Hey! Everyone! I'm not dead! Haha yeah....!
So I'm back and I'm really sorry I haven't been around ;A; <3 <3 I promise I'll be posting more things soon I hope!!!

Sorry I haven't been on FA in like forever.
So I'm back, sorry I haven't posted art and journals in a while, I've been really busy and stuff with year 11 exams and school work >.<
So next weekend is the EB Games Expo and I'll be going up on the saturday. Now, I'm cosplaying Miku Hatsune or Lightning Farron as Chi (From Chi's Sweet Home) or Panty (From Panty and Stocking). I hope to see you guys there! :)

School will be going back after EB Games Expo, so I'll be busy for a bit and then Otakufest is 2 weeks after EB Games Expo and I'll be cosplaying Twilight Sparkle from My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic. I hope to see some of you guys there too~~ :)

My friends and I are making a parody of Oppa Gangnam Style ~ So I'll keep you updated on how that's going! :D

Commissions are open for sewing and art - So feel free to ask me about my prices and postage! :) I'm trying to save up for my new car. I'll be getting my P Plates in about 3 weeks (Freak out man!) ahaha lol :)
So I'm trying to raise over $100 - and I'm offering $5 sketches for anyone >.< <3

Sazz@ xoxo

So I'll be drawing human conbadges for people! They will be $7 each and will represent your fursona in a human form or I can draw your persona for you! I would love your support guys!! I wil do 5 conbadges at a time so just comment and we can work out payments and stuff ^^

Thanks for all your support!! :D

Sazz@ xoxo

So for anyone on deviantart and here on FA, Im running a competition! So check it out! You might win ;D

http://sazzamadazz.deviantart.com/j.....ates-304975311

Good luck!

Heya Guys!
Sorry but I haven't been able to get internet for a while due to Telstra being silly x3 So I apologise because I haven't been able to upload anything as of yet x3
I shall upload things later on! I have cosplays and so much art

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
NOPE

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Uhhhh....I've only had afternoon sex, I'd like to have night sex, so romantic Cx

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Uhhhh....I have a single bed....so BOTH SIDES! BWAHAHHA

4. Do you masturbate?
Maybe, if you know what I mean. ;D

5. How often? Lately?
Depends :P

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Does Strip Go Fish count?? Hahaha

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Le Showers....It helps me think...also I have a fear of drowning in a bath D:

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or bath?
No...lol wet.

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Yes I do. ALL THE YAOI/YURI AND HENTAI BWAHAHAHAA

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Hmmmm....I don't really mind, either way is fun

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
HERP DERP Of course I do :D

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
UUHHH... Not personally because I have a lot of friends overseas....People in Goulburn suck x3

13. Would you choose love or money?
I'd rather have Love because if I run out of money well eh, I still have my special someone <3

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
OHHHHH - Uh....Bondage...Biting...annnnd not telling you the other ones :D

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes, and I bitch slapped that a**.

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Not romantic at all....so still waiting.

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
IN A BED OHHHHHH lol kidding x3

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
No Cx

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No, but I'm totes going to one with my guy biffel XD

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Never Cx

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH No

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
I DONT GO TO BARS

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Yes lol CX

24. What's your sexuality?
Bi-sexy :3

25. Have you ever had sex in a movie theater?
NOOOOO

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
No...but that would be cold in winter D:

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
How does, I DONT HAVE A JOB...sound?

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yes, with my crazy aunt, she bought me a stuffed bunny with a big d*ck XD

29. Have you ever bought something from an adult store?
LOL my aunt did xD

30. Do you own any sex toys?
Depends ;D

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
I have a collar ;D

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Depends what you consider naughty CX

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
UHHH NO

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
No Cx

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yes with roleplay and stoof

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Intercourse is where penetration occurs....so....

