Exodus to a new account, Status on my ability to do new stuff pending. Moral of the story, some people are ass wipes.

So turns out civil disorder in other countries over impressive regimes leads to me laughing my ass of when it's edited...I know I'm going to hell for this, but I couldn't breathe the first time I laughed.

I've been doing this instead of schoolwork.....totally worth it.





SHAME-FUCKING-LESS

THIS CRAPS AWESOME AND ON NETFLIX, IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT WATCH IT NOW.

Also making care packages for others, like I do every February for Singles Awareness Day, note me or tell me on skype if your single on valentine's day and I'll send a care package~

Hey all, I just wanted to.....express why you guys kinda see me do my own art, and do my journals sporadically from time to time. Part of it is I'm starting to feel.....both internal conflict and depression. The Depression stems from a bunch of things in my life, and part of it involves, being alone most of the time and feeling like there's not much for me to do outside of academia. That being said the reason I don't upload things a good portion of the time, and why I don't draw even though I eventually wanna be more then just the amateur artist that I am has to do with school. School work is cutting into my own time, and ability to do things, so I may be sporadic with the uploading.

Part of the reason I'm saying this now is I want to commit to the Furry Fandom, I really do, moreso then my desire to keep doing genetic studies and get my BS in genetics, I'm at a crossroads now as to wether or not I wanna keep going, even though I'm almost done with my sophomore year and am basically half way there. I need...something in my life....I don't know what it is, but I need a motivator... a drive, something to push me further and inspire me...and I'm just kind of falling short on that thing...anyway, sorry if I wasted your time with this journal, I just figured I'd let y'all know why there are points when I draw lots, then weeks when I draw almost nothing.

Hey all, I know I haven't posted journals regularly and I haven't posted updated pics in a while, and honestly it has to do with the fact that inspiration has been waxing and waning for me, this is going to be a tough quarter for college, and work is starting to pile up, so...I've had a lack of inspiration as of late.

Most of that changed however when I went to an Inland Empire Furry Meet at a nearby Cici's pizza. I talked to a lot of people, and ended up having quite a bit of fun, even if I was slow to start and a bit awkward at first. It's interesting how your perspective on the Furry Community can change after just a meeting, but I'll be doing my best to get back on the sketching as soon as I can.

Also if anyone from that group is on my watchlist as of now. I just wanted to ingratiate how thankful I am that you guys were so accommodating, while awkward at first, by the end of the meeting I can successfully say that I indeed felt more acceptance and more happiness towards being a furry~

Ladies and Gentleman if and when I lose my virginity and start having copious amounts of sexytimes I promise that I will repost this journal <3 <3 <3


1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
A few, not that I know what sex is like *Is a virgin*

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
If I had to pick I'd say all, sexytimes to wake up, sexytimes in the afternoon, then sexytimes before bed :I

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Whatever side my sugar mama wants, no preference.

4. Do you masturbate?
I'm a male in healthy pubescent ages....of course.

5. How often? Lately?
I uhh.....usually around 3-4 times a day >>

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Baths

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
I'd love the idea behind doing it, but if I had to pick I'd prefer a shower, I feel like too much water would slooosh around in a bath.

9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
I do, sometimes I draw tits and butts too~ Never have with other people.

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Passive. I like being the unhinged animal~.

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
I've got love for multiple people on my friends list <3 carnal love for fewer but it's there >.>

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Yep, but such is the price of not being popufur ^^

13. Would you choose love or money?
I have lots of money, and needn't worry about it, so Luff <3 <3 <3

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Giving and receiving oral, Sloppy sex and cum everywhere and um.....spanking tush's/Being dominant >.>

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes....same person a few times too.

