I thought about signing up on a furry-specific dating site, but I'm surprised there's more than one, and I'm not sure which one to sign up on, or if I even should. I'd like a partner, but my life isn't as together as I would like, so I'm conflicted.

Something fun happened to me while I was trying to rest last night. I have a fuzzy blanket that was covering my torso and chest. After an amount of time, it felt like I actually had fur, or at least what it would feel like to have it. I played around with the idea, making my hand go into a palm strike (or tiger strike) configuration, pretending I had paws and claws. Although if I was transformed into a half human half animal, I would still like the use of fingers and opposable thumbs. All in all, it was an interesting night.

I've known this for a while, but I tend to change what types on fantasies I indulge in. Lately, it's been transformation/werewolf fantasies. I really like the idea of having sex with a werewolf, which causes my transformation. I know wolves are sort of the cliche when it comes to transformation or lycanthrope fiction (I hate using that word; I really hope it exists), but I feel drawn to wolves. Coming back to what most would call "regular life" or "reality", I was thinking about how hard it would be for werewolves to exist. Either they'd have to stay in their human form or animal form, very rarely allowing themselves the luxury of the half-form. I imagine becoming one would also be incredibly difficult, as one wouldn't know if another was a werewolf, they'd have to gain the trust of the werewolf, plus somehow conveying the idea of becoming a werewolf, despite not knowing the other person was one. Even with that, I still hope I'll find one someday. :D