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
I do not have one Cx

38. What's your favorite sex act?
No idea :33

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
HAHA No Cx

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
No idea :3 Dont really care Cx

Hi Everyone,
I know a lot of you aren't interested in my art at all and really couldn't care less to commission me but I am open now for commissions on artwork, prints, tails, hats, ears, cosplay accessories and custom jewellery (Like Serah Farron's Neclace and earrings, Lightnings necklace and other Final Fantasy jewellery etc.) I'd really appreciate it if you guys could somehow help me to make about $300! I know it's a lot of money and I've tried so hard, but this is my last option, so for anyone who helps me make this money I will give you 3 artworks...FREE OF CHARGE! FOR EVERY PERSON WHO HELPS ME MAKE THE MONEY! - These will be FULLY COLOURED AND SHADED ARTWORKS! Thats really good!
Now I know I'm not the best artist and I suck at a lot of things, but if you're interested, it'd be really great =/ <3

thanks for reading if you did x'3

Sazz@ xo <3

OKIES So the winners are (from FA and DA and because I'm nice I'm doing 4 free artworks!!!)

SO! *drum roll*

1.  patchwork_galaxy
2.  frostthewolf
3. :DAprotostrife:
4.  Nightwolfrose
:)

CONGRATULATIONS GAIZ!
Comment on this journal what you want, make sure you give a detailed picture and description :)

Yes that's right, because I'm generous. Any person who comments on my profile/art or this journal, I will pick 3 of you and you will get a free fully coloured digital sketch! Closing date for this will be Monday 2nd of April! So make sure you comment somewhere! It could get you free art :3 (NOTE: there has to be enough people commenting for this to run, so if only two people comment, it won't go forward. ALSO no commenting "thanks for the fav." and shizz like that. It has to be something like "HAI! I like your face!" or something x3)
This is also on my deviantART so make sure you comment here or there :3


Sazz@ signing off~

OKAI HAI EVERYONE! this is really important to me, please READ IT.
I'm really desperate for money right now so I am going to be selling (quality A4 and A3) prints of my artwork for $10 each or two for $15. I will be selling some of my original artworks which will cost somewhere between $30-$100 depending on what I'm selling. I will also be selling my anime paintings for $30 each and I am open for commissions as well (custom toe socks will be available from me soon and will cost around $20 for two pairs) Kitty hats are available and anyone who wants one needs to contact me now and send money A.S.A.P. I will be selling some old things as well like earphones, ipods, anime magazines and stuff like that. Custom kimonos are up for sale $600+ for a good quality, silk kimono with complete Obi and Geta shoes. Custom My Little Pony figures will also be for sale and custom tails/ears/paws/hoodies/shirts and plushies will also be available.
Gaiz, if you could spread the word around it would be great, I am trying to raise over $500 to help support myself as I cannot get a job anywhere it seems and yeah =I it would be so awesome if you guys would help me!

YES I AM GOING TO EVANESCENCE IN CONCERT IN CANBERRA ON THE 23rd OF MARCH! UBER HAPPY! <3 =D

THATS RIGHT!!! COMMISSION ME NOW (over $30) I WILL be their art slave (drawing whatever they want whenever they want) for the next month, starting February 1st. AND will get 2 full digital paintings extra of any characters they want. + FREE Pony Art (For Bronies) and sketches. AND I will also chuck in any porn art, fetish art, valentines day cards, anything extra for FREE if you commission me over $50!!! ALL THIS!
But limited time only. ONLY FOR THE NEXT 1 hour will this be available. (Terms and conditions apply? lol I may change my mind, but we'll see how I go)

Why does my heart want to
Ache from crying
Whenever I seem to think of you
Why do I hate myself so much
I don't want to live anymore

People stare at me
Point their fingers
And they laugh at me
What am I doing wrong ?
To deserve this kind of pain
Why do I breathe?
I can't recall the point of it
If I stopped breathing
The pain would end

I wish someone would help me
Save my heart from this
Never ending loneliness
Even if I just pretend
I just want..
Someone to find me
And love me

Why do I feel empty
And so lonely
My heart is starting
To break in two
Why do I try so hard to fit in
Just to push everyone
In this world away

If I were to vanish
From this world
Without leaving traces
Of myself
I can bet there isn't
Anyone who would shed
A single tear for me

All I simply want
Is another soul
who can laugh with me
And cry with me tonight

My heart's crying out
Crying out
Now my heart's overflowing
With sadness

I'm recently doing free "nyoron" art (Haruhi-Chan Suzumiya)
Anyone want a cute little piece of nyoron art of the fursona/persona or ponysona?
I have 16 slots available! :) I'm unable to complete requests (if you requested free art from me)
Trades and Commissions are open!

