Links up here bc mobile sucks: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22389863/
Hey guys I'll make a more official post about this when I'm not at work.

On the good news side, Dante is feeling loads better. He's walking around and not limping, not sneezing and not getting sick anymore- pretty sure he's back to good health 💕 just in case though, I'm taking him to the vet next month for a checkup/shot update.
On the not so good news side, I'm still down a good $200 dollars from his vet bill....rent is in two weeks and my work paychecks aren't going to cover it all since I have to worry about groceries. I hate eating :'I on top of this my gfs bday is tomorrow and I wanna be able to get her something nice too ;;

So I'm opening commissions again! You can find my price sheet in my for sale folder of my gallery, or just note me with questions! I'll be making special deals as well and probably opening those 10 dollar couple sketches again. I also have an auction going on rn, only at the starting bid!

Because I have gathered 8 of them ; v;"""

While I won't ask money for them bc i think that's a bit silly, I'll give you one for a doodle of one of my ocs? ;; v;;


l a w l jk, i wont even do that if you don't wanna- but you totally could I need more art of all my bbs to put on my own toyhou.se """"

anyways, comment below if youd like one u vu

I was so excited to almost be done with commissions so I could finish a trade and raffle prize but....that's all gotta change now.

Long story short, me and my gf came back from a trip from our home city to see my cat, Dante lethargic on the ground. He usually greets us at the door but he was just laying pitifully in the hallway and growling. When I tried to pick him up, he was limping. My roommate who was watching him said he was fine the day before so we had no idea what was wrong.

We took him to the vet and figured out, not only does he have really bad arthritis in his knee, he was also running a really high fever and had lost 4lbs. We got xrays and blood work done for results to come back as him having a bacterial infection.
In the end, we got him an antibacterial injection, some painkillers to help his arthritis and the tests so our bill was a good $300.

Now, everything was fine when we got home; Dante slept for a bit and then was back to his normal self. He was completely normal in fact (other than a small limp) until today. After his dinner about an hour in, he starts projectile vomiting. He vomits 4 or 5 giant piles and starts gagging and dry heaving and panting. We took him to the bathroom and got him some water, made a little bed in case he started puking again.

That was around 11pm, it is now almost 7am. I've been awake since watching him carefully. He's still really lethargic and his fur is really poofy, his nose is dry, ears are hot and his third eyelids are showing and pink. He's really weak and sleepy. BUT. He also had no trouble drinking a lot of water after getting sick, he ate normally, and he pooped after throwing up and it was normal looking for a cat turd (though extremely long like a human's.....)

I guess what I'm trying to say is, I need help. Dante is almost 11 years old, he's old for a cat but not that old as I've had a lot of people tell me their cats are almost 20. He's strictly an indoor cat, very pampered and is afraid of the outside unless he's going on a car ride. He's my best friend and therapy cat. Not officially, but when I was living with my parents he was the only thing keeping me alive since I knew no one else would take care of him (until I met my gf of course)


Would anyone have any advice for me? Like maybe your cat has gone through something similar? I'm making sure everything is okay with him, and watching his breathing pattern. He doesn't get sick that often so when he does I freak out and this is by far the sickest I've seen him. I'm so worried...can't sleep...keep having anxiety attacks. Anything anyone could tell me would be appreciated so much...



ALSO. About the commissions thing from the top, Until May I'm an independent who can barely afford rent and the rent I was building up now goes to the vet bill we had to pay for. So basically I'm kinda screwed right now...especially if I have to take him back for a check up soon- they want him to come in on February for his shots and a follow up.
After I get these last few commissions done in my queue, I'm opening hella commissions, unlimited slots- anything goes, perhaps even PWYW comms. I just have to know if anyone would be interested in buying so I'd have an idea and what to say turn around time estimates would be.

So please comment here or note me if you would be interested. I would love any and all input you could give me. I'll make the official commission posts when I'm done with my currents but commenting or shouting out would help me a ton. I also really hate to just ask for money but if you are willing to help or just wanna slide a donation, you can to:

https://www.paypal.me/saccharinesweethell

Though if you do donate, please tell me and I'll draw you something anyways ; m;

Thank you for taking the time to read this long wall of crybaby text and thank you so much if you decide to help in any way <3

Wow I feel so ashamed haaa... I didn't mean to be away for so long ;; Keeping things short, a lot of bullcrap happened at the end of the year and I was pretty bed ridden for most of it. Depression is one hell of a knockout. I won't go into any details anymore, just know I have a crapload of art work to upload and just a couple more details to fix with every current commission.