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Haven't had it :O

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Haven't had it :O

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
I haven't been caught having sex, cause I haven't had it, but I did get caught by UCPD gripping and groping my ex while frenching. >>

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Yeah...I can't help it....I'm a fan of titties >>

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
I have...the few times I've tried to get laid and failed. :I

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Nope

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Kissed only. Been too shy for anything else

24. What's your sexual preference?
Bisexual, preferring woman. In guys I really only go for femboys and traps :O

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Have not...I've made out though if that counts? *Hasn't fucked anyone properly yet*

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Still a virgin.

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
I have neither a job, nor a woman to defile at said job...*presses button and hopes to receive both* .

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yes, I have.

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Yeah.....they have a sample table there for lube ><

30. Do you own any sex toys?
Only 2 but I'ma grow and expand my collection.

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
I have a Fleshlight, and a Bad Dragon Sea Dragon >>

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Uhhh......yeah >>

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Nope

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
I wish, someone CALL ME NAO FOR PHONE SEX~

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Yeeees

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Yeah, i kinda do.

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Doggy Style......cause yes.

38. What's your favorite sex act?
So far? Having a girl sit on mah face while I tend to her lady biits~

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Nope

40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
Kaltastrophe cause she's a open freak~

If I do leave FA it's not for the drama reasons that are involving the staff on the site. Quite the contrary I don't think any of it is my business and have apathy towards it. If I leave it will only be because of the actual user interface of Weasyl and such. I'm a fan of the organizational paradigm, coupled with the accoutrements of the user interface such as the folders, and such.

Ask and you shall receive the answer, This is a no holds barred TMI Tuesday, and let the record show that I am willing to participate in such. ^^

So I signed up for Califur and all of the events that come with it. But I've hit a dilemma of sorts. I can't front all of the hotel room by myself and I will know no one when going to Califur to begin with. I was wondering if anyone wanted to share a room with me, I promise I'm not weird, and would be willing to split the cost of the room with 1-2 other people. Let me know what anyone thinks, or if there's anyone vaguely interested.

Hey all, sorry I've been under the radar this last week, I've been busy with school and whatnot. Turns out I'm going to be much busier then I thought this quarter X.X as a result I don't know how much art I'll be able to do, which kinda sucks but....oh well.

Anyway, So far I've got one more piece of art I need to do before I take on another series of requests and gift art I'll be uploading the art I've yet to upload right now. That being said, I am taking requests, I prefer if you have ref sheets but they aren't required. If you look at my work when I do refs, and when I don't have refs, the work is like night and day.

All that aside, on a more whimsical note, what's a species you think is underdone? Or a species that you'd hope to see more of?

1. Was 2013 a good year for you? Why?
It was better then last year, but really not an overall "Good" year for me.

2. What was your favorite moment of the year?
I really had none, I mean I guess times I've had meaningful conversations with people.

3. What was your least favorite moment of the year?
I had a bunch....probably the times I've cried because of social anxiety*

4. Where were you when 2013 began?
Celebrating with my family in Las Vegas

5. Who were you with?
My immediate family as well as m

6. Where will you be when 2013 ends?
I was at a friend's house

7. Who will you be with when 2013 ends?
I was with high school friends.

8. Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions of 2013?
I don't remember them...I'm going to try and really change next year.

9. Do you have New Year's Resolution(s) for 2014?
To (1) Work out more (2) Get substantial grades (3) Make an effort to really make my art better.

10. Did you fall in love in 2013?
I wouldn't say love....I...had infatuations with people, I know love is a strong word and emotion, but I did have some massive crushes this past year.

11. If yes, with who?
It was 3 people....they know who they are.....

12. If yes, do they know?
Oh yes....they've told me they know.

13. Are you still in love with them?
I've moved on, more or less because I have to...there wasn't any room for me in the existing paradigm.

14. You regret it?
I don't right now, but still wonder if I will in the future

15. Did you break up with anyone in 2013?
I did in early January.

16. Did you make any new friends in 2013?
Tons.

17. Who are your favorite new friends?
Ashly Coon definetely she and I are far closer then most people I know, Spazzy Koneko too cause she means so much to me and I care about her happiness. Coffee Sheizen is a newer friend and I hope she and I can get closer and become good friends, the same can be said about Rika, and there are others.

