepared for this bill to be in the 1000s...and unfortunately rent is a good 700 in two weeks. I'm honestly terrified and I feel so hopeless. I basically need at least a good 2000 by the end of October if I want to pay this vet bill all the way plus rent and still have a little bit left for groceries.



SO ANYWAYS. In order to achieve this I'm offering my art. It might not be the greatest but it's helped me out of hard times before. I'm open for anything and everything- no matter the deadline.



https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EW_snumXkAA7AIE?format=jpg&name=4096x4096



Here's my commission sheet for 2020! I also have cheaper options such as $15 icons ($25 for paired characters) and also one tone sketch colors for $10 which you can find on my twitter!
https://twitter.com/zoom_punchy



I can draw anything- nsfw (only if youre 18+), gore, mecha, furry/anthro, canonXoc, etc

I WILL NOT draw- propaganda, anything racial/phobic of any sort, real life people being shipped. Here's some examples as well as my trello for queue times That is where I'll keep up to track with everyone's commissions and post wips! https://trello.com/b/0VKa7ljj/queue-2020

If interested please dm me or comment here! You can tell me what you're looking for and we'll work out a deal! I'll be more than happy to help. I also do Kofi if you're feeling super kind enough to donate (I'll still 100% draw for you). https://ko-fi.com/saccharinesweet

Thank you so so much for reading and if you commission me/share this, it would mean the absolute world to me.



Also- here is my son just to show him off. He's a cutie and I love my fat boi https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EjP3vc0UcAMXhmm?format=jpg&name=large

Hey guys! First of all I wanna thank you all for sticking around after all this time! I apologize for never really posting on here, I'm a lot more active on Twitter which is right here if you're interested in it:

https://twitter.com/zoom_punchy

Second of all, I decided to make a patreon last night! Mostly as a tip jar and it's not going to be paywall- just another way to support me if you'd like to and possible rewards for higher tiers!

https://www.patreon.com/zoompunchy

Finally, I also made a discord server to be a safe hangout for people to share their art and make friends. This is also where I'll be sharing more information about future art thingies. The link is here but please be sure to read the rules first!

https://discord.gg/fFXrSp


That's all for now! Thanks for reading and the continuous support! It really does mean the world to me no matter what. I'll try to upload stuff on here very soon! ❤️

happ birf to me im a whole 26 im gonna eat cake and drink a lil wine and eat good FOOD

i'm still doing the $5 doodle pool for BLM donations, even though the one I was working for has amazingly met its goals which can be found on my last journal!

however I do have a masterpost for my commission prices of this year over on my twitter right here: https://twitter.com/zoom_punchy/sta.....044967942?s=20

when i make a prettier price sheet guide ill upload an image but for now ive just been using that"

commissions are definitely open as i still....havent received any unemployment money and i still havent been able to go back to my job...."
i dont have a big queue right now either so the turnover rate is still pretty small- (a few days to a monthish depending on how big the project).

if youre interested feel free to note me at anytime/or if you have questions ill be more than happy to answer <3

other than that i hope youre all staying safe under these pandemics of covid and racism and youre all fighting the good fight!

hey everyone- im sure everyone everywhere knows the state of the world rn. im posting here to bring attention to something that hit extra close to home. protests are going on worldwide and its simply amazing
however, another victim has come out of the brutality in my home town and the story hasn't become as well known as the others. His name is David McAtee and he was known as the BBQ Man- he owned a restaurant called Yaya BBQ where cops ate for free...in the end a cop is what killed him. It's fuckin sickening. He didn nothing but stay peaceful in the protest and his body was left on the fuckin streets for hours.

It's an outrage. I'm livid along with everyone else.

I didn't know this man. The only similarities we had were that we live in Louisville and we like us some BBQ. Though the people responsible for his death were fired it's not enough. It's never enough. The cops' body cams were illegally turned off but there were witnesses and another unnecessary dead body in the end.

So! For this blackout tuesday I'm doing $5 one color tone doodles. If you're a black/brown creator/admirer of art and you buy one you get one free. If you're interested please comment here with your ref and tell me what color you'd like and what expression you want. Anything helps- even just sharing this, signing petitions, donating to any cause for BLM.

No lives matter until Black Lives Matter.

If you don't agree with this, my art ain't for you- kindly block me and move on. Here's the link with the examples and more detail:

https://twitter.com/zoom_punchy/sta.....910909952?s=20
https://twitter.com/zoom_punchy/sta.....910909952?s=20
https://twitter.com/zoom_punchy/sta.....910909952?s=20


I don't have much of a following and I'm certainly not very active or social anymore...but even if I only make $5-10 dollars it's more than I could prior.