If you'd like to see the progress on yours though, please note me! I think the only ones I have left to do are TheLostCause86 (so close to being done I can taste it- will be done tonight u vu ) and RhysandNight's bundle. But if I'm missing anyone PLEASE tell me omg. I've been trying to keep up with everything so hard between instagram, here and furry amino hhhhh. Paying rent blows. But now that the work load has lessened I feel a lot better. Mentally as well.


And I just wanted to say thank you so much to those who took time to comment or note me and ask if I was doing okay, seeing so many people think of me was...super touching honestly. I didn't think I had made such an impact to make so many good friends on here ; v; <3 Again, thank you!

After commissions will be trades and that raffle and then I'll be right on track again yay!!

Then I'll start making new YCHs and options available. 2017 will be a better year, I gotta keep telling myself that so I'll believe it = v=""'

It's been a rough couple of weeks- depression usually hits kinda hard during the holidays for me but this year seems to like kicking my guts in.

I've just gone through a lot of self hatred and conflict, especially with my art. I didn't draw anything for a couple of days because I just so strongly hated it all. Lots of things were deleted and I just gave up for a bit. Luckily, I moved on with that and I'm back on track with owed art and can hopefully finish everything before the new year. It's just been...unreasonably hard to get out of bed and try to be social. Haven't talked to anyone in a while other than the people I live with and who I'm forced to talk to at work.

Haven't really felt all that important to anyone lately. Which I know is bullshit and I'm dumb for thinking so. I just...I don't know. I have these ships with other people that never really want to talk about or draw for them even though I've drawn a bit for them in the past. But they have fun talking about their characters that they have with other people and giving other friends gifts and commenting on all of their stuff and yet I'm just kinda forgotten about...constantly. I know it's extremely selfish and greedy of me and it makes me hate myself more. Just...sucks to feel left out yknow?

I wanna thank everyone that has finished their trade/commissions for me and I haven't been able to respond to them yet. I literally love all of them so much I just haven't gathered the energy to be social. I'm sorry...

What put the icing on the cake though, is that every year my biological shitbag of a father tries to talk to his forgotten about kids and this year it came early so I don't have my older brother to rant to. On top of everything else going on it's just left me numb. I've been ignoring everyone's calls, even my mom...I just don't want to hear myself talk or think anymore.

I've been trying to just rest and take it easy but I feel so guilty about everything that I owe my body just...kinda shuts down on me. The more life continues the less happy I am with myself. Just...don't know what to do anymore.

I just really needed to get a lot of this out. There's still more I choose not to say because I think this is enough pitiful whining for now, But I feel like it needed to be said. Anyways, you all don't watch me to listen to my pathetic ramblings; I'll update with owed art soon, promise <3

Just wanted to update since it's been a week- I'm still working on commissions of course. Just kinda slowly. I lost my art touch- fallen into a small block that's been kinda kicking my ass.

That mixed with work and a bunch of mental/emotional exhaustion has been kicking my ass. Nothing really in particular just a couple of small things built up. So I apologize for my lack of responding and activity/posting.

It sucks that I really don't have a reason or excuse for my behavior. And I should be happier than I am- nothing's really hurt me enough to knock me down fully. Some shit happened last night with a falling out with a kid but that's water under the bridge now. Just blocked her and moved on.


Anyways. My point is that I'll keep working on the commissions. Just wanted to apologize for not having them all done yet ;; I've gotten a pretty good chunk out though- all but one are done from IG which were the first transactions. And next will be here. Though a lot of the ones here have been started.

Be back soon to respond to things finally and post soon <3 Hope you all have been well <3

One of my baes just joined FA and I'm so happy <3 I love em a lot and they have such quality traditional work! We some dirty fools

I'd highly recommend checking em out and smooching them on the cheek for me u v u  amhaengosa


http://www.furaffinity.net/user/amhaengosa/
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/amhaengosa/
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/amhaengosa/

(they draw the big tiddy and i love the big tiddy)

I just wanted to thank you all for commissioning me! <3 Thanks to you guys I successfully made rent and then some!! q uq I was able to get that adopt I wanted and another one too! So a big big big thank you to everyone that commissioned me!

I even have a little leftover to spend on art after food money! And that's so much more then I could ask for tbh I'm so excited.


