sooo im leveling today again after yearrrr , man i do feel bit bitter sweet i might do some streaming today and also vrc

soooo i guess ill write here too buuut
Sadly my pc casing had a bit of a break sooo ill have to get a new one , until then i have to use damaged but ill be setting up a goal on my twitch to save for a new casing if anyone feels like donating
and in case you dont know yea i actually do stream here is link to my page https://www.twitch.tv/scareye1 x3

i know i m not most active but life takes its toll , i can tell i got growing backlog of comms to upload , i didnt die im still alive so dont worry i should start posting soon :)

im gonna share this journal please read if you support ukraine https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10141310/

Sooo finally out of quarantine and well it seems i recovered from the covid but still got some tests ahead of me but on monday im returning to work , thought i would let those few of you who care about this stuff x3

Hello there

So it has been quite some time since I wrote a journal but lately i havent
been exactly okay and i did go to pcr test and today i also got sadly positive result
on Covid 19, so yeah i sadly won this lottery . However so far it appears as a light case
i had some fever few days ago but that stopped . IM bit unsure what to write more but yea
lets hope this will not have any complications .

Soo again one year older yayy fór me

So ... ill try to keep this as short as i can cause im still moved by recent events .
When i saw the ... well lets say it clean and plain attempt on Coup in washington DC
I was astounded by what i saw , and disgusted . Sure im no US citizent but IM Citizent
in my country. What we saw happen there .... marks extremly dangerous precipice that
a true citizent in true democratic system cant accept . This is equal to attempts of
all dictatorships attempting to seize power from people and demagogues misguiding people.
If you approve or support those who so violently interupted a a democratic process or
align themselves with fascist movement that tries to feed us " fact " that there is a master race
and that people are not equal then I would like to ask you to unfollow me For i believe in equality
among mankind . My country experienced what it is like to live in totalitarian system and so i consider it
moral disgrace if i would let anything like that occur here or anywhere else . Thank you

To rest of you Thank you for your time
Stay safe and i wish you good luck and alln the good health that one can have.

So good news i did get new router from provider so im Back in full swing.

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new update----

DSL cable is again damage, im afraid There May be something chewing it.

Awww looks like either my router dying or some other tech issueplagues me

@_@ its 2 am cant get to sleep And today Long 12 shift ahead... Brain keeps going haaaaalp.

Ehh i cant believe there are people who would prevent their relatives to find out truth .... especially in times like this ....

This will be really short but ... sadly we learned yesterday that sadly
my older brother passed away this weekend aged 31 .
May the ground lay softly on you bro .

Hey there everyone , just heads up a few pictures are up now ,
Finally did get a small bit time to post them , the week continues
to be exhausting so im rather busy with work and stuff . I must admit
these two weeks were a rather dificult ride so far i hoep things will
slowly settle . Its complicated but i hope for best , im still rather out of mood due to
recent passing of my grand grand father who was 97 but family tries to pull trough this
dificult time so . I hope you like the pictures that i uploaded. See you alters people and
have a good one .

I was wondering if i should add a kind of sigil or banner to my Malfressa character , cause given the fact she is royalty she would probably use soemthign to symbolise her position , should i add it or not and what you guys think would work best for her ? .

yep its official Scareye is older gain x3 B day went alright decided to buy something small for myself called hollow knight so yeah theres the b day gift x3 , thank you all who sent me wishes in notes or on discord :) i hope everyone hs a goodie day x3

okayyy i gotta share thesee XD

A good friend of mine asked me if i could give a little
shout out about YCH that their friend is holding for comms
so if any of you are interested then go hit them x3


https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26631894/

Hey theree people , just wanted to pop in qiuckly before work .
While i have ideas for pictures i was also kinda curious what sort of picture you people would like to see heree ,
and which characters of mine you would like to see appearing in x3.

Soo i got told that im once again older :P XD
Its been quite a year again but , holding up strong and steady x3
So yeah thanx people :)

Sooo in less than an hour we got 2018 over here in my country so i wanted to wish you all the best in fresh 2018 and hopefuly things will go better as in the old one fo everyone of you , and if thigns where goodie they can always get better :)
for me it went fast but t same time felt a really long .
I ll update this jopurnal once im back here which shoulnt .
Stay safe people :)

So once again its this time fo year here and so this dragon decided to shout at you all a very merry christmass and lot of love relax and so on :) im not really good at this but ye :) I hope you all enjoy a good time with whoever you are right now :) Thanks for been awesome lads that you are :)

hey everyonee.
I wonder if anyone would wanna join in on some commision with my chars , so far i wmight consider getting some pacific rim style picture perhaps so i wanted to see if anyone would like to join ?:)

hey guysss and gals ,

how are you all ? im okay i guess ssonn weekend so hope to get some rest,. I wanted to ask you if you might have some advice on possible reference sheet for my big baddie queen Malfressa, cause i think i will go for reference that would include her feral form and some more info, so i wondered if you might have some opinions on it .
Since halloween comming , i think it could be fitting for it to be eire one too :P
Take caree and stay safee.

Phewwww finally weekend, couldnt wait for week to kick out.
I kinda hope to do some fun stuff, maybe i could go to cinema to see It or i dunno, what are you guys up to ?

- kicks his feet up on table and lthinks of loved ones -