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"New Year's Eve with DJ MasivX" on Mixify
General | Posted 10 years agoFriend and fellow fox Kyle (MasivX) is currently having an electronic session on Mixify if anyone's interested in giving it a listen :3
http://www.mixify.com/masivx/live/n.....ve-with-masivx
♫~
EDIT: HERE'S THE EVENT RECORDING...IT'S BAD-ASS!!! :3
http://www.mixify.com/masivx/mix/ny.....vent-recording
http://www.mixify.com/masivx/live/n.....ve-with-masivx
♫~
EDIT: HERE'S THE EVENT RECORDING...IT'S BAD-ASS!!! :3
http://www.mixify.com/masivx/mix/ny.....vent-recording
Kaze: Winds of Change
General | Posted 11 years agoThere's a new project in the works by KGW Entertainment called "Kaze: Winds of Change" that will tell the story about how the masterless samurai tiger came to be, the fall of the Royal Family and possibly even the unfolding events after "Ghost Warrior". However, donations are needed to get this story underway.
https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....inds-of-change
Also, if you're interested in helping out in other ways (or to simply keep in touch), follow it here on FA:
kazeghostwarrior
And, for the sake of reminiscing (or checking it out if this is your first time hearing about it), here's the complete short film that started it all:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lEPk-Z3u918
https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....inds-of-change
Also, if you're interested in helping out in other ways (or to simply keep in touch), follow it here on FA:
kazeghostwarriorAnd, for the sake of reminiscing (or checking it out if this is your first time hearing about it), here's the complete short film that started it all:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lEPk-Z3u918
Trinity
General | Posted 12 years agoI've been keeping this as a bit of a secret for a little while, but I think it's time to shed some light on it. I only have three fursonas now: the Fox, Okari (or Flame Okari), the daemon inside of me and my oldest representation; Guido, the Microraptor gui from The Great Day of the Flyers; and my most recent, the owl Aron (pronounced Aaron), Guardian of the Sacred Fire and a young defender of Ga'Hoole in the Legends of the Guardians universe. In my mythology, the Sacred Fire is a mystical flame and element that is the source of courage and intuition. This is what he looks like: https://scontent-a-iad.xx.fbcdn.net.....28371207_n.jpg
I need an adventure.
General | Posted 12 years agoI know that I can't just wait for shit to happen - I have to *make* it happen. But I wish I could just be swept off my feet into a glamorous adventure and do a lot more traveling like I used to with my ex. Basically, I miss the past, and I wish my present could be more like it, if not better.
Truth is stranger than fiction
General | Posted 12 years agoSince I'm still alive and here, I'd like to share some experiences I've had in my life thus far. But first I'd like to give some backstory to this true tale that's stranger than fiction.
I was raised as a Jehovah's Witness for the first 13-14 years of my life by my mother, who was very faithful and devout to the religion. My father and sister ended up dropping out before I did, and I think that's why my mom was so afraid of losing me to "the world". I've always been "different", and my existence itself was unplanned - a "surprise" as she would say. :)
Anyway, I've always had some connection to emotions that are greater than myself and to things that are, shall we say, beyond this world. Between the ages of 3 and 6 (approximately) I had one experience that I can neither fully recall nor ever forget. I believe I was waking up and I began seeing little white "things" that began sticking up and down in between the wall and my bed, almost as if it were a game of hide-and-seek. They might have come onto the bed but I'm not entirely sure. I also remember either them or something else fractalize and shift nearby on the opposite side of the room. I didn't realize it at the time being so young, but I felt as if I was in a psychedelic state of some kind. Like they were trying to hypnotize me. I wasn't afraid - in fact I was quite calm, but obviously I was still a bit freaked out, so I ran or crawled to the doorway. Shortly afterwards I heard my mother call for me from the utility room, and with enough willpower I exited the room. Then everything went pitch black, but I was still aware enough to go to her and tell her that I saw something. Going back to my room I had gained back most of my vision and awareness, but there was nothing out of the ordinary to be found in my room when we got there. Before she died a few years ago, she told me that she had a faint memory of that occurrence. Whether they were inter-dimensional or extraterrestrial entities, or a hypnopompic hallucination, I still don't know to this day.