So I was kinda wondering if any of you have any cheaper slots open? I'm looking to get my new deer bb Lace a few commissions but I'd like to get a few of em. So maybe list some that go up to $20? And I'll check it out! <3


Also, commissions are indeed still open! The turn around time has been upped a bit more since I have to work and do all the busts but it's still less than a month! <3

Those who have commissioned me especially for those Black Friday Busts- Please look at my Trello to make sure you have a slot on there! Once you have paid for the commission I put your name and info on my trello so I can keep track of everything. I think I may have missed someone bc I received an extra 5 dollars and I don't want to have accidentally skipped anyone ;;;;;;;

Trello:https://trello.com/b/BiayhML1/commission-list



Thank you guys so much!! I made an overwhelming amount of money in just a couple of days TBH. I was so in awe haha. I was in my hometown celebrating the holiday and then work so I haven't been able to push these out yet but that changes now!! ; v;"

Also if I owe you art through trade or raffle you're on my trello too <3 BASICALLY if I owe you any art of any kind and you're not on my trello give me a smack on the bottom to remind me <3

And as always, my commissions are open and you can find out more here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....0098/FOR-SALE/

Those black friday busts are also still on sale til December 5th <3 My lil rent money makers PFFFFFFFFF

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We came back to the apartment to discover our roommate skipped a day of work....when she hasn't been getting much work in the first place. Rent is in 2 weeks and she gets paid biweekly- next week.

Well, here's the thing. She lacks any adult responsibility out there. She's spent $100 in PSN cards for loot boxes in Overwatch. She's constantly buying video games. And expensive name brand food that she eats in a couple of days. And asks my girlfriend to drive her to work- rarely thanking her for it- constantly promising us she'll pay us back when she barely has the money to afford rent. It's a cycle of money stress every other day. And it's wearing me down. I only work about 20 hours a week and get paid every week- I make just under 10 dollars an hour. My girlfriend even less.

We can't keep fucking affording to pay for our roommate. Of course the upcoming rent is going to be mostly mine and my gf's paychecks.

It's just really fucking shitty- I finally make enough to yknow, pay for MY rent and then MY groceries and have a slight bit leftover to buy material things and commissions that I really want. And I guess I should just /not/ buy things for myself but...idk, I also have been really wanting to help my artist friends out too with commissions. Sucks I can't.

I was saving up for this beautiful adopt too (#2): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21805079/

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Hhhhhhhh Anyways, all this ranting being said, 'm open for commissions. Here's all my for sale stuff: http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....10098/FOR-SALE

Though TBH I'll be open to do anything just so I can earn the extra cash for rent in a couple of weeks and still have leftover money for food.

I also want to say I'm thankful for all of you for your patience, for you help and support. Especially those couple of commissions that I owe now- they'll all be finished by the end of next week <3 (especially now that I got photoshop to work again and can animate things again!! ;w ;)

I feel so shitty that my last few journals have been nothing but my complaining. I've just been super frustrated and have had no one to turn to other than my gf who feels the same. It's a repetitive shit fest. And I love my roommate to death- but g o d it's been a difficult ride.

This whole roommates cat pissing all over mine and my gfs stuff thing is just...getting to me. I found out today that the cat pissed all over one of my favorite bags. She's also pissed on two pairs of my expensive combat boots that i love a lot that my mom bought me a bit ago even though they cost her a paycheck.

And now those things are just...ruined. Yea we're trying to get the stench out by a lot of methods but nothing seems to help.

And what gets me most is my roommates mood about it??? Like she doesn't seem too inconvenienced by it and just the whole "I'll replace them" thing when she can't even afford rent...we've been friends with her for years and moving in with her was just a mistake. I miss not being stressed about my things smelling like cat pee. I miss not being ridiculed and mocked in my own house. She can be kinda mean too...ugh I don't know what to do anymore...

I wanna open commissions to replace the things I've lost too but I couldn't keep up with that queue list at all...

So,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,since I forgot to take work into account with the YCH, I ended up only posting one reminder for my current YCH and it had the wrong link........................ so I'm going to push the YCH ahead a couple of days and have it end on the 22nd at 11pm EST. I'm sorry omg I've been exhausted and not myself. YCH:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21745212/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21745212/

It's weird, I'm not doing much at work on slow days but I seem to be more tired on them. Maybe because the people I get on those days exhaust me since they're always more rude. Idk what it is ;;

Anyways, I'm gonna be opening a couple of flatrate YCHs to get a lil cash for next week. Gonna be going back down to my hometown and would like to have a lil extra to get some clothes or some stuff I haven't been able to get for a while. Maybe even my amazon wishlist stuff. I see people open commissions for amazon wishlist stuff and I'd get into that ; O; Even tho my wishlist is mostly food items and figures..................I'm trash pffff.