18. What was your favorite month of 2013?
November

19. Did you travel outside of your country of residence in 2013?
Nope

20. How many different states / provinces did you travel to in 2013?
I haven't actually been out of state this last year.

21. Did you lose anybody close to you in 2013?
I Didn't but that doesn't mean I don't mourn those who've passed.

22. Did you miss anybody in the past year?
I really really did.

23. What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2013?
Ender's Game

24. What was your favorite song from 2013?
Comfort Eagle, by Cake

25. What was your favorite record from 2013?
I improved my skills in tongue use....I unwrapped a starburst in my mouth with my tongue pulling out the in tact wrapper in 4.6 seconds ^^

26. How many concerts did you see in 2013?
None, although I've wanted to plan to see more in 2014.

27. Did you have a favorite concert in 2013?
Nope

28. Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2013?
Nope

29. Did you do a lot of drugs in 2013?
Nope

30. How many people did you sleep with in 2013?
No people

31. Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Oh...god....to many things to count

33. What was the worst lie someone told you in 2013?
I'm not sure, I know one but not verbatim, and it wasn't the only one.

34. Did you treat somebody badly in 2013?
Honestly...I've been a good person this year...no one was treated badly by my hand.

35. Did somebody treat you badly in 2013?
Heh..yep....funny how that can happen sometimes.

36. How much money did you spend in 2013?
More then I knew how to make back

37. What was your proudest moment of 2013?
I came out to my mom as a bisexual.

38. What was your most embarrassing moment of 2013?
Spilling over a cup of milk on myself in the Cafeteria, when trying to hit on someone...I may have shed tears that day >>

39. If you could go back in time to any moment of 2013 and change something, what would it be?
I wouldn't have squandered my time with someone that doesn't have it for me now...

40. What are your plans for 2014?
Hopefully stop feeling like poop emotionally most days, getting into more shape, and pulling myself out of my own messes.

Stan Sakai is facing tens, if not hundreds of thousands of dollars in medical bills to care for his wife, who is suffering from a long-term illness. As if this was not enough heartbreak, yesterday came the news that his 20-month-old grandson passed away in his sleep.

Stan has done more than just about anyone to promote our Fandom. He has stood behind us, defended us, and helped introduce us to a skeptical mainstream. Furry Fandom could not have come this far without him. There is nothing we can do to ease the pain of his loss, but we can do our part to help take his mind off of the worries of the mounting bills so that he and his family can deal with this terrible tragedy.

The Comic Art Professional Society is collecting donations for the Sakais. If you would like to help, there is a Paypal link at http://garageartstudio.blogspot.com.....tan-sakai.html

[Above Copied from Uncle Kage's journal at http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5368976/ ]

If you wish to send original artwork to be auctioned to help please see: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12376881/

In addition to that, I'd like to help by doing some streams in the near future where all proceeds will go help so be on the lookout for those.

B R I T I S H

[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[] You know what a brolly is.
[] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[] You wanted Ben to win Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.

Total: 4


A U S T R A L I A N

[] You wear flip flops all year.
[] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard Barbie.
[x] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] sometimes you swear without realizing.
[] You're a sports fanatic (well soccer lol)
[x] You are tanned.
[] You're a bit of a bogan.
[] You have an Australian something. (boyfriend!)

Total: 5

I T A L I A N

[] The Sopranos is a great show.
[] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian.
[] You are under 5'10".
[x] You know what an Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk a lot with your hands.

Total: 7


S P A N I S H

[] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[x] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.

Total: 8


R U S S I A N

[] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total: 5


I R I S H

[x] You think beer is the best.
[] You have a bad temper.
[] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murphy, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[] You have blue or green eyes.
[] You like the colour green.
[] You have been to a St. Patty's day party.
[] You have a family member from Ireland.
[] You have red hair.
[] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get together always include drinking and singing.

