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Posted 23 hours agoJaden/StoneHedgeART/JadenTH_StoneHedge/
StoneHedgeALT
Nathaniel/MARIO-CAP
Bernard Hedgehog/furryhamruto1
BonyRabbit
RalvedoX/OctavioControl
HeyImTeedo
MrGasMan19
These individuals are heavily, albeit not physically, they are emotionally involved and responsible for my boyfriend, Savage's, death. I am entitled to feel how I feel about these people. This is a fair warning to those who interact with these people. They aren't the amazing, caring people they claim to be.
They hardly care that someone would kill themselves over being left to die, being abandoned without actually understanding what they were going through. Not even bothering to listen and show compassion, love, and care. I have every right to be upset.
Hardly anyone seems to care about my feelings anymore. Just goes to show, people in the furry community can be absolutely heartless and selfish.
StoneHedgeALT even blatantly said that Savage "faked his death". Is he actually serious?! That's wrong on so many levels.
Savage died back in March, and we were supposed to get married. I'm alone and scared, and I don't know what to do...
This is an important message, for a very good reason.
StoneHedgeALT
Nathaniel/MARIO-CAP
Bernard Hedgehog/furryhamruto1
BonyRabbit
RalvedoX/OctavioControl
HeyImTeedo
MrGasMan19
These individuals are heavily, albeit not physically, they are emotionally involved and responsible for my boyfriend, Savage's, death. I am entitled to feel how I feel about these people. This is a fair warning to those who interact with these people. They aren't the amazing, caring people they claim to be.
They hardly care that someone would kill themselves over being left to die, being abandoned without actually understanding what they were going through. Not even bothering to listen and show compassion, love, and care. I have every right to be upset.
Hardly anyone seems to care about my feelings anymore. Just goes to show, people in the furry community can be absolutely heartless and selfish.
StoneHedgeALT even blatantly said that Savage "faked his death". Is he actually serious?! That's wrong on so many levels.
Savage died back in March, and we were supposed to get married. I'm alone and scared, and I don't know what to do...
This is an important message, for a very good reason.
My beloved, Savage's, special day...
Posted 5 months agoToday would have been my boyfriend, Savage's, birthday. Unfortunately, I won't be able to spend it with him, nor any other celebration ever again. We never even had the opportunity of getting married...
I miss him so much. His passing has left my heart torn, destroyed, and broken beyond all measure.
Happy Birthday, my love. You will be missed. I wish I could hug you, kiss you, and be by your side. I know you're always watching over me, and I will remain strong for you. My sweet Savage.
R.I.P. Savage 🪦👼🤍
I miss him so much. His passing has left my heart torn, destroyed, and broken beyond all measure.
Happy Birthday, my love. You will be missed. I wish I could hug you, kiss you, and be by your side. I know you're always watching over me, and I will remain strong for you. My sweet Savage.
R.I.P. Savage 🪦👼🤍
The wishes of my boyfriend, Savage. R.I.P.
Posted 5 months agoSavage has stated in another note that I had stumbled across that went into some detail about what was a contributor to his unfortunate passing. He felt...distant from others, and had expressed that it felt like people "had other things on their mind", instead of just spending a little bit of time talking with him, or even acknowledging him. Another thing, he had noted that he had found it in his heart to let go of the past, not holding any more grudges against those who he had thought "wronged him".
I won't name names, but they were people who he had talked to frequently on Discord on a few of the servers there. Those individuals are more than free to talk to me if they have anything to say or ask. I have taken ownership of all of his media, as stated in my previous journal,
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11092910/
Savage will be missed. It is disheartening that he felt so distant, though I knew everything that happened. It wouldn't be fair to point fingers and say that anyone was to blame. But that doesn't mean that mental health isn't important. His friends had told him to seek help and find peace, but...it was just too late.
The damage of being abandoned by those he felt close to in his time of need, when I wasn't around, had already been done. It slowly ate away at him. His personality had changed, but he knew I at least cared about him. He didn't leave out any details about the drama that went on between him and others on Discord. I knew everything, and he was very open about it, although he felt terrible for how he spoke to those who he considered his friends. He had no ill will against them, even though the contrary is true. He had a lot of resentment and rage towards them, as he felt abandoned afterwards.
That being said, he and I both knew that he would have had much more patience if the roles were reversed. He had only hoped that people cared about him enough, not only to not take his own life, but just to show that he actually meant something. That he belonged. That he was special and a bright person. Although Savage had his own personal demons that he constantly battled, he still simultaneously felt unvalued and unloved.
Spread your wings, Savage. Those bad thoughts won't hurt you ever, ever again.