1.  raikuro - COMPLETE
2.  silentbluefoxx - COMPLETE
3  fascinating_keet - COMPLETE
4.  DrakkarahLune - COMPLETE
5.  Zafrina - COMPLETE
6.  Dinxofoxx - COMPLETE
7.  Benihime_Shido - COMPLETE
8.  Frostthewolf - COMPLETE
9.  HuskyChan_Noms_Chu - COMPLETE
10.  SukiBiohazard - COMPLETE
11.  Xenithion - COMPLETE
12. AshleytheWolf - COMPLETE
13. Th_Neez - COMPLETE
14.  yangwatanabe - COMPLETE
15. Maverick_Fair - COMPLETE
16. Dai-Kun - COMPLETE
17. Rusteh - COMPLETE

Skyrim is epic.
Nuff Said. <3

Nothing much is new, going Christmas shopping next weekend and the weekend after that is a Brony Party with my close friends.
I haven't forgotten requests ~ just been busy with school :3 I promise Ill get round to it

So it's OtakuFest next friday, October 21st! Cannot wait! Gives me an excuse to get back in my cosplay x3 So who else is going on friday night??

Will be the Lightning or Miku Cosplayer there =3 w00t

So I recently took in a little kitten that was dumped out near my friends home, my friend couldn't hoold onto her so I took her under my care. I've been trying to find a good home for her and OMG! ;A; I found her one tonight and I'm so happy for her. Her name is Luna and she is gorgeous! Have to drop her off sunday, sad to see her cute little face go but happy she'll have a home because I cant hold onto her unfortunately :(

Hi everyone,
I just wanted to say a little something that I think we should all do.

It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, You get upset because they are no longer there to support you, You begin to feel lonely and like you've lost a part of yourself. When you lose someone, it's like losing a part of yourself and you never realize how lucky you are to have them until it's too late. Sometimes you may fight with someone and you may say some horrible things to them, if they passed away the next day, you'd feel so guilty and never forgive yourself. You may like to seem strong through the time of losing someone, but on the inside you're falling to pieces because you can't go on without them. The people who have passed away, would only want your happiness, but you know that you can never be really happy unless you have them there to hold, to talk to, to laugh with, to sleep with, to stay with forever and most importantly to love. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before <3 I think that we should tell all the ones we love how much they mean to us everyday, because you'll never know when it's their last. Although sometimes it may be hard to say the things you want, a simple "I love you" or "I appreciate everything you do for me" can really make someone's day so much better. Even a hug, or a kiss, or a hand for helping. Just remember that the one's you love won't always be there, so make sure you tell them how much they mean to you each day. It can really help.

Thanks.

I has it ;A; <3
And the Replica Lancer
My life is complete...

Oh and I also now have a job ^-^

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No.