But yea, I guess if anyone is interested, I'm gonna make some fresh new YCHs in a bit u vu So be on the lookout meybe? <3

Got a cute sweater YCH going on right now that ends in a couple of days you guys should look at!! <3 e ve

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21745212
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21745212
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21745212

I've been naughty and been playing Pokemon Moon since the midnight release....my torracat is already at 22. B u T now I draw ;;;;;;;;;;;

Do you guys have it yet??? If so who'd ya start with and how do you guys feel about the captain/kahuna stuff rather than gym leaders???? At first I was iffy but now that I'm playing it, I'm in love <3

I am so sorry for my lack of responses everyone

I have had the flu for a week and a few other health problems. I can't eat anything without spending an hour or two in the bathroom (for lack of more tmi information but mostly throwing up). Went to the doctor's and it ended up costing my $120 bc I didn't have insurance covering me bc my name isn't officially on the system???? IDFK. But ye, it's been lotsa bed rest and work. I wasn't able to go to work for a couple of days so it's been mostly me sleeping and crying and being a pitiful creature = v=""""

I'm sloooowly starting to recover though and I'm working on art again. Gonna finish these commissions then start trades/collabs/and raffle prize. And throw some freebies in ofc u vu <3

So again, sorry I haven't responded to notes or comments lately!! I'll play the catch up game soon though and have new art to post! <3

Hope everyone else has had...well, a better time ;; <3

Gotta work tomorrow, it's already 6am. Just...so scared...so worried about the future. Worried about my girlfriend and I. Worried about my Latino and Muslim friends. Gay conversion therapy...God what a horrifying concept.

You'll have to kill me- no torture will make me any straighter. I love my girlfriend too much.

Please just let me be scared...please let me worry. I don't wanna be lied to anymore...

I feel like ass right now. There's been a little flu bug thingy going around lately and I think I might have caught it from my coworker which sucks ass because I only have two days off this week and I'm super motivated with my art right now and have quite a few commissions to finish ;; I didn't want this to get in the way of drawing but staying out of bed for too long makes me feel sick to my stomach and super dizzy.

I'm just so pissed like of all times, i had to get sick during a busy, productive ass week :'I I don't wanna push myself but I also don't wanna waste time resting in bed. This sucks butthole.


On another note, if you've bought a commission from me and would like to see it's status currently, I have started on them all so I can send a note with a screenshot of it <3 This is just gonna postpone commissions for a lil bit. I'm still gonna work on em tomorrow but I think I'm done for tonight... ; n; I apologize! But I won't let this dumb fever stop anything! Gotta keep going! /weak flexing

There's apparently a large flea infestation in the city rn and we were unlucky enough to get a part of it despite all cats being indoor cats only. 2 of the cats have been spoiled all their lives and don't really know what to do about it so they're balding themselves from scratching so hard ;;; Flea pills are only like $17 on amazon and come in a pack of 6 but I'd like to get 2 boxes to be safe since flea baths haven't worked.

Other than that, we need to go grocery shopping and since rent's due tomorrow I'm not gonna have much to contribute to buying food which makes me feel lousy.

If you'd be interested in buying something from me, you can look here: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....10098/FOR-SALE

Or note me and we can put something together! <3
Or maybe a signal boost if you can- I'm not the worst off rn but the flea thing has been rather stressful on the kitties ;;

My trello has an organized list of things to do for me if you wanna see: https://trello.com/b/BiayhML1/commission-list

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Also, I've been thinking of doing YCH auctions again and would like to know if there's any kind you'd like to see from me?
Specifics, that is- like male/male, female/female, bondage, petplay, sweeter sfw things, etc?

Or maybe adopts? Lemme know what you guys think ; v ; <3

So I was about to sleep when I noticed my cat acting weird and then I felt something fall on me. 5 inches away from my face is a big ass house centipede. I'm having a panic attack and waking my gf up to kill it while crying and while I'm visibly shaken my roommate comes out and starts teasing me and making fun of me, just laughing her ass off while I'm crying. And tells us she saw it in our room earlier and didn't say anything bc she forgot. And her cat has been pissing on all of our shit but thats ok to her bc her cats cute?????

She's also the reason I won't have money after rent. Keeping her lights and ps4 on all night, the electricity bill is huge. And of course everyone's paying rent so I'm not selling anything....I was excited to have money after rent but now that I wont, idk what to do about groceries. I wanted to buy commissions and a new cute wig too...maybe Christmas... - n-"

So a few days ago I posted about a raffle and had you guys name foods in order to win..................................................