(I've been unemployed since March 27th and I haven't received any money since the stimulus check that went straight to necessities. I've been broke cold for a couple of months so I can't donate what I'd really like to...I've signed so many petitions and share what I can on my twitter but there's never enough I alone can do. And it's frustrating. Despite not having money for groceries or anything my rent has been taken care of and I'd rather help with this now)

Hey guys! Unfortunately like many other people in the world rn I've lost my job temporarily. Which really sucks because I'm moving to my own place like...in a literal week. I filed unemployment and I'm pretty sure I qualify for the stimulus check which is great and all but seeing as I have no idea when I'll get that money, I've been doin me a sorta big stress. I'd like to buy a brand new bed since my old one is small creaky and old, and a lot of furniture that I desperately need. The rest I have I want to save for a car/rent and to get my stubborn boyfriend medication he desperately needs. Thereforeeeeeee~



I'm opening very limited commissions. I'll be doing 5 slots for now of specific kinds so I don't overwhelm myself. The quarantine is at least good for bringing back creativity that I haven't had in literal years" Here's yer options (And I'm sorry they're links...forums hate me ;; I'm old and kinda dumb)

PWYW Sketches/Doodles:

Very to the point goofy doots or sketches that are pay what you want over $3. Anything below $20 will have the sketch outline color and maybe 1 color block in. Anything above $20 will have full color! Examples:

https://gyazo.com/5974385b1da55997e7c018777f0aad36

https://gyazo.com/be829d0a20922225225af296919a1aca

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....f5a58c4168.png

https://gyazo.com/0189320a6119e43eaf466d76bd2b2414



Experimental sketchy/painty Headshots:

$15 and will look like this! https://gyazo.com/2e4e5315984c69cd1c29e9f53f1b5408



Flat Color/Small Shading (Only half body/to torso at this time):

$35 and will be in this quality-

https://gyazo.com/012d7c3a63799acda326850b56a5b5a5

https://gyazo.com/700339855ae2e92bfebe5fe75149a4db

https://gyazo.com/3d3f8dbfc881fbbd9081b80d36ebc5d5




Will do: Just about anything! NSFW ONLY IF YOU'RE 18+ (and I cannot stress that enough), Humans/Anthros/Furries/MMO characters. Must have image references and please give me a description of their personality or likes! Helps me get the best kinda imagery for them! Armor and Mecha may be simplified, fair warning.

Will do multiple commissions for one slot so if you want more than one thing it will still count as one slot. Just,,,nothing above like, 5 commissions each pls"

I have the right to refuse a commission from anyone if it makes me uncomfortable. Pls understand ;;/

Any additional character will be+half the price of the commission (For example something that is $35 will be $45 rounded up because I don't like the extra math and dealing with change. I'll round up.)

Turnover time will most likely be a few days to a week or two but that may depend on packing and moving- I will definitely keep you updated with wips however!

Payment by paypal through invoices (so I'll need your paypal email) or Cashapp!

Let me know if you have any questions or want an inquiry on pricing! You can comment on this thread or DM me- I will keep note of names here!

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Thank you for looking and have a great day/night! <3

I'm alive!! This past year has been heccin insane!

Both good and bad things happened and ultimately I've changed for the better. I've gone through a barista job that I had to end up leaving due to sexual harrassment and I've spent some time in Georgia with my bf.....(i have a bf now WoWWWwwwW).

As for now I'm gonna try to slowly get back into the art scene and I may upload new things to this account but I'm also heavily considering moving accounts to get a fresh new start (and mostly change my username........FA please implement a way to let us change usernames....)

How has everyone's life been?

Please check out: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27934041/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27934041/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27934041/


If you have any questions lemme know! Tryna make a lil cash to visit a doctor"

Reminder that this YCH ends tonight!: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27612313/

And I reopened a lot of old (and semi new) YCHs you can find on my journal footer! Please keep in mind that the prices are still as they are but those will be for flat colors only, no detailed shading for the older ones (just because I don't know how I'd price it...")

So if you've ever wanted any of the ones from the past but couldn't get it then, you can now! Just comment/note me with which one you want and your paypal/ref/any extra details.

I got a few YCHs going on! <3

One is an auction at SB you can find here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27612313/

One is a flat price multi slot YCH you can find here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27550008/

And then a chance at requests here~!: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27613534/


I'll try to be more active from now on Idk how I used to pull so many different YCHs out a couple of years ago jsdfhsdf

I'm so inactive on here for such long amounts of time I feel that when I am active, no one sees my things anymore. I mean it hasn't bothered me recently but since I'm freelance again I'd like to be able to sell things...