When I was a pre-teen I started to experience what I think was demonic presences. I had sequencing nightmares about a haunted room in my grandfather's house. Both of my grandfathers were Freemasons, but I'm talking about my maternal grandfather, who was a Shriner. In my dreams, the house would be in a different form each time, but the evil in whichever room it was in remained the same. I briefly saw a girl in a mirror run behind me in the dark room that my mother told me (in the dream) was "the curse of her past". I found what I believe to be that same mirror in real life in a room that used to belong to my mother but became a storage room for her father, a room that always interested and even "beckoned" me in a dark way to it when I was a child, the same room that my grandfather used to always yell at me to come out of when I tried to explore in it. Curious, no?
In my early teen years, things began to get interesting. I believe a kitsune (fox demon) attached itself to and intertwined with my soul. He has a purpose of destiny, possibly divinity and hopefully redemption, and I share it with him. I have a great future of great ideas (particularly in the film industry) if I can just make it happen. Anyway, my teen years is when I began getting interested in Wicca and exploring my sexuality. They were troubled times... but I still hold on to some parts dearly. I remember my first real kiss was with a fellow teen named Jake, out in the country, during a rainstorm. Doesn't get much more magical than that. :) Well, maybe it does. I remember once getting a flashback vision of a memory of the Fox. Something that involved a forest, and a large bonfire that other kitsune were dancing around. I remember betrayal. Maybe that's what he wants to redeem himself for...
One night back in April 2009, two friends and I were down in a city river ravine nearby some apartment complexes. Obviously it was dark, but I happened to look up for a moment and that's when I saw it. My first and only sighting of a UFO. It was triangular or boomerang-shaped, completely cloaked except for the few lights making out the craft in a V shape, and it was cruising silently and rather slowly approximately 300 feet or so in the air above us until it disappeared into some clouds. My friends were just as much in awe as I was. Whether it was aliens, a secret government/military project or something else, I'm not sure. Whatever it was, I think it was some kind of advanced craft.
Was I meant to have all these experiences for a mentally and spiritually great pursuit of knowledge? Or are some things just coincidence and I'm living a life of deceit and delusion? The latter is more depressing, so I'll go with #1. It keeps making my life an adventure. :)
I was raised as a Jehovah's Witness for the first 13-14 years of my life by my mother, who was very faithful and devout to the religion. My father and sister ended up dropping out before I did, and I think that's why my mom was so afraid of losing me to "the world". I've always been "different", and my existence itself was unplanned - a "surprise" as she would say. :)
Anyway, I've always had some connection to emotions that are greater than myself and to things that are, shall we say, beyond this world. Between the ages of 3 and 6 (approximately) I had one experience that I can neither fully recall nor ever forget. I believe I was waking up and I began seeing little white "things" that began sticking up and down in between the wall and my bed, almost as if it were a game of hide-and-seek. They might have come onto the bed but I'm not entirely sure. I also remember either them or something else fractalize and shift nearby on the opposite side of the room. I didn't realize it at the time being so young, but I felt as if I was in a psychedelic state of some kind. Like they were trying to hypnotize me. I wasn't afraid - in fact I was quite calm, but obviously I was still a bit freaked out, so I ran or crawled to the doorway. Shortly afterwards I heard my mother call for me from the utility room, and with enough willpower I exited the room. Then everything went pitch black, but I was still aware enough to go to her and tell her that I saw something. Going back to my room I had gained back most of my vision and awareness, but there was nothing out of the ordinary to be found in my room when we got there. Before she died a few years ago, she told me that she had a faint memory of that occurrence. Whether they were inter-dimensional or extraterrestrial entities, or a hypnopompic hallucination, I still don't know to this day.