Total: 2


A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N

[] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[] You have nappy hair.
[] You like rap.
[] You know how to shoot a gun.
[x] You like chicken.
[] You like watermelon.
[] You can dance.
[] You can sing gospel.

Total: 1


A S I A N

[] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math.
[] You have played the piano.
[] You have family from Asia.
[x] You cover your mouth sometimes when you laugh.
[] Most people think you're Chinese.
[] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[] You go to Baulko.

Total: 3


G E R M A N

[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[x] You went to Pre-school
[x] You're over 5'2".

Total: 6


C A N A D I A N

[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[x] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[x] You know what poutine is.
[x] You speak some French
[x] You love Tim Horton's.
[x] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[x] You watch/watched Degrassi.

Total: 8 oh god the Canadian in me....


A M E R I C A N

[] You hate foreigners.
[] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[] You hate abortions
[] But love the death penalty.
[] You don't read.
[x] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[] You think this survey is rather biased.

Total: 2


B E L G I A N

[] You grow some small vegetables in the yard.
[x] You like french fries.
[x] You think Belgian chocolate rules.
[] You know that the official 'best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[] You speak both Dutch and French.
[x] You like Belgian waffles.
[] You call a pub or bar a café.
[] You fully realize and acknowledge that your football team sucks.
[] You drive/own a French or German car.
[] You have a lot of comments on your government.

Total: 3


D U T C H

[] You like the colour orange.
[] You are a football enthusiast.
[] You often go to 'coffee shops'.
[x] You know what is meant by 'coffee shops'.
[x] You tend to overreact and show your emotions.
[x] You have a cheerful nature.
[x] You like the sea.
[x] You are good at building/handiwork projects.
[x] You tend to favour the megalomania.

Total: 5


A R A B

[] You are a patriot.
[] You say "3ngleezy" instead of "english".
[] You laugh at other accents, especially Egyptian.
[x] You beckon at things with your forehead or eyes.
[] You like seafood, especially fish, more than any other type of food.
[x] You are tanned.
[] You have black hair.
[] Your last name starts with " Al " or " bin "
[] You like showing off, especially with new cars and clothes.
[] You dislike reading.

Total:2

So mostly Spanish and Italian in nationality...I am latin american so I can see that~ lol, also white washed enough to be Canadian.

ANIME NERD

[x] You watch anime.
[] You read manga.
[] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[] You have cosplayed.
[] You have done so in public.
[] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[] You enjoy drawing anime
[] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 2

ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favourite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favourite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

ART NERD POINTS: 11

MUSICAL NERD

[x] You play a musical instrument.
[] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[] You've given your instrument a name.
[x] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[x] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x] You have a favourite composer.
[] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[] You write music.
[] You've had discussions with your friends about music.
[] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[] You are never nervous playing for other people.

MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 6

VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[x] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favourite video games on your MP3.
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[x] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[x] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[x] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[x] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the Internet to beat their game.

VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 15

COMPUTER NERD

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[x] You go into random Internet chat rooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[] You spend time in online forums.
[] In the forum/chat room you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.

Computer Nerd: 11

Computers, Art, and Videogames....yeah that's my life at this moment, if only there was a scifi category. ^^

Ask and you shall receive the answer, This is a no holds barred TMI Tuesday, and let the record show that I am willing to participate in such. ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5260675/ She's having an art raffle, you should all totally enter it, or at least give her a watch. ^^

Happy Halloween everybody, remember, if you're not going to a party remember to get lots of candy through trick or treating, no matter what, everyone is a winner on Halloween ^_^

Doing See how many questions I get, I will answer any and all questions no matter what, so belt em out. Get enough and maybe I'll make it a weekly thing. :3

So as you may have noticed I've stopped making art work, this is because I'm kind of tired of using a free app on my Ipad that has only one thickness to draw specific images. I'm looking to buy a tablet, and start really drawing and becoming an artist in the community.

