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So... I turned 41 today
Posted 2 weeks ago yep. 41. I dont feel older. Lol.
So went to sushi with family, and it was nice. Didn't really do much else. Been side-eyeing some gundams but not finically doable.
Backs not been doing better. Actually been trying nerve blocker, and some been working some haven't. But the last few weeks been alot worse then normal.
Happy Spooky Month! Love you all.One more call for help.
Posted a month agoI want to say thank you to whomever did help.
It still killing us financially, and emotionally. But thank you.
Anyone who wants to help or even spread the link I would appreciate.
https://gofund.me/1705d4920
Love you all. So much.
It still killing us financially, and emotionally. But thank you.
Anyone who wants to help or even spread the link I would appreciate.
https://gofund.me/1705d4920
Love you all. So much.
If yoi could spread the word please?
Posted a month agoI am asking for a little help to recoupe from thr vet bills due to losing my two girls sadly very recently. If you can just spread the word please.
https://gofundme.com/f/help-cover-d.....14_t2&ts=1756755279377&attribution_id=sl:821dea7a-8313-41fb-ab40-4ceafd0b2801
https://gofundme.com/f/help-cover-d.....14_t2&ts=1
Help if yiu can help. Vet bill from the lose of our Dogs
Posted a month agoince the lose of my two dogs:
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/scarskitsune/
Asking for some help since it hurt financially as well. If anything please spread the word.
https://gofund.me/d98d3f16
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/scarskitsune/
Asking for some help since it hurt financially as well. If anything please spread the word.
https://gofund.me/d98d3f16
Broken hearted. Lost all my dogs.
Posted 2 months agoYeah. All my dogs have passed within the month and half.
On July 9th we choose to put down our Corgi mix, Carly. She was old and had a hard time walking. Was becoming extremely incontinence. That was wasn't so bad as it was expected.
Last Thursday, the 21st, which was mine and
nickada 12th anniversary. But the day before our eldest dog: Donna started acting weird, and lathergic. So we made a emergency appointment. We went there and they did blood work. Her kidneys were basically dead. We had to make the hard choice. I held her during the last moments while Nikki cried in the corner. It was fucking hard.
But yesterday, Jupiter, whom was Donna's pup from way back. We got her in 2014. She started acting like Donna last week, but worse. She started not wanting to move. Threw up water. Just not doing well. She seemed to get better overnight so me, mom, and Nikki went to bed. In the middle of the night came out to find mom watching her. She apparently seemed ro be well so mom went to bed. When Nikki woke up Jupiter was unresponsive. Heavy breathing, ragdolled, and defecated the bed. I got up and rushed her to the Vet. Sadly as we pulled into the lot/thru the door she was already gone.
We are all extremely heartbroken. I have not stopped crying.
On July 9th we choose to put down our Corgi mix, Carly. She was old and had a hard time walking. Was becoming extremely incontinence. That was wasn't so bad as it was expected.
Last Thursday, the 21st, which was mine and
nickada 12th anniversary. But the day before our eldest dog: Donna started acting weird, and lathergic. So we made a emergency appointment. We went there and they did blood work. Her kidneys were basically dead. We had to make the hard choice. I held her during the last moments while Nikki cried in the corner. It was fucking hard.But yesterday, Jupiter, whom was Donna's pup from way back. We got her in 2014. She started acting like Donna last week, but worse. She started not wanting to move. Threw up water. Just not doing well. She seemed to get better overnight so me, mom, and Nikki went to bed. In the middle of the night came out to find mom watching her. She apparently seemed ro be well so mom went to bed. When Nikki woke up Jupiter was unresponsive. Heavy breathing, ragdolled, and defecated the bed. I got up and rushed her to the Vet. Sadly as we pulled into the lot/thru the door she was already gone.
We are all extremely heartbroken. I have not stopped crying.
Welp. I had to dump my mate.
Posted 8 months agoMy mate of 11+ years and knowing her 15.... we had to separate and I got a restraining order.
There is a very long story and right now those closest to me know it. I will provide information when I am moved out, and safe. This might be a bit. But it's pretty fucked up.
There is a very long story and right now those closest to me know it. I will provide information when I am moved out, and safe. This might be a bit. But it's pretty fucked up.
Got home. The news can be.. bad. Get out the bingo ca...
Posted a year agoI am officially home from the hospital cause there was no point in me staying another night eating a SINGLE PANCAKE AND BACON STRIP. 100% that was breakfast.
But time to pull out the bingo card.
Ok. Who had possibly a rare form of Blood Cancer? Did I hear blood cancer.
Yeah. Apparently a form of blood cancer runs in the family and would/does explain wayyyy too much.
NOW PLEASE PAY ATTENTION
This isn't I am going anywhere. It's a form of overproduction of the red blood cells that don't fully do their job, and pool in my feet. It explains the leg pain. It explain my tiredness. Headaches. And so so much more.
But this does mean things are going to be much more complicated in my world. *sighs and slumps* I didn't see this one coming.
Oh and a pea sized Cyst on a kidney. But that's nothing to worry about.
But time to pull out the bingo card.
Ok. Who had possibly a rare form of Blood Cancer? Did I hear blood cancer.
Yeah. Apparently a form of blood cancer runs in the family and would/does explain wayyyy too much.