When I was a pre-teen I started to experience what I think was demonic presences. I had sequencing nightmares about a haunted room in my grandfather's house. Both of my grandfathers were Freemasons, but I'm talking about my maternal grandfather, who was a Shriner. In my dreams, the house would be in a different form each time, but the evil in whichever room it was in remained the same. I briefly saw a girl in a mirror run behind me in the dark room that my mother told me (in the dream) was "the curse of her past". I found what I believe to be that same mirror in real life in a room that used to belong to my mother but became a storage room for her father, a room that always interested and even "beckoned" me in a dark way to it when I was a child, the same room that my grandfather used to always yell at me to come out of when I tried to explore in it. Curious, no?
In my early teen years, things began to get interesting. I believe a kitsune (fox demon) attached itself to and intertwined with my soul. He has a purpose of destiny, possibly divinity and hopefully redemption, and I share it with him. I have a great future of great ideas (particularly in the film industry) if I can just make it happen. Anyway, my teen years is when I began getting interested in Wicca and exploring my sexuality. They were troubled times... but I still hold on to some parts dearly. I remember my first real kiss was with a fellow teen named Jake, out in the country, during a rainstorm. Doesn't get much more magical than that. :) Well, maybe it does. I remember once getting a flashback vision of a memory of the Fox. Something that involved a forest, and a large bonfire that other kitsune were dancing around. I remember betrayal. Maybe that's what he wants to redeem himself for...
One night back in April 2009, two friends and I were down in a city river ravine nearby some apartment complexes. Obviously it was dark, but I happened to look up for a moment and that's when I saw it. My first and only sighting of a UFO. It was triangular or boomerang-shaped, completely cloaked except for the few lights making out the craft in a V shape, and it was cruising silently and rather slowly approximately 300 feet or so in the air above us until it disappeared into some clouds. My friends were just as much in awe as I was. Whether it was aliens, a secret government/military project or something else, I'm not sure. Whatever it was, I think it was some kind of advanced craft.
Was I meant to have all these experiences for a mentally and spiritually great pursuit of knowledge? Or are some things just coincidence and I'm living a life of deceit and delusion? The latter is more depressing, so I'll go with #1. It keeps making my life an adventure. :)
One of my most favorite songs ever
General | Posted 12 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dR3ccmWmLhk
Puscifer - "Momma Sed"
♫Changes come
Keep your dignity
Take the higher road
Take it like a man♫
Puscifer - "Momma Sed"
♫Changes come
Keep your dignity
Take the higher road
Take it like a man♫
Mated now ^^
General | Posted 12 years agoI just wanted to make a quick update and say that I am now mated to my wonderful wolfie, Kaostar ^^ and I love him lots ♥. We officially became mated on the 11th - fighting negative vibes with positive ones!
Down in a hole
General | Posted 12 years ago...and not in a yiffy sense, either. Hell, if I had it my way, it'd be in a Hobbit sense. I practically am one. But the truth is, it's a situation in my life that's getting sadder and sadder by the day, and there's little to no excuse for it.
Ever listened to Alice In Chains' "Down In a Hole"? That's me right now. More like for the past year. I feel hopeless and helpless and everything in between... even though I know I should try and be more positive, getting shit started, etc.
My life and spirit are overly stagnant right now. The only things keeping me going are my cats, my friends and the hope that one day, my dreams will be done. I have a lot to offer to the world in the film industry... but can I find the courage and most of all the effort to do it in time?
Ever listened to Alice In Chains' "Down In a Hole"? That's me right now. More like for the past year. I feel hopeless and helpless and everything in between... even though I know I should try and be more positive, getting shit started, etc.
My life and spirit are overly stagnant right now. The only things keeping me going are my cats, my friends and the hope that one day, my dreams will be done. I have a lot to offer to the world in the film industry... but can I find the courage and most of all the effort to do it in time?
Mind-ramble
General | Posted 12 years agoIt's been over half a year since my ex-mate cheated and broke up with me, and I'm still not over it. "Just get over him Andrew." How can I? I still love and even dream about him. I often have mixed feelings about whether or not I deserved it. I guess I just wasn't good enough for him anymore. I guess I waited too long when it came to finding a job, which is now happening all over again. I still haven't really gotten out there and taken control. And I wonder why I find myself so isolated from everyone else, besides from having social anxiety. I'm just so tired of being lonely and somewhat insecure, in pain and stagnation. I wish I could have another loving, loyal and open-minded mate again. But no one could possibly match him. I just don't know. It's just so hard. Everyone says to just keep going, to never give up, which is what I also tell my friends... but in reality... sometimes, everything just seems lost.