Those who talked with him, including the aforementioned individuals, are free to speak to me in his DMs on Discord. Condolences are appreciated and welcome by all.
Savage, my love...I am so sorry that you had to go through this. Just know that I loved you will all of my heart. I can't even put it into words just how much I cared about you. Rest well, my everything. 🪦👼🤍
I won't name names, but they were people who he had talked to frequently on Discord on a few of the servers there. Those individuals are more than free to talk to me if they have anything to say or ask. I have taken ownership of all of his media, as stated in my previous journal,
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11092910/
Savage will be missed. It is disheartening that he felt so distant, though I knew everything that happened. It wouldn't be fair to point fingers and say that anyone was to blame. But that doesn't mean that mental health isn't important. His friends had told him to seek help and find peace, but...it was just too late.
The damage of being abandoned by those he felt close to in his time of need, when I wasn't around, had already been done. It slowly ate away at him. His personality had changed, but he knew I at least cared about him. He didn't leave out any details about the drama that went on between him and others on Discord. I knew everything, and he was very open about it, although he felt terrible for how he spoke to those who he considered his friends. He had no ill will against them, even though the contrary is true. He had a lot of resentment and rage towards them, as he felt abandoned afterwards.
That being said, he and I both knew that he would have had much more patience if the roles were reversed. He had only hoped that people cared about him enough, not only to not take his own life, but just to show that he actually meant something. That he belonged. That he was special and a bright person. Although Savage had his own personal demons that he constantly battled, he still simultaneously felt unvalued and unloved.
Spread your wings, Savage. Those bad thoughts won't hurt you ever, ever again.
Those who talked with him, including the aforementioned individuals, are free to speak to me in his DMs on Discord. Condolences are appreciated and welcome by all.
Savage, my love...I am so sorry that you had to go through this. Just know that I loved you will all of my heart. I can't even put it into words just how much I cared about you. Rest well, my everything. 🪦👼🤍
To my everything, my darling, my love. R.I.P. Savage
Posted 6 months agoIt is with great sadness that my boyfriend and roommate, Savage, had ultimately killed himself this evening. I walked into our residence and saw him with a knife and...it was very gruesome. He had poured his heart out to me, on countless occasions, about his struggles with certain individuals on Discord. There was also a handwritten note, which provided great detail into the individuals that Savage greatly conversed with on many occasions in the past.
He expressed his sadness for his actions and words that were not fair to those who he had previous friendships with. He ultimately ended the note stating that, although he wished forgiveness from these people, he did not require it. The pain and sadness of heartbreak of losing these friendships was too much to bear, and that unfortunately cost him his life. I am not sure when the funeral will be, but arrangements will be made at some point in the unforeseeable future.
Furthermore, I ask that all of his work remains up on all of the media platforms, such as here, Discord, Twitter/X, BlueSky, etc, due to his personal request. He had stated that, if something were to happen, which it has unfortunately already happened this evening, that access to viewing his art is available to all.
Also, I will personally be keeping up on all of his profiles, again, per his request, which I swore that I would see to it. I apologize greatly for this tragic news that I and his family and friends are grieving, and I only ask for your sentiments and thoughts and prayers. No donations, please. All funeral cost and other expenses will be handled by the family. Thank you for listening, and rest in peace, Savage, my love. 🪦👼🤍
Also, I have put this journal on Savage's alternate account, which is mentioned on his profile. His previous account is https://www.furaffinity.net/user/fuhrl1/
He expressed his sadness for his actions and words that were not fair to those who he had previous friendships with. He ultimately ended the note stating that, although he wished forgiveness from these people, he did not require it. The pain and sadness of heartbreak of losing these friendships was too much to bear, and that unfortunately cost him his life. I am not sure when the funeral will be, but arrangements will be made at some point in the unforeseeable future.
Furthermore, I ask that all of his work remains up on all of the media platforms, such as here, Discord, Twitter/X, BlueSky, etc, due to his personal request. He had stated that, if something were to happen, which it has unfortunately already happened this evening, that access to viewing his art is available to all.
Also, I will personally be keeping up on all of his profiles, again, per his request, which I swore that I would see to it. I apologize greatly for this tragic news that I and his family and friends are grieving, and I only ask for your sentiments and thoughts and prayers. No donations, please. All funeral cost and other expenses will be handled by the family. Thank you for listening, and rest in peace, Savage, my love. 🪦👼🤍
Also, I have put this journal on Savage's alternate account, which is mentioned on his profile. His previous account is https://www.furaffinity.net/user/fuhrl1/