And here's what the randomizer randomized!!

https://i.gyazo.com/cd21fce3c7a5c4d.....ed1b7210ac.png

So the winner issssssss!!!!!!!!!!

 Diski

<3 Congrats!!!!! You get a free full bodied, fully colored and shaded picture of a character of your choice! Note me for details and your ref! c:

As for the trades!! I have chosen  Scrib and  ToxicFoxCommissions <3 So same with you guys- note me with details and we'll go from there u vu

Please don't be discouraged if you didn't win the raffle or get chosen to trade! ;; I shall do more of these more often bc they were pretty fun! <3 And choosing trades are really hard so I mostly just get my friends to choose for me ; v;

I hope you guys had a safe and fun day whether you celebrate Halloween or not! I have a couple of YCHs open if you're interested here: (NSFW) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21596753/ and (SFW) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21596706/


I'm also gonna work on a commission tomorrow for Día de Muertos in which I will be giving discounts to my Hispanic friends u vu <3 For now I shall work on commissions!

I spent all of yesterday on a date with the gf and ended up getting tipsy so I wasn't active at all u vu""" my apologies! At work rn but it's so boring. I don't have anything to do💦 but when I get home, I'll respond back to things and have some uploads 💕

Also a reminder to look at my last journal for art trades and raffle offers!!

I'm also thinking about opening specific commissions. Maybe some spooky YCHS or sketch pages idk. Rent is of course 300 dollars instead of the usual 250ish bc our friend has been staying up all night....with their ps4 on. And about everything else. Hhhh. Our electricity bill is about as bad as our rent. And I'll make enough with my job but then we'll be grocery-less for a week ;; so doing a couple small commissions would help u vu if anyone would be interested, look for a post of it ❤

I actually didn't expect to see so many people watch me in one day ; O; A lotta comments got swallowed by the freebie post haha, but I'll make sure to find them all and respond to them <3 Just saying a big thank you to everyone that watched today!! ;; It's a nice welcome back to see so many kind new friends!

But anyways!!!!!!!!! I reached 200!!! And as such, I'm gonna be opening 2 art trade slots and 1 raffle! Since I didn't for 100, I gotta step my game up = v=

If you wanna art trade with me, comment in the art trade comment section I will be making <3 Not first come first serve and not based on skill- just gonna pick a random two ; v; <3

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And for the raffle! All you gotta do for that is comment on the art raffle comment and all you have to comment is a kind of food. Can be your favorite, can be whatever you'd like for it to be! Just can't repeat anyone that commented before you! For example, you can't say sushi if someone above you said sushi. But you can say California Roll u vu I will be picking the raffle winner and the art trades ooooonnn....Fuckit, Halloween! <3 So on the 31st of October. I will make reminders. It will probably be announced around 10PM EST.

Have fun and good luck!! ; w; And again, thanks so much for the support! <3

Art trades and raffle winner prizes will be fully lined and colored full bodies of their characters u vu

It's been a rough ass couple of months but I'm finally almost completely caught up to my commissions and I've been doing a lot of work since my hiatus. So on the plus side, I will have a looooot to upload if anyone missed my art! ; w; <3

But anyways, I have like...+7000 submissions and a bunch of notes I think I'm gonna just nuke em all ;; So I'm really sorry if I haven't responded to you in months, especially notes or comments. If you'd like to talk to me, just send me another note or comment and I'll be sure to answer this time! I think my mental health has taken a slight upright turn so it's hopefully getting better since taking a break from most social medias. Of course, work hasn't helped much and has left me exhausted too, but it's starting to get a lot better.

I have 3 more commissions to finish and then I'll be able to do anything. I may open some new YCHs and finally open some trades if anyone's interested ; v; Just tell me if you would be pls!! <3

Excited to be back!

A warning before you read this all: This journal will be a vent as well and on top of that may have sensitive material.

I'm sorry I haven't been on here in so long. In short, a lot has happened in a month... A lot that has just taken away my willpower and motivation. I got a new job and for the first month it was really nice and hectic, but I didn't mind it. I got so much in my paycheck that after rent, I had leftover money for food and even a lil spoiling money. But a lot can change in a month and the department I'm working in might be closing...so basically, I'm gonna have to look for a new job since I'm already at a risk for losing this one...and my manager has been really rough and mean since it's a lot of stress on her. Since I'm the new kid, I fear I'll be first dropped.