One of my friends, Frank Serpico aka Foxen Griffox, died on Valentine's Eve. So on top of everything I've been going through and thinking about, death is another factor. I miss him. He was a wise man and a good friend. He guided me in the beginning of my 2C-E trip, having helped taught me how to just "let go and surrender" and everything would be fine. He aided my ex and I with much hospitality and advice. Now that my mom and good friend have gone, it often makes me wonder what happens when we die. I'm really interested in philosophy, spirituality, shamanism, mysticism, Eastern religion and the like, so I tend to take it a step further than some people might. My mind is a very strange and terrible, but wonderful thing.
If I had it my way, I would cut loose the fear I have and give it all I've got. I would have the greatest lover and pursue the most exciting and exotic of adventures, as well as my dream of creating some of the greatest films the world will have ever known. I'd be dabbling in psychedelics and contemplating life and the universe in a desert or on a lake dock under a twilit sky. And that's what keeps me going... the hope that I will have something like that, someday.
When will I ever take control? When will the inspiration come again? When will I find what I'm looking for?
One of my friends, Frank Serpico aka Foxen Griffox, died on Valentine's Eve. So on top of everything I've been going through and thinking about, death is another factor. I miss him. He was a wise man and a good friend. He guided me in the beginning of my 2C-E trip, having helped taught me how to just "let go and surrender" and everything would be fine. He aided my ex and I with much hospitality and advice. Now that my mom and good friend have gone, it often makes me wonder what happens when we die. I'm really interested in philosophy, spirituality, shamanism, mysticism, Eastern religion and the like, so I tend to take it a step further than some people might. My mind is a very strange and terrible, but wonderful thing.
If I had it my way, I would cut loose the fear I have and give it all I've got. I would have the greatest lover and pursue the most exciting and exotic of adventures, as well as my dream of creating some of the greatest films the world will have ever known. I'd be dabbling in psychedelics and contemplating life and the universe in a desert or on a lake dock under a twilit sky. And that's what keeps me going... the hope that I will have something like that, someday.
When will I ever take control? When will the inspiration come again? When will I find what I'm looking for?
Taking control.
General | Posted 13 years agoTaking control of one's life and mind is a process...a very hard process that takes time, patience and responsibility.
My (ex-)mate Kashi broke up with me just over a month ago on the 9th after a big fight. I may not have done anything wrong, but the fact remains that things were said and done [including over the past few months, such as him cheating on me with one of my (no longer) best friends] that only time can heal. The pain still has yet to fully subside, but I still hold out the hope that "this too shall pass"...that this is just a test...that maybe someday we'll be a couple again and I'll be strong enough to be able to completely forgive them both. That this is but another big life lesson to be learned, and my biggest one yet.
I'm still working, I'm still talking to and hanging out with certain friends, my relationship with my dad is growing stronger again (I think), and all-in-all I'm getting something out of all this: experience.
Kashi has lost his spark for me, but maybe he'll find it again...or perhaps not. All I know is that he needs to be free right now, and that I still love him, even though I have to let him go. It's a very hard process, letting go of someone you love...let alone the ego. I still have yet to accomplish both tasks. Hell, I still have yet to learn how to drive and to get my own place. But everything I need will come in its own time, as long as I do my part...that's what I'm beginning to understand.
All I need to do in the meantime is to start saving up money, to go out there and do what I need to do (courage, friend, courage) and to keep faith that everything's going to turn out all right...even if I contemplate suicide every other day, heh. But that would be giving up, now wouldn't it?
My (ex-)mate Kashi broke up with me just over a month ago on the 9th after a big fight. I may not have done anything wrong, but the fact remains that things were said and done [including over the past few months, such as him cheating on me with one of my (no longer) best friends] that only time can heal. The pain still has yet to fully subside, but I still hold out the hope that "this too shall pass"...that this is just a test...that maybe someday we'll be a couple again and I'll be strong enough to be able to completely forgive them both. That this is but another big life lesson to be learned, and my biggest one yet.