That being said My absolute Budget is 200$. I do enjoy a good product, however lower is better, if anyone has any brands to recommend, or any links to give, it would be much appreciated and I'll look forward to drawing again.

A friend of mine  tabykat is having a raffle. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5154999/ Be sure to if not at the very least, check out his prices and his commision info, he's been quite the aspiring artist as of late and everyone should look him up

You know Edward Elric in Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood and how he blows a gasket whenever someone calls him short? this is me when called young, granted, it's my fault for always associating with people 5+ years older then me even in high school....but this is a warning.....emotional explosions do happen to those who treat me like I'm six.....



Okay...so it's happened repeatedly from friends in the furry community on Skype.... calling me kiddo, skippy, cutie (Don't mind that one as much ~_^), sport, little un', child, kid, newbie, noob, or any other pet name that implies I am in some way a child.......



There are no words how much this pisses me off I AM A GROWN ASS INDIVIDUAL GORRAM IT!....even though I'm almost 20 and the people I talk to are generally 10 years older then me or around that age....STILL LAY OFF....unless you are  spazzykoneko Whom I've allowed to call me pet names in skype because reasons and friendship....there is literally no way to make me flip my lid faster.

I know I don't usually post things that talk about my current issues IRL but this is something I promised myself I'd always share through any medium. This is the 6th year anniversary of my cousin passing away, due to gang violence. I know that I've spent years blaming myself for this, I've gone through therapy for this, and I can honestly say insofar as I spread peace and non violence, his death is not in vain, insofar as I remember his death and remember the values he spread upon this earth his death will not be in vain.

For those of you in the area I do celebrate Dia De los Muertos, the Mexican Day of the Dead holiday on november 1st and 2nd. The purpose of this holiday is one that I've alway grown up with, the idea that the dead are only truly gone if you forget them, and that they live within us. Many people myself included create offerings, that we place on "Altars" with many candles and such, This year will be no different for me, and I always use this holiday to remember those passed to us.

I know for a fact all people have someone close that they've lost at some point or another, or if not, they can empathize with many people that have lost someone. That being said I will be at UC Riverside creating an "Altar" for him as I do every year, this year it'll be around university avenue. You usually see many other people of hispanic heritage doing the same thing, and if anyone's in the area at the time it would mean a lot to me if they could come. While it's customary to keep the altar to family members only, I never mind telling people about my cousin Phillipe, my uncle Roberto, and my grandmother Ignacia.

I know I don't usually post things that talk about my current issues IRL but this is something I promised myself I'd always share through any medium. This is the 6th year anniversary of my cousin passing away, due to gang violence. I know that I've spent years blaming myself for this, I've gone through therapy for this, and I can honestly say insofar as I spread peace and non violence, his death is not in vain, insofar as I remember his death and remember the values he spread upon this earth his death will not be in vain.

For those of you in the area I do celebrate Dia De los Muertos, the Mexican Day of the Dead holiday on november 1st and 2nd. The purpose of this holiday is one that I've alway grown up with, the idea that the dead are only truly gone if you forget them, and that they live within us. Many people myself included create offerings, that we place on "Altars" with many candles and such, This year will be no different for me, and I always use this holiday to remember those passed to us.

I know for a fact all people have someone close that they've lost at some point or another, or if not, they can empathize with many people that have lost someone. That being said I will be at UC Riverside creating an "Altar" for him as I do every year, this year it'll be around university avenue. You usually see many other people of hispanic heritage doing the same thing, and if anyone's in the area at the time it would mean a lot to me if they could come. While it's customary to keep the altar to family members only, I never mind telling people about my cousin Phillipe, my uncle Roberto, and my grandmother Ignacia.

I'm going to begin to draw once more, if anyone has suggestions or requests I will take them free of charge, granted it won't be the best quality but you know :P gives me something to practice with.