NOW PLEASE PAY ATTENTION
This isn't I am going anywhere. It's a form of overproduction of the red blood cells that don't fully do their job, and pool in my feet. It explains the leg pain. It explain my tiredness. Headaches. And so so much more.
But this does mean things are going to be much more complicated in my world. *sighs and slumps* I didn't see this one coming.
Oh and a pea sized Cyst on a kidney. But that's nothing to worry about.
Still in the hospital.
Posted a year agoYep. Another night in the hospital. It sucks here badly. Ughhhhhh
In hospital. My kidneys are fucked!
Posted a year agoSo today has been utterly shity. Me and Nikki had a fight over some stupid shit. So she went for s drive to clear her head. While gone my chest started to hurt and hard time breathing. So I got out of my wheelchair and ended up on the floor. I don't know how long I was there. Bit that's how she found me. She called 911, and I was taken to the hospital. I am currently in the ER, and waiting on a room. Hate hospitals. But as the doctor said: my kidneys aren't working right. Possibly early failure or something. So they aren't filtering the potassium right and it's screwing with the rest of me. *sighs* it's not yet life threatening, but it's a new thing to add to the list of fucked up shit in my life:
Lost most of my teeth.
Chronic foot pain.
MRSA that's fucked me up alot.
Stroke
Lost my left leg
Left eye is failing.
And now kidneys said fuck you.
*sighs* I don't know what to.do. support would help....
Lost most of my teeth.
Chronic foot pain.
MRSA that's fucked me up alot.
Stroke
Lost my left leg
Left eye is failing.
And now kidneys said fuck you.
*sighs* I don't know what to.do. support would help....
Level up. Achieved 40 years old.
Posted a year agoI turned 40 today. I have a been a fur forever. And now I have hit a major mile stone.
Love you all.
Love you all.
The not dead update, and 40th Birthday in 2 weeks
Posted a year ago I ain't dead yet!
But sure did life try! Several spinal infections and the like. Had to be on hard-core antibotics for a nearly 6 months! But all seems to be doing well. It kept me from using my new leg, snd been stuck in the wheelchair. That broke at one point too. But I did finally get disability! But barely. It's not really enough to survive on, but it's better then nothing. It allowed me to get a 3d printer. Love the thing. Plan to start a business soon. Me and nickada are doing well. I recently started getting mental help because boy oh boy. I am a fur. We have issues.
On a side note I finally have family close to me. My IRL mom has moved out to the area and is only 15 minutes away. It's nice to have her near by. Wonder if she'll goto Anthrocon again one year.
My 40th Birthday is in two weeks, and NO I won't quit the Fandom you noobs! This is my home and I ain't leaving. But yeah. 40. 15 years longer then my Dad said I would last. Ha! But yeah.
If you ever wanna talk to me or chat. My telegram is always open and welcome.
I promise to do better guys! Love and miss so many of you! 5 days later: I finally get to go home.
Posted 2 years agoGod damn am I tired of hospitals.
Back in the damned hospital. Again!
Posted 2 years agoMy spine flared u0 with the infection again so. Yep. Once again in the damn3d hospital.
I GOT APPROVED FOR DISABILITY!
Posted 2 years ago I just got off the phone and I am in tears. Literal tears. I can't give all the info, but I am finally able to not leech off others. Back will need surgery again.
Posted 2 years agoYep. My infection is back. Again. And I am going to require surgery. X.x I hate it.
I need to do a long journal tonorrow.
Posted 2 years agoWarning ya all. Some good. Some bad.
Out of surgery
Posted 2 years agoAnd I am ok now. Will post better info when I get it.
Going into surgery. Now.
Posted 2 years agoYeah my back thing flared up enough that they wanna dig it out.
Love you all, and see you later. Update when out and able too.
Love you all, and see you later. Update when out and able too.
My spine is literally infected.....
Posted 2 years agoThe MRi shows my the infection is in my spine and wrapped around it....
Fml...
Fml...
In the damned er
Posted 2 years agoI just wanted antibiotics. God damnit.
And my back has gotten infected. Again.
Posted 2 years agoFor a third time.
Fml.
Fml.
Been a bit.
Posted 2 years ago Hey guys.
Yes I am making a journal that isn't: OMG my life socks please send me money.
Yeahhh I am sorry I been doing that alot. Life been eating my ass.
But this moment in time: life is OK. Got a nice wheelchair that works well in the house. Got a new walker coming in and I hope that will help me walk the most. I have a sleep study this coming week to see if I need help with that. Getting a Iron Infusion in the near future.
But my back has been a huge issue. It' keeps becoming infected, and filling with fluids. I worried it may gradually become worse. X.x
As for home life. I need to get a ramp for my house. It's crappy cheap ramp.
But for other things. I saw Metroid Prine RM came out and I needd#d it lol.
I love and miss you guys. Please hit me up on telegram. Please. scarswondblade I am always around. Going to Urgent Care
Posted 3 years agoMy back wound is acting up. So I need to goto Urgent Care.
So close. Please spread the word!
Posted 3 years agoI am trying for a long term wheelchair. And I am so close to the lower end goal. Please spread the word! Please!
https://gofund.me/c2a3e4d6
https://gofund.me/c2a3e4d6
About $200 short of wheelchair goal. HELP!
Posted 3 years ago hey everyone I am running short on my gofundme. I am just shy of about $200 of the lowest grade wheelchair.
If you can spread the word it would help so much!!
https://gofund.me/c2a3e4d6 