I'm still working, I'm still talking to and hanging out with certain friends, my relationship with my dad is growing stronger again (I think), and all-in-all I'm getting something out of all this: experience.
Kashi has lost his spark for me, but maybe he'll find it again...or perhaps not. All I know is that he needs to be free right now, and that I still love him, even though I have to let him go. It's a very hard process, letting go of someone you love...let alone the ego. I still have yet to accomplish both tasks. Hell, I still have yet to learn how to drive and to get my own place. But everything I need will come in its own time, as long as I do my part...that's what I'm beginning to understand.
All I need to do in the meantime is to start saving up money, to go out there and do what I need to do (courage, friend, courage) and to keep faith that everything's going to turn out all right...even if I contemplate suicide every other day, heh. But that would be giving up, now wouldn't it?
Take control.
General | Posted 13 years agoWork is proving to be very stressful and full of mind-fucks. I hope it changes me for the better, I really do. But I still let it all get to me, and I feel like my boss asks too much of me. But then I ask myself, "Is it really too much? Or is it part of something bigger that I could only imagine?" And now you're confused, but that's okay, because I've been watching (not to mention completely obsessed with) Regular Show... it's anything but. But anyway, I'm tired of being lame. I want to actually *BE* somebody, you know? I'm tired of this never-ending cycle of bullshit that I'm not sure comes my way, yours or both, and I'm sick of life as it is for my mate and I. We deserve something better... we need to know how to take control.
P.S. 420 watchers. Sweet.
P.S. 420 watchers. Sweet.
Just a quick update
General | Posted 13 years agoI got a job last week! :3 I'm now working at an industrial distribution warehouse. It's quite exhausting, but hey, it's a physical job that requires constant exercise and pays over $11/hr. And my fellow co-workers seem pretty cool and friendly, so that's a plus. Also, my mate and I have been hanging out with our pawesome OKC/Moore furiends more often than not, which definitely soothes the mind and soul. Tulsa is a hell we must deal with for the time being... anything east or west is a safe-haven. May peace and good fortune continue to find a way. That's all for now folks.
So
General | Posted 13 years agoKashi and I have officially been residing back in Tulsa for a little while now...things just didn't work out in Huntsville, and I've gone through a lot of realizations and hardships recently, as has my mate. But I'm seriously looking for a job now and hopefully things will get a lot better for us and those we know who are also having troubles soon. I love you all. Peace~ ♥
Update thing, possibly moving, etc. for those who care~
General | Posted 14 years agoSo! Hiya. Things are pretty crazy for my Dragon and I right now. Why? Because we're in the middle of moving into the spotless but strict house of a couple furiends residing in Huntsville, Alabama. Which has been rather fun and exciting to say the least, for me anyway. Only problem is, the stress of it all is taking its toll on us, especially Kashi; that, and a certain roomie seems to not believe in compromises or care hardly at all about the feelings and opinions of others besides her and her mate's own. This awkward lack of equality is the main problem we have and is seriously screwing with our health and well-being – again, especially my love's. One of said roomie's friends even went so far to actually threaten us and our cats (they strongly dislike cats by the way, which is pretty fucking stupid if you ask me, though I suppose it's a matter of preference), which doesn't help the situation at hand. Furthermore, it was THEY who invited us to stay with them in the first place, not the other way around. I wonder if it's ever occured to her that she isn't the only one who's damaged and having a fuck-ton of trouble and stress in life. That he lost his job, the majority of his guns and possesions just to keep us alive, and soon his patience as well as his mind if she doesn't start practicing what she preaches (this beautiful thing called MATURITY). So, there's a choice to be made. Either we do this, respect their house/rules and expect equal respect and friendliness in return, or we gtfoutta there and move back to Tulsa (where we're currently at). Communication is vital and something I've been encouraging all along. But if they can't see reason, there's nothing more I can really do. I can only hope that everything gets figured out and soon. That's all for now...peace out.