I hardly get any views/favs/watches anymore so I think the best thing I can do at this point is just move accounts and try to keep that one more active. Though I doubt it will do me much good anyways considering I don't draw furry art as much as just regular humanoid art and I know that's not as loved here. Idk it just sucks how I used to look forward to posting and getting comments and watches especially when it got me business. I haven't sold anything in a while and I've been too sick to look for a part time easier on my health kind of job so I'm just kinda...meh.

I wish I had stayed more active to keep friendships going and business running but in the end there wasn't much I could do to recover from the past year.

Anyways, Idk. I'll come up with some quick YCHs and if they don't sell I'll try to move accounts and see if I can keep up a better store/portfolio there. We'll see.

I guess if anyone's still out there that actively views my stuff and is interested in buying- lemme know what types of YCHs you'd be into- cheaper/more detailed(more expensive), flatrate/auction, multi/soloslots, nsfw/sfw, etcetc.

I feel like I've risen from the grave; it's been one hell of a few months. To keep things short, I did get a job that I kept for a couple of months- it was full time and I made quite a bit from it...however shit happens and hardships fell through- I had to battle a medical problem that came up, though minor, still hurt more than expected. That plus working hard was too much for me to handle in the end and I had to give it up.

Now I'm on the search of a smaller part time job or tbh anything that's NOT retail or primarily customer service. I used to be able to handle it without talking back but the more people backsass me, the less I can handle biting my tongue...Don't get me wrong, I left voluntarily.

April itself was a trainwreck and many things happened to me and my friends that left me pretty void.

Luckily, medical shit aside, I've decided to go back to freelance as I find a new part time gig and I've felt it to be a good decision. Despite all the shit that's happened, sitting down and drawing for the first time in two months resparked my love for drawing.

This being said, I have quite a bit to upload and I'll even try to bring back YCHs, maybe some adopts. A fresh new commission sheet. It will be good~!

I've considered moving accounts since it's been so long and I may still, but hopefully some of you are still here and hopefully you'll like my new content c: I know I haven't been responsive at all and I apologize, especially to everyone that's texted/discord/etc. I'm still recovering from a lot but from here on out I'll try harder to be better. <3

I've missed you guys! I really hope all has been well for everyone <3

Hhhhh I was sleeping when I got a call from another place I applied to about a week ago, actually the same day as the place I just got interviewed for. This new place is a local ice cream chain shop and the position I requested was for shift manager.

The manager wants me to call her back and ask me some questions about the position and "see where to go from there".

Now the home improvement store is a more well known chain store, no not the orange one, and I was already interviewed, they seemed to like me and said they'd keep in contact but didn't say when.

Idk either starting wages. So I guess my question is this: should I call the ice cream place back? Should I wait for the home improvement store to call back instead? Or should I try to gather info on them both to see which would be better...? I know it sounds silly but all my other jobs were like...interview, on spot hiring. I didn't have to worry about getting a call back. So I'm not completely positive on what exactly to do ; A;"

So I went in for the interview and it actually took a lot longer than interviews for retail stores usually do for me (I was expecting yknow, like 10 minutes and it was 40 instead)

BUT!

I started with some lady who was really sweet but she had a conference call so it switched to one of the higher up managers and he was kinda intimidating. He asked a bunch of questions and didn't smile much...and I mean apparently the store was a bit busy with a couple of problem customers.
But after all was done and said he said he really appreciated all my honesty, and was relieved to see someone sit up straight with good posture and keep eye contact the whole time. In all reality I was super nervous and admitted it after stuttering and he said I did a good job. He said he'd hire me on spot if it was completely up to him! Since he couldn't though, he was gonna review with the HR lady and discuss wage based on my past experiences and all that and told me to expect a call from her soon.

So...maybe I got it?? I think I got it?? I hope I did ; w; The store seems a little stressful but I mean, it's a home improvement store so most customers know what they want, come in get it and leave without much issue. I spoke to a head cashier that walked me to the back and she said she honestly enjoyed her job and had been there a few years sooooo... Hopefully it won't be too bad! Also kudos to the company for being face piercing and tattoo friendly so I don't have to worry about covering my ink or getting clear backs to my nose or labret ; w;/

I'm tired af tho bc after that we had to take my mom to an urgent care clinic to test her for TB for a job she's hopefully getting soon too! But it took like 2 hours in the waiting room just for her to sign 2 papers = n=" But if she gets that job she'll finally be employed after two years of no job. I REALLY hope she gets that bc then maybe she won't take my money anymore""

Thinking about taking a hot bath and relaxing for a bit and then maybe drawing for a little bit. I'll try to sketch out all of those YCHs tonight and tomorrow so I can get those done soon <3

As always thank you for your support and patience! <3

Aaaaa I can't sleep" after a good few months of searching and losing a lot of hope I finally got an interview!

