Hey guys, sorry I'm not very active on FA anymore. Lots going on with my life. You can find me over on twitter @ScodyWoof, or on Telegram with the same username. Stop by and chat sometime yeah? :)

Hey guys,

I just wanted to post something that has really been bothering me for a while. As a friend, I care a lot about you guys, and I always want to see you guys happy, and enjoying yourselves. And yes, sometimes we may not see eye to eye on some things, or I may bother the crap out of you. But we became friends anyway. And I just want you guys to know, that I don't want you to think for one minute that I don't give a damn about you, or who you hang out with, or who you're friends with, because I do, and if I have ever disrespected you, or your friends, or anyone else I am 100% sorry for that transaction, and I hope that if I have offended you, you will understand that I am being sincere in saying that.

I hope everyone is well, coming into the end of this first month of 2015, and I hope only for the best for everyone out there, and anyone who stumbles upon this tiny journal.

Love you all,

Scody.

Damn right :|

I'm so inactive D: But happy birthday to me? :) 23

It's hard to find time to come to FA anymore, since I'm home, and don't want my family to find out about my fur-life :3 But that's okay. Just got done going through 8000 submissions, blehhhh :P

As for me... who knows. Nobody seems interested in talking, it's annoying. Oh well.

Nobody plays :|

Because it looks like it could be fun, but I don't has the monies for it right now. But if anyone bought it and has a free week key, and are willing to part with it.... lemme know >:3

Pete... is so freaking sexy, I wish there was more art of him. Gosh I'm so weird, if you have Pete art you like, share >:3

22, oh boy ^^

So I'm just curious if anyone knows when my birthday is without looking it up =3 How many of mah fuzzy friends remember? >:3

Going to be inactive fora week and such. Got a new puppy, I'm home for vacation, spending time with the family, etc etc. So yeah. You can text or skype me if you wanna chat or anything =) cya in about a week

Ask me stuff if you really wanna know :D

No spoilers or anything, I just wanted to make a comment. I went to see Man of Steel today, and even though I dislike superman, I thought the movie was actually pretty good. My other friend thought it was a good movie too, but both of my female friends who went to see it did not like it. I was confused as to why not, and they said superman wasn't relatable........


I was like... DUH? I still don't get why they didn't like it, so I'm going to say that their reasons were dumb and move on with it. I liked it, you may like it too.

So, I'm officially going to be in school over the summer I guess, taking two music classes, bleh. At least it's more credits towards graduating. Get to take a total of 10 classes over the next two semesters also, so that's 12 classes in total. Blek. I hope that's enough to actually graduate though :3c if not I'll be pretty pissed off.

Hey everyone, just a quick question. What is your definition of sexual violence? This is for a class I'm taking, and I was just wondering if anyone would be willing to share an example of me of what sexual violence is to you, and what sexual violence may encompass?

Add me on skype... I'm lonely and want attention :<

OD and Die from taking too much zZzQuil?

1. Are you single or taken?
Uh.. Single

2. Chocolate or flowers?

Not much of a flower kind of guy, so chocolate.

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?

I dunno, I might draw something? probably not though

4. Do you like anyone?

Yeah -.-

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?

Nope

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?

It doesn't really matter.

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?

No

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

I don't think so

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?

I would, kind of have? Guess the guy didn't understand.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?

Meh

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?

My mother used to.

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?

Nope.

13. Do you like candy hearts?

They're delicious.

14. What is something you got last Valentines?

Err...Nothing

15. Is Valentines depressing?

To an extent, it can be.

16. How is your love life?

What love life?

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?

No, on my birthday once, but whatever.

18. How many roses would you want to receive?

As many as "my love" would want to get for me?

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?

Probably most likely not.

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?

Nah

21. Who was your last Valentine from?

It's been so long, I can't remember.

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?

I'm not sure anyone really thinks about giving me valentines cards.

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?

I would say that's kind of personal, don't you?

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?

Maybe a few "Happy Valentines Day" texts, but that's about it.

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?

Yes

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?

2

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?

Nope

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?

Nope, I am usually up front with those things.

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?

Will it be appreciated? Probably not.

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?

$10 from my mom.

31. What was the worst?

Nothing

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?

Nope, that'd be a great gift though, yeah?

A friend of mine,  silverbatmarch is offering some commissions for cheap to help him get out to Cali, and it would mean a lot if anyone would help him.

Lot's of love to everyone.

Happy Holidays everyone, I hope you all get what you want and enjoy your time!

Yup, came out to my mom (VIA Texting - live 5 hours from home) this morning, and she is very supportive of me, and loves me. I'm so honored to have her as a mother, and I'm so happy I can finally get this off my chest with my family... It's wonderful.

Why is it people get depressed over nothing? Is it just...stress, or maybe it's something deep down inside that they can't deal with? I don't know... been thinking to myself, basically...calling myself a loser because of how depressed I get sometimes. Sometimes I can get really depressed, almost suicidal, but I'm smart enough to know I would never hurt myself... because I can't. But I do wonder what it'd be like...you know? Sometimes I ask myself if things would be better off without me, would it be better for some people if I hadn't existed in the first place...maybe not being here would be better...but I know that's not entirely true.

To be honest, the biggest reason I get depressed is because I see everyone so...happy. I mean, people have their mates (which I seem to be forever alone), and some people get gifts from people (Hell... I even give gifts, and I'm not saying I want anything in return...just...do people even think about me?) I feel like...just a guy who people make small talk with from time to time when he bothers them. I don't really know many people who start talking to me. I guess that's in my nature though, to be nosey, jealous of people in relationships, and envious.

Thought that, for sure, I would've found someone by now, but...the people I've been interested in have either lost contact with me, rarely talk to me at all, or like somebody else entirely. I try my best to keep cool, and not get depressed...but I want to not be? I thought that finding someone to call mate would be what I needed to turn my depressing feelings around, and as much as I admit it would help a bit, it still wouldn't satisfy everything I suppose. I don't know what would either.

I don't hate myself, sure... I'm chubby, there's nothing wrong with that. My family isn't perfect, but we're pretty loyal to each other, having each others backs even if sometimes we don't see eye to eye. My friends are all pretty cool, well...the people I "call friend" anyway... real life and online. But... it's kind of like they don't even feel the same way about me. Like I'm a nag...just a bother, someone who isn't important. I don't want to feel special with everyone, at most I just want someone to talk to from time to time.

And another thing that bothers me is when...people add me expecting them to YIFF them. holy crap... I can't stress this enough but I am a GAY (male) SUBMISSIVE BOTTOM. That means I like the pee pee in my butt. There really isn't any other way around it, I am disgusted by the idea of fucking someone, but being fucked is something completely different. I want to please with my body, but that doesn't make me a bad person, or a whore, or a slut. No, it just means what it says. I don't go around saying "use me use me", no, the only person I will be a "slut" for is the person brave enough to call me mate.

I don't expect many of you to read this, let alone reply, this is just a rant journal anyway, I don't know why I'm typing this...just...sometimes you gotta get things off your chest I guess.

Took this from various people, if you wish to answer, cool, if you wanna Note me your answer that's fine too! I don't expect many people to say anything...but I am just interested is all.

WOULD YOU...
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the a**?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor

I dunno how this works, but I made one O-o

https://twitter.com/ScodyWolf