Fucking livid
General | Posted 14 years agoThe past two times I've tried to catch up on here and put everything in order to fav, my mate's worthless goddamn piece of shit laptop (no offense Hun) keeps fucking overheating and dying. Sick of it. Getting some green to calm the fuck down. Today is just one of those days..
Ahem.. aHEMhem..
General | Posted 14 years agoxD Hai peeps. Just wanted to say that Rise of the Planet of the Apes is a motherfucking bad-ass sweet movie (go see it. now. right now. seriously wtf are you waiting for?) and that I'm looking forward to Oklacon in a couple of months (which falls - pun intended - around the same time as my 21st birthday. happy happy joy joy! not.. x3). We shall see what happens. Other than that my Dragon and I are doing fine annnnnnd.... not much else to say at the moment! xD Peace.
Something on my mind
General | Posted 14 years agoMy mother raised me as one of Jehovah's Witnesses, and before as well as after I left "the Truth" at age 14 she could be pretty hard and abusive towards me. She had a much kinder and more generous side to her that I rarely got to see except when I was a child and before her death. At the worst times of my life and relationship with her, like most kids, I wanted her to suffer and die. But then something happened: she did. She passed away last September in her home from 4th stage heart problems - her fate was practically the same as her father's, who was also a very mean person. Now, even though we 'made up' during the last few months of her life, I wish with all my heart and soul that I could have handled things differently (in the past) and been with her till the end... the pain runs deep... when you lose a parent, no matter how much you dislike them, no matter what problems you had... you lose a part of yourself, your light, something you couldn't truly see before. It changes you.
A little late but...
General | Posted 14 years agoLast weekend was epic. Had a blast at RCFM, saw some old friends and made several new ones. I love you guys. ♥
New-ish music vids!
General | Posted 14 years agoOnce Upon a Forest/Infected Mushroom: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVIW8Kq-Cpw
Land Before Time/Dream Theater: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AN1NbVcPMkY
Enjoy and feel free to share/make them viral :D
Land Before Time/Dream Theater: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AN1NbVcPMkY
Enjoy and feel free to share/make them viral :D
Got Tagged — The Threes
General | Posted 15 years ago(How suiting~)
Three names I go by:
1. Andrew
2. Flame
3. Guido
Three jobs I have had in my life:
1. Confidential
2. Confidential
3. Confidential
(Ain't that a bitch.)
Three places I have lived:
1. T-Town (Tulsa, OK)
2. Broken Arrow
3. My mother's uterus.
Three favorite drinks:
1. Captain Morgan Lime Bite
2. Welch's Sparkling Grape Soda
3. Good ol' H2O
Three TV shows I watch:
1. Conspiracy Theory w/ Jesse Ventura
2. Supernatural
3. Pawn Stars
Three places I have been:
1. Rocket City FurMeet
2. Oklacon
3. Colorado
Three of my favorite foods:
1. Italian
2. Chinese
3. Mexican
Three things I'm looking forward to:
1. My Dragon asking me to marry him <3
2. Next RCFM (and seeing Sir Raiu again!)
3. The end of the world.
Three pets I have/had:
1. My cute little white kitten Cera ^^
2. My fishies and ghost shrimpies!
3. My doggy Alex who resides with my sister.
Three places I want to visit before I die (outside the U.S.):
1. India
2. Jamaica
3. Australia
And a bonus triad I just made up — Three of my favorite bands:
1. Tool
2. Alice in Chains
3. Entheogenic
Three names I go by:
1. Andrew
2. Flame
3. Guido
Three jobs I have had in my life:
1. Confidential
2. Confidential
3. Confidential
(Ain't that a bitch.)