So, as I put it on my facebook status "Marvel Fans typically hate DC fans, but right now I think DC hate's their Vice president of Editorials Dan Didio more then anyone else"

Many of you may have heard of Harley Quinn's "Suicide" contest http://www.escapistmagazine.com/new.....Artist-Contest

To be frank some people have reacted in uproar to this saying it romanticizes suicide, while I think it does in fact sexualize suicide based on the images that are asking to be drawn, I personally think it's a a very dark story regarding Harley's rejection of the Joker, and her method of coping as a result.

The fact that the Joker within the storyline of "Death of the Family" told her she was unimportant to him, a tool, and admitted to be willing to carve her face if it meant he would have another chance to see batman again, only further drove her away, when Batman found her she basically said "I'm out" giving him the Joker's whereabouts, yet not revealing the plan, as he hadn't revealed it to her. Her ending comments are on how the joker has changed, he's not the same, and he loves no one, how he's obsessed with Vengeance now, which is seen as he does things seen as "Off Limits" i.e. attacking Alfred Pennyworth and pouring ammonia into his eyes.

Quite frankly I think adding Harley's death would only add to the argument made for the futility of suicide, considering that after the death of 10 year old Damian wayne, the latest robin, while most if not all "Bat Family" members where affected and depressed, a few contemplating Suicide, the futility of doing so was eventually brought up by one of the characters, that being said I don't believe Harley's suicide would serve to "Romantisize" suicide, but it would definitely sexualize it, which is something I do not in any way shape or form support, Dan Didio needs to be fired, but that's another rant, for another time.

The last thing I want to talk about is people bitching about altered Romances and love interests in the new 52. I think that ships being denied in the DC universe, (Lois Lane x Superman being replaced with Superman x Wonderwoman, Batgirl not allowed to get with her lesbian lover, Iris West x Barry Allen being replaced with Barry Allen x Patty Spivot) is something that is meant to make the reader feel a certain form of anxiety. I have been keeping up with the FLash in the new 52, and while frankly I've shipped Iris West and Barry Allen since they first got together, they're a couple that just works. Seeing Barry Dating Patty Spivot sort of made me go "What?!?!?!?" As a result I've held onto and treasured that initial relationship more, seeing as I took it for granted. That's more or less what I think regarding new and broken romances in the new 52

Although to be fair, if you check tumblr you will see lots of Hate regarding Dan Didio, to be honest, that's one of the reasons why I think The Flash is one of the better comics of the new 52, the writers have been "Known" not to listen to Dan Didio's imput.

I'm actually interested in how "Forever Evil" turns out, after reading the first installment this is the first time DC has done a DC Universe wide, cannon event. It's actually why instead of hero comics this month there are Villain comics, the fact of the matter is, going into villain development isn't something I had a problem with and DC is using Forever Evil as a device to do so.

*Spoiler Alert Do not read if you plan on reading Forever Evil*

The fact that the comic is predicated around the Crime Syndicate saying "The Justice League is dead, the world is ours", providing evidence of such (Aquaman's trident, Superman's Cape, Wonder Woman's lasso) only to leave the villains of the DC universe still says something. The reference to other "Lesser Superheros" (The Teen Titans, etc. etc.) still being alive means something is ultimately going to be done. I find it interesting the the Crime Syndicate's actions are so blatantly in everyone's face, that the last panel is Lex Luthor looking at Ultraman, causing an eclipse only to ask "Where is Superman?!?" says that there's at least going to be further hinting on how the villains are actually mentally reliant on the Justice League, I can't help but feel this is sort of an issue regarding "Darkness needs Light in order to exist" in the sense that without the Justice League, well what gives the villains purpose? Lex Luthor's purpose was to prove he was in fact the best, better then superman, a man who wanted to be better then all, with superman out of the picture where does that leave him?

Again this is just all speculation, I am a DC fan, but there are still things that they're doing that I don't support.