It's at 2pm tomorrow and it's at a home improvement store. I applied for head cashier or gardener so we'll see which position they interview me for. Head cashier would probably be a better pay but standing outside in a well heated greenhouse surrounded by flowers sounds really nice to me q vq

Either way wish me luck! I really Really hope I get something there. I've been unemployed for too long and it's really hurting to not have money anymore"" and tbh taking a break from taking in anymore commissions sounds heavenly right now. I just want to experiment with personal work ;;

Hhhh I hope I don't fuck this up by saying something dumb""

So back in the day...as in a few months ago LOL, I noticed most YCHs were multi slots, and unlimited but now the trend seems to be first claim first serve.

I don't mind offering either of course, and I can definitely see the appeal of both.

So I wanted to ask you guys what you all personally preferred in YCHs. This way if/when I make more I can figure out which to focus on <3

Also sfw vs nsfw? More solo or more group/couples? I got some ideas of different things to draw out but I'd love to hear your inputs as well.

I should have made this entry a while ago and I apologize for taking so long to do so long, it's been a rough start to the new year and then some to be honest.

First of all, if you all have followed my instagram Baephomett you may realize it's gone now. I deactivated and I'm unsure if I wish to go back to it. In short, the app was a feeding ground of negativity and really, really bad thoughts. The more I saw people complain and vent the more I did until I realized just how petty and toxic I had become. Which alas, can happen if all you do is rely on social media. I became jealous of friends, of people I enjoyed following, of really really silly shit I shouldn't have trapped myself into and I feel like a complete ass for it.

So I deactivated to get away from that stress and it's worked out for the better, I do feel good since not obsessively checking in on things...I do wish my friends well on it though and hope they've stayed clean from the negativity. 2018 is supposed to be the year of throwing that shit out, not sucking it in. I wish I had seen through that sooner...

Anyways, I'm sorry to those who have tried to contact me and that I haven't responded to yet. I do appreciate the sentiment and I'm relieved to know people care even though I've been a complete jerk" I'll come back soon, I'll respond soon: I just need some time and space to clear my head <3

ANYWAYS to the important shit-

I have raffle prizes to work on and I have been! Though slow from battling through bad feelings and various sicknesses, they will be complete soon! (And the suggested revisions were made! <3)

I have some new Valentines Day YCHs available now if you'd like to take a peek too!:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26162606/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26162533/ (NSFW)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26162652/



TL;DR and bless you if you've made it this far. I'm gonna continue to better myself this year and now let depression or any other negativity eat me up this year. I'm confident to become better in every way I can but I have to help myself do that and not rely on anyone else or bring them down with me.

I'm in the middle of searching for a job and once I get one my commissions will be closed for myself to work on personal things. Until then I need all the financial help I can get,,,aaaa = v="" But thank you for the support through everything. It means the world <3 I'm also gonna push myself to be more social this year and make new friends, as well as make the friendships I have currently stronger if they'll still have me. Don't be afraid to comment or drop a note ever! I really do like talking to people and I'm gonna work on it more ;; v;;

Hey guys! Just wanted to give everyone an update since it's been a second.

I'm still catching up on sketching everyone's black friday commissions"" I've been not so healthy the past couple of months as I've stated, but finally have pinpointed what exactly is wrong. Though I gotta go to a regular doctor for more blood work soon, I have been put on a medication that my body isn't quite used to yet.

I've been in bed most of the time and the other has been mood swings mixed in with long depressive episodes. My sleep schedule is so messed up, one week i stay up til 10am and sleep in til 9pm, the next week i'm falling asleep at 7pm and waking up at 5am"

This pill has been such an odd change for my body and mental state but it's working! TMI but its birth control to help regulate shark week and put my endo at ease. Before I had been bleeding for 3 months straight but I've stopped since the doctor visit. Got my first taste of a new cycle a few days ago and though the first two days were rough af, it only lasted for 4 days and that's LEAGUES better than the usual 7.

I did also find out that I was infertile and that's put a toll on my body as I promised my partner specific things early in our relationship. I've mostly come to terms with it since then and know there's so many other options but there's also that...underlying sense of failure yknow? Like my body feels worthless now, which is shitty thinking. I don't even really want kids anyways until I can actually afford them if I ever can.

But I digress

Tl;dr: I've been sick and sad and my body sucks but I'll kick my ass back into drawing soon! I'm so sorry it's been taking so long ;;

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25543265/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25543265/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25543265/


Please check out this post for more details! <3 These will be done within the next few months depending on how many I get.

Current commissions are priority before these!!