Three places I have lived:
1. T-Town (Tulsa, OK)
2. Broken Arrow
3. My mother's uterus.
Three favorite drinks:
1. Captain Morgan Lime Bite
2. Welch's Sparkling Grape Soda
3. Good ol' H2O
Three TV shows I watch:
1. Conspiracy Theory w/ Jesse Ventura
2. Supernatural
3. Pawn Stars
Three places I have been:
1. Rocket City FurMeet
2. Oklacon
3. Colorado
Three of my favorite foods:
1. Italian
2. Chinese
3. Mexican
Three things I'm looking forward to:
1. My Dragon asking me to marry him <3
2. Next RCFM (and seeing Sir Raiu again!)
3. The end of the world.
Three pets I have/had:
1. My cute little white kitten Cera ^^
2. My fishies and ghost shrimpies!
3. My doggy Alex who resides with my sister.
Three places I want to visit before I die (outside the U.S.):
1. India
2. Jamaica
3. Australia
And a bonus triad I just made up — Three of my favorite bands:
1. Tool
2. Alice in Chains
3. Entheogenic
Couldn't make up my mind
General | Posted 15 years agoI've had this certain 'problem' for as long as I can remember being a furry. I'll have a strong personal attachment with a certain animal (for example, when I first started out I was a Dalmatian because I was a HUGE fan of 101 Dalmatians), and after a couple years I'll begin to have an apparent fascination with another animal. Throughout the years I've had several fursonas, but it was only recently when I discovered my own 'Triad'.
The red fox/kitsune has been very special to me ever since I was 15, so I keep it as my third character in the Triad (notice the significance?). I've been in love with geckos ever since I saw those Geico and SoBe commercials, so I keep it as my 2nd. As for the big one (ironically saying)... it's gotta be Guido. That cute, weird-ass Microraptor gui character from the LBT series. I've got more of a connection with that little guy than any fursona I've ever associated myself with, ever (discluding the kitsune).
Things change, as do we all. It makes me feel bad for all the artists who drew my 'ancient' characters, but should that bugger alone stop me from following my own ever-changing path? Personally, I think that could be unwise. I'm beginning to attempt having more of a connection with the present rather than the past, and in this present, I have my Triad of current fursona truth. Of course, I always tend to sway from one to another, including a couple other 'fursonas' outside the Triad, but I've also learned that I need to teach myself not to be so worried about it all, though certain responsibility is still always a plus. Hey, maybe in a few years I'll have discovered a different truth about my life in Furrydom... it's only natural, right?
Anyway, just thought I'd throw that out there for all the people asking, "WHY CAN'T YOU JUST CHOOSE ONE FURSONA AND STICK WITH THAT?" My simple answer: because things change. Didn't you know?
The red fox/kitsune has been very special to me ever since I was 15, so I keep it as my third character in the Triad (notice the significance?). I've been in love with geckos ever since I saw those Geico and SoBe commercials, so I keep it as my 2nd. As for the big one (ironically saying)... it's gotta be Guido. That cute, weird-ass Microraptor gui character from the LBT series. I've got more of a connection with that little guy than any fursona I've ever associated myself with, ever (discluding the kitsune).
Things change, as do we all. It makes me feel bad for all the artists who drew my 'ancient' characters, but should that bugger alone stop me from following my own ever-changing path? Personally, I think that could be unwise. I'm beginning to attempt having more of a connection with the present rather than the past, and in this present, I have my Triad of current fursona truth. Of course, I always tend to sway from one to another, including a couple other 'fursonas' outside the Triad, but I've also learned that I need to teach myself not to be so worried about it all, though certain responsibility is still always a plus. Hey, maybe in a few years I'll have discovered a different truth about my life in Furrydom... it's only natural, right?
Anyway, just thought I'd throw that out there for all the people asking, "WHY CAN'T YOU JUST CHOOSE ONE FURSONA AND STICK WITH THAT?" My simple answer: because things change. Didn't you know?
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General | Posted 15 years agois my age now :3
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30 films meme
General | Posted 15 years ago1. AVATAR (Yeah, what.)