I dropped out of school. The very thought of school made me physically ill and it got to the point where I had to choose between a diploma, or a healthier state of mind. Idk if I'm gonna take a semester or two off or a couple of years, but it's also given me a sense of 'failure'. I need to focus on making myself happy...the people at that school stressed me out and made me feel pretty shitty...Quite a number of students thought my art as a shitty joke.

My mom lost her job recently after 16 years with the company. The company is downsizing and just didn't have a need for her anymore. Though she hated it, the texts and calls I've gotten from her worry me. She's drinking a lot when she rarely used to and the texts she sends are passive aggressive in general. I'm...definitely worried as depression runs through both sides of my family, but my mom's side more. She's a strong lady but without a job and a car, she's understandably upset. So I've been trying to console her as well. I kinda want to move back to help her by paying bills at home, but I've become so dependent on my girlfriend that the thought of leaving her side makes me weak and scared. Plus, I wouldn't want her to quit school because of me.

With all this crap going down so fast, I've become tired all the time. Physically, emotionally, mentally... Not sad anymore, just...empty. Like, void almost. I don't feel anything to the point where I fantasize just not existing for a bit. But of course, I can't afford the help I need either... Lifes been pretty rough. I've no more tears to cry really, just getting through the day without blanking is hard. I've been on bed rest more than I'd like to admit and I've lost more weight than I'd like to admit in an unhealthy way.

This being said, I owe a lot of you commissions and I guarantee you they've all been started and are more than halfway done. I have 4 days off this coming week and I'm gonna force myself to sit down and enjoy my art enough to make them look good, I swear it. I'll be answering notes and comments in the next couple of days as well...I didn't realize I let them all build up. I'm so sorry guys. Thanks for all your patience. After I finish your commissions, I'll be sending them to you with a little extra. YCHs will be more detailed and those sketch commissions and other comms will too. They'll be my best work without any extra charge.

After those are finally finished this week, I plan to take a small break and work mostly on personal work. There will be occasional YCHs available and maybe more sketchy commission options. But nothing fully detailed til I can get my shit together and life stops dragging me in the dirt. I love you all and your patience and support means the world to me. Thanks so much ❤

This smol has been here for me for months through the absolute best and the absolute bottom where I didn't think I could go forward another day  mocchichiin

They're seriously one of the best friends I've ever had and I love them with all my heart. Their family has been placed in a horrifying situation and seeing families get torn up is something I've seen too many times in the 22 years I've been around. Please please please go give them a watch and consider donating or commissioning them <3

You can see their latest journal here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7749399/

I'd like to thank you all for being there in my time of need but now that one of my babes are in trouble, give them attention and kind words. Even if you can't help, sharing this would be lovely.

ALSO:
If you donate or commission them, I will also draw you something. I will treat it as a commission of my own: if you donate/commission $5, I'll draw you a headshot; $10 will get you a half body, and $15 will get you a full body. These will only be super detailed sketches of course since I have my own big line of commissions to conquer but they will be drawn with so much love and gratefulness.

PLEASE CONSIDER. Because of this beautiful person and my gf, I'm still alive. If it weren't for them helping me...I just don't know where I'd be. They've stayed up with me allllll night just to make me smile. So now I really wanna make them smile. <3

Thank you for reading <3 If you donate/commission, send me a note and I'll give you a little something as well.

Pls check out this post if interested: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20752399/

But I also gotta rant out a lil bit I'm sorry; ignore this if you don't wanna hear my irritations u 3u""
We took our friend in as a roommate and she was supposed to be getting a job to help pay for bills right now (which is hard to do since I just now got a job; but to be fair she hasn't been trying too hard/not calling anywhere back). So I'm stressin' hard about it bc rent's due in 2 days and we're missing $140 for it.

I have a job but idk when my first paycheck is but it won't be before rent is due and bc my gf is my main ride, I have to depend on Uber to drive me to work on two days which will only be 10 dollars but it's gonna make me short on rent and then leave me cashless for groceries.

I'm just so pissed at this coworker of hers; he's made her come in hours early and has bascially fucked over her and her other coworkers by taking a vacation that he shouldn't have taken at this time. (It was for his brother for one whole week but his brother left last week so why tf is he sitting on his ass now??????????????) UGH. Again, sorry- just need to let frustrations out bc I've been holding this in all day and it's starting to hurt my head.

School starts at the end of this month and I'm freaking out there's too much shit going on; being an adult b l o w s.