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations!!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- Yes
Been arrested? --- No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- No
Slept in until 5 PM? --- Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- No
Been suspended from school? --- No
Experienced love at first sight? --- No
Totaled your car in an accident? --- No
Been fired from a job? --- No
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- No
Kissed in the rain? --- No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- No
Played spin-the-bottle? --- Yes
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Yes
Skipped school? --- No
Eaten a bug? --- No
Sleepwalked? --- No
Walked a moonlit beach? --- No
Ridden a motorcycle? --- No
Dumped someone? --- Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- No
Ridden on a helicopter? --- Yes
Shaved your head? --- No
Blacked out from drinking? --- No
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? --- Yes
Been falling-down drunk? --- No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Yes
Eaten snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on an amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- ????
Been in a band? --- Yes
Knitted? --- Yes
Been on TV? --- Yes
Shot a gun? --- Yes
Skinny-dipped? --- No
Caused someone to need stitches? --- Yes
Ridden a surfboard? --- No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- No
Had surgery? --- Yes
Streaked? --- No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- Yes
Passed out when not drinking? --- Yes
Peed on a bush? --- No
Donated Blood? --- No
Grabbed electric fence? --- No
Eaten alligator meat? --- No
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- No
Peed your pants in public? --- No
Written graffiti? --- No
Loved someone you shouldn't? --- No
Think about the future? --- No
Been in handcuffs? --- No
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- Yes

YES YOU HEARD RIGHT!!!!!!!!! XD

NOTE: I've fallen ill/landed up in hospital and requests may take a little longer, they will be done A.S.A.P. Please do NOT hound me about them.

Well I'm currently open for commissions
and would totally love it if you commissioned me~~ If you go to my DA you will find info about my commissions and how much they are! I'm really too lazy to post it on here as well lols

But I am currently taking free requests whoo!!
So slots available are:
1.  Fascinating_Keet - Kendra (Anthro)/COMPLETE
2.  TheBlackParrot - Parrot (Human Form)/COMPLETE
3.  tropicaltiger CANCELLED
4.  DrakkarahLune - Drakka cosplaying Amu Hinamori (Anthro) COMPLETE
5.  RX-7Hexter - Arc cosplaying Noel Vermillion (Anthro)
6.  silentbluefoxx - Gift Art/COMPLETE
7.  HuskyChan_Noms_Chu - Emi (Human)/COMPLETE Schizo cosplaying Sebastian (Anthro) COMPLETE
8.  Chuchianci - Chuchianci sitting on her tail (Anthro)
9.
10.

I can attempt anthro although I really am not that good at it, I would prefer it if you would request maybe a human form of your fursona or an anime character x3
If you want this don't forget to link me to a ref and perhaps tell me what style you'd like it done in.
Let me know and I'll see what I can do! =3

[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] giving birth [I can't :D]
[] being myself in front of others
[x] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[x] flowers or other plants (I am so scared of flowers with a tonne of pollen, allergic reactions ;w;)

Total so far: 3

[] being touched
[x] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow

Total so far: 5

[x] rain (i am literally hydrophobic)
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[x] falling
[] clowns
[] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes

Total so far: 10

[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[] growing up

Total so far: 11

[x] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets

Final Total: 13

... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears..."


If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars

Heeeee~~

Understanding

You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.

Introspective

You like your own company; you're a very interesting person. Tracking your own mental processes, knowing what you're thinking and why you do what you do, is important to you. Often, what's going on in your mind is more compelling than what's going on outside. For the most part, those with a high score on the "introspective" trait enjoy reading, taking long walks, learning new things, and other solitary activities.

You are not someone who is constantly looking to be among a group of friends; you never feel bored when you are by yourself.

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Sympathetic

You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.

You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.

Assertive

You behave in a confident and forceful manner, take charge of the situation, raise your hand in class, stand up for what you think is right, and lead others. Among those who have a high score on the "assertive" trait, many have jobs in which they are valued for their organizational skills as well as their talent for supervising others.

You are not interested in fading into the woodwork, leaving everything to fate, taking more time than necessary to accomplish a task, or avoiding confrontation.

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Cooperative

You enjoy teamwork, play well with others, and prefer getting along to winning.

You're not compelled to win every contest nor to be right all the time.

Scrupulous

You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.

Empathetic

You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.

You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.

Intellectual

You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.

You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.

Dunno how much that sounds like me!
Gonna get my new laptop soon 8D
"We are the ones who make the impossible, possible!"

So I just completed Final Fantasy XIII for the hundreth time....I feel very proud ;w;
Off to do assignments now!
"WE LIVE TO MAKE THE IMPOSSIBLE, POSSIBLE."