2. Star Trek (2009)
3. The Time Machine (2002)
4. Lara Croft: Tomb Raider
5. Once Upon a Forest
6. The Matrix
7. V for Vendetta
8. Equilibrium
9. Jurassic Park
10. The Mummy (1999)
11. Tenacious D in The Pick of Destiny
12. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
13. Twister (1996)
14. The Craft
15. Across the Universe
16. Pink Floyd The Wall
17. District 9
18. The Crazies
19. The Obama Deception: The Mask Comes Off
20. Over the Hedge
21. Fantastic Mr. Fox
22. Monsters, Inc.
23. Kill Bill Volume 1
24. Laird/All Aboard the Crazy Train
25. Muppet Treasure Island
26. The Land Before Time
27. Freddy vs. Jason
28. Donnie Darko
29. Inglourious Basterds
30. The Sound of Music
2. Star Trek (2009)
3. The Time Machine (2002)
4. Lara Croft: Tomb Raider
5. Once Upon a Forest
6. The Matrix
7. V for Vendetta
8. Equilibrium
9. Jurassic Park
10. The Mummy (1999)
11. Tenacious D in The Pick of Destiny
12. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
13. Twister (1996)
14. The Craft
15. Across the Universe
16. Pink Floyd The Wall
17. District 9
18. The Crazies
19. The Obama Deception: The Mask Comes Off
20. Over the Hedge
21. Fantastic Mr. Fox
22. Monsters, Inc.
23. Kill Bill Volume 1
24. Laird/All Aboard the Crazy Train
25. Muppet Treasure Island
26. The Land Before Time
27. Freddy vs. Jason
28. Donnie Darko
29. Inglourious Basterds
30. The Sound of Music
Quick update
General | Posted 15 years agoWell'p, my mate 
l337inuyasha and I have been happily residing with our good friend 
startupp and his mate since a couple of weeks ago; still looking for a job but things are finally starting to look up for us all including my chance to become employed, so I'm keepin' faith (so to speak). Oklacon and my/Kashi's birthdays are on the way next month so totally looking forwards to that. Will update more once there's actually more to talk about lulz. Peace out.
l337inuyasha and I have been happily residing with our good friend 
startupp and his mate since a couple of weeks ago; still looking for a job but things are finally starting to look up for us all including my chance to become employed, so I'm keepin' faith (so to speak). Oklacon and my/Kashi's birthdays are on the way next month so totally looking forwards to that. Will update more once there's actually more to talk about lulz. Peace out.Revolution?
General | Posted 15 years agoSo I've been watching Alex Jones' shit lately and you know what? He's actually making a lot of goddamn sense and some powerful, truthful points.
The tyrannical globalist banking Elite are the ones currently in 'charge'.
Obama is a puppet just like all the others for over the past half-century.
Our food and water are being poisoned.
The Internet's freedom is in danger.
The People's freedom is in even more danger.
The police and military are beginning to show their true nature.
And the worst part of it all...we're letting them get away with it.
These are just a few examples of what I mean.
The People need to start WAKING THE FUCK UP and SOON or it'll be too late.
Scientific dictatorship and tyranny is among us and I fear the worst, but hope for the best. Then again...hope in one hand, shit in the other. Which one fills up fastest?
Effort is the key, and effort is action. Question is...who will have the courage?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cm3PYZ0N7Dg
Let's not allow our forefathers to have died in vain, shall we?
EDIT: No, I don't consider Alex Jones as my savior. But I do consider him as a great source of information and intelligence, damn straight.
The tyrannical globalist banking Elite are the ones currently in 'charge'.
Obama is a puppet just like all the others for over the past half-century.
Our food and water are being poisoned.
The Internet's freedom is in danger.
The People's freedom is in even more danger.
The police and military are beginning to show their true nature.
And the worst part of it all...we're letting them get away with it.
These are just a few examples of what I mean.
The People need to start WAKING THE FUCK UP and SOON or it'll be too late.
Scientific dictatorship and tyranny is among us and I fear the worst, but hope for the best. Then again...hope in one hand, shit in the other. Which one fills up fastest?
Effort is the key, and effort is action. Question is...who will have the courage?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cm3PYZ0N7Dg
Let's not allow our forefathers to have died in vain, shall we?
EDIT: No, I don't consider Alex Jones as my savior. But I do consider him as a great source of information and intelligence, damn straight.
